Thread 24706251

prev >>24699854

big dicks will remain big dicks

>>24706251 (OP)
>Your Thoughts
getting plapped

>>24706268
It's not hard at all.

When I was riding my bike to as a kid two kids on a bike were coming towards me from the opposite direction. Then one raised his middle finger to me just before passing. It made me really upset because I knew it was a bad gesture and I didnt understand why someone would do that for no reason.

>>24706289
To school*

>>24706284
Open ass

When I was a kid I kissed a random girl who was passing me on the sidewalk. She invited me to her house which was right next to us. I went in, and her big brother was there. He had a knife and was asking me if I needed any pimples popped with it, but I didn't have any pimples. We went into her room, and her old panties were on the floor.

>>24706289
If that memory still upsets you, imagine those kids apologizing profusely to you. How would that make you feel?

>>24706289
You French?
Anyway, I remember being very upright about morality as a child. Except once when I flipped of a camera in front of the my school and feeling so guilty I confessed it to my parents in the evening

I've beaten Isshin in Sekiro today. Only Silksong now to play and I can finally come back to reading books

Eating fruit.

Funny how a good pair of succulents tits in a tight turtleneck puts you in grug mode

>>24706365
I prefer succulent shits in a toilet bowl.

I am feeling simultaneously overcaffeinated and so tired I could knock out in a moment if my head touched the pillow.

>>24706365
For me it's exercise. I went for a jog and stopped by a grocery store to pick up some stuff. It felt like everyone woman in the store was some 10/10 milf, unfairly distracting

Maybe I'm not the wisest clarke, maybe I'm just the starkest foole

Sometimes I wish I knew japanese, so I could undestand first 1/4 of jav incest porn movies

When I'm not horny, hot chicks and big dicks and porn and whatever don't even register to me. When I am horny, I can think of nothing else.

Finally the days are getting shorter and it's almost dark by 8PM. I hate summer so much it's unreal.

>>24706333
No im Dutch.
>>24706308
It doesnt really upset my now but I wonder why it upset me that much back then instead of making me angry for example.

I just want a gf who's exactly like me but a girl

>>24706251 (OP)
I'm writing a comedy about a token black man in a progressive town getting falsely accused of raping a little girl. The man, knowing there's no point in denying it, as no one will believe him, says he did it, but only because the little girl used the n-word. The town gets divided and they don't know whom they should support. Any suggestion for the title?

>>24706745
Nigger-Word

>>24706745
Sticks and Stones

>drink can of bang (300mg caffeine)
>feel slightly more awake
>drink 2x red bulls (228mg caffeine)
>feel the same
>drink one of those canned yerba mate things (150mg caffeine)
>tweaking, shaking, head rush, heart feels like it's about to explode
I don't get it

>start reading books to overcome extreme feeling of alienation and connect to other people
>accumulate wisdom and knowledge
>get to a point where I can't have a discussion with most normies because of their unquestioned moral boundaries always prevailing instead of curiosity and thought
>feel even more alienated

You'll get what you want
And you'll lose everything else

>>24706289
A co-worker admitted to me that when he was about 11 other kids in the neighborhood convinced him that a monstrous being resided under a nearby manhole, much to his fright. 10/10 for confession, 2/10 for precociousness.

>>24706775
something something straw that broke the camel's back....

>>24707039
same. i'm getting really isolated and wierd now.

>>24707039
have sex.

>>24706775
energy drinks aren't only caffeine dude there can be a bunch of other shit in them. i find ghost energy the most stimulating personally, but i prefer reign.

>>24706775
It's not just the caffeine that matters. Pure caffeine tablets do nothing for me but Red Bull never fails to wake me up.

>>24706465
I love summer even though it involves more work outdoors, gardening. Kind of overdid it this year, but don't regret it much. If I were fuck-you rich I'd establish a botanic site.

>>24706360
Nice

>>24706251 (OP)

Sometimes I wish I was a normie. Just a gaudy collection of trends and desires like everyone else

>>24707119
I do have extreme transgressive sex with borderline girls from time to time

>>24707411
I'm calling your bluff

>>24707411
Rarely do I doubt the truthfulness of a post as much as I do yours right now. You write like you don't even know what a vagina looks like.

My favorite twitter reaction pic

>>24706251 (OP)
Why everyone have Frodo hair and moustaches right now.

>>24706251 (OP)
that's AI? it's so over
I wanted to learn to paint with oil

My friend gave me a bath, scrubbed me and everything. Does anyone else have a homie like that?

Please help me be a better writer. I just finished three sneezing classics and I realized I actually have some talent in this area. I can write like William Faulkner! Well, a little bit but I'm going to hone it sharply, if at all possible. Will you help me, /lit/?

>>24707536
No, I'm not going to help you. Pic unrelated.

>>24707536
*Amazing classics. Zoinks

>>24707539
Well, thanks for replying so I don't hold hope out

My suicide won't be planned, one day I'm going to wake up and decide to end my life. That's pretty much how I live my life, I guess the biggest event in my life cannot be the exception

I should consider trying out shampoo and/or conditioner again.

>>24707536
>>24707536
Make a separate, real thread.

>>24707555
I really shouldn't tho. I've made two and got zero replies

I've noticed my ability to recall information has improved significantly this year, but I don't know what caused it because nothing has really changed in my life. Things like names in books I used to forget all the time, but I noticed that I haven't been experiencing that issue.

>>24707559
Well, this is the unserious musing thread. Have you tried the writing thread, /wg/?

>>24707552
don't you have a lot of things to get ready first?

>>24706289
I never felt bad when they called me a chink

>>24706465
Tomorrow is the last hot day around here according to the forecast. Can't wait for cool weather to start so I can finish my final final draft.

I once had an ex who said to me her favorite time of the day was when she was asleep, and if she could, she'd just sleep all day. I found it deeply depressing.

