>>509847876>misophonia is at least 10 years old by nowIm 55 yrs and have had misophonia all my life. Really hard to understand or explain, at one point in my life chewing sounds made me same time aggressive and kind of panic attack, almost in tears if i could not escape situation. There is nothing i could do, "ignoring" dorsnt work at all.
Most strange was when i was in army and i didnt have any problems there, even if there was all kind of morons without any manners.
Obviously im not annoyed by normal eating sounds when people eat their mouth closed, but people without manners eating like pigs are worst.
I also react to some songs really hard emotionally, some songs make me literally weep and normal everyday shitty pop music i cant stand even one minute.
Now most of you think im some left wing onions boy, which is total opposite. Im member of Mensa since 1997, i have two degrees, athletic because on +40 years soccer+ 20 years semi serious gym, three kids and never had any problem to pick up girl when i want one.
I have tracked back where this started and it goes all the way when i was kid and i was one who chewed mouth open. My parents, mostly mother, reminded me constantly and forced me to stop.
Otherwise im pretty calm like a cow, dont lose my temper no matter what. Strange life.