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>>81758669
i'm still here kouhai, i'm eternally here, who else is supposed to be making new drugfeel threads?
>Thanks to bad luck I still ended up with the same lady that I bought from a few times recently
oh god that sucks! are you gonna get in trouble or are you fine? this is why i prefer getting my drugs through the mail, ha... sometimes i even feel judged when i go to the dispensary to get weed but that's mostly cuz i don't take care of myself and look very much like a junky

i must share my getting-fucked-up-song with /drugfeel/ so here it is https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6gxRs-b9hPc

MANN I CANT FUCKING WAIT FOR MY METHIODONE TO ARRIVE GOD WHY IS IT TAKING SO FUCKING LONGGGGGGGG
it could arrive today or tomorrow or overmorrow, who the fuck knows, i ordered it in the weekend and it's usually a rather quick delivery, so...

>>81763071 (OP)
I've never done drugs in my life, maybe I should, maybe it will make life more tolerable

>>81763071 (OP)
Is this the thread we ask how to OD on fentanyl in?

>>81763255
no because do you even need to ask? just take like 10x the amount of a normal dose and you'll be gone

>>81763272
But then you'd have to know the normal dosage anon.

I enjoy being a heroin addict. There are various reasons but one of them I'd like to highlight is how I can look done on lowly alcohol addicts and the like as little ants.

>>81763243
Best way to make life tolerable is heroin+amphetamine all day.

>>81763307
mmm sounds very unhealthy but then again life is not worth living anymore

>>81763291
ok in that case just take what constitutes "a big amount", and then just keep doing more until you fade to black

anyway i know you're not serious but if you want to know how to dose fent you can find all the info you need here https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Fentanyl

>>81763398
>anyway i know you're not serious
You'd be surprised, I'm at the point in my life I am seriously considering it. Thanks for the link anon.

>>81763430
considering suicide? honestly why not just get addicted to opioids then, squeeze out any happy feelings you can from life before you eventually croak

>>81763243
They make certain moments feel precious but then there's a chance any other time will feel about 10 times worse

Drinking kava, im so nauseous... this stuff is so gross eugh how am i supposed to keep this shit down

my methiodone arrived and i just boofed 15 mg of it, let's fucking goooo i finally get to be on opis! EUbots pay attention to whether i like this or not cuz this is an RC, i got it cuz it's cheaper-per-dose than o-dsmt (altho it's supposed to be less potent cuz o-dsmt is a tramadol rc whereas this is a methadone rc but hey it's supposed to last longer at least)

Is 800mg of heroin a day a lot if I'm only snorting it? I mean I know it is a lot in a sense but, compared to a lot of other users that isn't too bad right? I feel like I've heard of high-tier junkies shooting whole grams at once.

>>81765215
Heard of that shit. Almost bought it as well as DPP-26 but the vendor took too long to accept the order and I got impatient and bought O-DSMT from somebody else instead. How is it? I'd try it but now that I do almost a gram of heroin a day no way I'd feel it sadly.

>>81764548
There genuinely is no point to that shit other than it being legal.

>>81763071 (OP)
Contemplating if I should suck dick for 50 bucks to buy weed....
I got everything else, but weed.
Am also broke and don't wanna sell drugs, cuz of my latest arrests

>>81763324
It really isn't, opioids have very little negative health effects, and as far as amphetamine go it is probably the least cardiotoxic stimulant.

>>81765503
>I got everything else
fuck you need weed for then

>>81765790
Cuz I just like weed.
Also no joke, kinda medicinal purposes.
But also just cuz I like weed.

>>81765822
I just don't get weed man I don't know. I find it immensely useful for nausea but, recreationally I just can't get much out of it. I really wish I could, it'd be so nice to just be able to smoke weed and be satisfied instead of being a dope fiend, I envy you and stoners.

>>81763071 (OP)
>do you prefer getting high in winter or summer edition
I prefer everything in winter.

>>81765875
Don't get it twisted...
I'm the biggest fiend there is..
I need daily dose of a lot of drugs, and weed is just one of em.

Caffeine + sativa dominant strain of weed + microdose of mushrooms + krill oil is the closest drug combo I have felt to ADHD stimulant meds. I will be doing this combo almost daily from here on out.

>>81763071 (OP)
Lil bro gave me piece of the meth...
I hear voices... I'm talking to death...

>>81763071 (OP)
Winter. Here in Aus the summers are too oppressive. No drug feels good when you're drenched in sweat and overheating.

