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This is a good portion from Urth that may shed more light on it, too:
"What's your name? I've never known it."
"Juturna. I want to save you...not earlier. Save all of you."
Valeria hissed, "When has Abaia sought our good?"
"Always. He might have destroyed you..."
For the space of six breaths she could not continue, but I
motioned Valeria and the rest to silence.
"Ask your husband. In a day, or a few days. He's tried to
tame you instead. Catch Catodon...cast out his conation. What
good? Abaia would make of us a great people."
I was reminded then of what Famulimus had asked me when I met
her first: "Is all the world a war of good and bad? Have you
not thought it might be something more?" And I felt myself
upon the marches of a nobler world, where I should know
what it might be. Master Malrubius had led me from the
jungles of the north to Ocean speaking of hammer and anvil,
and it seemed to me also that I sensed an anvil here. He had
been an aquastor, like those who had fought for me in Yesod,
created from my mind; thus he had believed, as I had, that
the undine had saved me because I would be a torturer and
an Autarch. It might be that neither he nor the undine were
wholly wrong.