Thread 81903230

See-Through Edition

It's Momcest Monday! You guys know what it is all about, share pictures, thoughts, and stories on milfs, your own lovely mom or any other relatives you fancy. Cucks, cuckposting, and fetishspamming ARE NOT ALLOWED!

Previous: https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81851153

Story Library: https://docs.google.com/document/d/e/2PACX-1vQd5IRmkPtsZPdaLoh6_NTjLj9RsEyEz-tI-nITar_cjgJGH5YLRu9Trja2-7lzA4lk-K7BZ_ByadkS/pub

Topic: What kind of clothes does your family wear? Are they fashionable or frumpy? Have they made an impact on how you dress?

>>81903230 (OP)
Update anons, what's going on in your lives?.
@rlg
@Brosis
@Ass-Masseur
@confession anon
@OP-M
@auntfem
@Improve anon
@punic anon
@D-cup anon
@Cuzcbro
@Andrewanon
@Dexteranon
@Hapa-chan
@Bathmom
@Mine anon
@Felix
@Enon
@Neet-chan
@Boobs guy
@Escobar
@Finger
@Stripmom anon
@Plankfem
@Mousemom anon
@Catfish anon

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzOWRETM5TE

mommy gib milky pls

Eagerly waiting to hear if Felix can give his mom love, passion and happiness.

>>81903276
punic anon here

planning vacations with my mom. We want to go somewhere paradise like for 3 weeks after having lots and lots of work the past months. I love travelling with her. I think I told you guys a story about our first trip together when we adressed each other as mom and son in front of the receptionist but then we had loud sex and realised we need to keep it down a bit.

>>81903230 (OP)
I think that the best clothes for MOMCEST are no clothes at all! Complete nudity! Just no clothes allowed at all!

>>81903230 (OP)
My son would always spy on me masturbating or having sex, sometimes he would masturbate, he seldom does it today but I still don't exactly know what to say.

>>81905276
You're a larp

>>81903230 (OP)
Great pic, OP. Very milfy but also really cute.

How do I convince a female partner to have sex with her mom?

>>81906352
by fucking her mom first

>>81906352
How would your gf convince you to have sex with your dad? Fuck off.

Mothers should have fetish wear and club outfits they wear just for their sons. It should emphasize their maternal power and sexuality while also triggering the son to pursue his mother.

>>81906514
Yes, all mothers should own a pair of Son Fucker heels

>>81906352
This but male partner

It's always a good morning when mom has coffee made

>>81906962
damn, you couldn't find a pic of natural tits?

>>81907002
I hadn't had my own morning coffee yet so I picked at random. No coffee no talkie

Felix, just tell us if you lasted more

>>81906962
Is Folger's the official incest brand of coffee?

>>81904704
Are you two going back to Italy? or Mallorca maybe?

How weird is it to cum while thinking about your mom? I have had a couple of wet dreams about mine but I have never masturbated to her, kinda curious about it desu

when you're a zoomer you think milfs are everything, but now that I'm a millennial I know they're used up whores I have integrated my darkside and am the master.

ok my strategy to get the momcest experience (without actually fucking my mom ofc) is to go on dating websites and hit up older women until i find one that agrees to by my mommy

>>81904704
Im fairly new here so sorry if im asking questions you've already answered.

Do you live as a couple and plan to spend the rest of your lives together?
How do you hide your relationship from friends and family?
Does your mom feel guilty or feel like shes taking your "future" away from you?

>>81903230 (OP)
>when most anons in this thread dont even like their real moms but you cant prove it

>>81903230 (OP)
for some reason, felix links doesn't work right, maybe you should reupload them. if anyone can make a quick resume of felix it would be much apreciated

>>81903230 (OP)
i swear to god i am starting to think is a spiritual experience

>>81908192
Not weird at all, I've had uncountable wet dreams about my mom and have found that they make me unleash more than usual

>>81909018
They work on my machine and phone but ok

https://desuarchive.org/r9k/search/username/felix/start/2025-05-22/order/asc/ https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81238229/#81253861 https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81292903/#81298896 https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81347282/#81347811 https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81365577/#81365804 https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81368577/#81369405 https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81438637/#81439183 https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81508257/#81512238 https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81586220/#81592556 https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81665103/#81682213 https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81741395/#81760503 https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/81851153/#81883240

>>81909018
I just want to imagine lying down and having her plop those melons over my face while going "guess who?" as she breaks my nose with the sheer impact.

>>81909201
thank you!
>>81909246
nnnggghhh

>>81907002
Veiny, but not veiny enough

>>81909062
>>81903230 (OP)
do any of momcest regulars don't have this inner explosive desire to workout in order to please mommy? i dont like my mom, but as a concept, i find it super hot. just imagine being out of the gym all pumped and steamy and your mom just start kissing your abs and worship you, so proud of her creation. you are 50% made of her at the end of the day, so working your body is also a way to praise her and her genetics. imagine being all muscular and huge, squeezing your balls to pump all your seed into your creator as your muscles just become bigger and tighter and your mommy floppy huge tits just giggle and giggle and leak and cum of pleasure. your inbreeding son would have a relatedness of 75%. almost perfection

>>81909879
yeah that's hot. if you don't like your mom do you at least work out for real?

>>81908969
I think a plurality of our posters have mixed feelings about their moms, but there's definitely more that like their moms than dislike them

>>81909913
i do workout irl and imagine fucking an imaginary mom. i dont like my mother, i think that everytime i like a girl she is the opposite of my mom. i think i am so disconected from my mom that a rock could shit me out and it would feel more loving that being born of my actual mom

>>81910083
do you think your momcest fetish stems from you lacking the affection of your real mom?