Well, now I'm about to take a shot of NyQuil and a pill of Benadryl in order to get to sleep because I've got to be up in 7 hours and I couldn't be more excited to sedate myself and fall asleep. Sad.

I really miss her. Too bad I blew it on our rebound date. Ugh.

Today's symptoms:
>blood in stool and urine
>intense dizziness and weakness
>intense eye fatigue and inability to focus on objects for several minutes
>partial blindness of both eyes for intermittent periods
chat am i cooked

>>24707639
...as someone who'd avoid going to the doctor for anything, anon, what are you doing, get to the ER now. NOW

>>24707639
write your will, you're going to die

>>24707640
I can't afford it

>>24707648
if you go to emergency room, you can just give them false information. they have to treat you and they will never collect. it's not a big deal for them. just say you are undocumneted

>>24707648
They have to treat you anyway. This is one of those "take the debt so you can live" type of situations. Plus, and I don't know about your hospitals, but last time I went, there's a financial assistance form you can fill out. Granted, I was too lazy to do it so I'm sure I have the debt somewhere in the system, but it's for people like us.

>>24707656
Don't take the debt! Foreigners/undocumented use the medical system all the time. The hospital just writes it off as uncollectable.

Where the fuck can I listen to Cumtown? I've watched a few episodes episodes of The Adam Friedland Show, and now I want to listen to Cumtown, but it seems like it's been erased from the internet, though, I assume that was intentional.

>>24707669
Worry not, for I found it.

>>24707664
Yeah I never answered any calls after, so either it went to some collector or they wrote it off and my credit took a hit. In hindsight, I should have done what's suggested here,
>>24707652
>if you go to emergency room, you can just give them false information.
But oh well. Either way, I didn't actually pay anything, but I suspect the day I finally get a novel published, I'll have garnishments coming out the wazoo lol

>>24707575
Thank you, I'll try there

>>24707698
Good luck and godspeed. Otherwise, to be a great writer you've got to be a great reader. Read, read, read, write, write, write, read some more, then write some more.

>>24707423
Appealing to weird women hasn't changed me. I'm still weird

>>24707708
Thank you for the advice. I think I'm ready

how long do we (humans) have? i'm thinking near-extinction between 2050 and 2070

>>24707819
If AI goes exponential then ~total (maybe some billionaires left) extinction by the 2030s. Surviving to 2100 is proof God still loves us.

>>24707819
hopefully not a lot

>>24707674
i think what you did was fine. the credit will recover. and i don't think garnishments are in the cards for medical debt

>>24707819
unfortunately we still have tens of thousands of years, probably much more than that. even with an "extinction-level" asteroid hit there will be enough people surviving to repopulate the planet.

Will you protect the bonds you've formed? Or will you break them? In the hopes of becoming stronger.

>>24707866
I'm bad at breaking bonds but good at keeping them. Choose your friends wisely and spend time with them, always say yes when you have time to go out with them. Friendship is sacred, be faithful to them

>>24707866
Hedgehogs are so cute

>>24706251 (OP)
Being one of the few far right millennials has been a very lonely experience. Every person i connect with is either Gen X or Z. I can count the number of people in my own generation I get along with on one hand. Its sad. Born 1982. If only I was born a few years earlier I could've qualified.

>>24707944
Maybe connecting with people is more important than broader societal loyalties

>>24706251 (OP)
I hate myself

>>24707948
Same. It's okay anon.

spoke to a therapist today about my crippling anxiety and halfway thru she started talking about how much she wanted to shoot her ex bf kek

>>24706251 (OP)
I wanna learn to draw myself as an ape drinking beer and smoking on a couch.

>>24707947
Eh. I do what I can.

>>24707947
It's impossible to connect with brainwashed retards who don't understand anything I say and don't want to try. This is the worst period in human history by far, including that time ritual cannibalistic warfare was dominant.

>>24708034
I'd rather be wrong than voluntarily castrate all connections with other people because I think I'm right. You're a moron…

>>24708038
It's not about being right. There's no connection to be had with people who don't reciprocate my attempts to understand their positions, motivations and what they value. The "leftists" of today don't understand any other positions and aren't interested in trying. There's no actual human being there, just media golems. It's not like I haven't tried giving these retards the benefit of the doubt over and over for fucking decades.

>>24708049
>There's no actual human being there
Lmao yea whatever. If you were a girl at least I’d have a hard on. But you're not

tfw from kazakhstan

AMERICA IS NOT ROME

>>24707848
it's very possible that it could be total (100%) extinction in 30-50 years, by things that were set in motion decades ago

>>24708080
sounds fun, wish it could be the case

>>24708080
I wanna have kids and live the illusion of a happy life beforehand

>>24706251 (OP)

What did I ever do to deserve this. My childhood was not some happy stress free haven to look back on. My mother used to beat me and we lived in her terror. Like she would beat the living shit out of me if I did not do my homework or learn my lessons enough. Imagine occasional blue bruises and rare bleedings

In school things weren't much better. I was a completely invisible social pariah at best and a constant victim of bullying and derision at worst. I developed depression and actually used to believe that I'm the worst lowest scum on the planet. This was my daily life. I lost all sense of self worth and never quite recovered it. Don't even need to mention the romantic side of things.

For a time I had hope. I thought that with my good analytical mind and love for sciences I could overcome myself by becoming a high earning STEMcel. Even had some success on that front and after 3 years of work got myself into a top STEM school in my country. Only for all of that to come to nothing because of my inherent fear and paralysis preventing me from taking any initiatives in life. I botched my scores and ended up an unemployed graduate. I ended up spending the last 15 years of life glued to a screen trying to distract myself from my own life and mind.

Now, I work a dead end job, unrelated to STEM, for feds while many if not most of my peers, even those less smarter than me are doing far better. Never had a romantic relationship while girls my age have been in one for almost 20 years by now. My premature balding is not longer possible to hide and medication won't fix it. I never experienced the pleasures of sex when I still had a functioning dick and a libido. Now my libido is half dead and I have chronic ed, so I guess those experiences will never ever happen to me. I can lay with a hot naked hooker and
feel nothing. Depression comes and goes. I am still only barely socially adept and any new interaction fills me with anxiety. I don't even know why I'm alive anymore.

