Thread 82388761

hi anon, are you okay? what's on your mind today? you can tell me, i'll listen! whats your favourite drink?

>>82388761 (OP)
Good day huanon my liege. recently i have made a rather retarded desicion. i attempted to buy one of those tank top shirts you get as i though you know look big and macho and all. instead i look like a gay guy at best, like a toddler at worst. even though it was the xxs size it is still too big and it is extremely annoying to get a refund at the shop because i am a coward. annoying but oh well. i think my favourite drink is black tea most likely i drink it everyday and it is probably the cheapest drink other than water. What is your favourite drink huanon and i shall hope you are good today, the autumn weather will approach soon.

>>82388761 (OP)
i went to get the mail and i kept dropping it because it was too much for my hands so my neighbor helped me walk it home im embarassed i cant even get the mail without screwing it up
>whats your favourite drink?
earl grey tea with some milk and honey and chamomile

>>82388761 (OP)
You're on my mind I want to get cuddle fucked by youuuuu

>>82388796
>i attempted to buy one of those tank top shirts
oh boy, yeah those are always kind of a gamble. hmmm, if you really can't get a refund you could always kinda cut and tear the oversized part of it, so that it looks like one of those shirts punks wear! though i do not guarantee its gonna look any better. might even be worse. who knows!
>black tea
i see a lot of people that like tea on this board, i wonder why. i don't think i've ever had black tea myself, at best i drink peach flavoured tea (but it's not really tea).
my favourite drink? hard to say honestly, if we count juices then i'd go with ACE. it's an italian juice with carrots, oranges, and lemon! very tasty. i am looking forward to autumn and winter, im so tired of hot temperatures...
>>82388873
>it was too much
damn how many envelopes did you get? or you mean it was cumbersome? don't be embarrassed though, im sure your neighbour didn't think much of it anyways. other than that, is everything okay?
>earl grey tea
oh i do like chamomile, it's really nice! helps me relax. my mom loves tea, though unless it's flavoured with something it doesn't taste really good to me.
>>82388884
desu, not even a dinner first? also go to horny jail.

>>82388884
Same. Or just cuddled without the fucking if that's too gay.

>>82388964
>damn how many envelopes did you get? or you mean it was cumbersome?
my hands are small and the mailbox is far, like streets away
>other than that, is everything okay?
im fine i guess
>oh i do like chamomile, it's really nice! helps me relax. my mom loves tea, though unless it's flavoured with something it doesn't taste really good to me.
ya its relaxing, especially with the oil in the earl grey. i like it flavored or unflavored but sweeter is better to me

>>82388964
>i see a lot of people that like tea on this board
i do agree on this, because worldwide it is less popular than coffee yet here it seems much more common, maybe tea drinking makes you more likely to be antisocial who knows?
The ace drink sounds good though dont think they sell it here unfortunately. The end of hot tempratures is great much less annoying than summer even if it doesnt actually get that hot where i live but winter is still better.

My ex is stalking me, has been for a long time now. I still have feelings for her. Her communication is cruel and mocking but if she actually felt that way then there wouldn't be any communication at all. I don't see any action IRL from her towards me so I don't really get what the point of her behavior is. If she's keeps doing this at me because of her feelings for me wouldn't she be looking for me to do something? It's tiresome to keep being stabbed but I know that the majority of her stabs she doesn't actually mean or the meaning is the opposite of what she's saying because of her mental issues and how she processes phrasing them.

>>82388761 (OP)
>you okay
Never have been baybee, whooooooooooo

>what's on your mind
Food. I'm hungry as Hell. And I need a nap. And I need to go to the gym, haven't been in like a week. Also I miss my machinegun again. I keep looking at pictures of SAWs.

>whats your favourite drink
Depends on my mood. Can be Whiskey, Sprite, Hawaiian Punch, or a chocolate milkshake depending on my mood.

How you been, Hu Tao anon? I take you for a tea guy, am I right?

>>82389334
It's really difficult to understand perspective and how she actually feels shifting through everything she's putting out there that isn't representative of what she actually feels and wants. Sometimes posts feel like they are just testing to see how I react to them, putting a negative thing out there to see if I say yes to it to then make her feel negative about me. But she wants me to say no to the thing. In the end there's been too much convolution to understand how she actually feels, so I have to remember her for who she was when she was with me and is of now see all the activity as that she still is feelings for me.

I absolutely detest assuming and creating delusional false foods about someone because I would never want that done of me, which she seems to do plenty of.

I will say it does come across that she may have multiple identity disorder or she is FTM.

>>82388965
i can spare some hugs for you anon!
>>82389021
>like streets away
oh damn, how come? is it like a communal mailbox? never heard of that before.
>im fine i guess
okay, but if there's something you wanna talk about im here! also, whats your opinion on anime figures? i got a konata figma and its quite awesome if you ask me.
>especially with the oil in the earl grey
oil? they put everything in these teas nowdays don't they... have you ever had that tea with the uh, balls in it? bubble tea i think its called.
>>82389064
>makes you more likely to be antisocial who knows
hmmm, i guess it used to be a very snobby thing in the past...
>dont think they sell it here
you could always try to make it yourself! there's loads of recipes online and it's got very cheap ingredients only
>but winter is still better
very true. does it ever snow where you live? it never does here sadly.
>>82389334
that's an awful situation anon, im sorry you have to go through that. i get it that it's hard to hate people you love, it's hard to forget about them, but in your case anon you should really try and make it very clear you want nothing to do with them. i don't know if you already tried to do that, and if you did and they still insist, then if i was you i'd contact the police. maybe it's true that she doesn't mean all the bad things she does or says, but it doesn't change the fact you keep getting hurt over and over, and that is not okay! you need to take care of yourself too, you can't allow her to hurt you so much.
>>82389360
>Never have been
welcome to the club buddy! and you better eat something before you workout, don't exercise on an empty stomach!
>looking at pictures of SAW
you could print some and stick them on your room walls or something...
>Hawaiian Punch
does that have coconut in it or am i misremembering? cause i loooove coconut!
>How you been
i've been okay i guess. had a short episode some days ago but i managed to power through it.
>tea guy
nope, im a water guy!

