>>81877345 (OP)
It was a hurdle I always had to overcome.
>Single mom abuses me no one cares
>Get signed up for stupid shit she wants me to do that I don't like choir
>no reason behind how anything is done
>When I get in middleschool and get old enough to hit her back and end the abuse, entire family on her side freak out at me and tell me it's wrong to hit women and don't care that a 40something is beating on a 12 year old cause I probably deserved it.
>But atleast now she doesn't beat me
>start dating, realize all women are manipulative, liars, and will change with social attention.
>When crazy break ups happen mom never has my back
I found family elsewhere with sympathetic friends. They helped me at my lowest points but encouraged me to let my mom back in my life and everytime it was a mistake and the bitch would do something unbelievably stupid.
>Parents eventually remarry
Oh great so all my suffering was pointless
>Mom becomes hoarder, ruins dads life, I suspect she murdered him.
>Pisses away almost all my dads wealth
>Plays victim to anyone that will listen.
So how'd it effect me?
>I have become almost completely self reliant because I couldn't even count on my mom to pick me up.
>I have weird issues with women. Women have helped me at times much like I have helped them, but I see them for what they are
>I treat them EXACTLY the same as men
>I don't trust easily anymore
>I don't believe women and realize most of what they say is for attention or sympathy
>I am kinda a manwhore
>I don't believe women can love and any love they express has strings attached
>I will never get married
>I realize no one cares about me except my dog, so I treat my pupper well
>Family is not there for you, doesn't love you and doesn't care about you
>You can have arrangements with women for emergencies. This works cause it makes them feel important and they can expect the same... but don't be surprised if they drop the ball sometimes.
>Women will never accept accountability
