Hello anons. It is misaki friday.
What are you gonna get up to tonight? personally, im gonna drink with some online buddies and watch comfy anime.
How are you guys dealing with loneliness?

I'm gonna throw up in the woods and pound my myammy and then we'll take a bath and will be seeing u later Pleasant ur wife day squore/ Bump

>>81483211 (OP)
Drink alone, cry to sleep, and then stay in bed for over twenty hours. That's my current Friday plan.

>>81483211 (OP)
I will be popping mad percs, and vallium, hope you have some good time with your friends OP
>How are you guys dealing with loneliness?
I use AI to cope with loneliness, but i'm good audience for myself too so there's that

>>81483211 (OP)
hello
I just finished watching welcome to nhk
I liked it a lot
>How are you guys dealing with loneliness?
I don't really get lonely all that much, I think, in more ways than one, I was born to be alone

>>81483396
>I use AI
i havent tried this yet. What do you use and how exactly? Is it your virtual gf?

>went on another mania grandeur binge
>changed my profile photo on my instagram with a try-hard photo trying to appear aloof and "Cool"
>followed a bunch of random girls to see if one bites
>check back after 12 hours of putting off the embarrassment of no one following me back
>none of them did
Welp. My life's just a neverending, constant humilation that goes on every waking moment.

>>81483412
What do you think about Misaki and Satous relationship? Personally, I think even if Misaki's intentions were selfish, the outcome was ultimately good. I think for someone as lost as Satou, someone like misaki is a spark that incites change, which is what matters the most, irrespective of intentions.

>>81483526
I feel you anon. Ive been putting effort in on dating apps, just to get almost no llkes.
The most humiliating part? when I do get a like, basically once every two months, they are actual fucking trannies or morbidly obese women.

I dont even think im that unattractive, im pretty mid. It is so humiliating that even then, all I can land is fucking trannies and landwhales. Feels bad man.

>>81483537
The ending was a copout and didn't respect the themes it was going for. it would've been better for both of them if their short-lived relationship served as the catalyst for indepedent change instead of giving an ultimately doomed companionship another chance. rip the bandaid completely off. have them pick each other up on their own and down the line, having become different, healthier people? why not?
>>81483552
I feel you right back. I have a receeding harline but i am fixing it with some treatments and cover it up with longer hair. I am clean shaven, skinny, flat stomach, no hair on my body, dress in a youthful manner like other guys. i have brown hair brown eyes am mid size in everything. Is there such a thing as being too mediocre? cause i feel like that's what i got

>>81483601
You would much prefer the ending of the manga then.
But at the same time, I think they can continue to help each other mutually change while being a relationship. The relationship wouldnt be what it originally was

>>81483628
As I recall, the manga's ending is nothing like I what described. Anyhow, I think, in any realistic sense, that these two people would need to be separated for their own good given the intensity and toxicity of their prior relationship and the events that transpired between them. It sucks because, much as the author did, viewers can get to attached to the vicarious nature of the story and don't want to deal with a fully realistic/uncompromising ending that threatens that vicarious investment.

I'd much prefer if they parted and an epilogue hinted at their reunion much later. You have your cake and eat it too. The basic story of NHK has always stuck with me and I've written a full blown novel that's my take on that premise, informed by my own life experiences. It was fun to write.

>>81483537
>What do you think about Misaki and Satous relationship?
it's difficulty to say, if I try to put myself in satous shoes I'm not sure I could recover after first hearing her say that you should look down on others to feel better about yourself and then calling me more worthless than a stray dog, I'd feel like the only reason she decided to hang out with me was just to have someone to look at and this "at least I'm not him" and the whole counseling sessions were not to help but that there's someone ulterior motive behind them
But if she freaked out about needing it and stuff I'd probably try to understand her a bit better and maybe somehow help..

>>81483726
Sad truth is, you and me both would've still folded for Misaki even after she admitted she looks down on us like the walking, talking garbage and that she keeps us around for her own sick amusement fueled by disgust and pity she feels for us. Why? She's a cute young girl who gave us the time of day, whatever the reason for that. By virtue of being a cute young girl. They can get away with anything and everything because we let them.