For most of my adult life, I've worn my wallet in my back-left pants pocket. However, this year I got this nice pair of shorts I've worn a ton throughout the summer which only has a back-right pocket, so I've begun to get used to that, only when I wear jeans I go back to the left, and I'm starting to become unsure if I should commit entirely to the back-right or keep switching depending which pants I'm wearing!

The big breasted mailwoman just gave me the biggest and nicest smile I've gotten from a woman in I don't even know how long. And that's despite me looking like a hobo at the moment, hair disheveled and beard unshaven. Wtf. Did I misinterpret her facial expression and in reality she was internally laughing at me because of how terrible I am looking right now? Has to be it. Women never smile at me.

>>24708080
>total (100%) extinction in 30-50 years, by things that were set in motion decades ago
You're making the same mistake as peak oil shills do. The point of those absolute and total extremities never arrives, because to achieve 100% extinction, you need a system that keeps perpetuating itself past critical failure points. Most of the time they reach critical failure, but even with a population decline to 0.000125% or 10,000 people left, you would still be able to avoid inbreeding even if your only method of travel was from the stone age.

>>24708259
it was probably an awkward smile. The kind that says "this guy looks like a creep but I don't want to provoke him so I will act friendly in hopes he leaves me alone" kind of smile

>>24708429
Wasn't awkward, way too big for that. I think it was genuine but not in a good way.

>>24708429
>>24708433
>Anon must have done something to warrant the smile
She probably smiles at everyone, and anon only finds this personal because all his relationships are parasocial, so the idea of common social niceties not being caused by him is like trying to explain to a superfan the band write love on all their autographs.

>>24708451
She didn't smile at me the last time.

>>24708259
How big are we talking

>>24708485
Like child looking at Christmas present big.

>>24708259
Maybe you smelled nice or she was having a great day. Appreciate it but dont look into it.

>>24708191
Put it in the front pocket or enjoy sciatica pain.
>t. Knower

You know, all things considered I'm grateful for what I have. I was anticipating getting yelled at when I got into work but I think the managing partners have realized I put the team on my back and have been doing three jobs without complaint. Or they're too busy to care. Either is fine.

Also, this gas station coffee is superb. A nice medium roast, not too acidic, not too bitter, not burnt; perfectly adequate. Baudrillard's favorite.

I wrote some poetry for the first time in my life today. I am definitely not good at stuff like meter, rhythm or whatever. But it felt good. It's probably really shit but I had to let something out today

>>24708794
Post it. Some anons might flame you, I'm in a good mood.

>>24708794
>>24708807
I'm in a bad mood and will mock your shitty poetry relentlessly if you post it.

>>24708807

Ok here goes. Flame all you want I like to know how much it sucks so I can get better. I'm posting 3.

Popsicle was a good idea

>>24708822
>Update

>>24708822
>>24708828
Stop writing. This is shit.

>>24708817
Hey that's a good balance. That way I also get to mock you mocking the poetry, and that will make my good mood better.

>>24708822
Hmmm. Well, there was an attempt. I like the idea, but you can do better than this, even if it's that line break stuff that gives people autism. In general, keep it brief. Use concrete imagery. I'd throw in a line break before with and add a second thing for Milano so the structure is similar. You can shorten the last line too. Something like "I live in a nobody city; could be anywhere."

>>24708828
This is more prose than poetry. Say less, divide it more, and try to focus more on rhetorical devices. Here's how I would edit it.

I walk on verandas often;
between home and wilderness.
The moment's moonlight lingers
between lonely clattering dishes
and a cat on steel roof.
The sleepy city,
peaceful verandas,
and I smoke
but I could quit tomorrow.
Perhaps,
but not while thinking of you.

>>24708829

Maybe you're right but it felt good being able to put something out of my head for once

>>24708840

thanks I will try to write similar but change it up and see how it comes out

>>24708871

Yeah I figured the lines were a bit overlong. Your edit is def better

thanks folks

>>24708908
Practice makes perfect. Write. Write more. Keep writing. And one day you'll be happy with it. Dont listen to negative nancies.

Nine Inch Nails is the best band of all time

I'm tired today bros. Sometimes I think life would be much simpler if I was stuck in society's current like most people. Just going with the flow and having quaint little worries about living up to arbitrary standards. The life of a lemming doesnt sound so bad at all at times.
But my inner innate disposition guides my journey away from the simple valley joys and towards arduous climbs towards solitary peaks. Knowing the summit is unreachable yet I must constantly continue my climbs lest the gravity plummets me unwillingly yet willingly to an early grave. Its lonely on my mountain yet the views can be quite pleasant at times.

>>24707639
You still with us, anon?

>>24708938
>inner innate disposition
That’s one way to describe Asperger’s.

>>24708946
bro wtf? I was alluding to my higher affinity to rationality. Brought upon me by my superior intellect obviously! Garsh!!

There should only be two types in society: artists and those who focus on earning money to be used on supporting the arts.

>>24708957
She's abandoned me. I have lost her forever.

No one cared about my childhood story. Not one reply. It's okay, bros.

>>24709054
My whining didn't get a reply either but it's okay. I just needed to let it out into the universe

>>24709058
I'm crying right now. Tears are streaming down my face.

>>24708992
Why did she leave?

>>24706286
Prove it, do it on camera

Someone said to me, "...finish my book," and I got excited because I thought they meant they were writing a book. But nope, it was just a figure of speech.

>>24707494
Guess you gotta kill yourself then. At least let me beat off over you when you die

>>24706289
Should have thrown a rock at his face

>>24706251 (OP)
Why is rape traumatic for a woman but childbirth isn't? Isn't childbirth more painful and lasts longer? You'd think they'd get over it pretty quickly.