>>81765925
What does krill oil do?

any dark web druggie niggas that can help out.
Royal mail is a bitch and despite being 24 aim it has taken a week now. In contact with seller and hopefully figure it out soon.
The problem is its keeping me up at night, I've slept like 4 hour maximum since ordering. The order was alot of money on a new site been as arcubus and arche went bust. I'm afraid if it never arrives I won't get my money back due to having no successful purchases on my account.
I wish I kept benzos or something to help me sleep. But maybe writing this will help. Any dark wizard advice?

>>81766382
Just wait and it will arrive. I've had shipments take a month before. You should be looking for telegrams in your area rather than DNMs, having to wait for drugs is the worst feeling ever

>>81763071 (OP)
I'm servin fentanyl in a Doritos bag, police thought I gave him chips

>>81766500
Thanks anon but im pretty sure I was born with no social skills so I would have no idea how to do that. Anyway darkweb is cheaper and the wait time acts like a buffer stopping me from doing oxy every day. Though a steady source of benzos would be nice for some sleepless nights.

If I had to interact with a drug dealer I'm pretty sure I'd panic even if he was the coolest mf I wouldn't be functional enough to interact with him.
I supid

>>81763307
shouldn't that cancel out

dear amphetamine,

you've been there for me at my best moments and you've been there for me at the lowest. last night we sat for hours and went in hard on a project that I've been meaning to start for months. It's in those moments that your help is greatly appreciated. You bring out an inner potential that is otherwise too scattered to commit. Problem is that these moments are few and far between. Most of the time you make me doubt myself and push everyone away. Sometimes I wish it could just be me and you. Sometimes I wish we never even met, because no matter how good my life seems to be going, you remain in the back of my thoughts like a secret lover. Let's keep it at brief stints once in a while,rather than a lifelong commitment. Just thinking about how much time we've wasted, the bridges we've burned, and how much less sane I am than before makes me question what the hell we're doing.

//SD

>>81765387
it's a nice and comfy high, i don't have a tolerance so i'm getting some mild euphoria from it, with your tolerance you probably wouldn't get as much from it as i do but it's a veeery convenient legal methadone alternative in case you run out of h and need to avoid withdrawals

>>81763180

No, I won't get in trouble, codeine is legal and OTC but I was ashamed. For today I have some cheap wine and I am not going to use any "real" drugs unit August, even if just because I ran out of money I could spend on drugs.

>MANN I CANT FUCKING WAIT FOR MY METHIODONE TO ARRIVE

I get you, I always go crazy when a package in on it's way, check mailbox several times a day etc. I figure that methiodone is a legal RC in your area? In my country we have "analog blanket ban" and there are no real RCs anymore, I completely missed out on that and only got into drugs after it was implemented

>>81763071 (OP)
I been living off noodles and mollies

>>81763180
>>81768144


Oh nevermind I just noticed your other post mentioning that methiodone is legal, I am jealous desu

>>81763540
Sounds like a good plan, any suggestions where to start?

How do I enjoy opioids? I have old vicodin but even just 1 I threw up and felt nothing.

>>81767597
No its called a speedball, its very bad for your health but very euphoric. Amphetamine and benzos cancel out though.


>captcha told me to KMS
feelsbadman

I feel the call of the shrooms again, basically once per season they nudge me to try them
I'll do it in the woods this time

song below imo captures their feel perfectly
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e4h7f4fGnrs

>>81769000
It really is not that bad for your health. The risk comes from underestimating your sedation and redosing. Other than that speedballs being dangerous is kind of a myth. Sure it might be marginally worse for your heart to do it with heroin but it isn't like some retards say where they think its gonna somehow "confuse the signals" and the heart will just shut down.

>>81769000
> No its called a speedball, its very bad for your health [...]
Meant to say its bad for your heart*
but ig by virtue of that its bad for your health too so watever

>>81768144
Yeah methiodone is a methadone analogue, its a comfy opi high for me cuz i have no opi tolerance and im smoking weed on top of that so all in all im having a great evening, and i even had some sushi that i shoplifted so that i could afford the weed cuz im broke and dysfunctional like that
Honestly though im only doing RCs cuz its the easiest to get them, i would much rather be doing real drugs, this is a slightly worse alternative with a lower barrier for entry

I feel good on benzos but it's been over a month of daily use.

