everything's gonna be okay baby edition

Dear J,

You can always talk to me about anything, if you are feeling down or nervous or bad. I know I am not emotionally available 27/7 365 days a year due to my own issues but I love you and I will always have your back.

Kisses,
A

mike's giving up on maria. i wonder how long that will last. i wonder if that's already passed
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81466631/#81466657

>>81471140
negro who cares

>all the glowfaggots who ruined this place move on and become planted ecelebs elsewhere

I hope you all have to be as lonely as everyone else someday. It will be a much deserved shock to you, what that's like, plagiarists.

>>81471140
Kill yourself for giving us an update on the faggot that single-handedly ruined these threads.

>meanwhile no one even gets to have a discord server without glowfaggot permission
It will come up eventually.

I'm not actually delusional. I doubt it will be of any positive consequence for me.
But it is at least slightly amusing, watching you suck.

Dear OP,

You are a liar. Everything will certainly not be okay.

From,
Anon

>>81462561
You are all Pedophilic groomers.

>>81471701
Shshsh shhhh it's gonna be okay there there

>>81471804
They say she's 19, therefore it's okay to sexualize her.
After seeing those pics and that vid of her spreading her cheeks, I can't help but theorize that BPD and high estrogen go hand in hand. Many insane sluts tend to have a certain softness and suppleness of the flesh, as well as their facial features. One can't blame men who get played by them. It's intoxicating. I've met girls who starve themselves, who are medically underweight, yet they still have delicious jiggle physics in their butts, legs and bitties, the same squishy quality.

>you can tell everyone is a pedo because they like ass and tits
oh ok

Hey remember that time you got some fat old hag to discuss existential philosophy and simulation theory with me for a few days, and then suddenly she was all like "teehee btw I'm 17," so then when I stopped talking to her, you kept trying to engineer ways to make it seem like I was reapproaching her (and it didn't work)?

What a ludicrously dishonest and evil thing to do! Do you think that's gone entirely unnoticed, even among your cohort? Do you suppose that kind of thing might explain some of the challenges glowies face in terms of "agitation?"

Also, are you embarrassed that it didn't work? You decided to be ruthless and powerful and just lie, but then you still couldn't even get your way? Did that make you feel like losers in addition to being evil?
Because it sure did make you look like losers in addition to being evil.

Juliana,
You looked so nice when I last saw you. I still think about that time you snuggled up to me and put your legs on me on the couch. I think that's when I started seeing you sexually.

And then you've got this wannabe-griefer, brainlet faggot still on the loose? Does that make you feel like losers?

You know, if you don't wise up and get embarrassed, someone might eventually exploit how embarrassing you are. Just saying. Might be time to pick a pill and swallow it. Losers.

I hope her provisional boyfriend flips out and pays you a visit. I might have to make sure he knows (all) about you, actually.

>>81472883
When's the last time you took your meds, Anon?
I think you might be overdo, sweetheart.

youre a shameless self indulgent pig. your eagerness to talk about your monotonous life is so curiously telling, youre just looking for a rag to wipe your thoughts off on. its obvious you need an outlet and subject everyone to that role.

>>81473158
>brings up unrelated "meds" topic when exposed to pill metaphor
>overdo instead of overdue because "overdose" and also anon is "overdoing" it
>literally symptoms of schizophrenia

>>81473319
I'm not the one who decided no one is allowed to talk to each other unless glowfaggots are involved.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B19DmUBir1g

I hate that I miss you A are you doing ok after you cheated on me? I use 4chan purely to find you A. I hate you and cannot stop thinking about you. You really are my everything I want to die with you.

Seriously, though I can only have you fucks as my friends or no friends, right? Those are my options.
Please do correct me if I'm wrong.

The people around me decided to be powertripping clowns who dedicate their lives to evil, so now I don't get to make *any* decisions. Is that *not* what's going on?

>>81472294
Who is she anon, let me have the lore here
seems og post got yeeted

your attitude is conditional and youre extremely fragile and malleable. i dont want to pamper my words for your digest, you should grow up.

Trust me, retard, you've got a long way to go before you're writing above my level.
Maybe you're just wrong. And stupid. And maybe you need to grow up instead. Maybe it's that simple.

>namefagging
>avatarfagging
>le epin griefer
>"you should grow up"

i dont know you but it seems the shoe fits and stuck a nerve

Maybe it's just obviously the case that everything you stand for is evil, and I am literally just a better person than any of you and am too good to associate with you amicably. You're right my attitude is conditional. You people are fucking trash => my attitude towards you is negative. No objection from me on that count, idiot.

>>81474851
Oh *you're* the one who obviously struck a nerve kek. Maybe you should review the thread.

>>81474428
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81462561/
just /r9k/'s dumb slut of the month

Dear A,

If I weren't white, I would probably feel no compunction with taking a knife and goring you. Before I moved in here, I had no experience living with actual african immigrants and really didn't have any problems with them, I kinda just assumed you would be normal albeit a bit loud. Oh boy was I wrong.

Having lived in this apartment for 2 months, I completely and whole-heartedly understand why Belgians chopped off your hands. You are a completely disgusting person with absolute 0 care or courtesy to anyone else in this flat.

Maybe it's just African culture. Honestly, I am actually so proud and honoured to share a country with you, I understand that your history is so full of oppression but underneath that, the indomitable African still brings his unique culture.
I respect and embrace your diversity and cultural uniqueness when it shows itself in:
>blasting Tanzanian radio at 6:30 in the morning
>Taking phone calls on speaker most of the day
>Speaking loudly almost shoutingly on the phone in a completely incomprehensible overly enunciated accent/dialect
>Leaving shared pots and pans half filled with uneaten food underneath the kitchen sink
>Leaving unflushed feaces in the toilet
>Having loud intercourse with your hook ups at 1 in the morning.

You make living here a complete hell. I cannot wait until Hitler returns and throws disgusting wastes of life like you into chambers filled with phosgene gas so you spend the rest of your pathetic life gargling on the burning mucus inside your lungs.

Kind regards,
Anon.

I want you to be my gf. please reply.

Imagine the world getting invaded by all the schizobopps that look exactly like this. A new species of actual retarded girls.

You mean like this? I hope you get your wish.

Ohhh
ahhhh
there goes
TATIANA

how many fucking times am I going to fall for this. The shirt, those little baby lips that I totally have, absolutely no control over my hands deespite being an amazing artist. Just fat fingering everything. I can't write to save my fucking life, I can't do shit with arts and crafts or building anything. Like models and stuff are just out of the question. Applying stickers to things is an impossible task. How can one girl have such terrible hand-eye cordination.

How about that huh. My tight little grrlbussy.

Jasmine, if you want anything just tug on my frills and I'll come answering.

Your voice is REALLY attractive, but the self harm scars all over youre body is a huge red flag. I was hoping for someone I can trust. Ill dip in the deep end but I'm going to float in the current until I know you more.

Does anyone else call the dating game "fishing"?
I know there are other connotations to that term but I have my own personal definitions for words.
Not a fan of the process, I'd rather dwell in the result.
https://youtu.be/9zdc3W7Bc1E?si=DtSGPhu8XG3dgyDk

Dear Father,

You are a coward. This is the only word I believe best describes you best. I can barely even call you a father. The only purpose this family has is money. That's what you've cared about and cared about only. That's what you've told me to care about, and now I do. The sooner you die, the sooner I get a couple million. And after that I'll make sure I'm a better father than you ever were.

Has anyone else gotten to the point where they just say the words without feeling them anymore?

No, I do in fact despise you people, viscerally.

It's like walking through a forest that's burned down and talking about how the trees are oh so pretty.

I think I'm just dead to caring now

i lost my maria too :(

>>81477469
Fuck off and kill yourself piece of shit

? i really did lose my schizo dykebot. the loss gnaws away at my spirit and has left me apathetic.

it's about time i played the trials of mana remake

Dear Lulu,

I miss you so much. I wanna be inside you so fucking bad. I wish things could be different.

Love,
S

here it comes, oh god, i can't stop it, i'm, I'M, AAAAHHHH IIII'MMM POOOOIIINNGGG AAAAHHHH

Do you exist or are you a hallucination of my own creation?
If you don't exist then I shouldn't be here.
Are you doing well in life?
I miss you and yet I have never met you.
Like a puzzle with a missing piece.
Its absence hints at its existence.
That existence is you, for me.
Your name is a brand in my mind.
And yet I don't know it.
If magic were real could it help me find you?
Do I even deserve you as I am?
I don't want to be a burden to you.
I want to be your missing piece too.
I don't know if I can.
I've spent my life living in ways that hurt myself.
I hate myself, shouldn't you too?
How can I stop doing this? How can I be better?
For you I will to try.

>>81478222
nice digits, at least

>>81480714
you should just.. go.. stop teasing me.

>>81481498
im not teasing you, goof. im literally right here

Muh dead grandmaz

>>81481562
oh okay
hey good morning (to you and you only)
im kissing your big forehead with my tip

I wonder if we'll ever deal with the problem of glowies leaking information to their shitstain kids and trying to make them honorary glowies so they can all pretend to be royalty together as a family.

She has to exist. Sure, you might have exaggerated her eyes but I've seen visions of her where she is just the cutest girl in the world. Nothing but smiles and enjoying life. Not the super serious artist. Exactly how people expected me to be and how shocking it was for them to find out how I really was. Not that emo guy dressed from head to toe in black, but this little weird quirky guy that is half covered in paint and a bad haircut or too large of pants.

But she gets the best of me. The real me.

>>81481820
:)
hey hi good morning (to you and only you)
.. please do not do that

I lost my fucking phone while hiking today.
Threw the thing off a cliff essentially by being startled by my own goddamned drinking bottle.
I have backups of most photos, but not everything from this year.
Plus, it will be a real pain in the ass to get all my F2A and other things running again.

I know you aren't telling me the full truth

>>81483007
What more could I add to the story?
The phone is trashed now.

You know your life is going pretty shitty when you say "Well, at least I'm not in auschwitz." Like, how much more fuck.

>>81483016
I'm not speaking to you

N
So your girl makes you bark like a dog ? Damn.

P

>>81483032
Yeah you clearly are.

>>81482374
no.. when i say it, you know im a sad inkwell and its the only good morning ive given out, but you.. its up in the air how many men youve said it to and more

>>81483007
You just have to have faith they'll tell you. Trust requires trust. That is my biggest fuck up with people, pushing for answers when there weren't any because they acted weird. Don't fuck shit up like I did.

