>>81610073 (OP)i got through an entire year without a single friend. i can't see a way out, given that i don't even want anyone around but i'm still lonely. doesn't help that i literally fall in love with fictional characters to cope from time to time and i just want to off myself. i can't imagine the pain when i will have to find a job after getting a degree.
i don't know op, resorting to consumerism and things around you might be the way but i feel like everything crumbles down periodically and each time it worsens