Going to need to tapper, kinda worried the damage being done to my brain, but these benzos make me feel not give a fuck
3 years use and now a relapse can't go on like this, after this time it's got to be done forever

>>81763071 (OP)
i just drank a whole Monster

My guy can't get me amphetamines, the best he can get is ritalin and well desu what else I can do, I lack both knowledge and money to buy on bulk from the web, I hate depending on a middle man but what can I do

>>81769804
I usually like to do modafinil and shotgun 2 red bulls

>>81769852
most over rated stimulant ever

Been sober for about 50 days and my mom who I'm staying with to try to remain sober is absolutely begging me not to crash out while she goes on a trip. It's not like I have to stay with my parents it's just I always end up getting too fucked up on booze ice and crack. Sometimes I benzos into the mix. I had a pretty bad episode of meth psychosis earlier this year so I should probably stick with it. Done everything except gone to meetings

>>81769991
It's not a great stimulant but it's the only one I can use because I'm a schizo

>>81769994
keep it up anon 50 days is impressive, keep away from the ice at least that shit is vile

>>81769113

Btw senpai, you mentioned that you are a heroin enjoyer, do you have any experience with brown H from DNMs? When I look at it the prices per gram vary a lot from like 20 eurobucks per gram up to 60-70 per gram. I wonder if it makes sense to get those more expensive options or is it roughly the same thing but just sold for higher prices?

>>81763071 (OP)
do any of niggers testify that lyrica feels similar to a benzo ?

Lmao based Japs

>>81770395
I'd assume that gabapentinoids are likely subjectively similar to benzos because the end result of their functions are similar.

>>81771072
are there really antiweed retards in the general

>>81772002
I think anon was actually communicating a preference for stims over cannabinoids. It feels like they're appreciating meth, while not putting down weed. Sort of like a "I like waffles. Oh, so you hate pancakes?" type of thing.

every time i take edibles the next day i get really bad diarrhea. could the weed be relaxing my bowels and causing me to flush out all the waste?
is that possible?
literally every time and i can only do edibles because smoking is stinky and my parents don't like weed smell.

>>81772081
Are they the same edibles every time? Like, are they the same food material? I'd imagine whatever other ingredient is involved might also be a cause. If it happens across multiple edible types/forms then idk

>>81771991
I use pregabalin alot and I mean it's kinda similar but no, pregabalin makes you dizzy and all but at the same time you're very euphoric and wanting to move abit, everything gets slow if you take it at nightime and on higher doses but around 300-600 you just feel rebounded but higher than that you'll want to sleep, I'm at 600mg right now

>>81772308
yes it's the same edible, they're gummies from the same little jar. do gummies expire?

>>81772722
>do gummies expire
Just like all other food material, I'd expect whatever ingredient they have in them (for example, any sugar) could expire for sure. I'd try seeing if a new form/type/brand causes the same problem.

Snorted some k and went further in than I expected. I guess thats what I get for doing it to goon while my gf is gone. I have an easier time lowering my frequency with shrooms, acid, ketamine, and weed than porn, fuck me. Excuse the blogpost, I havent been here in a while and missed these threads
>>81772722
They do expire in the way >>81772964 said but also cannabinoids degrade with time, too. After about a year, its probably best to toss them. Have you considered a vape? When I started my drug journey, I was the same (edibles, not bowel movements) and you can't really smell vcarts/disposables. Even dabs are ok and dont smell for long, if you ventilate.

>>81769994
Proud of you, anon. I can't imagine how hard it is to kick meth. I've told the line with stims but never really "got" it. Any plans for the night? How long are they leaving?

ffuck I'm drowning on pillss and it's hard to breatth daaaamn

>>81772081
Edibles and oil mess with your gut after prolonged use, sorry Anon but it's normal

>>81770233
the more expensive ones are probably purer? so if you don't have a lot of tolerance the cheaper ones will work fine but just keep in mind that you'll need to do way less than that if you end up with the pure stuff after getting used to how to dose the cut stuff

i don't usually buy from DNMs myself, my boyfriend got me into heroin and he's the one who usually places the orders, all i know how to do is acquire RCs which is why i'm not on heroin rn but on that methiodone stuff

>>81772058
i completely misread that image lol. i thought it meant weed was the second least consumed drug, and that anon was celebrating that. mybad

>>81763071 (OP)
summer, but only if it's cool. i live rather far north so the nights are very short in the summer. i like to walk around and watch the night progress

anyone tried the new 3-FPO that's all the rage in europe?

first time doing acid tomorrow what should i know before doing it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZIHB4SR5-c&list=RDeZIHB4SR5-c&start_radio=1&pp=ygUhYmxhY2sgb3BpdW0gZGVhZCBjYW4gZGFuY2UgbHlyaWNzoAcB

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wNUJSuO-lgw&list=RDwNUJSuO-lgw&start_radio=1&pp=ygUPY29jYWluZSBqaiBjYWxloAcB

I've been in a permanent state of mental fogness since I left uni, is there some sort of drug that will help me regain my mental clarity?

