Thread 81721754

How you retards continue living without trying to be the best you that you possibly can? I've always been a competitive person with everyone, even towards my own siblings. If I am not the most resourceful, knowledgeable, physically and mentally strong, analytical, creative, talented, educated, funny, wealthiest, humble, and multipotential person I know, then I'm better off dead.

>>81721754 (OP)
And yet you're still a frogposter, putting you in a class of people below third worlders who eat poop and smoke poop.

>>81721754 (OP)
How's the weather in kolkata

>trying to bait the usual response by making multiple random threads using old drawings
i see you

>>81721789
>>81722583
>>81722620
I'm unsure of what any of this means. Perhaps going for a bike ride may help you? I went out to the farmer's market and got some wine for a friend's birthday. I encourage you all to do something productive today!

>>81721754 (OP)
That's a lot of thing for a r9k user

>>81721754 (OP)
What have you done tho, beyond just posturing. Got a cure for cancer or a rocket to mars, or you just feel like a billy badass for the sake of it?

>>81722931
I am currently working towards my PhD and law degree, getting back into my childhood love of reading, going on daily walks, and trying to get back into exposure therapy. Also lost 20 pounds in a month so far.

I am trying to get a job but the market really sucks. A job would speed up weight loss and my socialization, but I can only imagine it'll get harder.

>>81723035
so you are unemployed and fat? what makes you special and competitive? you are probably doing worse than the average /r9k/ poster

>>81723065
That's the point I'm making my friend. You have to start somewhere to become what you want. We must all try harder. Instead of dragging each other down we must up lift ourselves.

>>81722905
Let him cook anon. It's good for the board. I lol'd

you sound like a fucking loser ngl bro. You're using 4chan, we're bottom of the barrel

>>81723333
And the only way out of the bottom is to drag yourself out. It'll suck, it'll hurt, you'll realize how you missed out on, but that's okay! You're working on making the rest of your life one worth living.

Neva give up!!!

If I could never be the best overall, then I just get annoyed. Being the best me I can be feels like a waste if my best still sucks ass, like winning a smartest retard award. I can think of no worse nightmare scenario than doing everything you can and still coming up short.

>>81723392
I understand where you're coming from. I tried to be the best of the best overall when I was younger. I tried to improve myself and I looked the best I ever was and received a lot of attention. But I wasn't happy. And that's because I was trying to be the best--not for myself--but for the validation of others. But the thing is no one gives a shit about you if you don't give a shit about yourself.
I'm still trying to accept that fact after a lifetime of only caring about what others thought of me, but now I am working towards a life that I wish to have.

>>81721754 (OP)
some people are lazy and are fine with just doing the bare minimum to coast by through life. i should know. i am one. shocking isn't it? others think differently

>>81723035
all of this sounds boring af nigga

>>81723333
quads confirm, op shoots himself in the mouth

>>81721754 (OP)
You feel the need to be the best just to survive. Most people don't have that, and to be honest it sounds miserable. To only be good enough when others are beneath.

>>81721754 (OP)
But a sea monkey like me can't do any of that

>kindergarten
>parents tell me that as soon as I graduate college that I'm getting kicked out
>instills within me both the need to go to college as well as the need to secure shelter for myself
>hardcut to high school
>turn 15
>begin working as many hours as I can at local fast food joint
>due to laws regarding underage workers forced to a limited number per week
>love the work so much that I clock out at 9 PM and regularly work until 11 PM just for the love of the game
>college
>attending full-time classes while working full-time hours at local grocery store, often netting overtime
>40 + 40 hours per week
>final year of college, must perform my residency program
>Would wake up at 10 PM, work overnight 12 AM-7:30 AM, change, perform my residency from 8 AM-4PM, attend classes from 5-8 PM, nap 2 hours and go back to work all over again
>Perform this 3 nights a week, work my residency and job the rest of the week
>Graduate, begin working a salaried job
>Feel retired since I am only working 40 hours a week now, genuinely bored out of my mind
>Begin to get involved in labor union
>3 years later
>Present day
>Multi-time award winner in my field
>Union president
>Finally began to tackle my obesity
>Just ripped 100 reps on my home dumbbell and hitting aerobic stretches with full gusto, vigor, and a smile on my face like Arnold taught me too
>Going to sit down and write a full health plan to commit to
I am become the greatest. I will become unstoppable. No one will rival me.

>>81721754 (OP)
>If I am not the most blah blah blah
start with improving your vocabulary so that your communication can be the "best" that you can possibly give

>>81723035
I truly lost 46 pounds (264 to 218) in less than 6 months just eating reasonable and walking 40 minutes per day back and forth to work: no gym, no sweating, just small portions, a lot of oranges, and almost no sugary/oily/processed slop ever.
I go back and forth with my weight throughout years, was fat since childhood, have lost a lot more than twice. I regret this fatness but know very well that being fat is purely psychological for most people, weak will