anyway gn trannies nice catching up but I must go to bed and daydream about having a big strong boyfriend

i wish I were not me, honestly

>>41578412
there are no good guys in politics
they're just different masks giving cover to the same wretched beast
America is a dead country by now, regardless of which face it wears

*sniff* *sniff* :,,,,(

>want to do some writing
>not feeling the vibes at all
>consider doing some drawing
>not feeling it
>tfw feel useless
bleh
I'm glad I have a therapy appointment coming up but until then I feel like I'm just doing nothing but I don't feel able to do anything
hate depression yeh

I'm sad and need a hug :(

listening to hurt by nin and thinking about her
how are you guys doing?

do you still love me? :(
you probably don't even think about me anymore because you always were so cruel

sigh yep I still miss her, I really need to kill myself soon

went job hunting, didn't got hired, I'm a failure, time to punish myself for being a failure

I wish I knew what I did wrong, why did she ghost me, she said she would never do something like that, I should've seen it coming though everybody does this to me sooner rather than later

>>82157264
me! I listen to mommy asmr and i feel like a little kid again and it makes me cry because my mom was never like this when I was growing up
>What got you started with it?
I don't know I was just depressed and lonely and I stumbled on some mommy asmr and that's when it started

time to cry myself to sleep listening to mommy asmr :(
anons what do hugs feel like? can you describe them in detail?

is there like a service to hire a woman to love you like a mother for a couple of hours? i need motherly love not a gf honestly

>>82081290
t-thanks thank you very much ;_;

mommy asmr is the closest I will ever get to experience motherly love :(
I'm so pathetic

>>81972924
i like it and makes me sleepy and tingly

I have 3 tabs of mommy asmr opened
I feel loved and I'm tingling like crazy

yeah I think I might have to kill myself soon
I'm gonna slit my throat and make a mess so my parents are traumatized for the rest of their lives

now I need to smoke at least two cigarettes to stop shaking in the morning...what have I become.... people warned me that love hurts and I didn't listen....

miss.... I need you....

well time to go to bed, I really hope I don't dream about her again, It's too painful

>>81762847
yes I know ;(
fml fml fml

um w-why is it that when I get a boner I get light headed?

what a lonely afternoon without her.