Suicide between men and women is so different. Women think about people finding them, being a bother, leaving a mess etc. They most often will be found in bathtubs, or take pills in their bed, inhale fumes in a car. And men don't think about affecting others, you will most often see them choose violent and bloody means. Gunshots, diving off buildings, public acts.

Even in death men don't care about others.

>>81801257 (OP)
this just reminds me of women v man yt shorts

You have serious issues

>>81801257 (OP)
>And men don't think about affecting others, you will most often see them choose violent and bloody means. Gunshots, diving off buildings, public acts.
That's because men finish the job. 10% of BPDemons kill themselves. Of the women 75% attempt with an average number of attempts being 5 (lole) so obviously most don't succeed... meanwhile guys attempt at like 11% and 10% die. We usually finish the job.

This has nothing to do with being considerate it's just because we're more logical like I'm a male BPDemon and planned to jump off 30 story building because if I attempt I don't wanna be stuck in some kind of vegetable coma or fucking paraplegic where I'm not allowed to die I just wanna shed my mortal coil with 0% chance of survival. Girls are less planning orientated and more impulsive like my current gf once took all her pills and ended up ICU because she had the stomach flu.

>>81801257 (OP)
When i decide to sui im going to brutally maim as many women as i can in the process and there is nothing you can do to stop it roastie.

>>81801257 (OP)
i tried pills with my attempt to try and limit my familys trauma and honestly wasnt worth it, they still got traumatized, i am still alive, and because i didnt die theyre always worried about me now. everyone wouldve been better off if i had used a gun

>>81801299
You can finish the job without committing suicide in public or blowing your head off in front of people or traumatizing hotel staff. And regardless, it's evil to traumatize other people because you want to get out of life.

People can travel deep into the wilderness to kill themselves if need be with a shotgun, doesn't need to be in a hotel room or in public.

>>81801315
>You can finish the job without committing suicide in public or blowing your head off in front of people or traumatizing hotel staff. And regardless, it's evil to traumatize other people because you want to get out of life.
Foid brain moment. Have you ever actually done the research to kill yourself? It's not that easy to kill yourself with 100% reliability especially if you don't like in Muttmerica and don't have guns or a car whatever there are methods like Xanax + alcohol + tylenol but what if you're not a depressed white girl but my gf literally did this 7 times and lives XD there's shit like electrocution or hanging but that has like 50% success and you are fucked for life if you live not to mention DYING IS FUCKING PAINFUL

>People can travel deep into the wilderness to kill themselves if need be with a shotgun, doesn't need to be in a hotel room or in public.
Who fucking cares yeah...I do feel bad for the people who get traumatized or whatever or have to clean/scrape me off the pavement but in the end I wouldn't hurt anyone. If I jumped I would make sure I don't fall on anyone since can kill lole.

Suicide is already and incredibly selfish and traumatic thing to do. If you succeed you will traumatized all your friends and family since seeing you in a casket even if you died alone in a forest ia heartwrenching. And surviving isn't better anyways my gf took a fatal dose of pills like 7 times at her parents house where she lives and called 9/11 because she panicked and didn't want her parents to see her dead well I'm sure they were fucking freaking out that their daughter said she was dying and passed out and 9/11 came...I get it emotional reasoning but yeah suicide is always selfish.

If I had a choice...I would just disappear without causing harm to anyone. Not like anyone would miss me anyways.

>>81801376
>Have you ever actually done the research to kill yourself?

I have. And I know PERFECT 99,9% safe way to kill yourself without leaving a mess. If you can't be bothered to do minimal research you're a piece of shit.

>>81801257 (OP)
yeah they care about others, about THEIR ATTENTION
That's why they choose unreliable methods in hopes being saved and having people take care of them

>>81801424
Nope, even when women die with their methods they usually make sure people aren't traumatized. Like in a hotel room, leaving no mess, pills in a bathtub and leaving a paper at the door to call the police and not enter.

A man is far more likely to blow his brains off and leave not even a warning.

>>81801384
>I have. And I know PERFECT 99,9% safe way to kill yourself without leaving a mess. If you can't be bothered to do minimal research you're a piece of shit.
Tell me nigger. Drop method or you are a lying piece of shit.