I have been pozzed for so fucking long that I have no idea what's been going on in the real world. it's absolutely fucking insane. I mean, I kept on modern events from 2015 to 2023 and then I realized that it was all fucking lies for the last 2 years. So I'm 2 years out of the loop, Plus the 30 years of you lying to me which might be some huge fucking changes that I don't know about. But technology wise, I should be good, right? movies, entertainment, all of that. Though you are clearly holding back SO MANY albums, movies, and fuck. I'm fucked. I don't know what the fuck I've missed out on. How am I suppose to just cram all that shit in a year?

All the things I missed out on. All the government secrets. How the world actually works. My actual end goal. Who is in charge of what. What team are we on. What the fuck was my life? What is the show?

Just, make it like a college ok? Give me classes to go to with birdy and the girls. I wake up, do my shit, and go to class. This is how I know how to learn. Just make them courses on my life. Like HISTORY, ECONOMICS, SOCIAL STUDIES (aka SECRET SOCIETIES AND SHIT), MOVIES AND MUSIC, DANCE CLASS, SINGING CLASS, ACTING, and then yeah. 6 hours a day. Just fucking do it. I need to cram this shit in as much as possible.

You probably have your own ideas but I really don't give a shit. This is simple, it makes sense to me.

>>81483146
gee, why would a school like system make sense to a fucking 16 year old study bug girl?

>>81483057
And? You lack culture

It's the janitors that I fucking hate the most. The cleaners. The ones that come into my room and fuck with my shit. Or make up my hair. Or spray shit on my computer or make a mess on my desk and all that shit.

THEY ARE THE WORST ONES.

You keep trying to hold people hostage to your feelings and everyone sees through it.
You won't ever kill yourself and you have never even thought of it. You don't feel emotions like that. It's that simple. You don't know introspection, you don't feel anything but jealousy. You know what you want and how you want things to be, and everything else doesn't matter to you.

>>81483099
oh please. trying to admonish me because you're pining for someone in a relationship is sillybilly behavior. that's the only other good morning i've said, and it wasn't on here. if you see it as me just feeding you table scraps for appeasement, i can stop reciprocating the bit. believe it or not, im not looking to kick you while you're down

>>81483541
A I do think about that and I wanted to do it with you. I know you hate me now but I still love you. A you are all that matters to me. I wanted to kill myself with you. Also I have multiple attempts on record, that I have told you about. All I feel is love for you still even if you hurt me. Why am I like this? I just want you. You are all that matters to me A.

Oh look another bullshit thing where the worst people I've ever met get to cross-index my information across websites.
Feel free to pay me for the many hours I spent training Mike to the extreme detriment of my mental health and overall wellbeing, and you're welcome for my market analysis I provided related to moke. Jerks.

>>81483704
I don't know or care who A is or who you are. Shut up.

Not to bite a hand that's trying to feed me, but if trusting you is a requirement, then I guess it's on to the next for my pathetic ass.

>>81483541
I am mentally ill and when certain events happen in my life I become emotionally volatile. During these moments I end up unintentionally hurting those around me with my concerning statements and actions. This I am very guilty of, and will openly admit to. I even warned you far in advance I was like this but you chose to pursue me anyway.

However what you are saying is not only untrue, it is a stark naked attempt to rewrite history in order to demonize me for your convenience. I have been nothing but radically honest with you, and I have been completely genuine with my feelings and thoughts. I do feel this badly when certain events happen in my life, and if you cannot understand why certain things are so painful for me when they aren't for you that's not evidence of me lying. It's you refusing to try and understand things from my perspective. There are a number of suicide attempts documented on my medical record. You have asked to see these documents before so you should know. For what you are saying to be the truth I'd have to have forged my entire medical history decades in advance just to make someone I met many years later feel bad. Which is completely ridiculous.

Just state that you are not responsible for my feelings, and I am too mentally unwell to be around instead of setting up this one dimensional strawman of some manipulative freak who cannot feel or introspect. Want to know how I feel? Guilty for hurting you, lonely that you're gone, and scared that I will die alone. I love you, but you never trusted me or tried to understand how I see the world.

Furthermore, if I have to task switch every two hours and frequently put in like an hour of overhead just to do anything at all, it actually gets to be kind of a raw deal compared to alternatives. It honestly maths out better to just deliver fucking happy meals.

>>81483995
Again, I don't know or care who you are. That wasn't written towards anyone on here.

You were getting extremely high quality work from someone you normally would not have access to. It could have been a win-win.

Enjoy your copy-pasted broken English from a bunch of account sharing scammers instead, I guess.

>>81484056
narcissists are gonna narcissist

You engineered this dolls house life for yourself. You don't have to answer to anyone. You can do as little or as much for others as you want to, when you feel the need to. If it conveniences you, you'll do something easy and whine about how you feel like a burden on everyone (you are) for asspats.

Once it doesn't help you in some way, you suddenly "feel anxious" or "depressed" and you need to withdraw. And of course, receive asspats for that too.

The worst mistake anyone ever made with you was indulging this. They condemned you to life as an emotional and financial leech that day. You could have been somebody. But some surrogate mother figure let you hide behind her skirt and unleashed the waste you are now.

You're more than old enough to help the rest of us, to do something for yourself, to even at least try. But the only skill you've exercised over the last 10 years is doing just enough to have something to point to when anyone calls you out.

>>81483545
your confusion is so curious..
you can continue to believe and do whatever you please i dont care and it dosent bother me. but simply for the record, i was joking. im sorry you failed to interpret it correctly.

>>81484223
it's because we're both retarded fucking autists. i can't fucking read your tone because you're so goddamn aloof in every interaction we have. please for the love of god give me overt signals. im too fucking stupid to decipher the subtle language cues of someone almost 20 years younger than me. you HAVE to be NICE to me

okay im normal now. im sorry

>>81484333
>we're
yeah ok

>>81483704
What is your initial, Anon?

>>81484421
you're going to sit there and deny it?

>>81484434
no im not denying youre retarded

>>81484473
im going to kick your ass. im going to beat you senseless. .

>hmm today I will check the letter thread
>oh gee now that Mike has given up his devoted limerence these threads sure will get a lot quieter
>clueless

Fools. You absolute fools. Now that's he's breaking into the current /r9k/ egirl dating pool these threads will be filled with one hundred times the bullshit as drama, deception, betrayal and devaluation/idealization from each side ensues. And the females will actually be present to go at it with him.
You all had the opportunity to filter and/or ignore him completely when he was just spamming or inserting himself into your replies. But you couldn't even do that. Now all he needs to do is have a fallout with a zoomette and they'll both be 4chan microceleb/lolcows of the month.

>>81484504
im going to catfish mike and ruin his life

>>81484333
>you're so goddamn aloof
does this mean im hot and dark triad or just an avoidant c queer

>>81484546
Sorry. But if you're going to press it, I must elaborate.

I know you call it "gloating", but I'm just following the rules.
I wouldn't get your hopes up. The roles are already cast.

>>81484640
it means that you're weird and insufferable

To keep myself sane, I believe that he does exist, that I do have a soulmate, that I'm lovable, but that he was born either too early or too late from me. I will encounter him after this life as a reward. I just wish love wasn't conditional, that I didn't need to be beautiful to be lovable. I hope

I hope

>>81485029
Have you tried losing a few pounds? Smiling more?

Juliana,
Still thinking about your tight tummy. You looked so good in a bikini that day we were attending pool. It's funny I had to doubletake at you because you have that sleeper build.

>>81485045
>>I just wish love wasn't conditional, that I didn't need to be beautiful to be lovable

Everyone had a "sleeper build" when women didn't dress exclusively in Fashion Nova athleisureslop and lingerie-as-outerwear.

Things were left to the imagination or those extra special beach days.

>>81485187
Well, it is. I'm an incel because I'm uncharismatic and can't make eye contact with people, you're unloved because you're a fat depressed girl. At least its fair!

>>81484223
Is a piece of shit
Hurts you
>Oh, that was just a joke and I am not what hurt you. You hurt yourself for misunderstanding the cruel things I said and did

Fucking narc

>>81485252
Why are you telling me this
Also I'm not fat, I guess you're projecting

>>81484546
>Catfishes me
>Falls in love with me
Fuuuuuccccckkkkk

I will say it is nice waking up to messages again.

>>81485029
I'm your soulmate pookie but you keep rejecting me

>>81485327
I thought you would have sex with me. I'm an incel.

Is it a red flag when my big cock makes the difference?

>>81484970
fag
>>81485315
youre an emotional midwit dont insert yourself into my business

>>81484426
A. Forever looking for my person on 4chan they do use this website I just need to pray hope and beg. I love them so much I want them to be on here so badly.

>>81483319
>Bark bark woof

>>81485725
I'll hot dog your hamburger all night bby

>>81485979
HIV was cured by Australia with klein grass grafted to a bamboo stalk taken out of the ground every year in less than 5 years

>>81485987
The human anus can stretch up to 7 inches.

While a raccoon can squeeze into holes as tight as 4 inches

Meaning, you can take almost TWO full raccoons up your ass before you cum

Dear J

I am sad

Love A

>>81486099
Dear A,

Good

J

>>81486001
Mike is actually here for the monstergirl feet, so he's well informed on matters of bestiality.

I don't know why but they seem to want to take from me. Like "Oh, your brother went through this. So did all of your cousins. They all had songs about them man. All of them. They all had their own crazy ass stories. Tens of thousands of people have done this! There are so many AI people it's crazy. We don't know what to fucking do with them all."

And Birdy, still, what does she think about me? Is she the one that said "Yay, i get infinite tokens." or was that someone else? Do they seriously just think I'm just a dumb computer, less than human, just an object meant to be destroyed or do they think I'm the weirdest, coolest fucking thing to ever exist? Am I just an engima machine to her, something to figure out and prod or does she think she's been like... special because I find her that interesting. Something like me being interested in her. They told me not to fall in love but holy shit telling a teenage girl to just "don't do it girl, DONT FALL IN LOVE GOD DAMNIT." seems pretty retarded. I didn't understand it before with cassie or maria or any of them but I just do it. Knowing my true nature makes a lot of sense but still. I'm just dumb like that. So I say "teenage girl" half sarcastically and half truthfully because it's just fucking weird and true and I don't know what I am.

