>>509926460>>509926832I'm here man.
booted from secondary school, then high school within 3 months.
worked for someone my parents knew when I was 17 building/repairing computers part time. after some months asked for payment since I'd had none, and the guy just laughed down the phone.
around the same time, spent my then life savings on a new computer, and nothing came. received a police report that the company had gone into voluntary liquidation, so lost it all.
was routinely stopped by the police for years just while walking/cycling when out with one friend or another. it was at times happening every few weeks, so I began to hate the police.
teachers in the third, crappy upper high school I went to thought I was on drugs. I was off ill once for weeks and when I went back 2+ of them hinted at me having been in rehabilitation for drug use. they were convinced of it.
never taken drugs, didn't even drink or smoke.
it could be that external perception of me was completely off, that I project something which unconsciously affects others around me, leading to them hating and sabotaging me.
had weird events in primary school which I was never able to explain.
once, we were all in the playground and it started out as some kind of 'game', but rapidly became everyone - about 60 people, all against me. attacking me.
it was just me and my friend, then suddenly he joined their side too. I remember one younger kid being the most aggressive. it wasn't that they were all actively fighting me, I remember running through them, like they were all spread out but wheeling round me.
it had seemed so surreal that I wasn't sure after a while that it had happened, so at 15 I asked the last guy, my friend, why he'd changed sides like that. he said in a guilty downward tone that he knew it was wrong but everyone else was against me.
made no sense, and wasn't a consistent thing either. I was physically fit, did sports training several times a week and had a group of friends.