>>82388761 (OP)
SHOW ME YOUR TITS WHOREorg

>>82388964
>Go to horny jail
Noooooo
I want to eat dinner first at least

>>82389473
>better eat something before you workout, don't exercise on an empty stomach!
Can't decide if I wanna do that or not. I was thinking about hitting the gym on the way home.

Then again I do like exercising at night.

>could print some and stick them on your room walls or something...
Nah, I wanna feel her in my hands again. Push the pins, rip off the trigger, pull it apart, wipe it down, oil it, and put her back together. And then dump a belt into a target at the woodline and set the forest on fire again

>that have coconut in it
I think the "good" punch does but I buy that cheap shit from Kroger. I love it. For whatever reason I never had a taste for coconut, but everyone I know seems to like it.

>had a short episode some days ago
Sorry to hear that, brother. Glad you're on the other side of it though. I've been trying to keep myself together. Last time I had an episode I drank until I blacked out and woke up in the woods, covered in mud. I had also apparently stolen a homeless person's tent.

>im a water guy!
That's fair, I drink a lot of water myself. Water is nature's fruit juice.

>SHOW ME YOUR TITS
If I remember right Hu Tao anon is a guy. Also, you can just go Google "boobs" and get a trillion results my man.

>>82389473
I do not hate her, I would like to get back together with her.

Its not so much that the behavior hurts me, it only hurts herself. And it is hard to watch her be in pain and have mental issues.

>>82389473
>oh damn, how come? is it like a communal mailbox? never heard of that before.
theyre like rows of mailboxes/PO boxes all in one area, makes it easier for mailmen
>okay, but if there's something you wanna talk about im here!
ok sry ty!!
>also, whats your opinion on anime figures? i got a konata figma and its quite awesome if you ask me.
i dont have any but theyre neat, i dont like collecting things because i have hoarding family and im afraid of becoming like them
>oil? they put everything in these teas nowdays don't they..
um, its like from bergamot, its why earl grey tastes and smells the way it does!!
>have you ever had that tea with the uh, balls in it? bubble tea i think its called.
ya i rly like strawberry bubble tea

>>82389483
anon i do not have tits. besides you could just google "boobs" if you really wanna see some.
>>82389494
uh huh... where would you bring me to dinner then? you better choose properly. you're on a thin line buddy
>>82389549
>exercising at night
i've done it a few times, it's nice when there's no one else bothering you
>in my hands again
i guess you really do like your guns anon. an europoor like me could never understand... we like swords more over here
>spoiler
leave the forests alone!!
>I think the "good" punch does
oh then i've must've had it at least once before, i just never knew the name of it
>everyone I know seems to like it
well, its sweet, refreshing, and satisfying to break if you've got the whole thing. how could you not like it? it has a very good smell too!
>I drank until I blacked out
well that sounds like something out of the hangover. how the hell did you end up in a random hobo's tent?
>>82389561
>I would like to get back together with her
...then does she not want to? why is she stalking you then? im a bit confused.
>Its not so much that the behavior hurts me
i mean but it clearly does. i get it that you worry for them too but, if you're not okay then what's the point? do you think getting back together would change anything for the best?
>>82389669
>boxes all in one area
oh i see. that kinda defeats the purpose of mailboxes though, if you still gotta walk far to get your stuff...
>im afraid of becoming like them
oh i get what you mean actually, my mom's a hoarder too. you have no idea of the struggle i gotta go through to convince her to throw away stuff. i also dont like collecting a lot of stuff, but a figure or two is fine!
>bergamot
ohhh okay, that makes more sense lole. i oughta try that earl grey then at least once! do you ever drink sodas?
>strawberry
the best berry! what do the, uh, spherical things they put in the tea taste like? are they flavoured too? honestly they look like a choke hazard to me.

>>82389473
>loads of recipes online
maybe i oughta do that, it would be something interesting to do havent done much in a while really.
>does it ever snow where you live?
it does, but it often rains during the snow or before so it doesnt actually settle. still nice but not like a movie unfortunately. shame it doesnt where you live it is nice to watch.

>>82389773
>guess you really do like your guns anon
It was my assigned weapon for two and half years. I got attached. Swords are cool as Hell too, but they're sadly not practical any more.

>how could you not like it
Something about the taste and texture, I don't know. I also don't like pie or BBQ sauce so everyone says I'm broken.

>how the hell did you end up in a random hobo's tent?
That is an excellent question, you would have to ask drunk me. I also was healing from a broken leg at the time and drunk me thought it was funny to throw myself into a depression in the ground so that when sober me woke up I would slip and slide in the mud on my half broken leg.

Fuck that guy. Hope he dies.