>>81910134
she was always overly protective and with a very low management of emotions. she abandon me when i was 13 and my school had to be involved, so to a degree, is possible

>>81910134
my mom was incredibly needy but never gave me any affection
it affected me

>>81910170
I'm sorry anon, that sounds terrible. Do you think fucking a random milf would give you the same satisfaction or is it just not the same

>>81910178
how does that work? if she's needy wouldn't she like affection?

>>81910196
oh yeah. i change my mom for a tinder roastie any day. i am religious and genuinely hope my mom gets saved, but aside from that, we dont have nothing in common. it is hard to imagine that 50% of me comes from her. i feel like we are very much the opposite. i am a oldie, i have been on /momcest/ from post one and i wish i had a mother like finnanon or felix because the spiritual desire of breeding incest is there. i just don't feel atracted to my mom, like, at all

>>81910319
>>81910196
>>81910134
with this said, there are friends of my mom who have took a peek on me. specially one bitch who is rich as fuck, her sons are 10/10 gigachads and her ex-husband is a millionare. not that i care of course, i dont want her money nor a sugar mommy but is better fuck than a filthy hag. my mom gave me a warning that she was very flirty. i wanted to ask /momcest/ to help me fuck her. it shouldnt be very difficult since she already wants me badly. some months ago i was supposedly go to a trip with her and my mom and i though that was my chance to fuck her good but it was canceled at the end, wich is a shame. if i could stay on her house one day or two alone there is a 100% chance that i could breed her. i just dont know how to contact her since she is my mom's friend and it would be weird to ask my mom to meet her

>>81910550
Find her social media and get her number that way?

>>81910581
and start talking with her out of nothing? my mom would notice that i want to fuck her right on the spot and i can't risk that

>>81910611
If your relationship with your mom is already bad what difference would it make? Your mom's friend would know something is up from you messaging her, just man up and own it

>>81910639
>man up

yeah, i guess i should do it. if there is any advice about a more sutile approach, i would love to hear, if not. i guess i will just dm her. what should i say to her if i decide to dm her?

>>81904704
Uh, I don't think so my guy.

>>81910706
treat her like a woman, don't be needy or childish seeking her approval and find a way to talk her or better, date here

>>81906563
It's true.

How much to get a momcestanon to buy some Son Fucker heels? There are custom monogram websites out there.

Anyone else grow up with a mom that used to have tits like this? They deflated over time which really sucked.

>>81912110
My mom's look more like this. They've surprisingly kept their shape and only have slight sag well into her 50s. She spends most of her time on her back so maybe gravity went easier on her or she knows how to pick the right bras.

Disc: materamor_43737

Mommybros, add me.

>>81912187
y tho

I don't really understand the desire to add people to talk with privately about any fetish. It's the content that's hot, I'm not exactly looking to make friends with other male perverts who are pathetic like me

>>81912217
That's understandable, you don't have to add me.

I like talking to other perverts who are pathetic like me.

>>81912239
Sorry, shouldn't be so mean

But what do you guys talk about

>>81912276
Fantasies with mommy, different things we'd like to happen, etc.

Similar to what we post about in the thread, just more one on one and personal.

>>81912169
My mom used to have that warm but dry milf skin all over and it made her tits feel so firm because of it. She was built like this after she had me and I'm her first born son.

>>81908231
If you want to cut to the chase (and it's legal) you could look for milf escorts and ask them if they offer mommy services

Here people, have a picture of our greatest president, Millard Fillmore. Its a good bump

>>81912814
18th century American version of Macron

>>81904704
Have you ever passed as a couple to strangers in real conversation?

>>81903276
>@Escobar
I popped the question
She said yes
Wedding's in december

>>81903230 (OP)
does it have to be mom and son? or can it be mom and daughter

we never got intimate, but my mother did put hidden cameras in my room and recorded me changing or masturbating while growing, and she would sell them on the internet

>>81913364
Sucks that this is the one guy where this doesn't mean what we wished it meant.

>>81913390
mom and daughter is a-okay, we'll get guys in here talking about hitting on older ladies they're not related to.

Do you think your mom was attracted to you?
Do you think your mom was jealous of you?
Are you attracted to your mom at all?

>>81913406
I don't know if she was attracted to me, but I think she was just using me to sell Cp online for money
jealous of being young maybe, she also sold videos of me having sex with my boyfriend when I was 16
quite the opposite now, I'm disgusted by her

>>81913364
Congratulations bro, may she make you Bandeja Paisa for the next 50 years.

this thread is fucking demonic

>>81913484
If you're gonna say that you're supposed to use this Image

>>81912587
it's not the same though, i want an authentic relationship

anyway the winona ryder lookalike in >>81908231
stopped responding to me but i'm hoping to have more success with this one

>>81913364
Congrats Escobar!

>>81913390
Mother/daughter should be fine. There have been some bro/sis stories, a few with aunts, anda cousin too so the theme isnt too strict.

Sorry your mom is a monster though.

>>81913608
KEK
saved
origini

>>81908969
I loved my mom, but my interest in momcest is purely pornographic.

>>81914070
You never had any passing thoughts or dreams about maternal romance?

