>>82390248
>tear my family apart splitting all their stuff up
oh, well lol i've actually been through that before too. my grandpa was a hoarder too, and when he moved into a retirement home, we basically had to empty his house and basement completely, and he had soooo much stuff... it didn't really tear my family apart though, cause it was mostly garbage and old things. do people in your family tend to be jealous of their stuff?
>i dont even own a bed
oh, do you have a futon or something? i'd love to get one honestly.
>plushies
oohh which plushies do you have? i love plushies!
>pillows
hmm, do you happen to hug them often?
>things like starbucks?
oh i see! i never even knew something like that could exist. really interesting! i wanna visit one sometime
>like cookies or icecream
wait... cookies and icecream with soda?? surely that must taste gross.
>i could never get blowing bubbles with gum
honestly it takes some skill heh. i was pretty proud of myself. and also, there's specific gums that are easier to make bubbles with. i remember when the coolest kid in the class award was given to the one who could make the biggest bubble.
>>82390307
>it looks pretty kickass
it does! it's really good at obliterating cardboard boxes. i have tested it!
>spoiler
my lawyer has advised me to not continue this conversation further!
>to that agreed with me on both points
of course, because im the only cool person on earth. obviously.
>Common problem
hmm, i guess some people might not even define it as a problem. i don't get touchy or anything, i kinda just overshare a lot and compliment my friends a bit too much.

>>82194239
>i think the years are making me tougher to crack
becoming impervious to bad feelings is good in itself, getting to that point isnt...
>you gotta live a bit too, anon
im trying anon, but life doesnt seem like it wants me to. i dont have money or anyone to do anything with.
>>82194309
ah okay. well good job then anon! now try not to get addicted to drugs also. they can be very bad
>>82194408
>Its not just the tiredness being more but its something different too
i think i understand what you mean, and i believe what might define this feeling the most is hopelessness perhaps. it does make you feel like nothing you do ever works and so turns all your energy into nothing
>Guess that's the tiredness preventing higher thoughts lol
eh, might not be such a bad thing after all. we as humans suffer so much for things that dont even exist in the present. the past and the future are what hurts us the most. so better live in the moment.
>is sorta contradictory i think
yeah i know. really sad state of affairs if you ask me. i dont think they're ever gonna revolt as long as they keep consoooming copes. honestly i do hope they ban porn everywhere eventually cause other than being a terrible drug it also might just be what gets enough normalfags angry at the governament. just look at the UK
>circumstances is what happens to real people
yeah... i guess it's a burden we just have to carry. just, everything seems so much easier on the other side. but oh well. im at least happy that i get to be a real person!
>>82194559
awesome! have fun anon. also the show where your picrel is from is very funny.
>>82194731
no, and besides being nice is not something you should attribute to a gender.
>>82194762
i see. if that's really the case then i hope you can find a nice place to spend your last moments at. i'd love to die somewhere close to the sky. perhaps if you go to a pretty place it'll give you some strength to keep trying.

>>82064522
>I just beat Gravios! sry for the late replay desu
awesome!! he's a tough guy. no pun intended. its only gonna get better from now on! lemme know what you think when you meet the edgelord monster.
>maybe you have the makings of a philosophical narcotization practitioner
perhaps i do. we shall see
>keep the nihilistic thoughts at bay
god knows that is hard to do
>without a bench
sitting on the ground means grass touching at max so you should do that anyway.
>what about u?
mostly just philosophy stuff. i haven't read a "normal" book in a while.
>>82065518
>u just need 2 find them!
why cant they find me instead hmm?
>u will regret it lator...
i mean, i'll probably regret going out too so, doesnt change much
>we could actually make a difference i think...
yeah, probably. how do you manage to delude yourself so much?
>>82065558
>I don't know what you were (are?) expecting
nothing. i didnt want to come off as angry or anything. to be honest, i only replied because ignoring you seemed rude. also stop being gross

i feel like turning into mist

>>81945589
>My magick is powerful u see
not sure its powerful enough for that though
>u should b confident
i am, im just not too sure i even want to work in the first place. in fact, i do not, but i have to do it. i have to do it for whatever reason i make up on the moment.
>>81946625
was getting blackpilled from a young age and i didnt even know it...
>>81948258
based girls band cry pic. i love nina. and muffins.

>>81755081
terrible so far. i hope you've been doing better so today. why do you need to check pirated pdfs?

desperately need to punch something

>>81725456
>My way of being happy is just my playing a sport what sport do you play?
>buying stuff for myself
i wish that worked for me. i dont get any satisfaction from buying games and items, or if i do its incredibly fleeting and once its gone i just feel regret.
>Is it at all similar to deep rock galactic?
the only similarity is the horde system and some mechanics like the shield. other than that its completely different. i like DRG too though its fun.
>Slaanesh
i think the community likes her cause she is some type of succubi or something.

>>81601599
i think i would go insane if i went deaf. blind might be manageable
>>81601606
oh okay. are you a trucker anon? if so i guess you listen to a lot of songs in the radio
>>81601650
hm hm. it helps so much with the immersion i think. which is kind of ironic cause in real life you dont really have soundtracks accompanying you.