>>82389773
>oh i see. that kinda defeats the purpose of mailboxes though, if you still gotta walk far to get your stuff...
well its still closer than the post office!!! i cant walk to that, its over 7 miles
>oh i get what you mean actually, my mom's a hoarder too. you have no idea of the struggle i gotta go through to convince her to throw away stuff
ya xd you get it... its a multigenerational issue for my family tho, my grandparents are like that too
>also dont like collecting a lot of stuff, but a figure or two is fine!
ya a few things are fine, still it really stresses me owning things
>ohhh okay, that makes more sense lole. i oughta try that earl grey then at least once!
well i hope you like it!! its very unique
>do you ever drink sodas?
ya its basically regional culture where i live, there are sodashops everywhere. do you like soda?
>what do the, uh, spherical things they put in the tea taste like? are they flavoured too? honestly they look like a choke hazard to me.
uhhhh, there are different flavors i think. the standard ones are tapioca balls and dont have much flavor, but they are what i get. they r fun to chew

>>82389796
>maybe i oughta do that
lemme know how it goes if you do!
>but they're sadly not practical any more
well, in a land with no guns, (like europe) they might be helpful! i got a 1:1 replica of the Dante's Rebellion on my wall, and im quite sure i could really hurt someone with it. not that i would obviously!
>BBQ sauce
meh honestly i think that one's a bit overrated, im not a huge fan either. and i dont like pie aswell
>when sober me woke up I would slip and slide
oh what a hilarious situation to be in im sure! drunk you must be awesome to hang around with. when im drunk (tipsy cuz i never got actually drunk) i become a lot friendlier! like uncomfortably so i think. i dunno.
>>82390098
>well its still closer than the post office
i suppose thats fair...
>its a multigenerational issue for my family tho
hmm, that sucks. how do you deal with it? have you ever had to argue with your parents to throw away stuff?
>still it really stresses me owning things
you could always go for a minimalistic life. it's actually what i'd like to do aswell, but having a completely empty house just sounds kinda sad to me. i want to have at least one or two thingies.
>basically regional culture where i live
oh thats pretty cool! what are sodashops? other than shops that sell soda i mean. like, do they crazy flavours and stuff?
>do you like soda?
hmm, not that much. i like fanta, but if i drink too much of any type of overly sugar drink my stomach doesn't really like it
>the standard ones are tapioca balls
i giggled at that. my sense of humour is not something im proud of. uhm, anyways. i used to like chewing gums when i was a kid and make bubbles with em. really fun! except for my teeth.

>>82390155
>hmm, that sucks. how do you deal with it? have you ever had to argue with your parents to throw away stuff?
my parent knows she has an issue but she doesnt stop anyway. ive gotten really upset at my grandparents tho, because when they die its going to probably tear my family apart splitting all their stuff up into their own hoards... and also take alot of time and work.
>you could always go for a minimalistic life. it's actually what i'd like to do aswell, but having a completely empty house just sounds kinda sad to me. i want to have at least one or two thingies.
that makes sense. i wish i could overcome the stress, i dont even own a bed. most of my possessions are electronics, necessities, or a few plushies and pillows
>oh thats pretty cool! what are sodashops? other than shops that sell soda i mean. like, do they crazy flavours and stuff?
well you know things like starbucks? because a large % of people here dont like coffee or tea, we have things similar to that but specialized soda. they put creams, extra flavor pumps, and other stuff like cookies or icecream
>hmm, not that much. i like fanta, but if i drink too much of any type of overly sugar drink my stomach doesn't really like it
understandable, thats why i switched to tea, i cant drink too much coffee or soda without sickness
>i giggled at that. my sense of humour is not something im proud of.
thats ok lol, my sense of humor isnt anything im proud of either xd. i could never get blowing bubbles with gum down like that

>>82390155
>1:1 replica of the Dante's Rebellion on my wall
That's cool as Hell. I was never into DMC but I do know that sword, it looks pretty kickass.

>not that i would obviously
Why not?

>dont like pie aswell
I think you may be the first person I have ever talked to that agreed with me on both points.

>drunk you must be awesome to hang around with
If you don't mind tard wrangling, I have been told that I am an absolute spectacle to behold.

>uncomfortably so
Common problem I have been told. Also, me too.

>>82390248
>tear my family apart splitting all their stuff up
oh, well lol i've actually been through that before too. my grandpa was a hoarder too, and when he moved into a retirement home, we basically had to empty his house and basement completely, and he had soooo much stuff... it didn't really tear my family apart though, cause it was mostly garbage and old things. do people in your family tend to be jealous of their stuff?
>i dont even own a bed
oh, do you have a futon or something? i'd love to get one honestly.
>plushies
oohh which plushies do you have? i love plushies!
>pillows
hmm, do you happen to hug them often?
>things like starbucks?
oh i see! i never even knew something like that could exist. really interesting! i wanna visit one sometime
>like cookies or icecream
wait... cookies and icecream with soda?? surely that must taste gross.
>i could never get blowing bubbles with gum
honestly it takes some skill heh. i was pretty proud of myself. and also, there's specific gums that are easier to make bubbles with. i remember when the coolest kid in the class award was given to the one who could make the biggest bubble.
>>82390307
>it looks pretty kickass
it does! it's really good at obliterating cardboard boxes. i have tested it!
>spoiler
my lawyer has advised me to not continue this conversation further!
>to that agreed with me on both points
of course, because im the only cool person on earth. obviously.
>Common problem
hmm, i guess some people might not even define it as a problem. i don't get touchy or anything, i kinda just overshare a lot and compliment my friends a bit too much.