>>81914845
Not with my own mother, no.

is the anon from a week ago who talked about his mom chatbot still here? wanted to check out the perchance one but the link doesn't seem to work.

https://perchance.org/ai-rpg#data=uup1:b45690773bdf9f6f1f9df95377167ccf.gz

Bump organelley

>>81913364
congrats! she sounds lovely
>>81913406
and thank god it doesn't mean that because his mom doesn't deserve it. her white dress would probably catch fire at the altar from all her sins

i'd also like to hear an update from the anon who was groomed to fuck his stepmom by his dad and the younger brother getting massages from his sister

>>81907688
No, we were in Italy last year. She wants to go somewhere exotic this time.

>>81908561
We live as a couple. I want to spend the rest of my life with her.
We don't have much family except for grandma. She lives in our home country and only visits once a year or so. Not many people to hide it from.
She mentioned guilt sometimes but it's been a while since this surfaced.

>>81912981
I don't recall. Maybe hotel staff or something. But we go as mom and son.

>>81913406
>gif
These little lines and symbols make me diamonds. I need to see more with family tree expansion and DNA mixing.

>>81916779
That sounds comfy. Why don't you act like you're a regular couple if nobody knows you there? They'd probably just assume you were her boytoy

>>81913364
Oh that's wonderful
Congratulations

>>81916719
>groomed to fuck his stepmom
Fuck, that's hot as fuck. Wish that was me(but with my real mom)

>>81919172
he never actually did but I'm still hoping he will

>>81918424
I didn't know August begins on July 22nd

>>81919405
Well I didn't know there was a jerk store delivery scheduled for July 22nd

>>81919979
Nothing wrong with some light hearted ribbing

What's the best tv series for Netflix and chilling with mom?

>>81917564
Mating with your own mom is so fucking hot. So many things going on, biologically but also socially.

>>81909428
The blue veins get me hard like nothing else

>>81903230 (OP)
90+ replies and no sign of CHADSON

>>81903230 (OP)
ALL moms should wear black sleeveless turtlenecks.
It should be the law.

Going to the aquarium and seeing big fuzzy beavers with mom

>>81923263
CHADSON animation

>>81903230 (OP)
my mom seems pretty concerned about my lack of dating/sex life and i really think i could convince her to give me a handjob because of it. im a pretty stereotypical dork/loser so obviously women arent really into me and i think that makes my mom sad/concerned for me

Become your mom's sonsband

>>81924075
Bruh wtf is this

>>81923284
Damn are we really willing to give up sundresses though?

>>81925297
Never give up sundresses.

>>81925297
Sundresses for warm summer days ONLY, black sleeveless turtlenecks all other times

Listen here you fucking pieces of shit,
if you know any milf who's menopause is delayed or even slightly overweight, bloating and back pain are the earliest signs of ovarian cancer.
fuck you all
>Captcha: "HGR DR"

>>81926380 Talks about menopause and Ovarian Cancer in a momcest thread
>???
What did he mean by this??

>>81926288
I thought mom had to be above me in age for this to be considered Mom?

>>81927100
Making sure moms stay healthy is on topic desu

Blah blah mom is hot blah blah

>>81912110
Which is better? Small but perky tits on your mom, or big but saggy tits on your mom?
Like wise, Small but firm ass, or big but saggy/cellulite ass on your mom. Make your choice dear anons.

>>81929125
Peak mom body is skinny upper body with saggy semi-big tits and a huge cellulite ass and thighs

>>81922345
I love momcest mating because it's such an overload.
Biologically - Familiar genes and DNA mixing back together, greater compatibility than any other.
Socially - The taboo and risk, permanently transforming the mom/son dynamic.
Spiritually - Returning to the womb, becoming one again, creating life with your creator.

>>81930092
Also Psychologically its the most intense pleasure they'll ever feel

>>81925297
>>81926288
>>81927649
Sleeveless turtlenecks are ideal for licking mompits

>>81931387
You wouldn't happen to be British would you?

>>81930092
Disregarding the fanfic, this is pretty kino webm. She's highly receptive.

>>81913608
based and timeless futurepilled

>>81931454
You mean Bri'ish

>>81903230 (OP)
Not really into irl momcest with my own mom (anymore) but I have a question kinda sorta related: how common is cousin-on-cousin incest? I used to have MAJOR hots for one of my first cousins who was a year older than me. I was a really shy kid so among other reasons I never got close to her. I feel like momcest isn't too common but cuzcest is, just a lot more low key

>>81933124
Worldwide around 10% of marriages are between cousins (albeit the vast majority of them are in the third world). I'd think cousin fucking is 5-10x more common than immediate family incest even in the first world.
>irl momcest with my own mom (anymore)
What happened did she die or did you actually find out how to get over Oedipal obsessions?

Is the anon that was making these WhatsApp chat things dead?

>>81933124
as with every incest relationship, she only wants CHADCOUSIN.

Hey everyone, I was told that this is not just a porn thread but also a serious thread for incest discussion and I wanted to ask something and hear some genuine opinions because trying to do it on /b/ only results in porn or insults, but before I leave I want to hear an opinion on this from other people. I just want to say, I know you guys are oriented towards mothers, and my situation is not between parents, but between siblings, but it's a similar problem, so here goes:

How do you face or deal with rejection? What point could there be to life afterwards if you know it will always just be a cope because what your heart really wants will never happen?

