hello /r9k/ how are you frens doing this fine tuesday? I've been trying to get a job but I just can't find even a crappy factory job!
also I beat demon's souls last night, yeah even after all these years it's still my favorite in the series

sitting around feeling like a terminal patient since I set a ultimatum for myself. sad I wont see gta 6.

>>81600476
> sad I wont see gta 6.
w-why not? oh no! are you okay anon?

>>81600460 (OP)
Maybe I'll do some raping

>>81600518
oh wow you are a rapper? :D


seriously anon rape is bad!!!

>>81600460 (OP)
Having a comfy day robot, thanks for asking.
I'm a teacher on summer vacation so I've just been taking on one big "task" at a time in my house. For the past two days I repaired my high end PC, happy to say the time investment paid off and I'm currently posting from it now. It broke during the spring and I just set it aside in my home office. Thankfully I prefer to physically own a high end PC while retaining my mid-range one instead of upgrading it, so if anything happens to my primary I can swap to secondary.
Today I'm just going to get my car tuned up. Oil change, tires rotated, nothing crazy. There's some small household tasks like laundry, dishes, ect. to take care of but I'm finding joy in home ownership when I do things like that.
Why do you want a factory job? You could find a classified position at your local school district with comparable pay and better benefits.

>>81600707
good to hear you are doing ok :D I recently got a gaming pc myself, feels good to be able to play pretty much whatever I want!
>Why do you want a factory job?
I don't want to but factory jobs are the only ones that are at walking distance from my house and I HATE taking the bus, maybe once I save enough for a car I can get a job at something better, plus factory jobs are simple, I didn't graduate from highschool and I intend to finish it BUT for that I need money too!
and working retail sounds awful! I've had other factory jobs before so I'm used to them by now, but I mean I'm 26 now! it's time to get serious about saving money and I have to get my shit together, I've already wasted too much of my life.

sorry for the late reply I got distracted!

>>81600460 (OP)
Depressed ex emailed me to talk over the weekend I took the bait and responded only for them to block me I already hated myself for the breakup but this has made me more confused maybe my ex is mad I did not kill myself for her

>>81601630
oh that sucks anon, I'm sorry :(
I know what it feels like to hate yourself because of a break up.
though she sounds horrible for doing that! what did you two talk about? if you don't mind me asking.

>>81601713
She said she misses me and still loved me but abandoned me again for her new 16 year old boyfriend who she cheated on me with. It was very confusing, she begged for me to talk to her and I should not have, she just wanted extra attention

>>81602161
oh god she is evil, she is not worth it anon, I mean I understand if you are still in love with her but there are better women out there!
I know it takes time to get over an ex though!
>It was very confusing
yeah I don't understand women either

>>81600460 (OP)
>I've been trying to get a job but I just can't find even a crappy factory job!
Job market is shit right now brother, I dont know why it's this bad. Got a friend who has been looking for a job for a solid year.

Hope you find something decent soon. I fucking hate my job but at least I have it I guess. Applied for a new one a couple days ago.

>>81602366
thanks fren, I really need to start a life I want to stop being a neet and get my own house.

I had a job like 6 months ago but I quit because I'm a dick head, I really regret that right now

>>81600460 (OP)
Better times playing the og demons souls on ps3 in my room at my parents house

>>81602547
>quit because I'm a dick head
I'm willing to bet you had valid reasons. But a lesson I was taught early on is "never quit unless you have something new lined up."

>>81602574
haha, I'm still in the same room I was when I played it for the first time, man....I need to get my own place...
>>81602636
12 hour shifts were a bit too much for me, that's why I quit, and I was planning on finding a new job before quitting but I just couldn't take another 12 hour shift I had to quit

>>81602655
>12 hour shifts were a bit too much for me
Guess who is currently on hour 13 of their shift haha...

Fuck my God damn life.

>>81602664
oof that sounds painful, I remember I had a couple of 16 hours shifts in one of my previous jobs, it was over time oh and guess what? the pay was pretty much the same!!!! what a fucking waste of time that was

>>81600460 (OP)
Have you tried getting event security jobs?

>>81602766
what is that? like security guard type of stuff?
I've tried before but apparently I couldn't get one, they didn't give me a reason

>>81602723
Back when I worked in a factory I had that shit happen. Got so sick of it I joined the Army.

Those were desperate times

>>81602835
oh that really sucks, thankfully these aren't desperate times for me so I can take my time, well kinda, I recently turned 26 and had an existential crisis and now I really really want to well get a life, do something with my life, anything!!!

>>81602790
Kind of but more entry level. You are responsible for checking tickets, clearing a venue for any leftover items, and maybe do searches. But really, it's mostly just standing there as a presence.

>>81603015
huh, I might give that a try!

>>81603059
>huh, I might give that a try!
Apply for one of the bigger security companies, and just give a damn compared to the other people there. The more senior people will give you advice, and those companies would also provide training so that you can get a licence for better jobs.