>>82390555 (checked)
>really good at obliterating cardboard boxes. i have tested it!
Clean cuts, I assume?

>lawyer has advised me to not continue
What a damn shame. I'm already on a few watchlists, probably.

>im the only cool person on earth
Damn shame you ain't in burger land. I'd invite you over for beer.

>>82390555
>don't get touchy or anything
Unfortunately I do, because I am an ape. I give a lot of hugs and pick people up.

>>82390555
>oh, well lol i've actually been through that before too. my grandpa was a hoarder too, and when he moved into a retirement home, we basically had to empty his house and basement completely, and he had soooo much stuff... it didn't really tear my family apart though, cause it was mostly garbage and old things. do people in your family tend to be jealous of their stuff?
yes, theyre all fans of "antiques" and hoard it. old big wooden furniture, tools, even stuff like streetlights...
>oh, do you have a futon or something? i'd love to get one honestly.
yes i got one after sleeping on the bare floor for awhile, its comfy i think. doesnt take up much space
>oohh which plushies do you have? i love plushies!
i have a smiley cloud thing and a stardew plushy, what plushies do you have? (if you have any)
>hmm, do you happen to hug them often?
i struggle to sleep without hugging one or a teddy bear
>oh i see! i never even knew something like that could exist. really interesting! i wanna visit one sometime
do they do them where you live at all? ive always heard its a regional thing for my area
>wait... cookies and icecream with soda?? surely that must taste gross.
yes, the cookies are usually on the side, but sometimes the icecream is in the soda for floats. vanilla ice cream with root beer is really nice imo
>honestly it takes some skill heh. i was pretty proud of myself. and also, there's specific gums that are easier to make bubbles with. i remember when the coolest kid in the class award was given to the one who could make the biggest bubble.
thats pretty cool!! i bet i was rly jealous of kids that could do it back in the day

>>82388761 (OP)
Hi Hu Tao Anon!!
>are you okay?
I'm currently in my (kinda biweekly) period where I'm in a good mood all the time so I'm doing amazing.
>what's on your mind today?
I'm thinking about playing limbus company and then doing my schoolwork.
>whats your favourite drink?
I don't think have a number one favorite but iced tea is probably close if I had to choose I guess.

>>82390630
>Clean cuts, I assume?
ehhhh the edges aren't sharp, so it's more like hitting a cardboard box with a huge hammer. still quite fun though!
>I'm already on a few watchlists
oh me too, definitely. i think i made one too many jokes about hating the government
>Damn shame you ain't in burger land
well that depends on the point of view... im kind of happy i wasn't born there honestly. it doesn't seem like the best place to live. but on the other hand, i've met a lot of fun and nice people from the states that i wish i could meet too. one day i might work in the us for a year or so though.
>Unfortunately I do
oh i see... well i think it's wholesome in a way. perhaps other people do too
>>82390677
>theyre all fans of "antiques" and hoard it
ah right, i mean i do like vintage stuff myself... i dont think i'd try to keep a streetlight though. well maybe if you manage to convince them to sell some antique stuff it might be worth some good money
>after sleeping on the bare floor for awhile
oh that's not good. is it because you moved in a new place and didnt get a bed yet?
>and a stardew plushy
oh is it the one in picrel? it's really cute! i play stardew valley too
>what plushies do you have?
i have... oshawott, niko from one shot, a bunch of local mascots, a huge tiger, a funny looking lion, and if we count fumos too i have a shondo, ranni, and reimu. i probably forgot some others too honestly.
>i struggle to sleep without hugging one
oh that reminds of another anon...
>do they do them where you live at all?
nope, i have never seen one before. i didn't even know they existed before you told me about them! im really curious to see one now though
>the icecream is in the soda for floats.
that sounds like a heart attack waiting to happen...
>vanilla ice cream with root beer
okay now we're getting into incredibly weird things that i dont even know how someone can come up with.

>>82390851
>Hi Hu Tao Anon!!
hello!!1!
>I'm in a good mood all the time so I'm doing amazing.
that's awesome! im glad to know. i also some periods like that, though they're really really short. i think they might be manic episodes actually. well anyway! i hope this good mood lasts!
>playing limbus company and then doing my schoolwork
limbus company is a pretty cool game. i gotta play it again sometime. good luck with your schoolwork! what are you studying?
>iced tea is probably close
yet another tea enjoyer... i never tried iced tea. i think i'd like it more than regular tea

>>82390892
Aww. You could always get a sharpening stone to fix that though. Or does it have a paint job or coat or something?

>jokes about hating the government
Haha, yeah we only joke about hating the government here.
I have two mags of M855A1 in my basement. Three mags of M855. A lot more FMJ. Send me your agents, CIA. I crave the firefight

>doesn't seem like the best place to live
All depends on what part of the country you're in. Big cities are universally bad. Living out in the boonies can be good or it can be bad. Suburban areas tend to be my favorite.

What state you're in also matters a lot, determines everything from local culture to state laws to the weather.