>>81933650
>What happened did she die or did you actually find out how to get over Oedipal obsessions?
I guess I more or less grew out of it. I'm a 24 y/o virgin loner and as a consequence I was very sexually frustrated and hated myself (less than I already do. I've made good progress at not feeling like shit all the time. I was always worthless from birth 'till now, it just doesn't bother me that much anymore). My mom happens to have a body type, face, and skin tone I would be really into if I had a gf like her. What really made me grew out of it was her shitty personality. Basically because she's a parent she thinks she can treat people like shit while also crying pissing and moaning when she receives similar treatment from my dad (giant hypocrite, but what parent isn't?). She was good at keeping me alive, under a roof, well-fed, educated, etc, but failed at literally every other conceivable metric for raising a kid. She made me feel bad for not having friends but did fuck all to actually help me make any. Always wants to complain. Never wants to actually provide immediate actionable solutions for anything I cared about or anything SHE cares about (ie She will bitch and moan about being unhealthy but then do little to nothing to actually address that). Overall pretty nasty and relatively unpredictable personality. One day she loves you. The next You're a piece of shit because someone or something mildly inconvenienced her and therefore that has to be everyone else's problem (again, giant hypocrite because she claims my dad is the only person that does this shit when she's like 10x worse). There is a brief period a year or two ago where I seriously entertained the idea of making moves on her from suggestions of other anons. To make a long story short she did a lot of weird shape when I was a kid that made me certain she was at the very least far more..... Physically interested.... In me that I normal mother should.

>>81933650
>>81933998
Maybe my brain matured a little once I turned 24 or something but I'm not even remotely interested in her anymore and expect to me getting mildly annoyed when she even looks my direction.

TLDR: She looks like a girl I'd fuck if that were even a possibility for me but she has an annoying personality. This isn't just me bitching and moaning about mild inconveniences. My younger brother is almost certain she has either BPD or a BPD like personality disorder. She's hinted she's had abused done to her when she was a kid and I suspect it was physical AND sexual. If it was sexual then I suggest she may open up to me about it in the future. (She of course won't tell me for any good reasons, like getting closure or opening up to me or whatever. She'll do it because she thinks it will make me like her more as a person because she can tell I find her incredibly irritating)

>>81933907
Oneitis is hard to get over and Consanguinamorous oneitis can be nigh impossible to get over. Some people can cope by diving into hobbies, jobs, or settling for other people. Unfortunately if the connection was strong enough it might never go away.

>>81903230 (OP)
>>7254302

NTA. Posting this so I can more easily read the Mom-molester-anon story

>>81934266
Im retarded and posted the wrong post ID

>>77254308

>>81934280
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/77238884/#77254302

>>81934266
>>81934280
Ok.... THIS should be it

>>77254302

Accidentally left out the first 7 The first time. Disregard the previous posts with the wrong IDs.

https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/77238884/#77254302

>>81934055
That is kind of my point. What possible reason do I have to live if all I ever do is cope because of what happened to me. Even if I somehow coped enough and just settled for someone else, it's not fair to them either. What if that person genuinely loves me, and I'm just trying to fake it till I make it, which I won't, which means fake it till I can't take it anymore and kill myself anyway. Not fair to them, either.

>>81934315
You could hang on to the small hope that the person you're pining after could change their mind. Things that seem impossible do sometimes end up happening

>>81934315
>What possible reason do I have to live
there's more to life than romance! get a hobby or something..plenty of ppl dont get with their oneitis.

>>81934362
Kinda what i did until now. Right now I'm in a complete bliss to be honest. The past couple of months were just depression and crying myself to sleep, but right now i feel very relaxed. Will likely be dead soon so it's not a big deal

Before the big 4chan website outage, i was on here, well not here, on /b/ talking about my brother and my feelings towards him and how much it hurts me that I loved him and that he was instead dating sluts who cheated on him. I already kinda wanted to off myself with morphine back then but was told to hang in there and for some reason i did... well now there is nothing left for me to live for because that hope is gone. That's why I was curious how people handle rejection. Because to me, the rejection was nice. I at least don't have to die with doubts or regrets about what could be if I just confessed. Because now i know.

>>81934478
That hope shouldn't be gone nomi your brother could always change his mind down the line, or you could find something or someone else in this world that gives meaning to your life.

>>81934601
nah, the hope is very much gone... my life is basically fucked
My brother had a total of 5 girlfriends and 4 of them cheated on him and the one that didn't basically just gold diggered and then left him for her ex. All I ever wanted apart from being attracted to him was to just give my brother a faithful, honest, loving relationship that he wanted but couldn't get.
Well I finally did confess to him while we were cuddling and watching a movie and his reaction was a rejection and then telling our mom who now wants me to either move out of the house and never speak to my brother again or go to therapy and get on some stupid brainfixer meds, so my life is basically reduced to being isolated or insanitarium.
Not like i can go back anyway. It's been 2 days since i ran away from home. I'm just using this burger king for free wifi and to charge my laptop but really I'm almost out of money too, and all I got left in my backpack is some clothes and a shit ton of morphine to overdose with that i took from my grandfather and a syringe to take it

Sort of related, but I enjoy the idea of middle aged siblings becoming a couple.
Like, they didn't really have any 'encounters' in their youth for whatever reason, but in their 40s-50s they have sex for the first time.

Any erotica or porn about this subject? Bonus, the woman has a grown up son

>>81934714
How old are you nomi? Do you live in or near a major city? You have more choices than going to a sanitarium, being isolated, or ending it all. There's homeless shelters you can stay at for your immediate food, shower, sleep needs. There's still people out there who would care about you and help you.

