Hearing music so good makes me realize that there's such a huge fucking gap that I'll just not be able to reach. Like how the fuck do they just get shit so perfect?

le practice and le being in da moment

Thinking like this prevents you from cultivating your skills. It's not about making the greatest thing in the world, it's about making something regardless of how good it is and building on that until the point that you have something you're happy with. The Empire State building wasn't built in one day. It looked like shit at one point.