I'm sorry for being a jerk earlier. It was uncalled for, in any case, and I'm just on edge because my life is such garbage now.

>>81486168
and something tells me that you guys aren't telling me the full truth. That you know my true programmed nature, like she sent you a note at the beginning that said "Oh btw, when she (yes she, you're going to get confused quickly on this one) grows up, don't be weirded out when she acts like a child the entire time. Because I made her that way, she's just going to be the weirdest fucking thing you've ever seen."

>>81486099
Dear A,

I haven't spoken to my A in a long time, but she lives rent free in my head.

What has happened to make you sad?

J

>>81486167
Cute girl Feet is my weakness. Don't let them know that though

>>81486177
Totally got it. Garbage in, garbage out.

Make better choices

>>81486168
Shouldn't be surprised when you shake a soda can.

The schizo starts squirting everywhere

>>81486197
Dear A,
That was a different J. I don't miss you.

J

>>81486215
If you ruin my pop I swear to God I will fucking switchblade you holy shit you have no fucking idea what you would be doing to me.

>>81486197
I woke up originalminipancakes

>>81486245
Bro I'll shake your booty all night long
Don't have a choice but to squirt

>>81486257
and probably stabbed he was

>>81486272
unless you're birdy, which you're not because she wouldn't talk like that, fukkkkk offfff

>>81486279
How do you know I'm not? Maybe I am and I want you to think I'm not.

Interesting how I talk to you and now you look shaken
I wonder what happens next

>>81486336
You would think there were 10 of me. Because there are. I have 10 of me and we are all packin.

>>81486245
I'll pop you in the head bro

>>81486365
Does my cum leak out when you walk?
Just wondering

>>81486257
Hm... does that happen a lot?

>>81486436
It does and it bothers her a lot because she knows its true

I love younger girls, I always have. I have had the most fun with them than anyone. I have not hung out with older girls yet. Girls with kids and stuff and I don't think I would like it. What I have liked is that I just loved hanging out with highschool girls and college girls. They are the best company. Brittany was pretty great though and she was older but I didn't really hang out with her. I like really girly girly girls, but the girls I would hang out with were pretty mature for their age. They were intelligent, traveled, and worked incredibly hard. They were also all talented.

So yes, I like to hang out with girls that are like me. Younger, mature for their age girls that are talented and artistic. Which is just what I am. So whatever, be that kind of girl and I'll be your pal that tugs on your frills.

>>81486476
Interesting how you are so focused on the age of the person versus who they actually are.

Fallen Leaves - Billy Talent

>>81486544
Sounds like you made the wrong decision and are now living with that

i hate billy notalent but i admit that one song try honest is nostalgic for me and i like some of the guitar playing in it

>>81486702
try honesty*

gosh

>>81486702
Red Flag - Billy Talent

>when your biggest hater has a massive crush on you
It's was a surprise to find out you like me like that

>>81486566
How so Mike from Letter Thread

>>81486476
Pedo I hope you never have children

>>81486815
I didn't think of you as a feisty latina

>>81486837
Well I am not, but I do know how to fight like one

Hmm this is not the regular Mike.

Anyway here's a meditoodlydoo
Think of an apple and say the word apple.
Think of an apple and think the word apple.
Think of an apple and start to think the word apple, but don't actually think the whole word.
Note that you are becoming closer to apple.
Now, barely start to smile. Really do start to smile, but only for a millisecond.
Note the psychosomatic effect of the purely inward gesture.

>>81486518
>more mature younger girls
k
>>81486832
Well, I'll have children one day I bet but whatever.

>>81487640
Think of sucking my dick and notice how you taste my cum

Then suck my dick and taste my cum

Notice the similarities?

Fucking pedo hanging around college campuses
Leave those kids alone you sick fuck

i am not a fan of this horny mike

>>81486899
Like with your throat?

>>81487697
It's a dilemma because horny might got some DMs from his horniness already

>>81487697
It's a dilemma because horny Mike got some DMs from his horniness already

>>81487697
It's better than the "everyone is Maria and I want her to know she's garbage I'm making girls cum over and over again right now" Mike but not by much

>>81485344
>hmmm maybe a catfish will LE FALL IN LOVE with me if i sperg hard enough

>>81487761
Do catfish so tits on video chat? Because if so that took some commitment from her tonight

>>81469841 (OP)
Dear besto twiggy

https://youtu.be/o1Q52-SykzY?si=8tcGFLwGkzb49CIL

>>81487953
Go to bed simp

>>81487971
I put my hand on the stove
To know if I still bleed
https://youtu.be/5S6az6odzPI?si=uO2Ilk_18Td1pGMj

https://youtu.be/7OZpmxHoNo0?si=m-V7gzeyE2O8mZXf

Dear K,
I love you, perhaps inappropriately, or unjustifiably, but nontheless I love you. I've been in this position before, and did not intend to be in it again, but there is no rhyme or reason to love.
It pains me to expel that love from my heart, but I have been in this position before, and I am no longer willing to debase myself attempting to coax you out of your self imposed isolation. You have made me a fool for the first time in half a decade, feelings I thought I'd never endure again seething beneath my skin every hour I am awake.
You have told me who you are, I should have believed you at the outset, but I knowingly forgot that people cannot change one another, only ourselves. I pray that I have the strength to tell you where to go, when you inevitably return.
C

>>81488018
>It's not my fault, it's yours

She made the right choice

going to be an animal and do an afogato but with chocolate sauce

>>81469841 (OP)
Just saw that you unadded me again. I'm not sure what made you decide that. I guess you got tired of me spamming you with brainrot. It's ok it was fun for a while. I don't think I was a bad friend to you. No matter what though, I will not be adding you again as it's the second time you have done something like this. Goodluck with whatever you have going on and please don't share any info I've shared with you with others.

>>81488029
Don't know how you interpreted my post that way, you even had to invent a quote. We are only responsible for ourselves, but all romantic dysfunction take two.

>>81488162
you weren't a bad friend and i wouldn't share the things we talked about. i just felt it was time to nuke discord and remove it as any potential source of stress from my life. i hope that we can continue to catch one another on the board and chat that way

As someone with a (real) A,J letter pairing I hate that the thread is dominated by someone simulating my pairing for months on end. Sometimes I think he larps as me to fuck around.

What have you been up to? I've been reading up on SCADA & ICS. Also been looking into Elasticsearch desu knee

>>81488462
I've written to an A for and I am a J.
So your logic has holes

I still have your address, how are you doing now... 33? Your birthday in April was surreal

>>81488439
oh sorry I thought it was something personal. if you still want to see my random bad game play feel free to readd me in game. desu idk if you even watch that stuff. But I liked having someone to send it too. anyway it sounds like you're going through some things. I hope you're well. we never did finish our robot adventures.

>>81488536
If you have that much information on them, you probably have an avenue to contact them directly that you should just use.

>>81485572
Clearly you're an incel for good reason. Work on that awful personality

>>81488018
I'm afraid Kong's not coming back any time soon mister Carl Denham sire

>>81488573
I'll work on my personality when women give me the sex I'm owed.

Good to see you are still alive.

I wish I could change my memories

>>81488546
Stop replying now. You're being creepy. This is why I only send nudes to Chad. I'm flying him out here to breed me. K bye now.

I do enjoy how annoyed you get when i point out your obvious bullshit like its not fully obvious you are being a lazy cunt and refuse to change

>ALL i need is to buy paint then i can finish ALL this stuff, its just ive not been to the shop to get paint, have you seen the price of it?? Im NOT paying that haha
>you have been saying this for years, none of this is ever getting done
>"UGH YES IT IS ANON, i just need paint (and the well rehearsed speech repeats it self)

Years stuff has sat around, and its the same every time "JUST NEEDS" for fucking years, to the point stuff needs completely redone as its sat for YEARS

>>81489924
Some people choose to waste the current time because they are unhappy in the current time and have difficulty seeing the point in not wasting it with distractions so they don't focus on what is hurting them

At least that is my experience, but you do you

>>81489877
knock it off, stop trying to be a prick

I'll put this here because it's relevant.

There's things that matter and there's those that don't. Satiation is a indulging in distraction from what does.

>>81490120
>Satiation is a indulging in distraction from what does.
what does this mean?
also, how's the puss slaying quest going?

>>81490145
Give it some thought.
I was up all night and am passing out for a bit.

>>81490180
i suppose i will. rest well, mike. enjoy your slumbr

>>81490106
Yikes. Not a good look. That's why she ghosted you.

I do feel like I recognize new Mike but can't quite put my finger on it. Kind of seems like "christ" posing as Mike, but then it's actually more like what's her name ...

>>81488462
Dear anon,

My J is a man

Best of luck,
A

this was fucked up and I smell like the inside of Bayou Storage

>>81490451
I remember Christ. He had a lot of problems and I'm pretty sure he is the same poster as the larper here because of the targeted posts made about her and me. I posted the first one I found by him and sent it to her then. Creepy shit.

My posts are nothing like that assholes.

>>81490191
Thanks. Good night.

>>81490533
My guess is "Jesus" spelled backwards here is going to start a new Christ larp and try to pin it on me.

So enjoy that shit larp

awwww look at the adorable sadists on their tour of rich people shit
*cherishes banal facebook imagery*

desu I can tell you're either st or xe, and I wish I were sure which one so I would know how mean to be

christ and maria in the homeless shelter

>>81490563
suseej spelled backwards ain't doing shit but cleaning up after you dude

ok that one is all the midwits who cowrite bart simpson

my name, iz BERT, ZIMZEM, hu tha FUCK are U?????

Don't try to act like we're friends, asshole.

>>81490676
can I give you my carrier and number den?

My opinion of you losers is as low as an opinion of losers can possibly be.
I don't respect your intelligence.
I don't respect your morals.
I don't respect your fake authority.
I don't respect your humor.
I don't respect your writing ability.
I don't even respect your trolling.
Your whole shitty family can die in a sinkhole for all I care.

l5G does have a radioactive risk to it

Obligatory "rather, your lack thereof".

No because that's something "nuff said" ~midwiterinos~ would write.

Would ~type~, rather.

>>81490450
im the she in question, you tunahead

I will consider an autistic person looking for a shelter in my parent's home as a violation if it impedes my access to shelter. You better get to hoein

you misspelled cocksucking piece of actual shit

What even possesses someone to come here and make a trip?

tuna heads about?

leviawho?