Keep mind it's far more complicated for people like me and my gf since we are "high risk" and have been to the psych ward a billion times for self-harm so if something seems off they instantly send the police to send me to the grippy socks place or the asylum. Medical technology is too fucking good, my gf nuked her brain with like 50 benzos and alcohol which if you know anything about health/psychiatristry should nuked her brainstem but 911 came every time pumped her stomach she had to be ICU for like 2 weeks totally bloated like horrible but she lived except her heart is slightly fucked.

Trust me it's surprisingly hard to kill yourself with 100% reliability. Height + shotgun is the only two I can think of except for ill shit like running in front of a train but that's also traumatic.

>>81801436
>Tell me nigger. Drop method or you are a lying piece of shit.
Fentanyl or H. Drug purity test from amazon to make sure it's legit.
IV drip + injection high dosage. If you pass out during injecting, the IV drip will finish the job.
Book hotel room for several days, do it in the middle of the night, DO NOT warn anyone or send ominous letters.

Someone without high tolerance or some extremely rare genetic condition WILL pass out and die from this.
There is no reason to be found or rescued for hours if this is done in the middle of the night and no letters/warnings or anything is left.

As far as how to get this stuff, it's easy too and even I (non-tech savy woman) was able to pull it off. I won't give any instructions.

I do not suggest for anyone to kill themselves and I suggest for people to seek help. But for anyone not being able to do this basic research that will guarantee a peaceful death in 99,9% of cases and instead traumatizing others, crying or ending up a vegetable is pathetic.

>>81801257 (OP)
Such a tard argument, no one who kills themselves gives a shit about others. Your parents/friends finding you dead is going to be traumatic either way, the truth is that women, even in death, want to look like they care about others and virtue signal when deep down they dont.

>>81801257 (OP)
Youre turning the suffering and loss of others into a no brain hurrr men bad post. You are not empathetic, you are worse than the horrible people you make up in your head, you are a bad person and not a good judge of character.

>>81801517
>no one who kills themselves gives a shit about others.
Caring about others exist on a scale. You can care about someone and still be in too much pain to go on. Hope this helps!

>>81801431
>Like in a hotel room
that's probably the worst place to kys, you will your the day of so many people
But it's a good idea if you want to be found quickly because you just want attention
>leave not even a warning
warning who? the nonexistent people close to him
I'm not sure you're aware but many guys have no one who'd notice they're gone
But I'm sure it's hard to believe when you're surrounded by orbiters 24/7

>>81801514
>Fentanyl or H. Drug purity test from amazon to make sure it's legit.
>IV drip + injection high dosage. If you pass out during injecting, the IV drip will finish the job.
>Book hotel room for several days, do it in the middle of the night, DO NOT warn anyone or send ominous letters.
Epic fail. Unless you live in Poland or Europe or something you can't just by black tar heroin or fentanyl ITS A CONTROLLED SUBSTANCE YOU DUMB NIGGER it's not as simple as just installing tailsOS and buying from some random vendor shipped to your house you will go to jail 99.9% in my country and it has the same fucking problem that you might be found and survive if any fucking retard just sprays your nose with a naxolone kit which instantly blocks all opioid receptors you could do x3 the fatal amount and still live and if you have springes you might as wise inject yourself with salt or air which is way easier to get and more fatal but that's not the even close to 99.9% chance of death you mongrel.

You aren't as smart as you think. Try again.

>>81801543
>that's probably the worst place to kys, you will your the day of so many people
And how exactly is it the worst place? If you book a place for a few days and do it on the ifrst day in the middle of the night, no one will disturb you. No one will come and "check" or run in.
>But it's a good idea if you want to be found quickly because you just want attention
You will only be found quickly if you act like an attention whore beforehand and send suicidal messages or letters to people. And even then it would be hard for police to immediately find you if you pay cash. But like I explained, just don't be a fucking attention drama queen warning everyone and then it won't happen.

>warning who? the nonexistent people close to him
Siblings, parents, anyone having to take care of the pets?
But if you can read I literally explained that if someone isn't a retard and gives people suicidal messages RIGHT BEFORE THEY DO IT then they won't be found and it will work. So yes, it's actually easy if someone wants to die and isn't low IQ.

>>81801257 (OP)
That's because women tend to have people that care about them, so they worry about hurting them. Men that kill themselves often don't have that. So they care less.