>think it's wholesome in a way
Usually I just make people uncomfortable. Thankfully haven't started any fights with my friends while drunk though

>>82390892
>ah right, i mean i do like vintage stuff myself... i dont think i'd try to keep a streetlight though. well maybe if you manage to convince them to sell some antique stuff it might be worth some good money
vintage stuff is fine ya... its just too heavy and big for me, i cant move it well and i have bad memories with it lol
>oh that's not good. is it because you moved in a new place and didnt get a bed yet?
no, it was just a choice because one day i didnt want my bed anymore, kind of an impulse thing...
>oh is it the one in picrel? it's really cute! i play stardew valley too
mhm!! stardews fun, one of my favorite games
>i have... oshawott, niko from one shot, a bunch of local mascots, a huge tiger, a funny looking lion, and if we count fumos too i have a shondo, ranni, and reimu. i probably forgot some others too honestly.
mmm thats quite a few!! far more than me xd. do you keep them on your bed or a shelf?
>oh that reminds of another anon...
o? who?
>nope, i have never seen one before. i didn't even know they existed before you told me about them! im really curious to see one now though
hope you see one around some time xd, theyre really nothing special tho... can just get some regular soda, cream, and maybe extra syrup flavors in pumps for the same experience
>okay now we're getting into incredibly weird things that i dont even know how someone can come up with.
its a common dessert here lol

>>82390971
>You could always get a sharpening stone
suuure but then my sword would be even more illegal than it is right now... and i think i'd only end up ruining it.
>spoiler
don't push your luck anon...
>Living out in the boonies can be good or it can be bad
i think i wouldnt dislike living in a homestead in america. having my own house and chickens and all, seems really comfy. too bad it's almost impossible to obtain that kind of life nowdays. and i hate big cities so i would never live in one
>What state you're in also matters a lot
i've always found that pretty cool, how locals change drastically based on the state. whats your favourite state?
>Usually I just make people uncomfortable
eh it's okay you got the "im drunk" excuse anyway. people are expected to do stupid stuff while on alcohol
>>82390991
>i cant move it well and i have bad memories with it lol
wdym bad memories? are some pieces of furniture connected to your childhood perhaps? i have something like that at my aunt's house, basically nothing in her house has changed since i was a kid, and it gives me nostalgia whenver i visit
>one day i didnt want my bed anymore
oh, is it because of this hoarding matter? i tend to do things on impulse too...
>stardews fun, one of my favorite games
yeah!! such a chill game. what do you like doing the most?
>do you keep them on your bed or a shelf?
they're all on shelves or scattered around my room somewhere. they're a pain to always keep clean and free of dust... but it's worth. they look cute.
>o? who?
there's an anon who has been labelled as "pillow hugger anon" because he always says they fantasize about some anon whilst hugging their pillow a lot. they never say which anon it is though...
>soda, cream, and maybe extra syrup flavors
hmm, i think i'd get diabetes and probably die. im too weak, water only diet has made me weak...
>its a common dessert here lol
it's a dessert??? im learning so much today... honestly i'd give it a try regardless!

>>82391193
>wdym bad memories? are some pieces of furniture connected to your childhood perhaps?
all the dust... no room to move, wishing i had a normal home... all cus of the hoarding and stuff
>oh, is it because of this hoarding matter? i tend to do things on impulse too
yup!! same, i dont think enough sometimes. i like not having a bed cus nothing can be lost under it, so i feel cleaner
>yeah!! such a chill game. what do you like doing the most?
i guess i just like the coziness and cuteness of it. its a comfort game mostly... i guess i like decorating my farm and my house
>they're all on shelves or scattered around my room somewhere. they're a pain to always keep clean and free of dust... but it's worth. they look cute.
thats nice, one day i hope ill be able to keep more than a few decorations around. for now i just do any decorating i want in games
>there's an anon who has been labelled as "pillow hugger anon" because he always says they fantasize about some anon whilst hugging their pillow a lot. they never say which anon it is though...
mmm i think i know who youre talking about? i just hug them for comfort, sometimes theyre good to cry in
>hmm, i think i'd get diabetes and probably die. im too weak, water only diet has made me weak...
diet soda it is then!!
>it's a dessert??? im learning so much today... honestly i'd give it a try regardless!
yes!! or well, it should be... some people might eat/drink it as a snack, if theyre inclined. ive heard people outside the US think the rootbeer tastes like medicine xd cus its flavored like sassafras

>>82391193
>illegal
Gay as fuck. Glad you own it though, at least you aren't a pushover

>don't push your luck anon...
Listen, I'm not going to commit suicide. But I am absolutely rolling out the welcome mat for the reaper. I also really, really want to kill evil people.

>almost impossible to obtain that kind of life
Not as hard as it looks. Plenty of states have a shit ton of wide open land and property for sale. I got to live on a homestead like that when I was about 15. Then my Ma decided to divorce my step-dad a couple years later.

>whats your favourite state?
Haven't been to enough, but I live in a Midwestern state I like a lot. I really want to try going to Alaska.

>people are expected to do stupid stuff while on alcohol
Of course. There is a limit though.