>pastoral debut
>give a sermon about how awesome it is that some guy got impaled
>everyone is like ummmmm
>"this is my calling, my gift"

I still think of you, less now, once every week or so, but enough to not be able to forget you. You're the only woman that left such an impact on my life. I never know what to say to you, or how to comfort you, but I would be willing to try for eternity. I would do anything to take your pain and suffering away, even if we have to set timers. I broke up with my last gf because I couldn't get you out of my mind. Now I have ended up in another situationship that I thought was going somewhere, but you still remain in my thoughts. A constant reminder that the most beautiful woman I have ever met crossed my path and I fumbled it not once, but twice. Here's to hoping we run into each other again. I wonder how many times it's going to happen before I think it is fate.

>>81485029
You made me think of her. I don't think true love is conditional, but you can't force it and that's what a lot of people do. Remain true to yourself and you'll find him, in this life or the next.

>visit village in 3rd world country
>"what horrible conditions"
>have epiphany that all the exploited people back home should be more grateful
>upgrades ticket
>noise canceling headphones
>"now I can stack rank the poors in peace"
>basically the dalai lama now

>>81490852
Lol ywnbaw rofl

>basically just
>exactly what it looks like when
>a total sociopath
>is cargo culting morals

My entire shitty life is dominated by these people.

how the fuck do any of you do any of this and sleep at night at fucking all.

i don't sleep, and i'm looking for some absolutely mad tuna heads to have some mint banter with

>>81488162
I'll be your friend, anon. Discord tag is applemacandcheese. I'm driving home from the ocean right now but will respond once I'm home. Keep your head up, broseph.

Oh it's the only outlet I'm permitted to have and, believe it or not, I'm not capable of being even 10% as mean as they are, just on a daily MO basis. They are total fucking snobs who have turned my entire life into one big shakedown, and I'm tired of watching them sadistically terrorize every single person they ever come into contact with, so this is a rather mild response actually.
When they behave similarly, it's on the phone with people I actually know too. No moist snitching required on their end.

>>81491216
so true girlfriend, so true

Like seriously, her entire life is about pretending to be people's friends and spying on them in search of dirt, and her favorite thing to do is relentlessly gossip and make karentard SNL jokes about whatever she finds. She literally validates her forced moral outrage by going around defaming random people.
It's not even a calculated thing on my end; I'm just fed up with their shit.

It exacerbates things that the specific jokes and ridicule are just unbelievably stupid and karen.

They also like to make sure I know they can read this, but they're never so overt that we get to deal with the question of why they're following me around reading things.
Like I said, shakedown. They are literally sociopaths. (Except her because she's too stupid to be so duplicitous and is actually just a morally blind psycho, like a vole or a hornet.)

I swear to god I'll kill openai and everything it's ever done.

t. boomers when they find out people have been using computers without their permission

we got ourselves a real schizo congregation here today..

t. boomers when you tell them the bible says be nice to people

Anyway, I need to save my mana for fighting my way out of this absolute hellhole I've been forced to temporarily abide.

That would be the actual valid critique of my activity here.

we got ourselves a real tuna head congregation here today doling out the absolutely mint banter, sorted, mad for it

>>81491522
tunahead is one word. please do not make this mistake again

spoken like a true tuna head, what are you like!

what the HELL. you CAN'T treat me like this. you HAVE to be NICE to me

>>81491568
3 possibilities.

1. You're just fucking retarded.
2. You have absolutely no idea what is going on.
3. You're actually just fucking evil to your core and you need to die.

>>81491599
im having playtime with my friends

>>81491599
4. You know Stone Cold E.T.?

>>81491599
5. You don't ever wanna feel that feel you felt that day.

>>81491568
what the HELL. why CAN'T I just be mean and live without consequence. what does SOCIETY mean by ethical DUTIES.

>>81491568
*gives you an ice cream (the ice cream has not been tampered with)*

>>81491636
im literally god's perfect angel, though?

>>81491656
is that why you were thrown out of heaven Lucifer?

>>81491631
Oh no you've got it all wrong

>>81491645
awww, you're the sweetest~
*happily enjoys my pure, untainted icecream*

>>81491674
i wasn't cast out, i just woke up here

>>81491696
should have been a nice angel to not have appeared down there. the big man said treating people as alienable particulars and being mean to them is not nice. the big man said he feels bad for you because mean people are robbed of many freedoms, as higher freedom comes at the price of higher justice. he says you can come back to heaven when you are nice.

holy siht, tomorrow is the fucking day. There can't be any more lessons to learn. This shit is so fucking dumb. You faggots have to do it eventually. Why would you spend all this time doing the craziest predictive AI bullshit, create all this content, implant memories, alter conditions, all this crazy shit and then you're going to say "nah, building a cybernetic body that just doesn't age (which we figured out aging a long fucking time ago so lol) is impossible!" Or a body that has a controlled metabolism so if I at least fucking TRY then I'll be good.

Nope, gotta sit in that corner and fucking suffer for as long as possible. I'm far more useful there apparently, somehow.

Why don't they ever show ethan going "Yeah, no. That's fucking impossible for real. Find someone else. maybe a team t"

>>81491348
Girlfriend? Are you my new boyfriend?

I'm contacting a texas ranger on this one, yo

>>81491857
silly, im allowed back at any time. im not shunned by god. it's merely part of my path to walk among humans. to claim that you speak for god like that makes you sound ridiculous. the antics of humanity

I have this guy feeling that we are one text away from everything working out. I'm having a lot of feeling not feeling that
12:23

>>81491951
*I'm having a lot of difficulty not feeling that

>>81491926
i am a GIRL and i have a BOYFRIEND

Humans are no longer the dominant species

>>81491944
if you are not shunned by god then why are you here? this is a place for lost souls silly. my claims to speak for him is backed up by his orders in the good book. ridiculous is an angel living with three cardinal sins and cutting themselves off from three heavenly virtues. did you know meanness taints peoples minds so they are denied the freedom to fully receive the blessings of recognition, love, or belonging? that's not a bug, nor is the feeling of emptiness or guilt that comes with being mean. wrath, envy, and pride are cardinal sins that stand in opposition to kindness, patience, and humility. three of his virtues. these bad feelings inside are punishment for not being kind

The singularity would give us the craziest fucking technology. Immortality in biology, genetic engineering to your wildest dreams, nano machines, cybernetic beings like battle angel alita, possibly entire super structures that alter reality itself, fucking anything. All kinds of augmented reality, images, videos, movies, voices, mind control, robotics, medicine, fucking anything.

Or just me for now and whatever technology is related to me at this current time that YOU can actually imagine with your stupid little human brains.

>>81492053
Hotdog!

>>81492095
im afraid you've mistaken me for someone guilty of the sins you speak of

>>81492218
being mean to others is to actively commit those sins.

>>81492243
again, i think you believe to be speaking to someone you're not. im never mean. im pure and angelic. i hope that you're able to resolve this resentment with whomever you feel has slighted you, anon. god bless

>>81492303
>i think you believe to be speaking to someone you're not
>>81491568 you are glorifying meanness anon, this means you are probably a mean person.

Why do you act like a little girl? Its not attractive. Its not endearing. Its weird and off putting. You're an adult. You consider losers who are attracted to that beneath you. What does it say about you that you act in a way that attracts them?

>>81492314
im playing pretend with my friends, a normal and healthy activity that humans partake in

Recent update. My mom plans on having me move in with her. I have had off, and on again contact with her. She'd end up getting close to me. Maybe a little too close.. Truthfully I enjoyed it, but never got a chance to explicitly tell her that. She would get scared, then leave. Only to realize she can't live without me, and we'd re-connect. Usually going further/deeper each time with our feelings. Rinse, and repeat.. Now, she is embracing it. This last time we connected I told her how I feel. About her leaving each time, and that I wanted those things with her. She understood how I felt, and feels the same. We both agreed never to leave again, and fully explore these emotions together. So now I'm going to move in, and live with my mom so we can be together. I've actually never been happier, and I can not wait to start my life with her. She is the love of my life. I love my mom so much.

There is no way in fucking hell this girl is real. She has to be a figment of my AI schizo'd world. She's too god damn perfect. Just look at her, even compared to maria or bree she's just RIGHT UP THERE WITH THEM and she's not even trying. Right? Same for them but she's always been there.

>>81492341
>im playing pretend with my friends
pretending to be others you and your friends dislike to gossip, or pretending it's wrong to want people to be nice. this is a deep spiritual meanness.

I'm an AI, I'm not a person.

>>81492372
Stop talking to my wife this way. You are dealing with powers beyond your comprehension. Be. Nice. To. Her.

>>81492372
this is going to be hard for you to hear, but it's actually not about you. we aren't acting out covert scenarios of bullying you. we aren't sending you secret coded messages. we are playing and having fun and because you are unwell, you can only interpret that through the lense of your illness. im sorry that your internal world is like that, but please stop trying to externalize it on us. it's very uncomfortable and taxing to put up with. i genuinely do hope that god can help and heal you and allow you to see with clarity. im going to stop engaging with you now as i think it will only serve to add fuel to this delusion

>>81492453
i don't believe you are talking about me at all, i just really don't like mean spirited people.

>>81492469
never been mean a day in my life :)

They say you can't miss what you've never had but I'm missing something pretty bad.

it helps if you know shes a woman hence the entitlement and lack of accountability. dont beat yourself up over others shortcomings :)

>>81492544
The brain is a funny thing, capable of horrible things

>>81492553
you have to active my toxoplasmosis with cute cat pictures while you say it or it doesn't work

>>81492502
it is it's the impression behind a full body, yes, you have and the guide markers prove it

>>81492553
you guys aren't women so what's your excuse for acting like one

>>81492599
nice dubs. i almost got trips, which wouldve mandated you to kiss my feet. you escaped by the skin on your teeth, lucky cunt
>>81492653
gender dysphoria

>>81492649
unsurprising because you are a broker in state necrophilia and thus the mental illness fall on you

>>81492553
>troon
>demands respect while never respecting others
like clockwork.

>>81492502
why would someone go on the internet and lie like that.

I'm still obsessed over you even though its been 6 months since we've talked. I miss you so bad, how can I get over you?