He didn't say ten negative things for the rest of his life. The pain was faster than life. Is this curbing? Is this dusk? Or some other dream, a neanderthal clambering? Thank you from the outcast and outlaw, for the acceptance, for the beauty, for forgiveness. O mighty and harrowing day! Tell me what is ruining us. O furious and lethal despair! This gushing water, this gushing water, this torrent of speed. The dissonance of morality, a inherent encumbrance in our spirit, o mighty nation. The sunshine is disappearing silently behind night's dark hills. Our spirit, our light! This furious lightning bolt, wordless in it's caress, lethality is it's spine. Divinity by design, irresolute and fathomless, a spiritual and transfiguring tower above the abyss

America for America, Europe for Russia and Asia for china. Africa for?

>>24709054
just post it again. i will reply

>>24708349
i'm not making a mistake; in the worst-case scenario it's (literally) 100%...
research is still in early stages, but it indicates we might have 5-10g of microplastics in our brains (like a packet of sugar's worth, or something), on average.
it is believed that this amount is increasing, and might double in only 15 years. and we believe this is UNIVERSAL (hence 100%).
if this is case, and the it our body can retain (without plateauing) this increase, in like 30 years, it will show real, serious symptoms. and there would be some threshold where we can no longer function properly, or reproduce, or something.
this is "a system that keeps perpetuating itself past critical failure points".

>>24709338
It's post #9 ITT.

>>24709351
>a system that keeps perpetuating itself past critical failure points
i.e. plastic will keep breaking down, and the contamination will keep getting worse, regardless of if we are all dead or not.

When stopped by bandits, a man will either grab his wallet or his sword.
When stopped by bandits, a woman will either undress or start spinning lies.
That's how it has been since antiquity.

>>24709218
Childbirth sometimes is traumatic. One of my wife's friends had a really fucked up pregnancy and birth and it basically destroyed her marriage

>>24709369
wars typically precede banditry, and make for a more apt/universal analogy for whatever incel shit you're getting at

>>24709218
to post this at such an early stage in the thought process of comparing the two, signals some extremely limited intelligence

>>24709054
i read it earlier. your current state wasn't caused solely by your upbringing. some people start off worse, or better, and land in the exact same spot.
for what it's worth, even if you're in your 40s, you can bounce back. just think-- if you swapped places with some competent man, he would probably be able to sort you (himself) out in no time. physically, there is nothing stopping you from being that man.

>>24709398
>even if you're in your 40s, you can bounce back
This is true but I wonder why nobody ever does it

My 20's have sucked but I have been consistently trying to dig my way out. I wonder if once I hit my 30's I'll just give up. It seems like that's what everyone does.

>>24706301
Your experience and presentation of it makes it seem like a dream. What happened after you went into her room? Did you wake up?

>>24709404
they do; it's anecdotal of course, but my uncle was this guy. turned things around in his 40s. if the same guy you were just replying to had an example, there are certainly many more.

Anytime an odd action is analyzed, and the perpetrator is presented as a loser/outsider, that seems sufficient for most to explain why said action is bad and detrimental to the perpetrator. They will instead suggest that said person should become "normal". However, nobody ever seems to consider whether that action may have been the best choice for that person, who may always be a loser and thus is just doing the best they can with what they have. By assuming everyone is the same, one fails to understand the actions of a person who is fundamentally different from themselves and from society at large.

>>24706251 (OP)

I just discovered opeth last month and it's insane how good every song is. It's crazy that many people will live out their lives not knowing how good music can get

>>24709412
I left because the vibes were off and never saw her again, so I went to my friend's house which was where I was going in the first place. I've actually been in a bunch of strangers houses when I was a kid because I was dumb and liked to explore, and my mom didn't care where I'd go for hours, even explored the city at night as a kid, and did lots of stupid stuff by myself.

i wish i could enjoy music in the unique way metal enjoyers enjoy music

is this the new writing general?

i hate my life even when it's going ok. i just have this constant cringe burning in my spine or even when i feel like i'm in love with some beautiful girl i get a warm anxiety in my chest that just lasts days. i should have smoked weed last weekend just to chill tf out. a chick has been texting me cute and sexy stuff for like two weeks and i'm just exhausted i can't take it anymore lmao. then if i think about anything i texted her in the throes of sublime fantasy embarrassment heats my cheeks. ugh ugh ugh.

>>24709483
The writing general is called writing general.

>>24709454
>I've actually been in a bunch of strangers houses when I was a kid because I was dumb and liked to explore, and my mom didn't care where I'd go for hours, even explored the city at night as a kid, and did lots of stupid stuff by myself.

me 2. but not so much strangers, as they were kids i would barely know; you'd just wind up at their house, stick around and the parents might let you stay for dinner or whatever. maybe you never hang out with that kid after. i guess that's almost exactly what you were describing

>>24709483
that'd be /wng/ (writing, new general)

>>24709437
do u know king diamond? i'm not into metal at all, but the king diamond album abigail goes hard af. don't look at his live shows cuz he's one of those corny guys who paints his face and shit, but the musicianship on that album are insane. it's also one of those epic albums where every song is part of a story, i forget what those are called. actually here i'll just link the damn thing

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_6oMRtc118

>>24709476
How do you think metal enjoyers enjoy it?

>>24709351
Anon, we survived 1 in 3 having syphilis and everyone having tb for hundreds of years. There are people breathing in petrochemical off flow directly since birth who still make it to 35, which reproductively speaking is beyond any expectation for our species. The kind of acid fog that used kill tens of people a year in London now appears in China, and we still produce enough children we could let off most our nuclear bombs and still have non affected children. Yes, plastics are bad, but no, it's not the worst thing to happen to us. It's not even going to take us out at the same rate as smallpox, let alone a good cholera outbreak.

>>24709540
wish i knew, but there's a seemingly consistent sort of enthusiasm/reverence i dont see as much elsewhere.

