>>509031008 (OP)>Goal:Finding loveAnon even if you were a 6 foot gigachad this would be close to impossible.
Unless you mean one sided affection.
Just go for 2D girls. 3DPD is unimportant.
Half jokes aside...
I do recommend fixing some things, specifically the assumed testosterone issues
>>509031501 and the "high IQ but unemployed 0 motivation".
First you need to build a life where you can be comfortable no matter what.
Low stress, maximum freedom.
I assume you are NEETing with parents now, but that wont last forever. You need to set yourself up for the future.
There is a lot of enjoyment to be found, but stability is the baseline.
Since you are a man nobody will care about you once your parents are gone. I realized this way too late and ended up fucking my life up more than necessary.
Once you are stable you might find someone, but before that don't even bother looking.
Also don't give up just yet. You can always be a complete loser in your 30s.
For now invest in yourself and your own future and security as much as you can with the mindset of OUTCOME INDEPENDENCE.
Remember, you are dying anyways. You will have regrets anyways. But I'm just turning 30 and all my regrets are things I DIDN'T DO not things I fucked up or humiliated myself.
Being a loser that failed at a career, friendship and relationships at 30 is a lot easier than being a loser that never gave it an honest shot.
At least you can comfort yourself that way instead of the eternal pain of "what if". Then move on and try to find joy elsewhere.
You can always kill yourself later on too if you feel like it.
TL:DR; Love is beyond your control. Focus on things that will fuck you over if not cared about and ensure a stable base. Health and money or rather, health and skills are what you should focus on for now.