>>81801514
>HEH WHY DON'T THESE CHUDS JUST BY FENTANYL AND HEROIN OFF OF AMAZON.COM/DRUGS
BY ALLAH YOU BITCHES ARE STUPID

>>81801552
>Epic fail.
You dumb fucking bitch there's literally a THREAD on this board where people (in AMERICA or CANADA) discuss how much hard drugs they take. I won't get into details because it's literally illegal to discuss this but if I as a WOMAN WHO CAN'T EVEN DRIVE OR UNDERSTAND ANYTHING TOO COMPLEX can manage to read some tutorials and pull it off what stops you?

You could even walk up to a homeless fucking person, give them 20$ and they will lead you to a source.

>it has the same fucking problem that you might be found and survive if any fucking retard
It's literally almost impossible that someone will run into your hotel room at midnight and break in the door and rescue you if you don't alert anyone and aren't a minor or escapee from a psych ward. Are you fucking dumb?

Please explain to me if you as an adult person book a hotel room for a week, you go there calmly without alerting anyone and in the MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT like 1-2 AM you take the drip. WHO WILL COME INTO YOUR ROOM AND RESCUE YOU????? You pass out after a few seconds and you're almost silent. No screaming, no moaning.

>>81801581
>You dumb fucking bitch there's literally a THREAD on this board where people (in AMERICA or CANADA) discuss how much hard drugs they take. I won't get into details because it's literally illegal to discuss this but if I as a WOMAN WHO CAN'T EVEN DRIVE OR UNDERSTAND ANYTHING TOO COMPLEX can manage to read some tutorials and pull it off what stops you? You could even walk up to a homeless fucking person, give them 20$ and they will lead you to a source.

Refer to this ^ again.

And yeah, you're a poser. You don't want it enough. Dealing with people like you all the time. Always finding excuses, can't read a tutorial, can't think. IT'S TOO HARD! IF I CAN'T GET IT FROM AMAZON IT'S LITERALLY LE IMPOSSIBLE!

>>81801257 (OP)
>And men don't think about affecting others, you will most often see them choose violent and bloody means. Gunshots, diving off buildings, public acts.
>Even in death men don't care about others.
Or maybe they were more mentally scarred. That violent scene is just a fraction of their actual pain. The fact that women try to guilt-trip men that ended their lives proves just how non-consequential their suffering is for most people. A random foid that ends up killing herself is automatically shown more sympathy regardless of the method they used.

The brainlet coward cope in this thread is insane.

Adult men acting like there's a good chance that if you book a hotel room and put a drug drip into your veins at 1 AM that will kill you in 10-30 minutes that someone will miraculously
BARGE into your room for no fucking reason. Break in the door and rescue you.

How the fuck would that even happen unless you alerted people to the fact that you want to kill yourself beforehand which you obviously shouldn't do if you want to die and not just attention whore?

>>81801563
>worst place?
the workers and other guess will know what happened sooner or later, they'll have to talk to police
Have you even read what I said before dumbass?
Only a foid could call this caring about others
>attention whore beforehand and send suicidal messages or letters to people
so like a woman...

>>81801642
>the workers and other guess will know what happened sooner or later, they'll have to talk to police
Yeah that's why you leave a PAPER at the door saying: "Don't come in, call the police, I am deceased." or some shit like that. I've seen that being not uncommon and they usually do not run in and just call the police asap.

But if someone really wanted to avoid this too they could hike SUPER DEEP into the woods far, far away from anyone and do it there and then get eaten by animals once dead and feed the forest.

>so like a woman...
Give me a break. There's so many whiny men who suicide bait for attention too. I just had to deal with that the other day a guy on discord telling me he will kill himself because I didn't want to date him.

>>81801588
XD autism speaks

Most drugfeel people are doing basically OTC drugs which require nothing at all basically no one there is popping percs or doing fucking black tar heroin and no it's not that simple if you clicked on any of the fucking links and read the DNM bible you need to install TailsOS for a starter not as shrimple as just using google on windows 10 which your dumb ass would undoubtedly do and you need to know more than basic SecOps especially if you're buying FENTANYL/HEROINE WHICH IS LITERALLY THE WORST MOST CONTROLLED SUBSTANCE EVER BECAUSE EVEN LIKE A GRAM OF IT CAN BE A WHOLE CITY'S SUPPLY. THE ONLY PEOLLE WHO BUY THAT SHIT ARE PROFESSIONAL HIGH LEVEL DRUG DEALERS LIKE CRYPTOKING ALSO YEAH YOU NEED CRYPTO TOO. And even if you do all of that and make yourself untraceable the package still has to be shipped to your address XDDD so if the package gets intercepted which it does 50% of the time then you have the DEA knocking on your door that's why the DNM bible says you must have a lawyer for culpable deniability this is how drug dealers live XD.