>>24709543
ive got a friend who loves metal and for him it's because metal taps into a specific emotion that you can just binge 24/7
thrash metal is like exciting masculine energy, black metal is like wanting to kill yourself, etc.

>>24709543
idk rap nerds are similar, not mainstream normies who blast drill, but like those backpack types, if they still exist, that are into shitty but critically acclaimed stuff like mf doom

>>24709545
recommend me some more thrash like power trip those dudes go hard but i think the main guy croaked

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FOWf8uqGf8A

>>24709550
i don't listen to metal sorry
kayo dot is good though
>>24709546
there's probably more of those people now than ever
they're listening to mf doom, earl sweatshirt, kendrick, clipse, billy woods, jpegmafia etc

>>24706251 (OP)
Been feeling rather lethargic since my gf broke up with me. It was my own fault, so I don't demand sympathy. I just feel as if I've sabotaged one of the best things in my life and only appreciate it now that it's over...

>>24709541
of course it's just one theory of many potentially converging crisis', but this is an instance of something that has the capacity to (independently) perpetuate itself well past our total extinction. was mainly just pointing out how this could be unique in that sense.

I understand liking Trump if he institutes policies you approve of or pisses off your political rivals. But I don't understand viewing him as messianic or even heroic. My mom genuinely thinks God saved Trump from that assassin despite his obvious disdain for Christianity or personal ethics in general. I don't get it. I don't think any politician in human history deserves that level of reverence.

kinda wanna learn chinese but seems likely once i learn the language all the mystery and intrigue of the culture will go away like what happened with japan...

>>24709557
>independently) perpetuate itself well past our total extinction.
Not to a point it likely causes our extinction. Some mountains have been here much longer than us, and they're not responsible for our extinction either. People just like a sense of control and dislike all the scenarios where something like cholera becomes a recurrent problem. It's
>With this one neat trick
But for eschatology, which is as up to date as it ever was.

>>24709552
>mf doom, earl sweatshirt, kendrick, clipse, billy woods, jpegmafia etc
that shit is so annoying to me for some reason maybe cuz i don't live in the suburbs idk it's not even that it's "bad" it just doesn't hit right

>>24709559
Boomers are retarded and senile. Only boomers and Indians think of Trump as a messiah figure.

>>24709559
god saved trump cuz he supports israel jesus had nth to do with sry to trvke u down

>>24709567
yep. i put on earl sweatshirt yesterday when i was super depressed but it still didn't hit. idk it's just too wordy.

>>24709562
>Not to a point it likely causes our extinction.
we really don't know, though. in theory it could. we have no idea what we've set in motion in so many cases. whether it's as direct as microplastics, or indirect... like the internet. even things that will be seen as catastrophic only in hindsight. on top of what is being warned about-- that we are well aware of.

>>24709559
it's important that this sort of criticism/messaging is common knowledge in the next 10 years. our boomers are being fucking manhandled by cambridge analytica and co

>>24709501

Sounds like iron maiden /Judas priest era stuff. I'll try it out.

>>24709476
Metal is the only reason why music is my number one hobby. It's the one thing that comes close to (and sometimes surpasses) an orgasm.

>>24709559
Trump is the only reason politics today have vitality, the left sole purpose is hating trump, trump put liberalism main ideas under scrutiny if it wasn't for him nobody would be speaking of immigration. Even going to the point that he has killed liberalism or at least unmask of those people who hide behind liberal politics to implement more extremist politics

>>24709584
>No no the end will come in our lifetime and from our doing because we are the super important cho-
Lel no. No more than the last time. London was meant to drown under horse shit but someone invented the motor car. Then we were all going to die of lead poisoning for the ten millionth time, largely because people didn't want their cars to make as much noise as an upset horse. Then we made unleaded and got upset about other things destroying our atmosphere. Sure we're buying plastic clothes with insane air miles from dodgy slave labour outsourcing enterprises which give us lead poisoning again, but when we were doing that the first time, over a hundred years ago, ladies' dresses used spontaneously combust, so every time we do the stupid thing we do at least iron the creases out a little.
There's such focus on micro plastics and forever chemicals that we will probably dedicate enough resources to it that the problem ceases to exist. However, the kids it ceases to exist for will still buy lead containing products of dodgy, probably slave origins, and rub it in their skin knowing it's poisoning them but it makes them feel nice, just like you would have stuck your dick in that pre antibiotic syphilis pussy if it were ever that cheap again.

>>24709652
you implying that my interpretation is based on us (both who and when) being the center of the universe does not contradict that timing or reality of the industrial age, nor the entropy of plastics or whatever research surrounding that.

besides that, my argument was how this specific potential catastrophe differentiates (ie self-perpetuating, where the others dont). you can cling onto whatever else you think is going on, but this fact remains

Why did the Nationalist Spanish force feed castor oil to women (which induced diarrhea) before raping them? Sounds like that would get you messy.

>>24709556
The fact that you won’t say why she left suggests that you cheated.

>>24709561
story time. tell us what happen ok.

>>24709683
They're not self perpetual though. They do break down, but not to infinity. There's a point where they have all been produced. That's a large problem, not a self perpetuating one. Most of the truly offensive forever chemicals are already out of production before the public knows to be scandalized. Microplastics are a large problem, but so was the hole in the ozone layer. Microplastics do not breed themselves into world dominance, and are limited by the amount of plastic we can produce. Unless the microplastics plan on talking to oil reserves in other planets, they cannot self perpetuate.
The realities of the industrial age are deeply shielded from you, unless you're in one of those areas where the fog does kill you like London in its industrial age, which I doubt, because microplastics wouldn't be making the top of your list if you were.
People always like the idea their hell is fresh, and it's really not.

