i think i'm falling in love with my best friend who's married and probably not into girls. i also have a gf. even if i didn't and somehow had a chance to steal her i'm friends with the husband and wouldn't do that to him. whats the solution? should i just kill myself?

I wish you knew just how worthy of love you were, I know you will with someone else one day

>>40856212
<3

I love my gf

>Be me
>Go on date with butch girl from work
>She says she's been crushing on me for months from a distance
>She says that me being so androgynous is extremely hot
>End up banging she says she's been imagining what I look like naked for a long time
>None of it is able to connect at all because I just cant fathom why anyone would ever be interested in me
I know me being so self hating is why I cant make that connection, but me being unable to make that connection makes me want to hate myself even more. I wish I could actually recieve love.

>>40278327
The point is that trannies will be around long after your retarded ideology has since become irrelevant whether thats in 1, 100, or 1000 years from now.

>>40269491
Idk seems like ur just a prude desu. Shits sad.

I blame all my problems in life and the lack of urge to improve myself enough to present female on the fact that I don't have a dominant bf, if I had a strong straight boyfriend to put me in the right tracks I wouldn't be thinking of detransitioning now, am I just delulu? because I really feel this but then again I have a lot of pisces placements which is the sign of delusion