>>81774444
its an overrated shit drug, needs MDMA to be good

who here eats soma except for the gayreek

Where the fuck are all the cute drug using girls everyone constantly complains about?
>I met this super cute girl... BUT SHE USES DR000000GS I HATE WOMEN SO MUCH
Where????

>>81776949
Have you ever been a trance party? Literally every female there is using cocaine

>>81774015

I mean if those more expensive options are proportionally higher purity or even higher purity at all. But I guess the only way to find out is to try

>boyfriend

Ughhh to have a boyfriend and take MDMA together and cuddle...

>>81777014
>Ughhh to have a boyfriend and take MDMA together and cuddle...
need this but the other way around

algun argentino aca. necesito amigos drogones

>>81777053
oh to have a girlfriend and avoid exercise separately and fight...

i quit opiates for 2 weeks and didnt masturbate and lord am i horny. Tonight im meeting up with a chick like at midnight in a bar and she says to start drinking there and see where the night brings us. So she pretty much expects me to make a move. Problem is, that i am pretty timid and cant make moves, only when i know the person for a long time and feel relaxed and safe around them. I would have never agreed to such a date if i where castrated by opiates and masturbation. So i think im gonna pop a bit of xanax to take the edge off, maybe a bit of amphetamines? dunno. But help me out guys, im not sure if she already gets there with the expection to fuck, but no woman would meet up to such a situation, without thinking that sex is atleast an option, right guys?

>>81777992
MDMA, make sure she gets some too

>>81778044
dont have some on the hand and wouldnt want to take some. I dont know how her stance on drugs is, but i guess shes tried some atleast, but i just wanna take some myself to get a bit over my shyness, but not enough to make a fool out of myself

These dnm are awful at the moment.4 undelivered parcels. Anyone got a guide on finding people on telegram for people with no connections.

Anyone in KCMO wanna buy some of my excess script bottles of klonopin? Add me on discord djcausticchasm

>>81778107
>.4 undelivered parcels
Kek, I've never had even one of my parcels not arrive, how cucked can you be to be scammed four times in a row and keep buying dnms

>>81772002
yeah me
i still use it btw

>>81778107
>>81778185
sometimes that shit just takes a while, though given the recent state of things i wouldn't be surprised if shit isnt being sent out either

>>81778236
If you arent getting tracking information and cant see where the shipment is every step of the way, you're being scammed

>>81777992
p diddy spiked women with liquid flunitrazepam stored in pink johnsons baby oil bottles it was said the drug is absorbed by the skin ez sex

>>81777992
Don't pop benzos if you're gonna go to a bar nigga

>>81778244
i dont want to spike anyone
>>81778372
yes i will, just a half one, and im planning to just drink like 2 beers, i never had a blackout from benzos and or alcohol

Got my first prescription of ritalin today and the pharmacy said it'll be there tomorrow at noon.
Kinda nervous ngl.

>>81778735
nervous for what exactly? Have you past experience with stimulants?

>>81778781
>nervous for what exactly?
I have never taken any stimulants besides caffeine. Also because i don't know if im overestimating its effect. I need it to help with ADHD but what if it doesn't really work you know?

>>81778791
if you dont overdo it, then i think you will be fine, ritalin is just a step above caffeine in my humble opinion, only nasty if you take like triple the amount the doctor advised you to take. But for the first time i wouldnt take it too late, because you wont know how much it impacts your sleep, even if you dont feel it anymore. So for the first time take it at noon or early afternoon the latest. And if it doesnt do shit, even at higher doses, then sell your ritalins to other people and use that cash to buy different drugs lmao

>>81778823
>And if it doesnt do shit, even at higher doses, then sell your ritalins to other people
Can't i just talk to the doctor about trying something else? All i gotta pay is like 5 bucks processing fee and i get handed enough meds for an month.

>>81778852
yes ofcourse, i was just somewhat joking

>>81763759
can't be worse than how I'm currently feeling

can i take a whole 100 mg kadian morphine XR pill without a opiod tolerance?
i tried injecting it, but the beads wont dissolve or crush up.

if not, what's a good dose i can take while keeping the beads intact

>>81772579
>>81771991
lyrica doesn't work directly on gaba receptors but i read a study

(pregabalin) can affect the amygdala, a brain region involved in processing emotions, particularly fear and anxiety.

I understand it's a different mechanism than benzos and in a way it's less damaging on the brain

>>81779964
Reading online how the extended release works, I assume it could be alright, but I'd rather test how it works for you by taking only half of it just to be safe. It's easier to wait and try more later if you're still alive, yk?
>>81780171
Yeah they work via voltage gated calcium channels instead of gaba agonism, but subjectively (with the limited experience I have, which is low doses for everything) I barely notice a difference other than increased sleepiness with benzos. Though because of my lack of experience with moderate and high doses, I'd prob just trust the other anons with more experience.