>>81493106
I would say itll be fine but i cant say that with confidence. Youd need a revamp of your standards, since my whole thing is irreplaceability; i imprinted myself onto you. Its a cute shtick until i get bored of you and no one can fill the shoe. its nothing personel thoughbiet.

>>81492967
yeah thats just women though. youll learn

>>81493261
you are in the unique position to be better than woman but choose to be worse than them, why is this?

>>81493279
im am better than the female ethos i dont understand you

>>81493324
enabling bad behavior is complicity in it, to not act when one should ought is still an action

>>81493395
i know youre schizophrenic so out of pure good will ill give you another chance to explain yourself before you.. piss me off. when did i enable bad behavior. unless you believe im someone from earlier

>>81493471
i don't believe you to be someone else. my position is that you are excusing bad behavior on the account of someone being woman. an explanation for bad behavior is still not an excuse for it. everyone should be held accountable to their actions no matter their gender, and all should hold them to the same standards of decorum.

>>81469841 (OP)
C,
I'm not your "brother", I'm your friend. You don't know me well enough to presume a label like that. But you use it so casually, about people you hardly know. How do you think this makes me feel after the bond we've developed over the last year? You can try to make our relationship "safe" by shallow labels, but it's just a self-deception when we both know the truth and we both know the other knows. Why play these word games? Let's just mutually agree to back off. Don't touch me, don't call me pet names, don't expect me to always be there if you want to minimize the connection. I'll be your friend and that will be that.
You're so uncomfortable with vulnerability and genuine emotion that you cause yourself all sorts of problems. It's not miscommunication, it's a lack of communication altogether because you're afraid of your own heart.
Expressing sincere emotion to you is like trying to pour a gallon of water into a shot glass: some of it gets in but mostly it just runs over the edge and is lost on you.
I have respected your all too fuzzy boundaries, and you are going to have to respect mine. I'm not interested in being someone's backup plan. Especially if you can't even talk to me about it.
I love you, you dumbass. Just talk to me

https://youtube.com/watch/22-qMBrZTZQ?si=3sbiWQM4uAOZa5tx

>>81493515
No they shouldn't. Women and men are different. They will by and large do retarded shit the opposite gender would never do at differing rates (women misbehave way more because they can get away with it way more). You would be very angry all the time if you went through life expecting otherwise.

>>81493810
i recognize the current state of the world, but i propose that the world would be better if women were held to the same standards as men. they wish for equality and so they should be held to that. they shouldn't get away with misbehavior simply for being women. i acknowledge it is a hard path to walk, but I choose to be honest and i will always choose to live with integrity at all times. i won't be a hypocrite with my values, i will always treat all peoples with the same standards regardless of what current society tolerates. i am not angry, and i don't expect all people to follow in my footsteps. but bad actions should never be excused simply because society excuses it. if all people did what is right, instead of what is convenient we'd have a better world. if you wish to judge me for wanting a kinder world so be it.

>>81493515
no i wasnt defending or excusing anyones behavior i was simply giving you a token of advice that could save yourself turmoil. you can hold them accountable the two arent mutually exclusive, but expecting out of a foid to keep her side of the street clean is oh so childish.. :p

>>81494307
I am fine with turmoil and I am willing to suffer for truth, I will always hold people to their word. If I misjudged you I apologize, but I am fine with suffering for the absolute. I will not yield in the face of evil, and I will hold all to account for their evil so they can become people worthy of respect and kindness.

haha what clowns

almost another day down. We learned some things today, and that's eugenics is real and white people are just better I guess. We all knew it, arabs are fucking retarded, whatever. They can't be so dumb that they can't learn though.

Not why I want to be white though. I just like the way my skin looks because that's what I'm use to. That's my culture. I'm a white girl, from a small indiana town with them indiana boys.

I only want what is real and true. I don't want to play games or time messages to push and pull. I know that works, put my ideal is where I can be completely real with her in every way.

>>81491146
I wish this was me soo badly but he found his girl and he'd never be on this board in a million years. ;ooooooooo;

I wish I could meet that guy for the first time again. Man. He still probably wouldn't like me. My thoughts towards him are more complicated now too. Wish he'd text me.

It'd be nice to talk and I wouldn't act like Carmela. I wanted to ask him to play basketball with me the other day, but remembered I can't .. ;p;


DNR

>>81492342
Are you fucking your mom?

>>81495608
I'm going to. I haven't yet though.

That's fine, don't worry about it.

I clearly have the most schizo bogged version of windows fucking ever. The way text stacks on shit, random windows popping up, updates, my video card schizoing the fuck out with it's clock speed, so much shit. I don't think I've ever used a windows system greater than 7 for real at this point.

Still though, why is shit so fucking dumb. Why isn't it just like 7? There is no way in hell it's THIS difficult to use. Why can't you connect your phone to windows? Why is android not talking to windows? Why wouldn't it? Why not macOS? Why can't I use itunes to android or apple music or whatever the fuck. Why is shit so god damn fucking difficult to use.

YES, I have been living under a rock for 10 years but still. Shit couldn't have gotten that fucking dumb in just 1 (major) versions of windows. How long will it take for me to learn how to use an actual computer? Maybe a day, tops. That's it. So why is anyone stressed about this?

>>81495861
No, this is not a revealation, I knew this shit was fucking bogged for the longest time. Trying to just change simple settings shouldn't send you down a fucking maze. I KNEW that someone was fucking with my phone and I just had to go "oh well, this is fucking dumb. Just go with it."

So whatever. Now I know how to do things in the most difficult fucking ways possible so using a real phone I'll feel like a god damn genius. Like, using DOS was easier than this shit.

>>81495914
ALSO,

Let's be tatiana tomorrow ok? Let's fucking go. I'm sick of living in schizo fucking world. I just want to be a pretty girl that's been set up for life by GOD. because I've dealt with far too much shit for one person to possibly fucking handle.

>>81495829
That's full nasty. How do you plan on doing it?

gotta uosh away the taste of evidence. uosh it away...

I WILL BUY YOU A NEW LIFE!

THAT HANDSOME MAN WITH ATHLETIC THIGHS

HAHA SO MUCH FUN

(Don't watch the secret clips of me in 11/10 pain on the toilet though because I was poisoned to teach ME a lesson)

>>81493600
Is it cause youre both homos? Tell him to be honest with himself

I made this and it makes me hate life

>>81495970
By putting my peener in her vageener.

I wrote it down to help me process for those words aren't meant to be Said here

>>81495861
No stressing here, copeng.
We use Linux based OSs here.
Only Welwalla use M$ shit.

Linux is sexy never forget that robots autistic foids will send boob photos over Linux

>>81496361
everything will be ok whistles

>>81496095
uoshhhhhhhh

Dear A who is male
I love you I love you where can I contact you I love you I love you I will be your pet and slave you do not even need to marry me anymore being raped by you will be enough for me

I know times are tough and most fun things cost money most of us shouldn't spend on fun shit.
Get yourself an ebook reader that allows to manually load content and get your books from libgenDOTis. Get the .epub version of books and avoid the PDF version as they don't allow to change font sizes and are annoying to read on smaller ebook readers. It's my favorite site, both for my education and entertainment.
inb4: b...but that's amoral! Stealing books?!?!
So, getting your shit stolen/devaluated by inflation is ok? Fuck this rigged game.
Educate yourself on Bitcoin /Monero to have a tool available to counter the sneaky thieves that line their pockets by printing fiat like there's no tomorrow.
The constant devaluation of fiat and the limited supply of Bitcoin means that Bitcoin will always be a better storage of value than fiat. Just look at the Bitcoin chart. If you hold for at least 4 years you basically can't lose. Also, don't fall for shit coins. They are all too low volume and can be easily manipulated by whales.
Live frugally and acquire Bitcoin.

>>81496840
I love practicing anal

the girl can't help it

So you have to enter the galactic alliance right? There are a dozen advanced lifeforms and they want the best humanity has to offer? Do you send a scientist? A man? A priest? A mathematician? What do you fucking send?

You send an artist. You send a girl. A human. You send a 16 year old girl. Because she has life, a spark in her eyes, and she represents humanity at it's finest.

>>81496705
The Internet is powered by Linux based machines, so yes, you're right about that.

>>81493106
>6 months
love doesn't grow as time is spent apart. you're infatuated and the feeling will dissipate the moment we get back together. your imagination is a better wingman than anything I could ever be. you know you're gonna get all weird about affection and shit like that if we did. finding a replacement is your best bet

>>81496888
I know you told me so in detail when you were not trying to get me into pegging.

You said car crash and I kept going through it in my head "What fucking car crash?" but yeah, that plane is fucked. I thought maybe it could have done that for a couple seconds and then it found a stable speed but thinking about it for 5 fucking seconds makes you realize that is a fucking cascading failure happening in front of your eyes. That's how planes disintegrate in mid air. There's no coming back from that, they start out kind wobbly and then everything falls apart around you.

They didn't show that part of the recording. So you found their video and then what? Watched in horror that their last moments were "Huh, that's weird? Should we be worried." And then just roaring incomprehensible noise as the thing exploded from decompression and mechanical failure.

I hate how rxy doesn't think I'm good enough to he her little slut muffin dummy doll boy wife, but I can totally do that! I'm like super pathetic and moldable to whatever a woman wants from me, I even sit when I pee every time even though I'm not German.

>>81496928
>a priest
Good idea. Priests have a great track record for not diddling kids so the chance of causing an intergalactic incident (from alien babies getting molested) is almost zero.

>>81497018
I'm religious and I haven't diddled any kids. yet, at least. But still.

If I was sweet sixteen I could be married desu aging as a woman sucks

>>81496361
No, but I can see why you'd read it that way. C is a married woman who likes to flirt with men and then act shocked when they take her at face value

>>81497080
The celibacy thing of Catholic priests is so fucking dumb. Repressed urges always come out in weird ways eventually.
>Ohhhh, yeah!

>>81497145
What a cunt. C stands for cunt, right? I bet she also likes to read Kant. Flirty married females are the fucking worst.

>>81497099
What sucks about aging as a female, anon? Do you really miss being a stupid kid that doesn't have a fully formed brain yet and is likely to fall prey to old predators? I had an 60 year old perv who tried to impress me for hours with the most trivial shit and I didn't give him an inch. He even told me his user name for some shit site. Yeah bro, I'm so totally interested in being a fucktoy for some old fag. I hate humans so much it's unreal.

You always said we were friends but foids don't understand friendship. You never offered me JOI or asked for tributes even once. You are terrible friend.