>>24709741
lol not talking greygoo levels of self-perpetuating, just whatever level of abundance makes the extent irrelevant (if we're already toast). really just discussing potential, not how likely it is; though, it's not that far fetched

https://hscnews.unm.edu/news/hsc-newsroom-post-microplastics-human-brains

I feel so miserable right now. I spent the majority of my time post-high school being a depressed mess stumbling through courses at a community college and university, and now I'm on the cusp of graduating with no job lined up, a below average resume, and tens of thousands of dollars in student loan debt in saturated market. God, I shouldn't have listened to my retarded parents.

>>24709771
>tens of thousands of dollars in student loan debt in saturated market.
I'm so sorry

@midwestvampiire

>>24709718
there's not much to it. as a kid & even teen japan had a sort of mystery to it, & i really wanted to understand the place to the highest degree. around college i learned the language & started to really understand the place and then i lost interest.

You push people away because you fear being truly known.

>>24709791
>then i lost interest
BUT Y THO?

4chan or X? What is better?

>>24709762
>No i didn't meant physical rapture I meant that date was for the _spiritual_ rapture
Uhhuh

>>24709814
idk. i guess i thought once i understood japanese culture, i could apply what i learned to my own life & become better. this turned out not to be true. even if i understand how japanese people work it's not like that made me gain their powers or something. it's almost like studying a species of animal. no matter how cool i think jaguars are or whatever i just can't be a jaguar

>>24709837
damn. you realized you would never be a true Japanese? I feel you, but with German.

>>24709842
id be cool with not becoming japanese, but i at least wanted to benefit or change in some substantial way y'know
but nah. i'm just stuck being who i am even if i try super hard to change & take traits i admire in other people

New Velvet Underground album just released. I'm about to listen to it now.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dxdGkORBPig&list=OLAK5uy_mCiQKPbM9rpBq_bnWTRWQ0ch84LIGSWfs

>>24709873
better than every animal collective song not even trolling

>>24709891
Listen to the whole album. I'm on song 10 of 16. It's not bad.

man i'm scared of getting old

God I want a qt German gf so bad.

>>24709906
I'm scared of getting young.

Didn’t even kiss me goodbye.

My dad is a bum who'd have probably been the type of person to live in a filthy rundown apartment if my mom didn't have such a low self-esteem. While she was slaving away at a day job and taking college courses at night, my dad would zone out in the front of TV, have dinner my grandma prepared for him, and occasionally beat the shit out of me if I was annoying him. He's got cancer now, but that hasn't evoked a change in attitude. He's still the same immature shit head who bullies my mom and is absolutely useless otherwise. Every single time he gets on my nerves I wish that he drops dead sooner rather than later.

>>24709915
I hate having to make the move every time.

>>24709869
same. i'll never be a german noble with von before my last name.

>>24709917
Your mom sounds like my kind of woman. Let me know when she's single. Hopefully soon.

READING. IS. SO. BOOOOOOOORING!!!!!!!

>>24709933
Skill issue

>>24709937
SHUT. UP.

>>24709906
i'm experiencing the first stages of it, and it is as bad as you imagine

I sometimes commission short stories about an awkward but likeable high school student who is secretly a superhero. After saving his crush from a villain, she jerks him off.

Why I am not have a girlfriend yet?

>>24709943
i miss being young and naturally cool
curse this prison planet

>>24709964
I just want to be jacked off by a girl who likes just once.

>>24709943
How does it feel?

Admit it. Your here to feel smug and superior among the pseuds to compensate for not being able to hack it as a real academic.

Why do virtually no men read? Out of dozens of coworkers and male friends not a single one of them reads. Almost every woman I know does. The only people I ever see reading in public are women.

>>24709920
It wasn’t like that.

>>24709967
Girls worship the gods of grammar, which is why >>24709986 is chronically alone since that one proofreader told all the other girls about him.

Why do virtually no women want to suck my cock? Out of dozens of coworkers and female friends not a single one of them wants to suck my cock. Almost every man I know does. The only people I ever see sucking cock in public are homos.

>>24710068
Maybe you're hanging out in the wrong public? Try two streets over?

>>24709968
>im fat, old and bald... it's over
>vs.
https://youtu.be/Zy_JR9_Y8dE?t=2958

>>24710076
You mean the leatherclub?

>>24709971
i get sore when i really shouldn't. exercise doesn't necessarily counter bad habits or whatever predisposition.
that and potential paths in life vanishing one at a time

>>24710081
Oh no not east

>>24709906
You older now, now you're older. Fuck you keep getting older by the moment

>>24710093
The Ram ranch?

i'm kinda stoked rn i was cleaning my room going through all these boxes of shit i order from mrporter and never even try on and in one of them i found a 3 pack of ralph lauren socks hell ya i needed that i was just about to order more

>>24709917
I will adopt you if you need a new daddy

Maybe you’re happy right now.

>>24710096
Yeah see you there

>>24710196
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IMblOqqNvSU

Cartels should do a squid game and stream it

Thank you for your interest in Lonely Anon LLC! We are currently seeking candidates to fill our GF position. Desired qualifications include:
-strong interpersonal skills; ability to work with a man who rarely expresses himself or opens up
-strong organizational skills; ability to make sense of anon's messy apartment
-5'0" or shorter; smol and cute; long, natural hair
-no prior experience
The ideal candidate will:
-pursue this position with little incentive to do so
-genuinely love anon for who he is
-become anon's strength and build him up until he can be hers
Applicants must send in detailed resume with no unexplained employment gaps, covering at least the last 7 years. Following resume screening, selected applicants will move forward for 3 rounds of phone, Zoom, and in-person interviews. Final selectee will be chosen following simulated date situational interview and on-the-job skills test.
Lonely Anon LLC is not an equal-opportunity employer. Preference will be given for applicants who fall into anon's desired demographic groups.

