Greetings Misaki friends.
The time has come. Did you have a good week? What has got you down..or up? What do you have planned today?
Personally, I feel very happy this week, like maybe everything will be alright in the end. Today I am going to have silly times with my funny internet friends.
Let's try to cheer up any sad anons in the thread today.

>>81874438 (OP)
>I feel very happy this week, like maybe everything will be alright in the end
I remember what that felt like. I should really do what needs to be done to feel that way again. I just keep procrastinating. It's all so tiresome.

>>81874475
Keep remembering, its good for you. Helps makes you believe its real again.
What do you need to get done?

>>81874513
Cut my parents out of my life and force myself to try new things

femgooner Misaki. What do you guys think?

I will save us all by saving myself
I'm going to buy some whiskey and play some elder scrolls online after work

>>81874594
Sorry about your parents fren..
What new thing would you like to try?

Have hope? Yes
Long for the future because change is beautiful? Yes
Destroy the retarded dark beast inside you that wants to wallow in misery

>>81874764
>ESO + whiskey
comfy
Please save yourself but dont worry about us we will save ourselves too

>>81874475
I keep procrastinating too. What helps me is to start with small things and work to harder things

>>81874871
That's the only way for me to save myself
I have that misaki complex

and I'm excited for the evening for sure. I'm not sure what it is but I really click with eso. definitely my favourite mmo, but I wish I had more friends that played so we could do dungeons and dailies together.

>>81875344
You can always try to meet friends in eso and form a party. I remember I used to just walk around with proximity chat and try to just talk with people for a while. I met some friends that way

>>81874836
Imagine all the inconceivable possibilities that are invisible due to your own ego and ignorance. There could be so much you are unaware of

>>81874438 (OP)
Fern should always have big breasts

>>81874438 (OP)
i havent done anything this week, still dont have a job. i need to cut my hair, probably shave my head with a buzz cut. need to shave too. i havent done either in... i dunno, maybe 4 or 5 or 6 months. however, i have heard back from this english school job in japan i applied to and they invited me for a zoom interview which sounds pretty cool but ive heard from other people online that theyre a black company that abuses their workers and scams them out of benefits and stuff. that worries me, but i got rejected from the other schools i applied to. ive never had a job before in the first place though, maybe i should get a job. i planned to get a part time security job back in February or march or something but it never came to fruition, i think maybe i should just get an easy job first to ease myself back into society and working life. >>81874764
>I'm going to buy some whiskey and play some elder scrolls online after work
thats really what lifes all about
>>81874594
>and force myself to try new things all
DO NOT keep putting stuff off for tomorrow or hyperfixate on one specific plan in your head, this is how i killed like 8 months
>>81874438 (OP)
>What has got you down..or up? What do you have planned today?
I'm going to be honest, I don't feel good. I don't tell that to other people because they don't care, when I told my parents one year ago I really wanted to kill myself they called me selfish and yelled at me and said I was threatening them. I guess that's simply how it is, accepting things for how they are. My options in life feel limited, I'm medically disqualified from the military due to a chronic skin disease I have. Construction trades would definitely exacerbate my condition, considering I have red spots and cracked skin just from doing nothing and staying out of the elements at home. So I can't imagine being covered in dust and grime and exposed to chemicals and stuff. And I got a useless (comms) online degree so no more school for now.Hit word limit

>>81874438 (OP)
>Did you have a good week? What has got you down..or up?
im so tired, misaki-bros. i can't workout because my wrists hurt, im fed up with work but i have to keep going because if i quit now, i won't find a replacement anytime soon. feeling pretty much demotivated with life. the good news is that i finally reached 50k net worth in boomer stocks.
>What do you have planned today?
read doujinshi and play dragon age origins. that will do it for today. tomorrow i'll be doing laundry and cleaning the apartment. next week i'll be paying rent so i have to make sure that the place looks clean so that the landlord lady doesn't think bad of me.

>>81876209
>I think maybe I should get an easy job first
I agree, maybe start as a dishwasher and work your way to a waiter so you can improve social skills

>>81875843
this is some excellent artwork, the way the tits keep expanding until they obnoxiously spill out and their reactions afterwards, it's perfect

>>81876440
>fed up with work
whats ur job?
Also, how dirty is your place lol

>>81877343
>whats ur job?
software enginyaeer in europooria
>Also, how dirty is your place lol
the dishes have been piling up for a week, the bathtub has a weird sticky/slippery coating with black mold, the floor hasn't been mopped in two months, can't walk barefoot without stepping into fake hair or what i believe is coom stains. i need 3 hours and a pink monster and it'll be clean again.

>>81877526
>software engineer
do you work from home? if so im curious how many of your work hours are spent gooning
Also lol it sounds like you're living like a NEET

>>81877653
>do you work from home?
life is already hard in europooria, and bossman-sama decided to punish me by asking me to come into the office 5 days a week. i wageslave late into the evening because im so tired that i tend to oversleep, and oftentimes i miss the bus, so i sit at the bus stop for half an hour until another one comes (i don't have a driver's license) and just stare at oncoming traffic. sometimes i chat up women there if the mood is good and they aren't on their phones.
>Also lol it sounds like you're living like a NEET
feels like it because tfw no gf, no friends, i live alone and don't go out much except for work and groceries.

>>81877832
Sounds like you live a very lonely life anon. I have respect for you still chatting up women. Are you a skilled code monkey? why dont you try to get a comfy remote job?

>>81877941
>Sounds like you live a very lonely life anon.
on the surface it does seem like that. but in reality, i go to the office 5 days a week and small talk with boomer coworkers, when i get home, i load up a gacha game and talk with random people, same for 4chan. it usually gets worse at night, because then, i find myself aimlessly pacing back and forth for hours and talking to myself out load.
>Are you a skilled code monkey?
i guess so. i can work on pretty much anything as long as it's not modern web slop.
>why dont you try to get a comfy remote job?
because such jobs pay 40k at most, have a huge competition with 100+ people already applied within hours of posting the job advertisement on linkedin, offer next to no benefits and paid leave/holidays, and socializing to coworkers in person has its own benefits even if you're introverted.

>>81878053
>As long as its not modern web slop
What do you work with specifically? Im trying hard to get out of JS webslop personally working with it feels so hollow

>>81874438 (OP)
ive had a good week! but im been feeling tired today though because i had a busy day at work. i want to kill moids.

>>81878188
moids dont deserve death foids do

>>81878187
>What do you work with specifically?
dinosaur boomerware development, which includes c with macros that make it look like c++, java, some android here and there.
>Im trying hard to get out of JS webslop personally working with it feels so hollow
maybe webslop development with go language is all you need for self fulfilment. my company opened a job position for machine learner role and we received like 100 cv's from indians thus far. ai (actually indians) is the future.

>>81874438 (OP)
What is this garbage? This is R9K a place for bait and misogyny. No nice posting allowed.

>>81874438 (OP)
>neet thread
>normalnigger techbros shit it up
idk why i come here anymore