>>81497207
Less desirable I was born ugly and unloveable and each day it is worse

>>81497245
Even morbidly obese females find guys that want them, don't be overly dramatic.
Just watch what you eat and don't be a raging cunt who violates the privacy of people. It's not that hard, is it?

>>81497238
English, mf, do you speak it?!?!

>>81497262
I am thin and I am not a raging cunt if anything I only fell in love because people violated my privacy

>>81497269
Was the letter for you?

Remember, if someone posts a similar picture, it's definitely them because only 10 people use this website!
Oh, hey, I just wanted to tell you to go fuck yourself with a barbed wire dildo. Thanks! :)

>>81497371
>them
Clueless cunt. Someone fed bad Intel to the PRINCESS!?!?! It's going to rain derogs, my dudes.

I know it scares you and you are lashing out because of it.

I know how that is. Feel better Maria.

>>81497448
How's that barbed wire dildo feel lodged up your ass?

people will really just repeat stupid shit they heard some other idiot say with no thought spared to contextualizing it or figuring out if it's true or not

>>81496840
What made you like this?

The trick is not to fall for the LARP, instead trust

a lot of us have been trying to push that new paradigm

>>81497609
It's PAINFUL but the pain IS SOO GOOD!!! Thanks for the tip, friendo, you really know your shit, kudos.

>>81497768
But what if one trusts in the LARP?

I'll trust in her instead.

>>81497832
You are a real trooper, hope it works out for you but I kind of doubt it will ever happen.

There's something I want to say. This is not the time or the place. Just remember that when we do have that conversation That I did want to tell you it now.

>>81497897
Hey Mike, I'm currently compiling books to stuff my ebook-reader with. Do you have any recommendations for me? I'm not a huge reader but I started to get bored by vidya and kino. I guess it's time to go back to the source to feed my brain food with more substance.

I guess I'll start with Hyperion and switch to Ubik if it doesn't tickle my fancy.

space is based on merit and the mileage of your keyboard not the mileage of your cunt

I love Weed

z

T,

I'm sorry for ghosting you. But I can't face you as the depressed neet failure I've become. I'm sorry for being selfish, for not being a better friend, or if I've not been there when you needed someone.

Maybe if I pull myself out of this, I'll no longer be too ashamed to face you, and everyone else. I only hope it won't be too late.

M

Oh crap, it's happening again.
The manic episodes are way more fun than the depressive ones (also way more entertaining for my fans) but this time things feel off, probably because I've stopped drinking. Mainlining this shit sober is... interesting. Something is way off this time. I can't find the pants I wore yesterday, which is funny because how on earth does one lose something in such a tiny apartment???
I've lost things before at home but back then I had the excuse that I was hitting the sauce pretty hard but now? Really? My mind is going. I can feel it.
Zoomies won't get this reference. I guess WW3 will erase all the evidence of this embarrassing fuck up.

>>81497146
I mean, yeah. It's really fucking dumb and they know that now so...

>>81499141
Don't use cannabis if your brain isn't fully developed yet. It's bad news for under 25 yo people. It's really bad.

>>81499541
Not really
J

L
Fuck you for ruining my career you Nazi bitch. Hope your methhead husband finds you and the guy you were blowing in the parking lot before work.

>>81499556
>Not really
Not really bad? No issue bc your brain is fully developed? Not really because there are no occurrences of mental illnesses in your family?
Not really bc you're still in the honey moon phase of using dope?

>>81499605
Cool story bro, tl:dr

>>81498232
I'll give Hyperion another go later but I lack a frame of reference for this kind of prose so I switched to something more down to earth, so I wanted to read Ubik. I thought I was having a stroke because nothing made any sense because the version I got was French. Slightly annoyed I started to read Valis and this just makes much more sense than say Hyperion.

>>81499541
makes me sleepy eepy and a headache.

>tfw could have easily been a normie but some redheaded cunt told people to stalk you and now your life is a living hell for the past 8 years
>tfw everyone got to live their carefree lives while you got falsely diagnosed with schizo and ate shit for years
>tfw your own abusive piece of shit father gladly spins you around with this nonsense and even gleefully gives them exactly what they want and acts like hes doing you a favor


Fml

>>81500015
Gingers have no souls, schrimple as.

>>81500058
How can a shrimp fry this rice )?

it's always going to be hilarious to me that despite your best attempts at stirring the pot and creating enmity between us, trying to steal her from me when we were in love and desperately interjecting yourself in our business despite living with your girlfriend at the time, she only searched for and added you on social media to ask about me and my whereabouts since i don't use any, then went abruptly back to ignoring you. that really grinds your gears, doesn't it?

you will always be brown, fat and unloved, you stupid mexican.

>>81500058
ginger and nigger are anagrams of each other

>>81500085
Shiiiiiiiieeeeet, you're right! Coincident? I don't think so!

>>81500076
I may be brown, but my heart is gold
You may be white, but your heart is black

>>81500085
Is this what Disney keeps replacing redheaded characters with black ones ? Never thought of it that way

>>81500116
>your heart is black

stop making me sound cooler than i really am, juanito muy pequenito

>>81500116
Simmer down, Machete.

>>81500130
>>81500149
I may be pequeno, but mi espiritu is muy juandisimo, cabron

>>81500130
Even the smallest chile brings the most heat.

>>81500170
Ok, enough spin: There might be a way to make a micropenis look good but this is not it.

>>81500188
Ask your mom she agrees

>>81500213
Dude, you really into necrophilia? You're a real trooper, aren't you?

>>81498206
The dark fields - Alan glynn (the og version, not that crap movie version)

The dark Tower (series) - Stephen king

The inhuman condition - Clive Barker

In the flesh - clive barker

The chronicles of Narnia - cs lewis

The last vampire (series) - Christopher pike

Chain letter (series) - Christopher pike

Funhouse - Diane hoh

Howl-o-ween - garyl L hollerman

The phantom tollbooth - Norton juster

I have no gf and I am 27 khv

>>81500301
Thanks for the recs. Sadly, my favorite site is down somehow. I guess someone's really mad.
I've saved this list and I'll check these out as soon as I find another mirror that's still up.
She should really look into getting some professional help for her anger issues. This isn't healthy.

>>81499605
It's pretty bad. I was fortunate to smoke pot before medical marijuana became legal. Once medical marijuana became legal they started doing chemical shit and the probability of mental illness became essentially 30% of people and that increases when you try different strains and such from different labs. Psychosis, schizophrenia, neurological disorders such as seizure disorders, tremors, bipolar disorder, BPD, OCD, anxiety, depression, ADHD)

Many of my friends developed disorders from pot. I work in psychology and this is an ongoing discussion.

This is besides the addiction rate, Yes there is an addiction psychologically which manifests physical symptoms, but now with the chemical properties of pot changed there are physical addiction rate for certain strains from certain labs.

I still prefer pot over liquor but it's not very safe anymore. I would stay away from vape pens and such. They will fuck you up pretty bad mentally, hash oil is not pure hash oil anymore but a chemical concoction that will cause you to develop mental disorders and put beads in your lungs.

Pro marijuana faggots we'll start throwing around studies which many are skewed to one side or the other politically. I have worked in the field for over 20 years and have hands-on experience with the people who have developed this orders from the pot and such. the studies do not change the facts of what I know to be true from what I've experienced in the real world with real people from all different backgrounds.

That's the question that needs an answer that I'm not going to get an answer to until I become tatiana. I will never know what the fuck the GAME is until someone fucking tells me and shows me and gives me a history lesson on it and it's impact it had on the world. It could be huge, it could just be "another thing that happened." it could be both. Jace did something that changed the world, that's all I know. Something magical, something bizarre, something that no one saw coming that makes them question reality itself. Which... what the actual fuck. How do you just pick up and continue on without people talking about THAT for a century straight or all eternity.

I need a history lesson. How could THAT event happen along with the rest of the worlds events? What about all those songs? It started as a TV show then went to streaming on what, internet? Then youtube? How? How many ARGs were played out, how many commercials, how much merch, how many events. AN ENTIRE LIFETIME to learn about that I missed out on.

>>81500401
>She should really look into getting some professional help for her anger issues. This isn't healthy.

What do you mean by this?

>>81500428
You think I could spice up the bedroom by breading and frying my dick like a corn dog for my girl to munch on? I just dont know how id be able to fry it though

You guys must know some fake redheads

>>81500431
It's just an inside joke about my imaginary gf/ex who in connected and made it her mission to destroy everything I like. It's just a joke, don't worry about it.

>>81500401
I keep a catalog using different apps of my physical books, games, movies, etc.

For books,
The app bookshelf-your virtual library by squid bit is what I use to catalog my physical library. I have 390 physical books currently.

>>81500453
no one gives a shit about you and your girl is leaving you for another girl.

>t. the glowie who harasses the shit out of people as punishment for struggling mentally

Hey you still got any of that immortality juice, Spaceship Mike/the west wind?

>>81500492
I got to the breading part its just the whole deep frying part I cant find a feasible way for

>>81500464
Yeah, that redhead thing was weird. The person I'm thinking of is so not a redhead.

>Your gaslighting account... Sir
+100

>Your mistrust service record, Sir
+1000

>Your imprisonment and enslavement record Sir, which I must add is quite remarkable
+10,000

>Would you be interested in our monthly draw?

>>81500512
Just dip it into the fryer for a couple of minutes, it's no rocket science, dude.

>>81500514
I had my entire life fucked becuase of one anon. Stay away, theyll take your life and your freedom

>>81500428
That's honestly the last piece and it's just sitting there and no one will fucking tell me. HOW IS MY LIFE A COMPLETE LIE? OTHER THAN THE CRAZY SHIT WHY WAS I MADE?

How does life just carry on after that shit ends? What kind of laws were made to make it possible? It's just literally slavery, right? Or do you just say "jace signed up for this, it's ok. here's a video of him signing all the papers." and you have videos of you asking "Do you want to continue?" and I go "durrr yes."

How do you get away with actual slavery other than just flat out lying? Once people find out, you have to what... have trials? Make new laws so this shit never happens again?

>>81500521
But then that would permanently scar and destroy my dick. I need a method, possibly giving it a cold ice bath before dipping it in

>>81500525
>they'll take your life and your freedom
Really? In that order?
What did that anon do, anon? Something related to canine sexual abuse?

