>>81822469
i don't really know how it got to this point. My best guess is that I was always chubby and a bit neglected growing up. The insecurities resulting from that definitely play into it. Even now that I look better and people treat me differently I still feel like an imposter that doesn't deserve it. I also like very degrading things in general
Additionally, I grew up surrounded by my father's adult coworkers who were always talking about cheating (most notably with the prostitutes that worked next door) which certainly didn't help. His field of work was 100% male and they always forgot there was a kid listening to them and got very graphic. So male cheating was kind of normalized I guess
>>81828032
I like black/hispanic/etc women too. I just feel like the type of men I'm into are often into asian girls and the feelings are almost always returned. Interracial couples are pretty rare where I'm from, except for the white man/asian woman combo.
You can change lots of things about yourself as a woman with plastic surgery or makeup but never your race so I feel like there's not much I can do if he's into asian women. And that for some reason turns me on.
>>81828080
I think there's quite a few female cucks but not nearly as many as there are male cucks. Either way women tend to have very strong opinions on male cheating. While there's quite a few that are open to FFM threesomes I do agree most women are more protective of their mates (including resources, sex,...) I don't think they'd be open to any kind of cheating dynamic
sorry for the blogpost