>>81539610 (OP)This is a good sign that you still have a loving heart and an endearing soul,
I hope you bring yourself to see if they would accept you and be in more close contact with you, if the chance arises for you
You seek companionship and desire someone to care for you, this is a human trait and birthright to have a chance at, I wish you best of luck and success at finding The One you grew to Love, i hope that concept of what resonated with you lasts forever and to a closer soul if you feel like you lost the first one here, don't give up fren