And vomiting/unconscious wrenching is quite loud it takes a long time to expire off brain stem failure I dunno why you are autistically focused on hotels why didn't just say go to a forest in the middle of nowhere you're way less likely to be found there. But if you're high risk like me and have been to the psych ward a billion times yeah it will raise alarms.

Anyways just admit you don't know shit you're just a typical autist that thinks they know way more than they actually do. Just admit you're retarded and wrong.

>>81801257 (OP)
You're misinterpreting the results, women choose forms which they knew will not have certain results, men choose forms of suicide which are certain to kill them, what I'm saying is backed up by attempt and survival rate.
These aren't hard rules, but it's usually like this.

>>81801660
are you seriously this stupid or just pretending
Anyway, over which chad are (you) going to kill yourself in a hotel room? or maybe some unattractive just guy said hi to you today so that's way you're so dramatic?

>>81801670
>Most drugfeel people are doing basically OTC drugs which require nothing at all basically no one there is popping percs or doing fucking black tar heroin

Just opened today's thread and people are talking about taking Fentanyl and Heroin. :-)
Anyway what stops you from approaching a homeless person, giving them some dollars and getting a plug? The average hobo next door pulls it off to get their F, H and Meth but you (a genius) simply can't. More excuses like the pathetic coward loser you are.

>you need to install TailsOS for a starter not as shrimple as just using google on windows 10

You don't need TailsOS. You're just a pussy faggot. Actually DELUSIONAL if you think the feds give a fuck about some random faggot ordering H from the darkweb, as if they have the time or care for that. Maybe a tiny % of people who order get caught and 99% of people get away with it.

>ALSO YEAH YOU NEED CRYPTO TOO

OH NOOO! CRYPTO? My little sister managed to purchase some crypto. Gosh, it's way too hard.

>gets intercepted which it does 50% of the time

Completely delusional. Post your source that 50% of deep web H purchases get intercepted.

>And vomiting/unconscious wrenching is quite loud it takes a long time to expire off brain stem failure I dunno why you are autistically focused on hotels why didn't just say go to a forest in the middle of nowhere you're way less likely to be found there.

I suggested that above. You can also hike into the woods and do it there if you want. People dying of overdoses don't sound "loud" I saw several videos of it. It definitely would NOT alert anyone if you close the door or even play mild sounds in the background like a TV.

>>81801723
>give guys simple tutorial how to die
>NOOOOOO IT'S TOO HARD! I CAN'T DO IT! THE FEDS ARE GONNA COME! THEY WILL FIND ME IN THE ROOM! WAAWAAAWAA!
>meanwhile I'm member in a suicide forum where old ladies and trannies world wide manage to get their hands on this shit and pull it off but you simply can't

Your lack of competence is pathetic.

>>81801660
>guy ob discord
as I say
surrounded by orbiters 24/7

>>81801741
you're just seething now
calm down a little, okay?

>>81801764
>surrounded by orbiters 24/7

Yes, I exist as a woman. Women attract men who only want to fuck or date them and don't want to pursue meaningful friendships otherwise. How is this relevant to the topic?

>>81801726
You really are one stubborn autist.
No you can't just walk up to a random homeless person and ask for fucking HEROIN. Most of them in my country are just alcoholic or not even drug addicts and even if they were that sounds like a fucking fed you would probably just get stonewalled like you are so clueless on how it works.

The people who do heroin probably get it from an IRL plug but I do not know any heroin or fentanyl dealers since I am not a homeless drug addict.

In certain countries of Europe like Estonia it's easy af to but drugs because libcuck gov and they have like 5 land borders including one with Russia the drug trafficking capital of the world but in my country no you cannot fucking buy FENTANYL it's different from buying LSD/Shrooms because that shit is chill but fentanyl as I said that's meth tier even a gram can supply a city that's why it's their number one priority for it extermination and why it's so controlled.