>>81602940
>recently turned 26 and had an existential crisis
I been having one since I was a kid. Anyway, be on guard not to jump feet first into something just because you think it might move you forward. For example, marrying a woman with blue hair. Or joining the Army.

That's not to say you can't take risks, just don't overcommit.

>>81603156
I see, thanks for the advice anon!
>>81603261
yeah to be honest I've been having existential crisis since I was a kid too but I mean I had another one a couple of weeks ago when I turned 26!
and yeah I know to stay far FAR away from girls with crazy hair colors.
>just don't overcommit.
I'll keep that in mind!

did you delete your dark souls save again?

>>81603678
it was demon's souls and no I didn't delete it again, I beat it last night! I went for the evil ending because I love the music that plays during the credits when you do that ending!
I always feel bad about killing my waifu the maiden in black though :(
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T7LjcU5ffe8

but, how are you doing today anon?

>>81603742
I played dark souls in 2011 so many times even tried to beat it on lvl 1
I got to ornstein and smough and stopped after that

>>81603771
back when I had a ps3 I replayed demon's souls and dark souls 1 and 2 all the time, at some point I got really good at demon's souls that I could beat it without dying more than a couple of times.

also dark souls 1 really stops being good after sen's fortress. I like the ornstein and smough fight though

decided to play demon's souls new game plus, I just can't stop playing this game!!!

>>81604432
You're just caught in a loop. You're playing the same games making the same threads. You're not moving on at all

>>81604649
hey! I tried to get a job today AND yesterday, I have fuck all to do for the rest of the day

>>81604649
>You're not moving on at all
heh you got me on that one though

>>81604717
You're talking about 5-10 minutes in 24 hours give me a break.

>>81604838
I was out there for 4 hours man!

>>81604854
Applying to 1 job a day?
When I am applying online I can send out 30 resumes on zip recruiter in 90 minutes

>>81605094
I went to 3 different places, but you are right I should put a bit more effort into it

Doomscrolling too much again.

>>81605698
don't do that to yourself anon!!! I used to do it and it just ruined my day! go watch anime or read a book or play a vidya but stop doom scrolling!!!

>>81605751
That's doomscrolling too lol, just longer form content
I just need a place that doesn't have 150 active threads to socialize a bit

>>81605805
w-well I guess you are right...
I get the need for socializing though, I get lonely too, especially lately.

I wish I had better advice for you anon :(

The original souls-like

>>81605751
Do you have any anime or books or games you liked lately?

>>81606289
I believe you I guess, not really a huge fan of the souls games believe it or not, I just really like demon's souls.
>>81606297
hmmm recently I read A scanner darkly by PKD it was really good, I think it's my favorite PKD book so far. as for anime, the last one I watched were the devilman OVAs and gundam victory.
have you ever watched armored trooper votoms? that one is really good it's also a mech anime but the mechs are a bit more "realistic" I guess. it's pretty good, the spin off, armor hunter mellowlink was also pretty good

>>81605821
My problem is that no matter that I hide the threads I just go back and check the hidden threads constantly lol.

Toying now with a shitty script to turn the bait and crap into a display:none, effectively eradicating it from view and hopefully I can get a better r9k experience

>>81606379
oh I just ignore bait thread desu
oh and my thread are not bait, I'm just very lonely lately and this is the only way for me to socialize

>>81600460 (OP)
I finally got a job. There aren't a whole lot of moving parts, though. I can tell it's going to get boring real fast.

>>81606752
yeah, I used to think those were the best jobs but then I got one of those and it feels like you are there for DAYS might not be physically exhausting but they are very psychologically exhausting especially if you are surrounded by people that want to talk about the most uninteresting shit you can possibly think about

>>81606828
I'll probably bring my laptop and build silly shit while I'm there.

>>81606886
oh it's nice that you can do that!

>>81602161
Women want attention more than men want sex

I can't move on, I just can't....

>>81600460 (OP)
>go out for walks nightly
>schools out for zoomzooms
>been seeing a lot more zoomers on my night walks
>every time I pass them they always act like retards
>i.e. pretending to reach for my pockets, barking at me or sometimes sticking their foot out to try and trip me
I don't know why they're so retarded I wish I could punch them or slap them for acting like retards but I don't wanna deal with the legal and social shit of a grown man laying his hands on a kid, I miss when it was barely anyone out at night

>>81607950
>pretending to reach for my pockets
what? do kids these days do that?

>>81607971
yeah but they never make physical contact, I'd be walking by some kid and he'd make a quick motion towards my waist but never actually get his hand too close
It's so fucking bizarre I can only assume they want to LARP as niggers or criminals since I live in a pretty high end part of town

>>81608026
wow that's really strange, why would anybody want to be a criminal?

>>81608075
Kids these days are retarded, simple as

>>81608097
indeed they are! kind of concerning.

can't sleep.... fuck my life
:/