>>24710217
>applicants who fall into anon's desired demographic groups.
If it's 13 y/os you have to file this on >>>/b/ else you're not even waitlisted

What's the point of travel? I studied Japanese years ago and finally went for the first time in June. It was disappointing. I ended up just riding the bullet train, wandering around the cities, and writing a 140 page travel diary chronicling every little thought that entered my mind. Maybe it's just not for me. But I'm curious what everyone else gets out of it. There are a record number of tourists in Japan this year. But why? Everyone talks about how good the food is and how nice the Japanese are. But you can find good food and nice people anywhere. I guess there are some mountains and old buildings to look at. But there's all this talk of "culture." How can you experience a place's culture if you don't even speak the language? I would've learned much more about Japan if I'd just read some books instead.
I might just be jealous of people who are capable of enjoying themselves. The sort who spend their entire time shopping and getting drunk and then go home and tell everyone what a gay old time they had. But sadly, I am intelligent enough to realize that nothing is worth doing.

I need my first time to be with a virgin. Not because of purity or whatever, but because I'm terrified of being compared to someone else.

I don't feel guilty about gooning. What I feel guilty about is wasting my time in gooning.

*clears throat*
sweaty slippery cuddly SEX with a cute smol girl SEX i need to SEX SEX SEX and nibble on her cute ittie bittie titties and lick her sweaty armpits and have her sit on my face SEX i am becoming SEX aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA SEEEEEEEXXXXX
getting plapped by a cute boy with a thick cock SEXXXXXxxx i need to get prone boned and railed until i cant walk straight SEEEXXX SEX SEEEEEXXXX i need to feel it rearranging my guts i NEED to bounce and moan on it SEEEXXX AAAAHHHHH AAAAAA SEXX SEX SEX AAAAAAA
*clears throat again*
It's all out of my system now. Back to monk-like celibacy.

Peace, yes! But not at the expense of Truth.

>>24710374
i heard travel is becoming a female hobby because men kinda realized they turned every country into the same place. at least in america i feel very much that rural america is the only place that even feels notably american, and i assume japan is the same way

>>24710484
I can't wait for the future where the decisions of corporations are decided by female spending habits while men get pushed to the sidelines. If it's not already here.

>>24710486
Females generally dictated household expenditure. That was the benefit to female consumerism under the couverture system, that debts, like everything else, were in the man's name. It's why pin money could be thousands of pounds in a time where that could buy you a large portion of a small country.

>>24710484
Homogenization is part of it, but not entirely. It's true that, even on the other side of the world, people just look at their phones all the time. Also, almost all the important signs are in English, so I hardly ever had to use my (mediocre) Japanese. But I think the main problem is that I spend too much time in my head and not enough time appreciating the outside world. I'm not an outgoing person, and neither is the average Japanese. I had a few conversations with strangers. Most were pretty brief, but I did go to lunch with a random guy. It was a decent afternoon, until I realized later that he was trying to recruit me into a cult.

To swear off High School girls or take advantage while I still can, hmm

my day: wake up at 5am, take medicine that makes me sleepy so I slept from 12-9:30pm, and since I have to be up at 5am again, I'm taking a different sedating set of meds to knock me out at 10:30, which should work in the next hour or two.

This isn't tenable, please send help.

>>24709822
>this psych ward or this even bigger psych ward? what is better?

>>24710528
Based 18-22 y/o jailbait lover.

My mattress is very lumpy. It's even got springs sticking out of it. I cover the springs with towels before putting my bedsheets on. Even further, it's a hand-me-down mattress from one of my siblings, it's old and covered in pale stains and it reeks of old coffee, sex, alcohol, sweat, dust and cat piss. This is beat.

>>24710535
things can suck stay strong bro. sending miku your way

is rape ok?

Ordered myself a few Cthulhu/Lovecraft Mythos collections for Hallowe'en-time. Got several other books winging their ways to me now, too – incl. Expedition to Earth by Arthur C. Clarke (a short story collection), an encyclopedia of serial killers, and a great book on Jeffery Dahmer I've already read but found a copy of which I wanted so I bought it.
Right now I'm listening to the new Castle Rat, had it on rotation for the last few days and it's GREAT. Might be metal AOTY.

Had a dream about seducing my sister during a bout of intense loneliness and then greentexting the story on 4chan. I specifically remember someone replying with the line "the incel to incest pipeline is real." It felt so realistic I actually looked for the thread in my recent tabs when I booted my PC after getting up.

11:30pm and I'm absolutely fuckin WIRED.

One time I posted about how I keep farting and shitting and some anon replied with a gif of a cock-like object hardening and that was the only time in my life I realized what it's like to be a woman

>>24710603
>the incel to incest pipeline is real

That DOES feel like something somebody on here would say.

people undersell houellebecq because theyve never spent 10 years in complete depression doing everything trying to claw your way out while the world ignores you. dare i say it you cannot understand this mans works unless youve had that kind of life

>>24710626
I'm glad I'm a man. Being a woman sounds like shit, always being treated like a sex object, even yourself being concerned about looking like a good sex object. It's like being born with a disability.

>have adhd in korea
>realize no legal stimulants work for me
>too bad time to start packing for immigration hope the US still wants koreans after all that

>>24706251 (OP)
I love women's feet so much it's unreal. I can't way to have a girl's foot in my mouth and stroking my cock again!

what trying to fix your life feels like when you grew up poor, raised on goyslop diet, divorced parents, living with mother, social anxiety, depression, and no friends

>>24710696
The most undesirable thing would be to wallow in apathy and not trying to change your situation.

Something that might really help you is friends. Start with searching for friends

>>24710704
Not >>24710696 anon but starting with the hardest step? Getting friends; as an adult; is going to be far easier if you fix every other issue in your life first. Especially considering most people will not put up with your problems unless there is something in for them; and chances are >>24710696 does not have much to offer.

I'm blooming at 31.

>>24709711
Woman, I already stated that it was my fault and I'm the one who sabotaged the relationship through my selfishness and inconsideration, what else do you want? A full blown reconciliation on my end to appease some strangers on the internet? I haven't tried to hide anything, was merely writing what was on my mind. You're just a nosy woman.