Anyways I don't even know your autistic point it's not that hard to KYS just hard to do it reliably and without exploding yourself with a gun or blunt force trauma if you find a better way with 100% efficacy you are free to an hero with it whenever you want.

>>81801791
>No you can't just walk up to a random homeless person and ask for fucking HEROIN.

You don't ask for "HEROIN" you ask them for their source. You give them money or gifts. If they sell meth or hardcore shit, then they definitely also offer Heroin or even Fentanyl.

"Especially among teenagers in the U.S., fentanyl deaths seemed stuck at catastrophic levels, between 1,500 and 2,000 fatal overdoses a year."

So literal teenagers going to school manage to get their hands on fentanyl but you... simply can't... ok buddy.

>>81801597
I'M NOT READING UR POST BECAUSE YOU TALK REALLY FUCKING GAY

EVISCERATING YOUR OWN SKULL IS BADASS AND YOU TALK LIKE A TOTAL FAGGOT. LITERALLY NOBODY CARES HOW YOU COMMIT SUICIDE THE COPS ARE GONNA HAVE TO SEE YOUR FAT RETARDED DEAD BODY ANYWAYS.

>>81801539
Muh its a spectrum. Your Reddit foid style of condescending speech speaks volumes. If you dont care enough about traumatizing your loved ones for life and forcing them to feel that loss and guilt for the rest of their life, it doesnt matter how much you care on a spectrum

>>81801833
It's a spectrum. You care about your male friend maybe, but does that mean you would cut off your own hand to save him? No? Okay, then you totally don't care about him.

>>81801773
>>81801773
>How is this relevant
you're stupid and dumb and whatever
I'm bored of poking you now bye

>>81801838
Ok sis, enjoy your "masculine" hobbies.

>>81801813
>You don't ask for "HEROIN" you ask them for their source. You give them money or gifts. If they sell meth or hardcore shit, then they definitely also offer Heroin or even Fentanyl.
Yeah their mafia drug dealer plug totally is gonna deal to a guy who randomly introduced himself to his client and is totally not a fed XD again you are so clueless on how this works you could probably get weed or bum some cigs maybe even LSD or Molly but barely anyone deals in Fent/Heroin/Meth because being caught with that shit especially in high amounts for selling is a legit death sentence like only people who deal with meth are literally the Mexican cartel who all have AK-47s and make it in Mexican superlabs.

And most of the teens dying from fentanyl are dying from laced shitost aren't fentanyl addicts. You are laughing at and misunderstanding something that is insanely tragic.

Anyways shit is like talking to a brick wall why would I argue about how hard it is to buy fentanyl in my country with someone who probably uses Google Chrome with JavaScript enabled on Windows 11. Dumbasz

>>81801865
Buddy, teenagers get fentanyl or H. TEENAGERS. If you can't manage to get it as an adult man just give up.

>And most of the teens dying from fentanyl are dying from laced shitost aren't fentanyl addicts
Yeah so what stops you from getting "laced" H then? If they can get it. LMAO.

>>81801849
yeah yeah
I love mowing da lawn and watching da game and drinkin da bear and firing up da barbeque and whatever else
You have fun whining on 4chan qt3.14

>>81801897
Severe autism lole

>>81801920
I'm guessing you have autism because everyone around you manages this task but you somehow fail.

Women kill themselves in bathtubs while making sure they dont disfigure their bodies so they can have one last chance at slutting out their nude body

>>81801957
That doesn't make any sense because men are far more slutty than women, see what happens in gay male communities without women gatekeeping sexuality.

>>81801837
The fact that you assume the average person wouldnt get hurt to save a friends life already shows how little you genuinely care about people. Thinking you care because it makes you feel less guilty isnt the same as caring. If you dont mind giving the people who love you permanent grief and guilt after seeing you die (but its okay because I made my corpse look pretty teehee im so nice) because gah my middle class existence in the safest, most comfortable point in human history is too painfuwl wahhh then you THINK you care. You dont actually care. These people are already deluded, whats one more delusion of thinking youre caring to feel better about killing yourself.

op is right but not in the way they think they are.

