How did growing up with a single mom effect your personality and outlook?

>>81877345 (OP)
affect*

i grew up with both parents.

>>81877345 (OP)
Wouldn't know, didn't come from a broken home lmao

>>81877345 (OP)
It was a hurdle I always had to overcome.
>Single mom abuses me no one cares
>Get signed up for stupid shit she wants me to do that I don't like choir
>no reason behind how anything is done
>When I get in middleschool and get old enough to hit her back and end the abuse, entire family on her side freak out at me and tell me it's wrong to hit women and don't care that a 40something is beating on a 12 year old cause I probably deserved it.
>But atleast now she doesn't beat me
>start dating, realize all women are manipulative, liars, and will change with social attention.
>When crazy break ups happen mom never has my back
I found family elsewhere with sympathetic friends. They helped me at my lowest points but encouraged me to let my mom back in my life and everytime it was a mistake and the bitch would do something unbelievably stupid.
>Parents eventually remarry
Oh great so all my suffering was pointless
>Mom becomes hoarder, ruins dads life, I suspect she murdered him.
>Pisses away almost all my dads wealth
>Plays victim to anyone that will listen.
So how'd it effect me?
>I have become almost completely self reliant because I couldn't even count on my mom to pick me up.
>I have weird issues with women. Women have helped me at times much like I have helped them, but I see them for what they are
>I treat them EXACTLY the same as men
>I don't trust easily anymore
>I don't believe women and realize most of what they say is for attention or sympathy
>I am kinda a manwhore
>I don't believe women can love and any love they express has strings attached
>I will never get married
>I realize no one cares about me except my dog, so I treat my pupper well
>Family is not there for you, doesn't love you and doesn't care about you
>You can have arrangements with women for emergencies. This works cause it makes them feel important and they can expect the same... but don't be surprised if they drop the ball sometimes.
>Women will never accept accountability

>>81877484
Do you think your attitude towards women made you more attractive to them?

It seems like that is the case.

Do you never worry one of your lovers will accuse you of something if you are admittedly a "man whore" and will move on without giving them marriage etc?

Grew up with a mother who was uncaring and neglecting. Made me grow up thinking no woman would ever want me. Highschool moved in with father. Made me think I'd never be attractive or strong. consistently told me i was never good enough. Now i feel like no matter what i do no one will want me and the only way to get people to like me is to offer a service or money. Either way im lowering myself into a slave of some sort

>>81877345 (OP)
submissive, quiet, weak, low self esteem. being raised by a single mom should be criminal

>>81877345 (OP)
I grew up with both parents and most of my family pandering me as an only child and now I am extremely jealous of other people and fantasize about hurting them in horrible ways often over petty stuff

>>81877345 (OP)
i had both parents so i didn't up a wojakposting slavaboo npc