>>82392792
>gets me down alot how i was
if i think about how i was i feel like an ass too
>like building custom trees
i've never tried making those because they take wayyyy too much effort... have you?
>picrel
i really like the details on the walls! and the gate looks really cool too! were you making a whole walled city?
>a particular reason spiderlilies are your fav?
welll there's a lot of reasons, but i'd say the main one is because i like their "lore" they have a connection with death and the afterlife, and also, one with hu tao too! and they're pretty.
>really dark beer, so you get root beer
huh, i guess that makes sense...
>>82392932
>Probably from all the puking.
oh no anon that's not good at all. what exactly happened?
>Wish things worked out
well, you're not alone when it comes to disappointments... been through one too recently. hopefully you can find someone else for you anon.
>ps2
now that's some nostalgia... used to play on that as a kid whenever my brother would let me.
>Wish I could celebrate my friend's birthday this week
why can't you? is it because youre sicklish?
>and those Mexican sodas
oh wow thats a lot of drinks. i like fanta a lot! and orange juice too. remember to drink a lot of water too though!

>>81913033
>instead of wondering if the faucet should be open to begin with
shouldn't i be grateful its open? if the faucet was closed then it would have no purpose, it would help no one, it wouldnt have a reason to be there.
>are you replying to me out of pity/duty then?
no, thats not true. but i fear i reply to people expecting something back rather than because i genuinely just want to help, and thats selfish of me.
>no one wants to repay debts
I do.
>you're not sacrificing anything to compensate for them, so it doesn't feel like enough, even though it is
sorry but, how is it enough? how is one not supposed to feel in debt with someone that gave them so much? is my happiness really that valuable? im not sure.
>and thus, no one ever gets to keep it.
but that way, everyone gets it for a while. everyone experiences what its like to have 2 kidneys and be happy. isnt that better than just hoarding everything for myself?
>his endless kindness of giving me a bit of his infinite tea
oh its okay, you can just steal it from his cold dead hands. how do you think my mom gets to afford having so much tea around the house?
>you're my most important person, even if you don't believe it
you shouldn't say things like these so lightly anon.
>>81913158
>I don't think so
you've got people like me everywhere anon, you just need to look harder.
>i can't in good faith call myself a good fren if i can't help u in any way at all
then what are you going to do about it?
>y do u think ur reaching the end point?
have you read the op anon?
>>81914290
>Which makes me feel like I deserve to die even more.
same
>>81915094
she's going to have a new client so i think she'd be just fine.
>>81915107
thanks. also anon, revenge only creates more revenge so, try not to be vindictive much, or someone might just do the same thing you did

>>81610073
fear of death is greater than the fear of loneliness, and until the balance tilts, you're stuck here. try to cherish the things you have, maybe they'll be enough to make you want to be alive.

>>81479924
you have to find someone who loves you for the way you are. after realizing you're capable of being loved, i believe you'll be able to appreciate yourself more. does that person even exist? i dont know. but i guess all you can do is hope.