"suicide" to women means doing a half-assed suicide attempt to cry for attention, and then immediately seeking medical attention. think like your classic "down a bottle of sleeping pills and a glass of vodka, then immediately call 911" suicide attempt.
men, meanwhile, will just give their walls an impromptu repainting with their brain matter, or take a 12-step program off a 10-step bridge - they'll do things that are almost guaranteed to kill them, because they're actually trying to kill themselves

women attempt suicide more than men, but men actually commit suicide at a far greater rate. funny thing is you can also see this in practice with trans people as well, the ftms tend to do the half-assed attempts like women, and the mtfs tend to actually ACK themselves like men

>>81801552
>it's not as simple as just installing tailsOS and buying from some random vendor shipped to your house you will go to jail 99.9% in my country
holy mother of tech illiterate. dont blame that poor foid for you being retarded ROFL
>it has the same fucking problem that you might be found and survive
brother doesn't know how to find isolation and is afraid of a little walk into the gross corners of society to die. PUSSY!!!!!!!!

>>81802116
women are scared of follow through and often dont have proper means (are too retarded) to do it properly. let me guess, taking 50 tylenol is considered a suicide attempt due to stomach pumping in these stats. most of the women attempting dont even own firearms whilst you hear men talk about their 'last resort' gun they keep almost exclusively for the chance of suicide

>"suicide" to women means doing a half-assed suicide attempt to cry for attention
OP isn't right then. If you are constantly crying for attention that makes you more of a bother and takes up resources
>. Women think about people finding them
traumatizing people for no reason once you tell them anyways
> being a bother
mental hospitals and hospitals are expensive, younger women attempt more often (particularly under 25 when they may still be on their parents insurance)
so either theyre wasting all of their own money just to not attempt, or their parents.
>leaving a mess etc
this part is true because of how nonfatal and nonharmful a majority of these "attempts" are

>>81801257 (OP)
Women don't really intend to go through with it, so have more reason to be concerned with what comes after.

>>81802155
SEEEEEEMZZZZZZ!11!!!
SO IT WAS YOU ALL ALONG :P I had a feeling it might be you since there aren't that many chronically online autistic females on this board with an autistic fixation on gender dynamics though judging by her posts OP the one I'm arguing with is probably F since I don't think anyone else has an autistic fixation on the gender differences of suicide and suicide in general. This is probably more like a drive-by or a tag team/chain attack.

Anyways I dunno I hope you're doing well xD I thought you were dead or gone are you still making that videogame and drawing or wut

>>81802218
>let me guess, taking 50 tylenol is considered a suicide attempt
50 tylenol will kill you if its not the OTC shit if its tylenol+ like the prescribed extra strength one for migraines even 20 can be easily fatal because it fucks up your liver that's the reason if you take a tylenol and drink you will get x2 drunk because it makes the alcohol processed slower. A little bit of biochemistry.

>>81802026
The average person wouldn't cut off their hand with a knife to save someone they care about, unless they care A LOT about that person.

I find it weird how people say so many contradicting things. So they expect you to think of others when you suicide and not do it, but you should also never expect help from anyone because everyone else has their own problems, you should do everything yourself. They expect you to live to satisfy the selfish desires of others, they can think only of themselves and what they get out of you, but if you want to be selfish, they see you as an asshole. On top of that, people say my body my choice, but the moment someone says they want to choose to end their lives, people flip their lids and say not like that. I do not condone suicide, but people can really be dishonest about these types of topics.

>>81802218
>let me guess, taking 50 tylenol is considered a suicide attempt due to stomach pumping in these stats.
yeah, those stats include shit like that as "attempts". also includes shit like where women cut themselves as a "suicide attempt" but go across the street instead of down the road
>OP isn't right then.
i should've elaborated, OP is right in the sense that "suicide between men and women is different" is a correct statement. everything else they said is retard pinhead dipshit spasticbabble

>>81802335
Youre jaded and have a miserable view of the world, not surprised. My hand < a good persons life.

>>81802374
You're not gonna start cutting your own hand off with a knife for a dude you kind of care about, but who's not family or your best friend. Stop capping and stfu.

