>Be me
>Go on date with butch girl from work
>She says she's been crushing on me for months from a distance
>She says that me being so androgynous is extremely hot
>End up banging she says she's been imagining what I look like naked for a long time
>None of it is able to connect at all because I just cant fathom why anyone would ever be interested in me
I know me being so self hating is why I cant make that connection, but me being unable to make that connection makes me want to hate myself even more. I wish I could actually recieve love.

>>81769529 (OP)
man this sounds hot i want to fuck a butterface butch dyke so bad

just let her peg u anon cmon

>>81769529 (OP)
>Go on date with butch girl from work
>She says that me being so androgynous is extremely hot
she was a fat tumblerina who's into yaoi? can't believe they're still around

>>81769559
Nah. Just gay.
Im just really tall and have a relatively flat chest so most guys aren't ever interested in me.

>>81769594
>really tall
>flat chest
know a girl like your irl, she's an athlete too so most guys are intimidated by her
honestly, she's a sweet girl

so, was this butch a one-time thing or do you guys plan on making it official?

>>81769594
What are your interests? Maybe I'll be interested in you

>>81769649
She has a boyfriend already they're just in an open thing :/
She did say I was the first person she's ever been with thats made her not just feel like a pair of tits and a vag so maybe there's something to it but prolly not desu.

>>81769594
Please date me, stop being so picky. I'm so lonely it's not fair females won't date me

>>81769686
>open relationship
christ, at least you dodged that bullet
never ever get into a polycule, anon - love is too pure to be "shared"

>>81769529 (OP)
all I'm hearing is that you're not a trucel
pls go away normie

>>81769719
Not really a polycule from what I know more they both just have their side gigs, and Im one of em :/

>>81769649
>so most guys are intimidated by her
Surely she's dated and has a bf though?

>>81769727
>one of em :/
see? that sorta relationship is not based on love, its all lust - lust has its moment but to be a foundation? aint gonna work

>>81769744
yeah, a taller guy than her lol

>>81769529 (OP)
Go back to the tumblr blog you came from, maggot addict.

>>81769529 (OP)
hey man nobody's ever wanted me at all or ever will but that's cool that you get hung up on retarded nonsensical neurosis while someone is currently jumping your bones and telling you how special you are

>>81769762
Yeah thats the thing is I make a fantastic vessel for people to 'explore their sexuality' (esp kinsey 2's) with. Tall, androgynous, keep people at a distance, if someone wants to fuck I wouldnt exactly argue back even if Im not exactly up for it, and not too clingy.
But Im also way too much of a loser to actually play out the sort of 'princey dyke' role they want me to play, even if to them I have the aloof personality (just Im introverted but friendly :/) and andro appearance for it.
And then men you can practically write off from the outset. No self respecting het guy wants a girl whos taller than him, and barely even dresses like a girl, who keeps him at an arms length and isnt outgoing.

>>81770939
Not a non virgin one, no.