>>81483776
>would've still folded
I don't not exactly say that
I'd probably disappear and go full hiki and cut contact, but if it seemed like she isn't able to move on and I wasn't just one of deozens of suckers she finds as a hobby to make herself feel better
I'd probably try to reach out to her for once
>virtue of being a cute young girl. They can get away with anything
I'm not sure
I feel, I'd just have to be hurt once to start being anti social instead of just avoiding being social
Since I already believe most people are just looking out for themselves and are not to be trusted

>>81483905
Girl like that is a lost cause. You'd just be wasting your time. World is full of manga Misakis. That's how I know.

>>81483950
>You'd just be wasting your time
possibly, but what do I have to loose honestly
you could say it could mess me up mentally but honestly a part of me wants to get worse
>World is full of manga Misakis
could you explain?
I have not read the manga and I have no experience

>>81483508
just talk about philosophy and such shit with chatgpt, it's true that most of the time it just says what you want to hear but it's entertaining sometimes. you can make it generate direct and somewhat bitter answers if you want

>>81483990
Manga Misaki is a lying demented slut who only uses Satou as a punching bag/glorified jester to punch up her miserable life. If you wrangle around someone that you view as so much worse off than you, you get a huge ego boost and you start to beat down on that person psychologically to get your kicks. Same thing. Total 180 from anime Misaki.

>>81483709
>Is nothing like what I described
Satou decides to pursue writing back at his parents place to better himself so he can fall in love with her out of his own free will.
Misaki says she will wait

>>81484097
I see
I probably wouldn't drift for long along manga misaki
the manga sounds very depressing, maybe I should read it
it'd be my first manga

>>81484106
You are right, I must've gotten confused. That's a much better ending than the anime. Which I like but man, is it bogged down by nonsense that harms the tone and story.

>>81483709
>with a fully realistic
I don't think that is realistic
who would separate them, who would notice the toxicity between them
Besides people who are unwell prefer doing things for instant gratification and not long term gain

i came home from my wagie job at around 7 pm, ate leftover food, and played some baldur's gate. it's been a boring week filled with wageslaving and not doing much at home, aside from working out every 3 days. sometime this week i lended my discount card (i have like 20 of them from different places that i carry them in my big secondary wallet lol) to a cute girl at the grocery store and did some small talk. nothing came out of it.

Went to culvers, got a burger, yelled racial slurs on the way home. Now I'm going to watch anime, say more slurs. ifv I'm feeling lonely i just think in slurs until the feeling passes

I seriously believe I have schizoid personality disorder or some kind of mental illness/depression. I know, everyone's depressed these days, so I'm no one special.
I just wish I wasn't so lonely. I want friends. I want a GF. But for some reason I don't feel anything when trying to connect with others. No warmth. No love.
I'll probably just sleep the rest of my day away. I played a little bit of vidya and I had fun with that for a couple of hours.

>>81483211 (OP)
My father died a couple of days ago, it's been a nightmare since we don't have access to his bank accounts or his car payment insurance that's supposed to cover the part he hadn't paid yet for his truck in the case of death not to mention everything he paid for for his apartment and mine, it's been me and my mom going through his stuff and heading downtown to solve issues with the bank and insurance companies non stop
I do have his keys and dibs on wathever I want tho, I found 500 bucks on an old wallet and in getting a pizza and a pocket pussy

>>81483537
It's usually better to do something than do nothing even if it's someone you don't know or even don't like much it's still better to do something than do nothing
It's better to go outside even when there is nothing to do, even through anxiety and panic attacks it is better to go outside
Even without money, even with no place to go even while everyone is working or studying and you are the only one there

>>81483211 (OP)
Just got done hanging with my friends and i'm probably gonna order indian food soon. In the meantime i've been stalking the tumblr of this girl i went on one date with like 4 months ago because i randomly started thinking about her again and there's no chance she'd start talking to me again. I am so worthless

>>81485466
You can be my online friend, anon

>>81483211 (OP)
page 10 misaki bump