>>82391294
>all cus of the hoarding and stuff
oh i see... sorry anon, maybe i shouldn't have asked. hopefully things will change in the future and you won't have to worry about this stuff anymore!
>dont think enough sometimes
hm hm... i used to be very impulsive when it came to like, friends/talking with other people. i'd say or do things that i didn't really mean n stuff... made me feel like an awful person
>nothing can be lost under it
oh yeah, that's smart actually. less things to clean aswell! we're just ahead of the game compared to everyone else anon. futons ftw
>i like decorating my farm and my house
heheh i love decorating so much too! i play minecraft too and i basically only build stuff the entire time. i played animal crossing too years ago, and just had so much fun decorating my room. perhaps the reason we love decorating or building things so much is because we've always lived in places we deemed as ugly.
>ill be able to keep more than a few decorations
im sure you will anon! do you already have some idea of how you would like to decorate your future room/house? i often daydream about my perfect room
>i think i know
really? who do you think it is that they like?
>i just hug them for comfort
me too, though i wish i had an actual someone to hug
>diet soda it is then!!
wellll i guess thats okay! it's just going to taste like sugary water anyways...
>as a snack
do they sell it premade? like grocery store icecream
>>82391453
>at least you aren't a pushover
i can be very intimidating if i want to!
>I also really, really want to kill evil people.
i assume you dont think killing evil people makes you evil too then?
>Plenty of states have a shit ton of wide open land
i mean but surely building a house from scratch must be reaaally expensive
>I got to live on a homestead like that
how was it? did you help tending to the chickens? sorry to hear about your parents divorcing. i hope at least they're in good terms
>Alaska
oh me too actually. i wanna see the aurora!

>>82389773
I don't know what her deal is. I don't know why she's stalking.

Everything would change because the dynamic would be back to where it was before where we are seeing each other IRL and not here

listenend to crustsox raised by the www song
2 relatable 4 me

>>82391616
>can be very intimidating if i want to!
I'm sure the sword helps with that.

>dont think killing evil people makes you evil too then?
No, I'm a monster too in a lot of ways. But I'm willing to be that if it means I take some other bastards with me.

>building a house from scratch
About as much as buying a house, honestly. Mostly it just takes an asston of time and you have to live somewhere else while paying for the build.

Regardless, plenty of property with homes on it is what I meant. Though many on the cheaper side are in disrepair.

>was it? did you help tending to the chickens
It was alright, really isolating though. Moved to a town where I didn't know anyone and couldn't go anywhere. Probably would have appreciated it a lot more if my parents had actually spent time with me and weren't constantly screaming at one another.

The chickens were some nasty little fuckers, would poo in their own water supply so you had to clean it constantly. Fresh eggs were nice though, and me and my dog used to chase them for fun.

>wanna see the aurora
No kidding. I've heard the night sky there is magical.

>>82391616
>oh i see... sorry anon, maybe i shouldn't have asked
is ok dw, my memory is bad anyways, most of the bad stuff is gone from my head
>used to be very impulsive when it came to like, friends/talking with other people. i'd say or do things that i didn't really mean n stuff... made me feel like an awful person
ah im sorry:( feeling like an awful person sucks, iktf.
>oh yeah, that's smart actually. less things to clean aswell! we're just ahead of the game compared to everyone else anon. futons ftw
yes accidently, minimizing chores!!
>heheh i love decorating so much too! i play minecraft too and i basically only build stuff the entire time. i played animal crossing too years ago, and just had so much fun decorating my room
both very fun games, im getting back into new leaf. its still alot of fun today!! what kind of style do you go for in MC?
>perhaps the reason we love decorating or building things so much is because we've always lived in places we deemed as ugly
seems likely... sorry you havent enjoyed your living places as well
>im sure you will anon! do you already have some idea of how you would like to decorate your future room/house? i often daydream about my perfect room
mmm, i think id have lots of pretty houseplants, lots of bright colors everywhere too... would be nice. whats your ideal room look like?
>really? who do you think it is that they like?
o i meant like, i knew the anon u r talking abt lol. sorry. idk who they like, i always assume those people get crushes on namefigs...
>me too, though i wish i had an actual someone to hug
same:/
>wellll i guess thats okay! it's just going to taste like sugary water anyways...
is fancy sugary water tho
>do they sell it premade? like grocery store icecream
fast food places sometimes sell it, there are also rootbeer flavored icecream popsicles and stuff

>>82391654
>I don't know
did she ever try to explain herself? have you asked?
>to where it was before
even after everything that happened? still i hope everything ends up working out for you in the end.
>>82391681
reminds me of fried by flouride, i like some of his songs
>I'm a monster too
you seem nice to me! also fighting evil with evil sometimes is needed
>takes an asston of time
RDR2 made it look so easy to build a house...
>are in disrepair
i can just repair it myself!
>really isolating though
hmm, i bet. i guess that's one of the downsides, or upside if you like being alone. chickens being gross is no surprise yeah... but i think they're cute anyways.
>used to chase them
they could've gotten a heart attack!! literally. did you know chickens will sooner get heart attacks rather than stop running from something that scares them?
>night sky
yeah! its my dream to look at a clear night sky and see a lot of stars!
>>82391800
>feeling like an awful person sucks
yeah... has it happened to you too in the past? to be impulsive with others?
>new leaf
oh its the one that i played!! i had it on some R4 for my 3ds. ahhh the memories... i loved fishing in that game too. and i love tom nook
>what kind of style
uhmm it kinda depends on the location a lot. usually i always make medieval looking stuff though, and i love making towers. recently i made a whole cherry blossom village with japanese inspired buildings. i think it looks pretty awesome! what do you like to build?
>your ideal room
not too different from what you've said, i'd fill my room with flowers! a few figures, a bookshelf filled with books, some guitars and plushies here and there...
>get crushes on namefigs
oh i know it's one of the guys in the TIE threads, but they just refuse to say who it is
>is fancy sugary water tho
ah yes. thats why we gotta pay for it a lot more
>rootbeer flavored icecream popsicles
...well that's interesting. could you get drunk if you had enough of those?