Fuck this I'm done
I wanted to get off oxy for a bit but I got yelled at again.
Sobriety is hard to live with when your life is shit anyways.

at least get some drugs for yourself too

>>81780467
I understand brother for me it's benzos

if odds pussy threshold hit
if evens breakthrough hit

no drug can ever heal the pain of not being born a Hasidic Jew
I have to sit by and watch ugly fuckfaces pump hot jewish milfs full of kids and I am powerless to do anything about it

>>81780575
I hope I won't start feeling withdrawals again since I already did them the past few days, and I changed the ROA from oral to snorting.

Had a monster about 2 hrs ago but now I feel like taking a nap.

Trying to limit myself to one a day to save my heart, but this shit is barely even worth it any more since the effects don't really work on me that well these days.

I just did a line of ground coffee godddd im so fucking wasted rn

I got a new grinder for weed and I came up with the brilliant idea of using my old one for shrooms, and it fucking works.

Does anyone else become incapable of being productive while on weed?
all i can do is listen to music and watch videos.
the most productive thing i can muster up to do is take occasional notes, but other than that I'm basically not getting anything done.

>>81782504
you can smoke shrooms?

What's your favorite things to do while on dxm?
Should I try drawing?

>>81782642
I wrote my master thesis while high on a tiny amount of weed, idk, I felt like it balanced out the cupious amount of coffee and sugar I was consuming to keep me going throughout my 3 day all nighter

but otherwise no, if I smoke a serious amount I can hardly remember what I read 10 seconds ago

>>81782653
Haven't tried that tho erowid says it works
I just grind up the dried up shrooms to make eating them easier, dried up chunks are hard to chew

>>81780985
I'm on benzos for months daily after quitting for 3 years. My withdrawals will be hell, but for now fuck it

How do you guys get drugs? My fent guy disappeared off the face of the earth, I guess he got arrested. How do I find someone else with no friends/social skills? Withdrawals are killing me

My coat hanger looked like a person and i shat myself lol
Im so fucked up rn

is the cost of weed basically a giant meme?

>>81782756
Just lying down and listening to music, it makes me too incapacitated to do much else

>>81763071 (OP)
Took 400mg modafinil 2 red bulls now took 6mg pyrazolam to calm me down

Anyone ever tried poppers? Are they actually as good as porn makes them out to be?

>>81783736
They are neat, but nothing crazy. Personally I'd rank them lower (in terms of enjoyable use) than nitrous oxide because of how fast they wear off. I'm a kv, so I can't speak to their erotic use but the biochemistry checks out so it probably does something nice in that regard.

Sbrooms made me trans

>>81779964
i did the like 3/4th of it and now i feel sick and awful dont bother with morphine fuck this

>>81783806
Okay, yeah, I heard the feeling doesn't last long. Still, I'm kinda interested in feeling the rush.

>>81783611
Interesting, that's completely different from me. I usually end up browsing threads and watching a ton of videos or playing games.

im a guy
shrooms made me erealize that

>take 4 huge bong rips
>look in the water and see this cocksucker flying around
I hate this fucking state

>>81784063
Shrooms made me trans too

Why the fuck is it so hard to get amphetamines in my country nigga, I could go to any alley and someone will hook me up for coke or meth but adderall? fuck no that doesn't even get prescribed in here (afaik)

guess we're rolling coke this time around

>>81784585
what bimfuck cunt are u from

>>81783130
u can any other opioid in existence nigga

>>81780920
why do they appear when i take too much benadryl what do they know about the spirit realm

>tell everyone im in control
>been on a 3 week coke binge
might not have as much control as i thought lmao

I will never be free from my pin addiction, no I can't relax, yes I have been sober from pills for years, no doctor will write me a prescription, this is hell in a lethal dream daze, JUST illegal sourcing and pot with beer and cigs or ethereal torment huh daddy gov... I hate you all. Fuck. This!!!!! Crack is easy to get but my pills are not!!!

>>81784785
A Center-American cunt

>>81785468
i thought generic prescriptions are otc there try generic adderall from pharmacies

>>81785482
Something like just straight up ask for dexedrine? guess I could do that

>>81785040
I meant he's my only dealer, I don't know anyone else who sells anything else. If I knew someone who had any other opioid I would be getting that

Bros... I finally did it... I did a whole gram of Heroin in a day
Actually I don't know if I'm happy about that or not honestly.
Is that a lot if I'm only snorting it though?
I probably shouldn't be happy about being a heroin addict.