>>81802344
>On top of that, people say my body my choice, but the moment someone says they want to choose to end their lives, people flip their lids and say not like that. I do not condone suicide, but people can really be dishonest about these types of topics
Most people hate suicide because its tragic and traumatic and no one wants to see their 16 year old in a casket it just seems like what you said because OP is (literally) a female autist and infamous poster on this board and autistic people literally do not have non-cognitive empathy they do not have a 'social mind' so basic shit like this perplexes them.

Once you realize this board is basically 40% autistic shut-ins 30% borderline and 30% normie tourists everything makes sense.

>>81802241
>all along
ive only posted w/ my trip on in this thread xD
>>81802218
>>81802155

also
i detached from the r9k thing, im planning on trying to go forward with a personal project ive had in my mind since i was much younger. its more of an RPG though, and im not sure what to make it in or if the story would be better linear or branching. I'm thinking of at least a good and bad ending but a way to implement that further than just losing a final battle is a bit harder to think of; im not sure what I would want failure to be based on. maybe a collection system of being liked or disliked which would partner with a party system which aids in battles.
IDK
ive also been playing rise of nations
its fun

>>81802317
>prescription
yes but women dont often try to sui with prescrip
again the issue here is follow through, they usually grab the nearest thing, and when they do they make it apparent almost immediately allowing for a fast stomach pump, still leading to liver damage but nonfatal

unless theyre on the BPD meds and use those ones))
and even then they seem to go for lighter methods to avoid actual death
>a little bit of biochemistry
thank yuo nonny

>>81801265
Do you know what site you're on, saar?

>>81802407
>ive only posted w/ my trip on in this thread xD
Yeah I figured OP is "F" I am 99.9% sure I wonder if she knows who I am xD

>i detached from the r9k thing, im planning on trying to go forward with a personal project ive had in my mind since i was much younger. its more of an RPG though, and im not sure what to make it in or if the story would be better linear or branching. I'm thinking of at least a good and bad ending but a way to implement that further than just losing a final battle is a bit harder to think of; im not sure what I would want failure to be based on. maybe a collection system of being liked or disliked which would partner with a party system which aids in battles.
Probably for the best this place sucks.
I am curious though what kind of game are you thinking of? What kind of RPG? Got an outline for the story and artstyle? Made any sprites or assets?
I've been cooking up the architecture for a game I wanna make before I die its gonna be a jRPG/Fire Emblem clone but significantly different in terms of a few gameplay mechanics and I already have the story/chapters/main characters/support convos/dynamics mapped out in my head but the problem is that I suck at actual art ;-; also not an artist just an amateur though I did start messing around community assets on Unity. But for the scale of the game I want I probably would need to ask the corps for funding so I'm mostly thinking of just making a crazy good demo (1st chapter, first 3 chapters) so I can hawks to corps for funding and get an actual team together. Doesn't help I am fucking clueless about large scale game dev and aren't an artist by degree (I study physics) so idk how to organize something like that I do lurk a lot on /vg/-/adg/ and might buy Tynan Sylvester (RimWorld guy) since he was in a similar situation and made it big.

Maybe we can work together?

>>81802407
>ive also been playing rise of nations
Just looked at it looks hella fun is it kinda like Civ 5 I played that game a ton but had to stop because it was ruining my grades xD if it's anything like Civ 5 I will be addicted to it though I love love love RTS and 4x games I blew like $200 on Stellaris DLCs recently xD

>>81802407
>yes but women dont often try to sui with prescrip
Idk every BPD chick that I ever met tried to kys with pills but that's just my experience I guess
>again the issue here is follow through, they usually grab the nearest thing, and when they do they make it apparent almost immediately allowing for a fast stomach pump, still leading to liver damage but nonfatal
Yeah this is true because they don't wanna die its complicated BPD is complicated but girls in particular are susceptible to emotional reasoning so they self-harm or try to KYS instantly but the moment the pills go down they realize the gravity of what they did and call 9/11.
>unless theyre on the BPD meds and use those ones))
BPD meds like antipsychotics/mood stabilizers literally impossible to KYS on that shit but alot of them are prescribed benzos for serious anxiety which if abused properly is a one way ticket to Gensokyo unless 9/11 gets to you in a few hours.