>>81934935
Turning 19 in a couple of months. But it's not really a major major city but it's not tiny either. Do i have more choices? Not really no. When my brother told our mom that i confessed love with him and tried to kiss him she basically gave me those 2 options. Therapy and brain fixers or move away like FAR away to our relatives and never seek contact with my brother again. I was probably gonna try going to uni but she didn't care, just said to find one there instead. So no, my life is kind of just gone with everything out in the open now. Third option is essentially what I'm doing now.
I don't know if my family will even alert the police to my disappearance, or if anyone is looking for me. Could be they are happy because I'm a burden they got rid of, don't know. Point is, I either stay homeless or die. And like... honestly, why even bother with that? My life is nothing now. Let's say i would survive as a homeless girl in some shelter. What possible joy of being alive would i achieve? It would be like keeping a braindead coma patient alive instead of pulling the plug.

Either way my brother is a fucking asshole and ruined my life and yet i still love him, so i can see there is no point in me trying to just cope, even if i had anywhere left to go in life. Thankfully i do not have to worry about this, as i have ran out of options

>>81935087
>brother told our mom
your brother's a bit of a cunt, no offense

>>81935087
How long after your mom gave you the ultimatum did you run away?

>>81935087
Don't do anything stupid please, sis anon. You're very young, got a whole lilfe ahead of you. Things will get better.

>>81930092
The mom/grandmom aspect is so hot. The biological part is obvious I think, but the social part is so good as well. Like, on one hand, becoming a mom is incredibly wholesome and exciting, but we all know that moms also love becoming a grandmom, seeing their son successfully getting a lovely woman and getting her pregnant, giving her grandchildren. Most moms really love it when their sons become fathers.

It's interesting to think about how bonkers and messy this situation is when it's mother and son that are having a child. She feels the love of a man who wants to knock her up and the happiness of becoming a mom again, creating a child that is both him and her. But then she also still his mom, so in a way she feels the happiness that comes from seeing her son successfully knocking up a woman, but that woman is she herself. But, assuming she loves him, this makes her even happier. So there is this wholesome happiness of seeing her son become a father and starting his own family, realizing that he's a full adult now and even a parent. But then there is the sexual excitement that this young man, her own son, wants her so much that he wants to knock her up and she is also kind of starting a new family and becoming a mother again.

Mother of her son, her son's woman, mother of a new child, grandmother of her son's child, mother of her son's child - all these roles and their emotions happen the same time and they're all mixed and intertwined in a way that could only happen by literally impregnating your own mother - wholesome family values and incredible, forbidden desire and lust mixed completely to the point where they can never be separated again. From now on, when she's proud of her son, it also means she's proud of her man, her lover and vice versa. It's just so incredibly messy and convoluted, but it's so fucking hot.

>>81935134 i don't know why he did this to me, we always had a good relationship. I was trying so hard to be a good sister to him, and i spent almost all of my time with him when i could. He has been hurt so much by all the stupid girls he hooked up with over the years, and all i wanted was to just be a solid girlfriend for him. I just wish he would have given me, or well us a chance
>>81935145 well i confessed to my brother at around 19 while we were watching the movie. He told our mom, she gave me a world of shit for about an hour until i was sent to my room. i packed a backpack, wrote a goodbye suicide letter, stole my grandfather's morphine, and sneaked out of the house at around 3 in the morning. That was 2 days ago
>>81935192 whole life is a broad term. A life? yes. What kind of life? Exactly... not one worth living by all means

>>81935341
What have you been doing the past couple days other than talking to us from a burger king? Has your family not tried to contact you at all?

>>81933907 >>81934315
>>81934478 >>81934714
>>81935087 >>81935341
I will be honest with you,
I don't know what's too problematic about going to therapy and being hooked up on some meds.
It's unlikely they'll hook you on anxiolytics for example, so you wouldn't experience too bad of side effects.
I also don't think your brother is too involved in how your mom reacted to the whole ordeal.

If I was in your shoes,
I would go to therapy, get some meds and say sorry to my brother
because we're blood-linked and that's not a sort of relationship that can dissipate.
Family stays family.

sorry the bk is closing which means they will turn of the wifi soon. i will go find somewhere to sleep.

>>81935415 just... walking a lot. Hiding on buses trying to not get found because i obviously had no ticket. Slept on a train the first day. No conductor came to control tickets so it was pretty free. Don't know if my family tried or not. Did not take my phone. Maybe they did on email or my brother on my discord. Did not check, don't really want to. What could they possibly say other than be angry or tell me off

>>81935463 well i thought about this yesterday but now it is completly gone. If i come back he will always just look at me as his psychotic sister who wanted to fuck him and then ran away from home and tried to kill herself. Just a crazy insane trainwreck. Never as a women he would be interested in. So what good is that anyway

either way bye guys. I will try to board some train and sleep on it. They are quite warm

>>81935547
>>>81935463(You) well i thought about this yesterday but now it is completly gone. If i come back he will always just look at me as his psychotic sister who wanted to fuck him and then ran away from home and tried to kill herself. Just a crazy insane trainwreck. Never as a women he would be interested in. So what good is that anyway
You think too little of your own blood, which is something that cannot be conversed about unfortunately.

>>81935547
I hope to see you in the thread tomorrow nomi.

bump octagonally

You reacted too quickly; your confession of your love surprised and shocked them. Understand them. He had a stupid reaction, and so did your mother. You don't have to call yourself a psychopath. Respect your feelings.
Do you really think you're the only one in the world who loves and wants the best for your brother?
You don't know the future, you can't know if life isn't worth it; you're 19 years old.
You're scared, you're hurt, sad, suicidal. This is normal; understand that you also react irrationally.
It happens, and you can make choices that will reduce the damage.
Get back in touch with your brother, your family, your mother, (your father?).
Go home, agree to talk to a psychologist. No one can force you to take medication. You can pretend.
Your brother can think. You can love other people. Try, be brave. You're afraid, that's normal, but don't let fear win.
Just because you think there are no more choices doesn't mean there aren't plenty of others.
You have love, you have the right to live. Respect your right !