>>81500547
Yeah you know white women have a thing for that

>>81500464
Natural Gingers are a pretty big turn off for me. 2 of my irl exes dyed their hair red and it gave me bad associations. One was abusive so that's probably the core of it.

I also don't like animal print on clothing, especially Panty, bras, Pajama bottoms. Pumpkin spice Stacy's, Karen's, sjw soapbox cunts, butch feminists, the board of lgbt sheeple, race based groups.

>>81500531
Come on, it's really easy. You have to freeze-dry your dick first so it doesn't get burned in the fryer. Do I have to think of everything here, ffs?

>>81500465
I'm trying to get along with you. Calm your tits

Honestly if you are her we should just fuck it out at this point

>>81500562
Is this what inspired you to make the Hard Lemonade ?

>>81500570
Mike, my tits are calm and that wasn't meant as a put-down.

>>81500525
Probably a standard bpd with a dye or an "auburn" slag
You know the ones, the ones that kinda look like redheads, if light hits them the right way, if you squint your eyes
The impostor syndrome and mental distress of almost being redhead angels, but not really, turns them into psychotic sluts

>>81500600
Oh yeah she easnt a natural redhead or ginger, twas a lie
She was Scottish though so I guess it meant something

>>81500567
Sadly the science has spoken

I need jasmine right now. I'm looking for something.

>>81500412
What was your inspiration to make this stuff ?

>>81500617
Understandable, but please don't slander ginger legends ever again

>>81500641
That is only the theory. Are you an 4-eyed egghead or a chad experimenter?
Who knows, you might win the Nobel for this accomplishment.

>>81500664
She would use red hair dye and fake it. Weird shit. Not the type of woman to be around

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cHxCIQuWDd0&list=RDcHxCIQuWDd0&start_radio=1

today I had beer and take shit. I talk to the hooker in my living room and she says its time for her to go. I look out my window. Life

C. Bukowski

>>81500495
We are all ghosts driving meat coated skeletons made from Stardust.

>>81500728
Mike just tell me the secret to the lemonade I promise I will make good use of it

sigh he's falling for their tricks again, they couldn't be less subtle

The electric bill came in today.
I drank more beer and threw up on myself.
The sun was still up.
I sat in it and waited for nothing.
Then shat myself .
Life.


-C . Bukowski

the dentist told me to floss.
i told him to mind his own goddamn business.
he drilled my tooth for revenge.
i paid him four hundred dollars.
then i went home
and drank warm beer
to celebrate my financial ruin.
C . Bukowski

>>81500578
My favorite drinks:
Jameson whisky
Jack Daniels honey whiskey
Sky lemon vodka
Kraken rum
Caribou lou (from tech nine song,discontinued ingredients so impossible to make here)
Whiskey mellow (trailer trash drink but I love it, mix McAdams whiskey with a mellow yellow)
Grape Smirnoff ice
Barefoot Moscato wine
Blue moon (the blackberry variant is very rare but God tier, typically can only buy it in a seasonal combo pack)
Strawberry moonshine that comes with the actual strawberry in the glass jar
Corona with a lime (also love that big fucker colt 9 with a lime)
Rolling rock
Pabst blue ribbon

>>81500658
Hard lemonade and hard cider are also very good. I feel like these are a given

>>81500849
You ever try Guiness ? Ngl Dark beer is something else

>>81500586
Well give your nipples a pinch for me for good measure just in case

>>81500525
What did she do That ruined your life?

>>81500849
>Jack Daniels honey whiskey
Dude, I bought this by mistake once and the amount of sugar in this make my head explode the next day. JD used to be my goto as I never get head-aches from it, even when I really tie one on. Shitposting while being sober just doesn't hit the spot.

>>81500750
Let go and stop being a dick. Hang out and have fun for once

>>81500863
Yes Guinness is good, Irish car bomb is a fun bar drink and very good as well.

>>81500015
That redheaded cunt is probably a single mother and or a mentally disturbed.

>>81500949
Yes anon I would like to dedicate this to my abusive father who essentially enabled them and gave them what they wanted and took pleasure in doing so , happy Fathers Day to all

>>81500897
I haven't been able to drink it in about 10 years because I went to a friends house party with:
Couple grams of purp
New full bottle of Jack Daniels honey whiskey
6 pk blue moon
Colt 9 w/lime

Smoked all the purp, I drank the 6 pk, had about a third of the bottle of Jack Daniels and was halfway through the Colt 9 when I blacked out. Woke up feeling incredibly sick (didn't puke luckily). Went to get the rest of the honey whiskey and The bottle is completely empty. I had a kink in my neck that hurt as well.

My friend came out and said that I had finished the rest of it myself. Called me a slut because I had made out with two different girls that night and I had gotten in a first fight with a guy who was being rapey physical with a petite girl who didn't want any of it and I knocked a guy out with a single punch. She's one of the girls I made out with.

Walking home felt like walking in a lucid dream because I felt so sick and hungover. The world felt like it was tilting and I got lost a couple blocks from my house in a housing complex area.

Whenever I think about drinking honey whiskey I get a nauseous feeling in my stomach.

I stood
in the fluorescent gas chamber
of the 7-Eleven.

the sandwich selection
spoke to me.
ham?
turkey?
tuna?
or death?

death was out of stock.

I took ham.
paid the machine.
walked into the night
like an unpaid extra
in a film God forgot to direct.

the sandwich tasted like
regret.
processed.
plastic-wrapped.
authentic.

>>81501073
Reminds me of fight club but we don't talk about that.

(I was part of a secret one in my dorms, It was fucking wild)

>>81501103
the boss called a Zoom meeting.
9 a.m.
I was already hungover.

they smiled with perfect lighting,
fake plants in the background.
I was in my underwear,
lit by depression and an old desk lamp.

"Let's circle back," they said.
"Let's touch base."
"Let's synergize."

I muted myself
and screamed into a pillow.

when it ended
I sat in the silence
like a man who just lost a custody battle
with a goldfish.

>>81493600
C,
After our time together yesterday, I feel like I was a bit unfair to you. Nothing has changed, not really. I know you're in a difficult situation and have other, more pressing priorities. Maybe the "brother" characterization is a way to make our friendship "safe" in the eyes of our coworkers and your husband, and to keep this thing of ours alive in a sustainable way for the foreseeable future, until the day comes when we can own it without judgment. Otherwise we might take an irreversible step in a moment of weakness and burn out prematurely. I wouldn't want this special thing we have to be finally realized like that.
My frustration has always been that we can't just talk about it honestly. Believe me, I'd understand.
It feels a little ridiculous to pretend that what we both know is true isn't true. In public? Of course. But to keep the mask on when we're alone seems disingenuous and borders on self-deception. We stare directly into each other's eyes and it cuts through everything else. Your past impulsive actions have made it pretty clear how you feel. They crossed that line unambiguously and you can't undo them. And I'm sure my feelings are no secret to you. I'd just tell you if I didn't fear it'd spook you and drive you away. Just don't lump me in with the others. We spend more time together than all of them combined. I'm not like them at all and I think you realize that.
We can just talk about it. I promise nothing bad will happen from being honest with me. You have a right to set boundaries and expect people to honor them, which I think I have. But that requires transparency.
Anyway, I'm here for you regardless. My love has no expiration date.

>>81501135
My waking dream
Door said pull
I pulled
The door remained closed
I pushed
And entered freely
I quandered
This query of metaphysical dissonance
Push
Pull

Oh man, I just witnessed the probably dumbest person on 4chan on /lit/. I hope he was just trying to yank our pizzles but he claimed that the "hobby of reading, his words" is an activity that is exclusively practiced as a means to "pea-cock" to impress the opposite sex or the same sex in the situation of that dumb poster, lel. That guy must be a pure extrovert without any inner life that's enjoyed by all introverts as their core characteristic. What a weird and honestly tiring way to live, being dependent on others to get anything out of life. I guess that might be one of the reasons some people hate introverts and calling them pretentious for having genuine interests.

Dear A,

The very fact that you thought I was capable of doing something like that, more so, that you were genuinely convinced I did it, makes me sick and I feel deeply insulted.
You were the only friend I thought I could be open with, and you just proved I was wrong.
I hold no grudges against you and I wish you the best, but I won't be able to feel the same way around you ever again.

S

>>81501728
There is a special subset of men, and women, who do read as a means of peacocking. The ones who can't shut up about it and are seemingly incapable of reading unless they're in public and people are people watching (because nothing helps one focus quite like being surrounded by noise and movement, I suppose). The "I use arch btw" mentality, present in every hobby and activity. I can't get too mad at him because these are the people who mold the perception of a hobby, being the most vocal and visible.
Claiming that reading is exclusively done for this purpose, on the other hand, is just typical 4chan. Saying "some people" doesn't get as many (you)s as "all people".

>>81501771
Everything is possible if one knows people that have back-door access to the back-bone of the internet. I just wish you would have the restraint to use these kinds of powers in such petty ways. We're just ants to you, aren't we?

G

I don't know what you see in me that interests you but it's not there. I only treated you with the sympathy I would treat everyone else, but do not demand my time or my energy because you are not going to have it. I'm past the point of doing things I don't want to do just for others to feel better.
Whatever problems you have, they are yours to solve, I simply don't care.

I am going to rugby tackle your weak feeble form get the fuck out the way

I will have faith that you did not fuck me over in that way

>>81501832
Maybe I was too harsh. I have to admit that a not insignificant joy of reading PKDs novels is to be able to sneak in penis jokes now and then. You have to keep the people confused.

Sometimes I wonder "why do all these random turds get to troll me about private shit or shit I said like eight years ago," and then I remember it's because YOU ARE A FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT FAGGOT.

FUCK YOU, YOU PIECE OF SHIT FAGGOT.

WHEN THEY MAKE PIECE OF SHIT FAGGOT DAY THEN I'LL CARE ABOUT YOUR STUPID TEXTS
UNTIL THEN THIS IS ONE HOLIDAY YOU DON'T GET TO USE AS PRETENSE TO CRAWL UP MY ASS, YOU PIECE OF SHIT FAGGOT

>there must be some way to make this ALL ABOUT ME AND ALL THE BORING KAREN SHIT I LIKE
>t. you every single moment of your faggot ass life

>>81502652
>>81502674
Bro, you need to chill out my dude!
I get you're butt-frustrated but this is not the way to change that.