>>82392028
forgor to link
>>82391700
>I'm a monster too

>>82392028
>seem nice to me!
I hope I am. But I can't help but wonder if I'm a bad person a lot.

>RDR2 made it look so easy to build a house
Yeah, a lot of things look easier in video games. Assaulting up a hill, breaking your bones, getting in fights, making money, building houses... these things are all much more difficult in the real world

>repair it myself
That's good. Unfortunately I'm not a tradesman, so I don't know what I'm doing when it comes to home repair.

>upside if you like being alone
I like being alone nowadays, but during the formative years it tends to be bad for you.

>they're cute anyways
They can be. They're fun to hold, for some reason. The way they sit and carry themselves is just funny to me.

>chickens will sooner get heart attacks rather than stop running from something that scares them?
Lot of animals will, that's why running things to death used to be a common mode of hunting before projectile weapons.

>to look at a clear night sky and see a lot of stars!
To see the beauty of creation. I imagine it's why God gave us eyes in the first place.

>>82392028
>yeah... has it happened to you too in the past? to be impulsive with others?
once or twice... ive just not been the best person.
>oh its the one that i played!! i had it on some R4 for my 3ds. ahhh the memories... i loved fishing in that game too. and i love tom nook
is def good, i like it more than the newer one. i like the fishing but i kinda wish it had a minigame like stardew, idk
>usually i always make medieval looking stuff though, and i love making towers. recently i made a whole cherry blossom village with japanese inspired buildings.
that sounds rly pretty!! i like japanese stuff but every time i try to build it i end up giving up lol
>what do you like to build?
medieval and fantasy stuff, i like building elven style things and greenhouses
>not too different from what you've said, i'd fill my room with flowers! a few figures, a bookshelf filled with books, some guitars and plushies here and there..
what kinda flowers? :D do you play guitar?
>oh i know it's one of the guys in the TIE threads, but they just refuse to say who it is
o lol
>well that's interesting. could you get drunk if you had enough of those?
o um... root beer is just a soda here in the states, it isnt alcoholic usually aha

>>82388761 (OP)
>hi anon, are you okay?
no
>what's on your mind today?
Plans to further my goals, not much i can say aside from that.

>>82392250
>I can't help but wonder if I'm a bad person
it's not uncommon to feel that way i think, i do that very often too. but as long as theres gonna be people saying we're not then i think thats enough to prove we're not
>it comes to home repair
welll i mean im not THAT good with tools n stuff... i was only half serious when i said that. i do like doing things with wood though, and i know how to use nail gun too! and a chainsaw. it's actually harder than it looks to use one of those.
>it tends to be bad for you
yeah, i know a thing or two about that...
>They're fun to hold
oh yeah, i like how they look when they're sitting, its like their legs disappear hehe. kinda like ducks, and i love ducks.
>running things to death
very efficient way to build up stamina too!
>To see the beauty of creation
yeah, i honestly feel so bad for blind people. they miss out on so many beautiful things. hopefully we can both see the aurora one day anon!
>>82392260
>ive just not been the best person.
what's important is that you've learned from it, and try your best to be better!
>kinda wish it had a minigame
hmm i guess that would make it a bit less boring to grind yeah
>i end up giving up lol
honestly for me it's kinda weird because i either only build small things like details n such, or i hyperfocus on a building and finish it in a few hours/days. i'd show you some buildings i made but i dont wanna post them here
>elven style things
oh thats cool!! i'd love to see some if you want to share. there's a greenhouse in my cherry blossom village aswell! and bee house too
>what kinda flowers?
oh pretty much any kind! i love all flowers. but if i had to choose then i'd have some chrysanthemums, plum blossoms, or my favourite, the spider lilies!
>it isnt alcoholic
oh, really? then why is it called beer??
>>82392281
>no
whats wrong?
>Plans to further my goals
well okay, i hope your plans become reality then!

>>82392608
>what's important is that you've learned from it, and try your best to be better!
i guess lol, it gets me down alot how i was
>honestly for me it's kinda weird because i either only build small things like details n such, or i hyperfocus on a building and finish it in a few hours/days.
mmm i see, ya i fall into the same trap usually. lile building custom trees
>i'd show you some buildings i made but i dont wanna post them here
i understand lol
>oh thats cool!! i'd love to see some if you want to share. there's a greenhouse in my cherry blossom village aswell! and bee house too
nice :D im on my phone rn but this was this is something i have on it. unfinished ofc. i dont like the cannon in retrospect... the pic is old
>oh pretty much any kind! i love all flowers. but if i had to choose then i'd have some chrysanthemums, plum blossoms, or my favourite, the spider lilies!
iseeisee, is there a particular reason spiderlilies are your fav? or just that theyre rly pretty?
>oh, really? then why is it called beer??
it used to be made with a root i think. and it looks kinda like a really dark beer, so you get root beer (i think, im not 100% sure)

>>82388761 (OP)
>hi anon, are you okay?
So so. Had a physical done today. Had to drive to the ghetto to get it done. The physician was a nice guy though. I somehow lost 20 pounds. Probably from all the puking.
>what's on your mind today?
I want to be home playing transformers on my ps3. Wish things worked out with me and the chick my best friend and his gf set me up with. Hoping the repair shop guy fixes my ps2 by Saturday. I just want my Sundays back. Wish I could celebrate my friend's birthday this week with him but I have.
>you can tell me, i'll listen! whats your favourite drink?
Chocolate milk, chocolate drinks/shakes like yoo hoo, Fanta, pina coladas, virgin pina coladas, screw drivers(orange juice mixed with vodka), lemonade, orange juice, Dr Pepper, cherry sprite/coca cola, and those Mexican sodas with so much sugar in it I get a big FUCKING RUSH from it.