>>81935547
Do you think your brother dislikes you or hates you because of what happened? Your brother knows about your mental state and how much you mean to him. Even though he was surprised by your confession, I don't think that would be enough to make him hate you. Maybe he went to your mom because he really had no idea how to handle the situation he was in and defaulted to an authority figure. It would be worth it to give him a call and see how he feels now that some time has passed. See if you can talk to him without out your parents around. The important thing is to be open and honest with him. Let him know how you feel, what he means to you and how telling your mom felt like betrayal. Most importantly, I would see if there can still be a place for you in his life. It may not be intimate relationship, but there's no limit to how close you two can be while retaining platonic relationship.
Then see about therapy. Give it a try. At 19 you're considered an adult. You have the ability to accept or decline whatever treatment they recommend. If they want to load you up with meds, you can walk out the door and reconsider your options. What many people don't talk about is that many patient need to talk to different therapist before they find one that they really mesh with. Be honest with the therapist as well about your feeling and apprehensions regarding treatment. It shouldn't take too long before you find someone that will hear you out and take things at your pace.

>>81934928
my mom told me her brother was a hunk in their youth.

What's your mom's favorite song?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PN1ZwtLsMc8

>>81935262
Beautifully said. The blending of roles is so wonderfully twisted, aspects of mother, grandmother and wife all feeding in to each other. Even after marriage or pregnancy, she will always be your mother, the woman who birthed and raised you.

>>81903276
>@Brosis
Nothing really related to the thread topic, though I could probably gush about the baby for hours.
>>81913364
Congrats!
>>81933907
If possible, put physical distance between the two of you. If he's dead set against it then keeping him in your life while you have those unfulfilled feelings will rot your heart away and just leave you broken.
>>81934928
I like it too, but I'm biased as my brother and I are both nearing middle age and I'd run away to another country with him tomorrow if he asked.

You wake up next to mom. What's the first thing you do?

>>81938728
I think you're a fetish fag

Fighting one's instincts is impossible, momcest is the natural order of things.

>>81908969
I have a thing for older women but its from being abused and tortured by several older girls and women in my formative years
and yes I have a complicated relationship with my mom

>>81939400
It's only right that mother and son mate like nature intended. No use in fighting what is meant to be. Your DNA was designed and destined to rejoin.

Bump maternaI

>>81930976
Yeah. Once the barrier of inbreeding is overcome, I'm pretty sure a mother son couple will just breed relentlessly. Because in order to overcome that barrier in the first place you need a ridiculously high desire for each other. Once the anxiety and the worries are overcome after having done it, there's nothing in the way anymore. Just endlessly make love and let nature happen.

I don't really want to fuck mine, but I do want to see her naked.

>>81903276
Who wins the momcest deathmatch?

>>81942798
Plankfem gives everyone a cold and the whole thing is a wash.

why won't felix just post the update

also not happy with the lack of updates from dexteranon.

>>81942896
He's busy job-hunting

i know its not fap thread(not main purpose) but i have links to good russian board threads with related pictures
(https://arhivach.vc/thread/1186090/)
(https://arhivach.vc/thread/1188413/)

>>81943346
Gotta support the future kids

>>81943376
Nice, gonna save some pics for future threads

>>81934478
Hey i actually remember that post on /b/. 18 yo sister in love with her 21 yo brother who was depressed because every girlfriend he ever had cheated on him. I remember it. If im not wrong one of them got pregnant with an ex right?

You already sounded so fucked and sad back then saying how much it hurts you that this happens to him. Fucking crazy that he goes through a platoon of whores and then his lovely little sister confesses love and she just wants to be his perfect dream girlfriend and the nigga goes to rat on you to your parents like wtf...
Lowkey bro deserves that cheating

>>81943346
>>81944133
yeah right, I'm waiting for his larp history

What's a bigger catalyst for momcest a neglectful/absent/abusive father or an overbearing/clingy/authoritative mother?

>>81946403
Clingy mom for sure. Growing up, my dad did everything he had to and was never absent in any way, always supported me and guided me without being tyrannical. But my mom was clingy and jealous of me, at times even openly emotionally incestuous, and in the long run it made me want to make her my wife since she was already treating me as her surrogate husband. The issue, typical of emotional incest, is that the mom wants to have her cake and eat it too by having a son-husband while not acting as a mom-wife herself, by not letting her son-husband have sex with her (something that he deserves by virtue of being her emotional support pet). This doesn't sit right with me. We either act as normal mom and son, or have an incestual relationship, everything inbetween is unfair bullshit. You want to have an emotional support husband you can vent your frustrations on? Sure, but I want to have a juicy milf wife I can pound and sloppily make out with whenever I want. It's only fair.

wonder why Nomi-chan loves her brother so much

>>81946642
Grooming. The answer is always grooming

I wonder what UKanon is up to nowadays

>>81946911
It's not always grooming though, it can be shared traumabonding and intelligence cases where they've never met before Genetic Sexual Attraction.

>nomi didn't come back
T-T

We're on page 9 so I'm bumping

>>81950617
Thanks brosis

>>81938676
>though I could probably gush about the baby for hours.
How are they doing?