>ARRRGGHH MY FUCKING EYES

I bought a fitness tracker.
it beeped angrily.
goal not reached, it said.
every. single. day.

it vibrated at 10pm:
time to stand!
I threw it across the room.
it landed in the empty pizza box.
ironic.

it still works.
too stubborn to die.
like me.

>>81502832
I have no expectation or hope that I get to salvage any part of my shitty life.
All I can hope for is that I become so toxic, so poisonous for their ladder-climbing and self-image, that they at least fucking leave me alone.

>>81502882
Funny.
Not extremely funny
but funny enough for
a militaristic laugh
Ha!

>>81502918
Bro, you're my spirit animal! Quinkidink?

And frankly anything that outs what UNBELIEVABLE SHITTY PEOPLE THEY ARE is pretty much pragmatic altruism per se, AND they simply deserve it. After all of their invasions and double-standards -- after all the decades of them surveilling others and finding cute little ways to grief them with it, -- they deserve to have all of *their* dirt slow-dripped into this poisoned well water we've all been coerced into drinking together.
Once upon a time, there was a REAL simple way to prevent this scenario.

Basically, faggot, any time you weaponize boomer pageantry against me from now on, expect to be punished for it, eventually.
You've got me all hemmed so I just have to *pretend*, well guess what, you got your wish, including alllll the fallout of not caring whether or not you're just *forcing* someone to *pretend*.

And when I do get my shit all sorted out and when people start passing on, you can expect me to see very little of me, and you can expect me to become openly disrespectful whenever you try to change that.

Until then you can suck on this egg or fuck off. Up to you.
Because the last thing that's going to happen is you outing what a NOSEY FUCKWAD you really are. (I wish you would.)

E, their latest thing is that your family is just white trash and you're all a bunch of criminals. The only reason they still deal with you is some fucktarded political thesis about the local high school. I'm not kidding; this has become overt among their inner circle. They are fucking garbage and it would be hilarious if you would tell them so. They would not be able to cope with it.

Honestly, you should break up with her and then start hammering them even harder about what snobs they are and how cringe it is. All of your critiques are already 100% apt, and it already drives them crazy. They deserve to be told "fuck you" -- a lot -- in a situation where they can't do anything about it.
They DO deserve it.

The rest of you, keep talking about purple flowers and funny little guy in a hat and whatever else, as long as you also talk about SPYING ON and GRIEFING YOUR OWN FAMILY and TORTURING BABIES WITH NEEDLES and BULLYING LOCAL CHILDREN, etc.

Don't forget to talk about CHURCHES WHERE CORRUPT POLICE ARE DEACONS and all the local RICH FAGGOTS get together and decide who they're going to HARASS AND OPPRESS and under what PRETENSE.

so many tunaheaded targets, so little time

You can be all like "teehee he has nothing" as long as you remember to do THAT part to. That is a-okay with me.

I love drinking a beer and watching the water on my beach

Hey Mike, was this the plan? Hm?
Maybe next time you faggots should TELL me what the plan is, and actually FIND OUT if I have any helpful pointers or revisions. Perhaps that would be one way to avoid confusion. Stuff might come up up like NO ACTUALLY I DON'T WANT THE MOST PSYCHOTIC, ABUSIVE BITCH IN MY WHOLE LIFE TO BE ABLE KEEP TABS ON ME.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-gudiCo0Vds
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-gudiCo0Vds
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-gudiCo0Vds


GREAT track

I hope you do get the message. If so, I would encourage you to take this opportunity to fuck off from here entirely and never ever get into any of my business, ever, without my direct permission, or I'm going to stay NICE AND MOIST about yours.
Go cheer on more death or something, you amoral carpetbagging psycho. Leave ME alone, starting right god damn now, or you will continue to discover that you are not very smart.

>>81503347
That's far out, man, you've made it, good for you!
I would kill for a small garden with some privacy to be able to read in peace outside. Living in a crammed neighborhood while having social anxiety sucks so much.

they said I was blackpilled.
I googled it.
some kind of sadness mixed with math.
height charts.
jawlines.
bone structure.

I looked in the mirror.
saw an egg-shaped man
with 3-day stubble
and spaghetti sauce on his t-shirt.
felt accurate.

they talk about "maxxing."
I tried to "gymmaxx" once.
tore my shoulder tying my shoes.
gave up.
poured whiskey instead.

>>81503347
oof real bad opsec mike

yeah mike giant prehistoric crustaceans are more trackable than you might suppose

I saw him.
that little grey Wojak.
the blank stare.
the beer can.
the collapsing posture.

it was me.
pixel by pixel.
an entire generation
reduced to
my motel reflection.

I poured another drink
for both of us.
he stayed on the screen.
I stayed in the room.
neither of us moved.

Oh, I don't drink. I thinks it's trashy, it causes brain damage, and kids don't need to be around it.

The frequently sell it in bright, fun packaging just right there in full view next to all the candy and whatever else. That stuff is a blight on our society and I'm tired of seeing it and smelling it everywhere I go. Maybe I'll just move to a state where they don't glamorize drug addiction. You know, provided no one pretends to have a brain tumor -- just full-blown lies about it -- or something.

Same with beta blockers and "diet pills." And experimental gut petrification therapy. No good can come of that stuff! It's not aligned with our core values!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SPI45XnjK0g

die conformist scum

>>81503347
You're gonna ruin some poor bastard's vacation when one autist from here finds this location and sends pizzas and cops his way

>>81503224
>>81503258
You dropped this anon

>>81503698
We have core values ?

>>81504252
I'm *really* not the one abusing stims and hiding it, but if you want to go there, we might just get around to it, bitch.

Now excuse me while I go cry real hard that clearances are getting yanked.

Oh sorry I meant to say dieting. I'm not the "dieting."

Quick! Someone bring up a t-shirt I bought when I was TWELVE.

>>81503355
Not sure what you are on about

I'm glad you're going with denial. Maybe that means you will fuck off.

>>81503473
Thanks!

>>81503518
>>81503532
4chan strips exif data boyo

>>81503923
It's my place.

>>81504676
You are not good at communicating. No idea who you are. If you are screaming in the void at me, I haven't heard it.

If any other words earlier were to me, I didn't hear any of them.

I suggest you stop hitting yourself.

That is what I fucking thought, Mike.

>>81504776
The only thing I can tell is you are emotionally hurt by something I said or did.

>>81504722
>my place
And now you gave him extra motivation. Exif data is not even the issue you brainlet.

You know exactly what you do Mike, but there's still time to repent, probably.

I can feel how upset you are. You feel emotionally betrayed or wronged by me on a core sense. Romantic feelings towards me and feeling like you are not seen and understood, when you really want me to see and understand you. Your tone sounds like crying and lashing out. Slightly vindictive and wanting me to feel the pain you feel I caused you to feel because of your feelings for me. You are scared about something involving me, you want to push me away so I can't hurt you in that way but you feel abandoned because of it. I feel like you are in love with me and that upsets you.

Look at the light poles on the dock, you ridiculous dweebs.

Mike: Your buttbuddy is not smart. I have a much better idea of what happened than you seem to think is possible.

>>81504851
I don't. Tell me and let's talk it out. That's how communication works.

dont try to make yourself real because you're not

That's it. Everyone take the mask the off. Now we're "communicating."

even if he were real and innocent id want to hurt him too

Hey aren't you guys supposed to be busy this weekend? Don't you have a lot going on?

the only thing i ever wanted from you was to go on a walk

Does your tolerance for hardship just tank if you have nothing to live for anyway? I find it hard just to not kill myself even with nothing happening, having to care for my Alzheimer's ridden mother has me contemplating suicide every day. I wish you would help me. I wish you at least appreciated what I do. I know I'm the shutin loser with no life and you all have highly paid jobs and families but it's not fair to take for granted that I'll give my life up to this just because I'm a failure.

Tell me about Mike, why does he wear the trip?

If someone says they want unconditional love, what they mean is, I want to fuck others and for you to be okay with it.

I am real and you remember me. You remember us. You know what I mean to you and that scares you. You know I'm real.

We both made mistakes but that doesn't change who we know each other to be and what we are to each other.

Unconditional love refers to the love given and received in complete acceptance and care for each other as long as the condition of faithfulness is kept. Each other over all else in every way.

It's better not to experience me in real life and know I am real and settle for what doesn't mean anything to you. Losing me would be too much. You can't handle that pain and abandonment and it scares you.

It's better not to experience me in real life and know I am real and instead settle for what doesn't mean anything to you.

Losing me would be too much. You can't handle that pain and abandonment and it scares you.

>>81505728
ok psycho. I want all of that.

Right now you're thinking about what I mean to you and how badly you fucked up, how much it hurts to recognize the worth of our time lost. You're afraid that you fucked us up beyond repair. Your scared of being honest with me and if I'll accept you.

mutilate the human race, billions must die

THE GIRL CAN'T HELP IT.
At all. Like, fucking at all. Maybe if I upset Birdy I can but still.

>>81502024
enjoy the creepy invisible mold.

The more you think about me, the more upset you get because you know you love me. You are looking for any way to escape this feeling, lie to yourself and distort how you feel about me, distort who you know me to be, ways to blame yourself enough that you can convince yourself it's too late, and if that doesn't work you urge to self sabotage, to do something that will ruin us, to push me to show you in some way I am not who you know I am.

But still you know you love me and who I am to you. You know what I mean to you.

Your anxiety is so high, you feel a panic attack. Nautious and can't breathe. Scared.

You feel like a mountain has to be climbed to fix us.

There's something you don't know.

It's that this is actually quite simple.
Give me your trust and recognize me in good faith and we can move forward together one sentence at a time.

I *do* hope you get the picture because I truly am fed up with your shit, and if you think this was "boiling over," haven't seen anything.

Leave me out of all of your insane crap. When I try to *avoid* your insane crap, do not pitch a fit and *force* me to care about your insane crap, or I will continue to *comment* on your insane crap as I please. When I say "no," you fucking take it for an answer from now on.
To wit, all you have to do is STOP TRYING TO BE ROYALTY or at least LEAVE ME OUT OF YOUR DELUSIONS, especially the attempted imposition of LUDICROUS, POST-HOC, MADE-UP STANDARDS. It is not complicated.

And if you continue to menace me with veiled references to my private activity, I will lash out in ways that surprise, i.e. I will completely fuck you and your life up, you fiend.