Thread 24653619

I wanted to share this.

>>24653619 (OP)
This is the one where he passes out with his prolapsed bleeding cum filled diseased anus in the sewer, right? Didnt read it, but I got the vibe it's that one.

>>24653629
Yeah something like that.

>>24653619 (OP)
This is probably the most horrific text I’ve read so far. It’s very sad.

Heroic writing. A confession of every stigma smeared with blood and shit all done without fear. The anecdote of a friend contracting AIDs from a cheating partner and subsequently dying is fucking haunting. And the likening of the "charged particle" of HIV being analogous to the reproductive sperm to complete some impossible surrogate pregnancy is a genius insight. Bottoms deserve purple-hearts. Thank God I'm not gay.

>>24653642
It's profound because of how sad it is. It reads like an edgy excerpt from Chuck Palahniuk but it's a lived and experienced retelling of a man's life that is replicated thousands of times.

>>24653677
>bottoms deserve purple hearts

he never caught AIDS in the end. no wonder he started believing in miracles

>>24653682
I think this beats most of the nightmare drug addict descriptions.

holy shit, I felt physical discomfort and was moving in my chair while reading this. This is like a horror movie and is traumatizing to even think that a real person experienced this nightmare completely following his own free will.
I am gladly surprised that he is a christian now and that he put an end to this. He is brave and I will pray for him

>>24653741
It’s essentially Reefer Madness but for buttsex, and contains about as much reality

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>>24653759
lemme one up OP

>>24653619 (OP)
jebus cripes

>>24653849
Ok, that’s probably enough horror for one day. I think I’m going to read in the gospels for a while.

>>24653677
>Nothing could reach inside and touch what was really hurting.

>>24653619 (OP)
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>>24653849
Absolute cinema
Any other pure degeneracy kinos like this?

>>24653620
>The layout of the club comprised a series of oddly laid-out areas that became progressively darker as one ventured to the back of the building. The décor incorporated every masculine cliché: polished chrome, black vinyl cushions, and murals of bodybuilders. The spaces towards the front were the most elaborate while the ones towards the rear comprised almost empty rooms painted black. At first, I stayed in the bar area which opened up into a rather ingeniously designed shower and sauna. Like the separate looker-room, these were theatrical stages on which gay men subconsciously played-out the trauma of boyhood; where the merciless teasing we endured after PE class by swaggering boys was somehow redeemed in this form of group therapy. Here, for a night, the confusion of childhood almost disappeared. But a similar hierarchy from the schoolyard persisted with the physically impressive remaining in command. Rejection existed, but is was subtle. And everyone, even the sagging and aged could find their match. In a worse case scenario, in the backrooms, there loitered men who only wanted a male body with blood rushing through its veins. Only nothing went deep enough. Like the ridiculously elongated dildos sold in every gay porn shop, nothing could reach inside and touch what was really hurting. I remembered a friend who had an incredible capacity for fisting; he fantasized about the day he could take a man beyond the elbow. This was almost a bizarre reenactment of Aztec human-sacrifice in which the priest reached into the body and pulled out the still beating heart of the hapless victim. Gay sex was a mixture of pleasure and torture. A form of self-flagellation where newly inflicted wounds never healed and older ones tended to be forgotten. And in their desperation, everything becomes a sort of tragic melodrama: men are tied up and tortured like a pornographic role-play impersonating early-Christian martyrdom. Except there is no release from bondage through redemptive suffering. So everyone pushed a little further.

This is the most grim thing I've read in months

I really don't understand the fervor and lust for gay sex by gays. How could they keep coming back to this despite having swollen blown up and scarred anuses?

>>24654787
Read the article in the OP bud. All answers are contained there.

>>24654787
>believing everything you read on the internet
When I joined up they showed us a video of what happens to your cock if you get VD, but we still went out and rawdogged sluts the moment we got our first furlough. As the saying goes, my dick has led me places I wouldn’t go with a gun

>>24654787
Because we all love instant gratification. Most straight men wait months to sleep with a new woman. A fag can get sex easier than a woman can. A dry spell for a fag is 3 days, that's considered a "long time" to go without sex for them.
Even straight men mention they enjoy the attention from gays now and then because it's an ego boost. It's the complete opposite with women which is just a thresher of negativity you just need to punch through. But most men are bitter towards women after a few years of dating.

Even women who try to experience the perspective of men have when trying to date women describe the experience as excruciatingly depressing.

>>24653619 (OP)
wow thank you, very beautiful

the main takeaway is that gay sex leads to never being able to shit properly again.

the dude oversells it but I believe him when he says that people rarely find what they seek in this lifestyle

I'll bump since the replies have been positive.

"And the Band Played On" is a very grim read on the early AIDS epidemic. I don't want to victim blame but the way in which the gay community had zero regards for their own safety was appalling. You unironically had gay groups protesting the promotion of safe gay sex and closing of hotspots for infection like the SF/NYC bathhouses, labeling attempts to do so as fascism.

Holding in poo is overrated.

gays basically destroyed themselves or maybe the anti safe sex gays were a government psyop

>>24654826
Its amazing how society just lets unstable toddlers with tits control sexual discourse

>>24653619 (OP)
why are faggots so good at writing? I am somewhat envious of them to be honest.

>>24656910
THE TOTAL ANNIHILATION OF THEIR ROOT CHAKRA ALLOWS THE MUSES EASIER ACCESS

>>24656922
I'm only referring to technical ability though. The content of their writing is often perverted.

I remember this guy on the Howard Stern show like 15 years ago. He just converted from trad cath to orthodoxy, attempting to stop his homosexual urges. Many such cases

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CXXqFkSi7OA

>>24656026
It has to go out anyways.. amirite?

>>24653660
faggot cope

>>24653759
>gays arent really like this i swear guys! cope cope cope
why lie, fag?

im not reading all that but was wondering if the standard lineup of critical theorists wrote on aids. what did foucault say? baudrillard must have, i'd have liked to get his take on the detection-blockers they're advertising now

Imagine how badly Ancient Greece would've been affected if HIV reached them

>>24653619 (OP)
Now that's fucking sad...

>>24653849
I hate the Demiurge...
I hate the Demiurge...

>>24653742
>free will.
ha

>>24657332
plenty of STIs too back then. there's a reason most religions tried to regulate sex

Anything similar but from Greek history? Or was greek bussy just built different?

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>>24657470
LMAO This story is based on a bara-hentai made by Tagame Gengoroh it's called: Actinia man-cunt