>>81951001
She's doing great. Talking a little, and I'm reasonably sure she understands at least some of what I say. Just as happy as can be to explore everything she can, too. We went on a nice walk today to buy some produce at one of the local stands. Can't help but feel like I'm really going to miss this when she's old enough to be in school.

>>81951242
How old are you and your brofriend?

>>81951242
Do you plan to tell her who her dad is?
Do you think she will understand?

>>81951695
The later end of our 30s
>>81951700
I think it's best I don't. I wish circumstances were different enough that she could just have him in her life all the time, but that's not likely to be.

>>81951801
Do you have a dual monitor setup or have you upgraded to a triple monitor yet?

>>81951820
I don't think I will ever bother to go triple, it's excessive for what I do on the computer.

https://t.me/undressFRE
lmaooooo ziggers,jeets,spics are openly posting their moms for chink bots to nudify them

watching this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-O-LOqeiaI
what annoys me is that if you're going to act like this you can at least encourage him to throatfuck you, but no, sex bad obviously

>>81954213
Ai voice over rage subject algorithm milking video. Herds of normgroids as viewers who can not comprehend that someone's life can be different, literally clone troopers form Starwars.

>>81954213
how do you know? i choose to believe some of these moms (the ones with adult sons) get fucked regularly

Boymoms are the future of motherhood.

Recently we've been chatting less. I dont know why, maybe its because she's super busy with work. Really hoping to get more nudes this weekend

>>81951801
Is your brother what we would call a 'Chad'?

>>81949791
hey, still alive. I was just moving around a bit. Got kicked off a train at like 3 in the morning, so i boarded a different one. I have no idea where i'm right now. I gotta be very far away from home
>>81946911
no, my brother did not groom me. In fact he helped me out a lot while my abusive dad was still alive.
>>81946642
There is a lot of reasons really. But what hurts me or makes me furious the most is how unfair this is. All those other fucking whores had to do to have him was have tits and go to school with him or be at a bar while he is trying to meet a girl or make a tinder account. And done
I have been trying to make him attracted to me for years, like accidentally flashing him while walking out of the shower with a towel in my face so i can be like oh oops didn't see you there sorry, or when we were together in our pool in the backyard letting my swimsuit top accidentally fall off while getting out of water and hugging him "unaware" that im topless, you know, just trying to get him to notice me that i'm an attractive girl too and stuff. I even changed my hair color for him. I'm naturally a deeper brown brunette, but i heard him say he likes blondes to his friends, so i bleached my hair to be blond and then i know he also was attracted a lot to belle delphine a couple years ago so i changed my hair to be like hers with the pink ends transition fade and stuff. Basically, what im saying is i put a ton of effort in trying to be attractive for him and be the kind of girl he likes and then these fucking bitches have to do literally nothing except existing and he chases after them like a dog. I hate it so much, it's so unfair. I want him but they get to have him just because, and then they cheated on him. I wanted to be a good loyal girlfriend for him so that he doesn't have to go through this hurtful shit anymore and then he just started dating another one, and it all happens all over again. It's so fucking unfair i hate it, i hate this life so much!!!

>>81958324
If it makes you feel any better Nomi, /mcg/'s very own Brosis had a decade long gap between her brotherly confession of love and starting a relationship with him. She has a daughter with him now.

>>81958324
>, my brother did not groom me
Well somebody did. But ur a woman so ur probably lying anyways

>>81958324
think you should go back home, nomi-chan. they're probably very worried about you...

>>81958388
well i read this thread and i see the daughter thing but from the way she speaks and from someone even asking her if she is gonna tell the daughter who the dad is, it sounds like they aren't really together. So it seems more like the kid was just something he gave her as a side effect of a fling? Doesn't sound like they are an active couple...
>>81958428
thanks. For your information i'm not stupid enough to let anyone groom me
And btw since the theme of this thread is moms, you know your mom is a woman too, right?

>>81958324
most siblings just don't see each other that way, no matter how much effort you might put into it. that's just a fact of life, y'know. don't you like other guys?

>>81958574
How much money do you have Ieft?

>>81958324
Glad you're still alive, Nomi. Do you have any friends you can crash with for a while?

>>81958631
about that... i did something i never thought i would do and i feel shit about it but yesterday i couldnt afford any food so i went to a restaurant and there was only 1 waiter so i ordered food and ate it and then when he went to the back i just ran away and sprinted for like 5 minutes to get as far away as possible. I'm sorry if he gets like yelled at by his boss or something for it. The rest of the day was nicer tho. I found out there is a public lake here for swimming like a beach, so i went there because i haven't really had any way to clean myself since so it felt nice having a bath. Night was shit, i boarded some train to sleep on but a conductor got on and caught me so he was going to call the police or something on his walkie talkie but the train was standing in a station so i just ran away when he turned around and he didnt bother running after me i guess so i got lucky there.
I got very lucky in the morning because i was sitting on some street and i was very tired and i feel asleep in the middle of the street somehow through all the noise and some woman woke up me and asked me if i was okay and if i needed help and gave me like 20 bucks which was awesome because i could go and buy a pizza for lunch and i had a little left over so i bought some candy with it as a mood lifter. Happy for a moment before glooming again because i remembered that I'm essentially on a death march. Kinda just putting off doing it because I'm going through the notion or something.
>>81958609
No I don't, they are mean and awful and they made fun of me because i have braces, and there is nothing interesting about them. My brother is so fun to be around and he is so cute and hot to me and other girls only ever hurt him, i want him to experience love and loyalty and stuff!!!