>>24709351
>muh microplastics!!!!!1
so this is the new thing the media is going drive liberals nuts about huh?

>>24706251 (OP)
>Twelfth-Grade Math and Reading Scores in U.S. Hit New Low
>Twelfth-graders’ average math score was the worst since the current test began in 2005, and reading was below any point since that assessment started in 1992. The share of 12th-graders who were proficient slid by 2 percentage points between 2019 and 2024—to 35% in reading and 22% in math.
that is insane cuz the 12 grade proficiency is really really low i had 11th grade proficiency in 6th grade...

>>24710928
Do you think Ted K. would approve of microplastics in our brains and balls, anon? In fact your intimation that such a thing should be politicized as a left vs right issue outs you as a typical brain-dead American prole. Fuck yourself and fuck the United States.

I saw a couple in the park sitting on a bench together, that already made me fee bad, but then the girl laid her head into his lap and I genuinely, physically recoiled. You know how a car crash is something you shouldn't look at but you can't keep your eyes away anyway? Yeah, it wasn't like that, instead it was like one of those Chinese live leak videos where they boil a dog alive, I couldn't bear to watch.
Public displays of affection should be banned and punished by law.

>>24710947
the fact that u care what some mentally ill troon like kazynscki thinks shows you're the typical braindead internet edgelord

>>24710960
that's just karma for being an insufferable little shit on the internet

>>24710980
I'm super nice though.

>>24710982
>but i'm such a nice guy!
go make another shitty frog thread, asshole

>>24710985
Hey, hey, no reason to get rude. I'm beginning to think you're projecting your own insufferable nature onto me.

>>24710987
yet you whine on the internet about being a lonely loser

>>24710990
And now you've started deflecting. I hit a nerve, didn't I? It's okay, bro, I've got those days too.

4chan autism is different from Tumblr autism, which is different from Reddit autism. I'm not sure if it's a socialization thing where different traits are strenghtened because they are encouraged or if people just go to sites where the people are similar to them. Probably both.

>>24710995
How would you categorize 4chan autism? It's hard for me to do because I spend to much time on it

>>24710995
The average nu4chan user is just as shrill and boring as the average 2010 tumblr tard

>>24711002
You're aware that everyone have been saying that on here since 2006

>>24711004
4chan got objectively worse when reddit purged all their chuds. most of the people you think of "4chan" today are really just rejects from reddit. the cringe religiosity, the complaining about consumer products, etc. that kind of holier than thou no enjoying things allowed is straight up reddit.

>>24711004
You're aware that you talk like a faggot

>>24710998
I think it's a more "traditional" kind of autism. Tumblr and Reddit seem to emphasise the sensory problems more (needing to stim, not liking bright lights and scratchy fabrics and such) while 4chan autism seems to be more about being a weird social outcast, if that makes sense? Tumblr in general seems to emphasise the Cute and Childish aspects more, but that's not surprising since a lot of its users are teenage girls. Reddit autism is also a bit cutesy but also a bit more practical. 4chan autism feels more blunt and self-interested.

A stereotypical Tumblr autist would wear bright colors and noise cancelling headphones and stim while talking to you. A Reddit autist would talk at you about whatever niche interest they have (probably some kind of movie or game). A 4chan autist would say something blunt and off-putting, then just stare at you weirdly.

>>24711008
I might have gotten on the 4chan boat too late. Feel like these people have always been there.

>>24706251 (OP)
Oh sad and old, are you? Good.
Fuck you.
Fuck Music
and most of all
Fuck your stupid fucking violin.

>>24711014
What about really slow piano music?

As an older anon who had everything but squandered it, I just read the dying animal and what remains of the day, and I can’t say I recommend it

i'm cringing so bad for a message i sent this girl i'm seeing. not in english (so slightly better sounding), but i wrote to her: "come and get yourself, you are here in my arms" and i'm not sure if i should say sorry or something

>Lumber Prices Are Flashing a Warning Sign for the U.S. Economy
it's so over

>>24711016
Eh it's fine, I had Piano classes, at one time. But the professor dropped me pretty quickly after he realized I had as much interest in the instrument as the average person has for parking meters. Refunded their money and everything. The short duration of the thing prevented me from developing an aversion.
Never actually practiced violin. Just got gifted one for a birthday. This angered me because I have never manifested inclination for music, not even once.

>>24711024
weird but it might be ok depending on how she flirts

>>24710992
which nerve lol? you are the one that was jealous of the romantic couple in the park

>>24711028
I never manifested an inclination for anything, to be fair. I wanted to cease to exist and also engage in my fantasies and that's about it.

>>24711024
This is either super cringe or really romantic, depending on the context.

I made a weird realization. I always thought that people were meek because they were cowardly and stupid. But I figured out that it's a lot more work to be malevolent. So people are sheep just because they're lazy.
I can hate people if they're dumb and cowardly, but I cannot blame them for being lazy. In the end, if you're doing any work it's for other lazy people, so I can understand it. Why would you want to put the effort?
The world seems to make sense, but without my hatred for normies I don't know what to do. The others are rich or powerful or so far away that they don't register as people to me but more like natural calamities. And honestly it's not that evil to be malevolent toward the evil. Does the world deserve justice? I mean, cattle niggers don't deserve anything good but I don't care about giving them vengeance either because they're just very lazy and they like to nap.
It's better if things stay exactly the way they are. Nature wins again. This is the best possible world.

>>24711046
I preferred the first decade of this century, honestly.

Goodmorning /lit/.

>>24711043
we are very intimate and have been for about a year (going on holidays just the two of us etc) but we're never explicitly romantic, just express gratitude for each other

>>24711070
You said "this girl I'm seeing", that implies romance.

>>24711073
ye well we have passionate sex almost daily

>>24711065
The only Goyslop I eat is KFC biscuits. Dry af but hits my craving for plain bread just right.