>>82392792
>gets me down alot how i was
if i think about how i was i feel like an ass too
>like building custom trees
i've never tried making those because they take wayyyy too much effort... have you?
>picrel
i really like the details on the walls! and the gate looks really cool too! were you making a whole walled city?
>a particular reason spiderlilies are your fav?
welll there's a lot of reasons, but i'd say the main one is because i like their "lore" they have a connection with death and the afterlife, and also, one with hu tao too! and they're pretty.
>really dark beer, so you get root beer
huh, i guess that makes sense...
>>82392932
>Probably from all the puking.
oh no anon that's not good at all. what exactly happened?
>Wish things worked out
well, you're not alone when it comes to disappointments... been through one too recently. hopefully you can find someone else for you anon.
>ps2
now that's some nostalgia... used to play on that as a kid whenever my brother would let me.
>Wish I could celebrate my friend's birthday this week
why can't you? is it because youre sicklish?
>and those Mexican sodas
oh wow thats a lot of drinks. i like fanta a lot! and orange juice too. remember to drink a lot of water too though!

>>82393199
>oh no anon that's not good at all. what exactly happened?
No idea. I just keep puking up water
>hopefully you can find someone else for you anon.
I'm really bad at talking to women. Had one literally jump on top of me, grab me by the hand, and dance with me yet I ended up fucking that up too
>now that's some nostalgia... used to play on that as a kid whenever my brother would let me.
Lost mine in a house flood years ago. Found one at a pawn shop recently. Got it for around 20 bucks. It can power on but can't read disc. Needs a new laser.
>why can't you? is it because youre sicklish?
Work. Surprisingly I passed my physical and the doctor says I'm healthy enough for the new job I applied for. Probably going to drop off the birthday card and steam bucks I got him in the morning of his birthday.
>remember to drink a lot of water too though!
That's what making me throw up. Sometimes I feel like that one guy who drank himself to death in the Constantine Keanu Reeves movie.

>>82393199
>if i think about how i was i feel like an ass too
mmm its worse for me than that, i feel dirty and guilty
>i've never tried making those because they take wayyyy too much effort... have you?
i find them a little fun, tho theyre annoying to build in survival
>i really like the details on the walls! and the gate looks really cool too! were you making a whole walled city?
ty, yes. for an autumn themed build. different sections built separately so they can be modularly copied into survival with schematics
>welll there's a lot of reasons, but i'd say the main one is because i like their "lore" they have a connection with death and the afterlife, and also, one with hu tao too! and they're pretty.
ah thats cool!!! i never knew they had so much "lore" to them

>>82393284
>No idea. I just keep puking up water
oh man thats awful. have you told this to the doctor?
>yet I ended up fucking that up too
well, at least you know that there's people out there that like you. so you're not an unlikeable person or anything, you just need some practice. talking is a skill after all
>Got it for around 20 bucks
oh wow that's a steal! hopefully repairing it won't be too expensive. what are you gonna play on it?
>doctor says I'm healthy enough
i mean but clearly you're not... well, i hope work isn't too hard on you anon.
>That's what making me throw up
oh damn. then uhm don't! who knew water could actually hurt that way.
>>82393309
>i feel dirty and guilty
i mean yeah i do too, sometimes whenever i think about a specific bad thing i've done i feel really awful
>tho theyre annoying to build in survival
yeah i bet. i always fall a bazillion times when i try to make tall things, and angling the blocks properly is a pain
>different sections built separately
that's cool! i'd love to see more if you wanna share in the future
>i never knew they had so much "lore" to them
heheh, if you look at the wikipedia page of any flowers you'd be surprised by how much lore they have!

im gonna go to sleep now anons, thanks for talking with me!

>>82393632
>oh man thats awful. have you told this to the doctor?
Nope. When I was younger it was yellow stuff and the doctors said it was normal. Acid reflux or something. Now it's just been water.
>you just need some practice. talking is a skill after all
I fumbled 3 additional times since then(5 in one year)
>oh wow that's a steal!
Can you believe the pawn shop owner wanted 90 bucks for it? 90 for just the console itself. No controllers or cables or memory care. Managed to talk him down by pointing out everything single issue I notice(except the laser reader) and making up shit like how the retro games game sell the full thing 100 bucks
>hopefully repairing it won't be too expensive.
Got to wait and see
>what are you gonna play on it?
Van helsing 2004, black, Star Wars revenge of the sith are the disc I currently own. Planning on getting all 4 ps2 MK games and total overdose. Maybe Gun, the ghost rider game with blade in it, ultimate spiderman, marvel nemesis, and some Resident evil and silent hill and siren games. And alone in the dark a new nightmare. And and the suffering.
>well, i hope work isn't too hard on you anon.
I just shit on my ass most of the day. New job will be the same, mostly.
>who knew water could actually hurt that way.
It only happens during the mornings after I wake up and middle of the day. Afterwards I'm fine