>and even then they seem to go for lighter methods to avoid actual death
Yeah idk some cut or something but mostly pills but again cutting can kill you from blood loss just unrealistic since 9/11 will bail you out and they know that

>>81802528

>civ 6
idk looking at civ 6 maybe a little i think
would you wanna try and play with me
>bpd chick
all women are (joke)
but i was talking more about general normalfag women which is why i added a bpd part to it, cause they act slightly different in suicide attempts
>but alot of them are prescribed benzos for serious anxiety
yeah thats what i was referring to, almost every bpd girl has a pill cocktail including at least one possibly fatal medication
>but again cutting can kill you from blood loss
when i went to a mental hospital a guy went down the road deep and bled for 8 hours and lived to go there, we called him Jesus.
>>81802485
>Got an outline?
I was thinking basically
>young woman is a fisher in a town with a fishing economy
>goes down to the lake
>gets a wish frumma fish
>her secondborn is now aryan
>older sister hates herself because of this
>one day little aryan wakes up, fish are all dead and floating in the river and her sister is gone.
>cue adventure
(ive a lot more in my head but thats the outline)
the setting is vague asia + middle eastern setting within a large forest made up of provinces. yes asia, no specific part. I just want to be able to use demons and spirits from all sorts of culture/folklore for my cast

>>81802391
I am a shut-in autist and I do not get it. It always felt like people dislike suicide not because of tragedy but because of optics. Because it shows the cracks in the system, in their family structure. If you suffer but you live, no one bats an eye. If you die, suddenly they care despite the fact that they would have told you to suck it up and ignore you before then. Most people are selfish in their desire for others to live, but also call the suicidal selfish in a negative way. Being selfish is not an inherently bad thing but too many are dishonest about it.

>>81802621
>idk looking at civ 6 maybe a little i think
>would you wanna try and play with me
Sure I guess I mostly just played civ 5 but I do have civ 6 in my library bought it for like $5 but never played it I gotta budget rn though and am super broke but yeah I could play and stream for you we could do the decision making together you can reach me at my burner email: spamhamfordays@gmail.com or at my discord: wolfgang_akire_333

>>81802621
>all women are (joke)
>but i was talking more about general normalfag women which is why i added a bpd part to it, cause they act slightly different in suicide attempts
No. I know you're joking but you aren't wrong for seeing the pattern. What you are seeing precisely is the fact that women in general are far more emotional and susceptible to emotional reasoning...basically there's two types of decision making emotional reasoning where you do things because of your feelings and logical reasoning where you do things because of your thoughts most people are a mix of both but women are way more susceptible to emotional reasoning BPD is defined by emotional disregulation and impulsivity though having full blown clinical BPD is way more rare and fucked than doing emotional reasoning but most 'normie women' have 'borderline traits' you can have borderline traits without BPD though same way you can have 'autistic traits' without autism: symptom vs underlying illness.

But autistic girls aren't like that they are usually mostly completely logical and employ logical reasoning which is why many people say they are 'malebrained'. You are simply noooticing things. But yeah hopefully that makes sense.

>>81802621
>I was thinking basically
>>young woman is a fisher in a town with a fishing economy
>>goes down to the lake
>>gets a wish frumma fish
>>her secondborn is now aryan
>>older sister hates herself because of this
>>one day little aryan wakes up, fish are all dead and floating in the river and her sister is gone.
>>cue adventure
>(ive a lot more in my head but thats the outline)
>the setting is vague asia + middle eastern setting within a large forest made up of provinces. yes asia, no specific part. I just want to be able to use demons and spirits from all sorts of culture/folklore for my cast

Sounds super cool the wish definitely sounds Asian I am half-korean and lived in Seoul until I was 7 and it sounds like a famous Japanese/Korean folk story for kids about someone who lost their axe https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Honest_Woodcutter (we have our own version of this) anyways super cool idea I can definitely see the deep oriental themes...

Also makes me think of the plot of Fire Emblem: Fates but in-reverse if you know what I am talking about. But that one is about and Oriental raised by Europeans away from their Birthright. Similar themes though...what do you have planned for the gameplay? Ima be honest plot is super important for RPGs but alot of people neglect the gameplay I mean if you only focus on the plot might as make a VN which can be super successful too...

>>81802621
>stellaris
my brother in christ, get distant worlds universe 1 and play that. 2 is still being worked on

>>81802987
Bookmarked and might purchase since its on sale for $5 O.o

In general I wanna play less vidya tho shit isn't good for my academics/career/ambitions xD