I'm fueled entirely by 40mg of prozac nicotine (4 cigarettes a day) and black coffee (4 cups a day)
god I wish I was fucking dead

MISS IF YOU ARE READING THIS I NEED YOU BACK!!!!! I'LL WAIT FOR AS LONG AS I HAVE TO

>>81761830 (OP)
I hope your cat comes back too, she's been gone for so long. Really hope she didn't get hit by a car.

>>81761830 (OP)
it's waiting anon agin hii

>4 cigarettes a day
we have a real badass over here

>>81761837
my cat is fine, I'm waiting for my gf :(
>>81761840
hi, it feels weird being recognized hehe, how are you doing?
>>81761845
I'm not proud of the fact that I smoke I started smoking because I was so anxious about her leaving me and then she did leave :(((((((

I wonder if she still browses this board...

I need her back, I'm still obsessed with her!!! ugh I need a lobotomy

underage roasties are so pathetic.

>>81762206
uh you realize I am a man right?

>>81762218
you're not fooling anyone, now go back to discord

>>81762235
if I was a girl why would I be referring to my boyfriend as "miss" ?

Rollies rule, 20cig cheapnanza. GET. ON. THE. ROLLIE. BANDWAGON. Cigs never hurt a schizo ever! Cigs forever cigs are cheap.

>>81762425
uh y-yeah hell yeah dude!

>>81761830 (OP)
I've never felt this way. Explain to me how it feels.

>>81762218
>>81762268
>>81762127
liar. your female grieving is kind of cute tbdesu

>>81762642
uh what part? the being heart broken part or the other thing?
if it's the "other thing" I just feel all shaky and I feel like I'm about to have a mental breakdown constantly but I need this otherwise I can't get out of bed
>>81762679
I'm not a girl, I'm a man!!!!! maybe not the most masculine man out there but still a man very straight!! (and with a big dick)

>>81762739
Yeah i mean I've never fallen in love or some shit like that. Maybe you can ignore it and let it go or something like that.

>>81762783
letting go it's not something that I can do easily, I was obsessed with her and she encouraged this behavior all the time, she ruined women for me, I will never be able to get over her I've been so fucking depressed for the last 3 months I even stopped eating and I lost weight I want to be dead but I'm too much of a coward to kill myself, yes yes I'm pathetic I know I know!!!!!! I don't care about anything anymore!!!!

>>81762813
Damn that sounds awful. I used to make fun of people like you, but then I found I got depressed and suicidal over more retarded shit, so I guess it must be hard for you. Why don't you try sleeping, watching a movie, or playing a video game? You might feel better.

>>81762739
no.. you sound like you have pretty eyes.. i wonder what you look like when you cry.

>>81762850
I do play video games and read but I mean that only keeps my mind off her for a few hours, it won't fill the void she left, ugh I mean I've had other gfs before but she was the first one I truly loved, the first month I couldn't even get out of bed, sometimes I wake up in tears because I had a dream about her, god someone please put me out of my misery already.

at least I found some new friends and they made this dark period of my life a bit more tolerable.

>>81762889
my eyes are dark brown, they are not pretty especially not when I cry

can I be your gf anon? your dedication is pretty cute

>>81762921
I-I-I'm afraid of being hurt again :(
and also I'm not good looking, you wouldn't like me

>>81762891
>I do play video games and read but I mean that only keeps my mind off her for a few hours.
Nice, you should try to kill some time for now.
Remember that pain doesn't last forever and that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
So try to keep your mind off of it until you can start feeling good again. Obviously it won't be easy but you will find your way out in the end.

>>81762943
yeah...I think I'm through the worst now, at least I don't cry myself to sleep 4 times a week anymore, then again that could be the prozac, who knows.

I won't cry I won't cry I won't cry I won't cry
I cried enough already....

>>81762969
Yes, this is one of the things I won't risk having a girlfriend for.

>>81763128
maybe you won't have this problem though maybe you don't get attached as easily as I do

>>81763141
>maybe you won't have this problem though maybe you don't get attached as easily as I do
That sounds risky.
I hope you get better anyway.
Good luck and gn (depending on your time location).

>>81763204
to be fair I was really happy when I had her but yeah look at me now....

goodnight anon (it's currently 9:26pm)

>>81762898
no.. i know your big brown bambi eyes look pretty when you cry, they always do

>>81763277
I'm man, I'm not pretty >:(

well time to go to bed, I really hope I don't dream about her again, It's too painful

>>81761860
>my cat is fine, I'm waiting for my gf :(
>gf
oh i hope your cat dies then

>>81763615
D: w-why???? that's so mean!

stop fucking posting about me you freak, just kill yourself already

>>81764054
m-miss is that you?

>>81764071
stop attention whoring and go to sleep, reilly

>>81764086
but is it you??? is that really you?

>>81764089
what do YOU think, hm?

>>81764099
uhhh I don't know, is that a picture of you?

>>81764099
I don't know what to think......

>>81764086
wait a minute....my name is not reily I'm not even a girl....
you are confusing me with someone else dude

>>81764136
Whatever helps you sleep at night, at least post somewhere else if you don't want me calling you out in front of everybody.

>>81764154
uuhhh no seriously man, you are confusing me with someone else, I'm a dude

why do people always think I'm a girl?
it's kind of annoying

>>81763613
make sure to cry a lot, but don't wipe your tears too often you get ugly puffy eyes.