>>81958815
Nothing wrong with dining and dashing if it's your only way to get food. Where are you posting from now? Another Burger King?

>>81958858
No i'm in a shopping mall right now. It closes at 22:00 because there is a cinema on the top floor. They have one of those free wifi section with sockets so i can charge my laptop
>>81958665
No. If i go to any of my friends, my family will know i'm there. Their parents will just call them. Or the police. It's not like my friends have their own houses or something. Would be cool if they did tho.
>>81958550
I can't! my life is completely ruined and destroyed. I'm past any point of return. If i even came back, they would all just look at me as if i was crazy for doing this. My mom would be even angrier than she was when she found out about my feelings for my brother, now she would just straight up hate me. She is probably happy I'm gone, because it solves her issue without having to do anything

>>81958959
Well if you're not gonna try to find a homeless shelter I have an idea for how you can get some breakfast tomorrow if there's any hotels nearby.

>>81958959
you shouldn't kill yourself, that will damage your brother more permanently than any of those sluts ever could

>>81959008
well a homeless shelter feels like a long term solution and i would like to believe i'm not a long term person anymore... but thank you for the advice but i can't afford to stay at a hotel by any chance unless i just find a briefcase full of money on the ground or something

>>81946403
i check all of those boxes.
i was born to end up here.

>>81959108
You don't have to book a room to get free breakfast at a hotel. Just enter the hotel and first go to the elevators and go up a few floors. Wait by the ice machine/vending machine on the floor for 10-15 minutes, then go back down the elevator, find the hotel breakfast area and eat breakfast.

>>81959105
i doubt it. He just doesn't love me. I tried so hard to be as attractive to him as possible and i always spent a lot of time with him and did his hobbies with him if i could and whenever he got hurt i was there for him to talk and stuff and he just pushed me away in the end. He probably hates me now and thinks i'm crazy or something and is glad i'm gone

>>81959136
For him not to care he would have to be a total psychopath. Is that the impression you have of your older brother?

aaa brosis plz tell nomi-chan to not ruin her life over this

>>81959184
no he is 100% not one of those... he was always very caring and he would always try to stand up for me or protect me from things like when i got bullied or made fun of or our dad when he was still alive. I don't want to hurt him, but if i'm not a girl to him then i'm nothing to him...

>>81959263
You're still his sister nomi, he still cares about you even though he fucked up by telling your mom. He would be devastated if he never saw you again

>>81959136
When u first asked how to deal with rejection, what kind of answers were you hoping for? Do you wanna try and move on from this? What's on your mind? What would you like to do next?

>>81957563
He's at least Chad-passing, I would say. I know the real him and he's a dumb nerd like me, but he's always been good with people and stuff like that. Kind of hard to argue anything but yes considering his, uh, rather active sex life.
>>81958388
>>81958574
It's pretty accurate to call it a fling, much as it pains me. His situation doesn't let him just pick up and leave for me, so it is what it is. I hope you can work things out with your brother, but you may not have a choice but to just try and move so you can forget about him. It's unfortunate but we don't live in a society that makes that kind of love easy.
>>81959136
>>81959263
If nothing else, he does love you as his little sister and is probably very worried about you. Maybe at least find a way to let him know you're alright.

>>81959263
that's not true, it's not all or nothing. he was stupid for telling your mom but I'm sure it would wreck him to lose you.
he was an idiot for telling your mom, but you have to give him some time too. maybe he'll change his mind eventually

>>81959291
>>81959300
>>81959438
I'm sorry i just don't know what to do. I don't really want to die but i don't see any other way out. I'm so scared to go home because of what they will do to me and how much my mom is going to hate me for everything, even if my brother was to forgive me somehow
And while i don't really want to die i also don't just want to live like this, it hurted so much before i confessed to him. Just having to go day by day, watching my brother date other girls while i'm trying my heart out to get him to notice me as a willing and available girlfriend to hook up with, and then watching them hurt him. Its so unfair and i hate the idea of just living in this unfair world for another god knows how many years and just settling for some cope mechanism. If he didn't want to be my secret boyfriend i wish he was at least attracted to me or would want to secretly have sex with me you know? So that i could at least be happy that he sees me as a girl and not just some random roommate. I'm not really happy to die a virgin but i just don't want to live in a world where he is completely off limits

my thoughts for Nomi:
Go home, test the waters. It'll be hard because of the shame, but you can get through it. Get some food, get some sleep. You can always run away again if you need to.

Go to therapy. Make your mom do it. The therapist can't make you fall out of love, and they won't give you meds without reason. It may be helpful, especially since you grew up with an abusive father.

You can then start thinking about getting out of there, getting your own place, own space, etc.

>>81959567
>i also don't just want to live like this, it hurted so much before i confessed to him
I know what it's like, it's awful, I'm sorry. You really should go home. They're definitely worried about you, and some kind of therapy to try and sort things out mentally can be helpful. I still love mine and I've been in and out of therapy for much of my life. Honestly, I really do think it would be best to try and forget him while possible. This isn't a world that's kind to these kinds of relationships, and they can be really painful. It sucks, but the best you can probably do for him is find another man who makes you happy and maybe help your brother find a wife who makes him happy. Probably sounds pretty hypocritical coming from someone who did the exact opposite, but I think it would be better to try and move on and patch things up with your family. Holding out for a man you can't have just ends with you staring down middle age having never even been on a date.

>>81954213
only CHADSON and mom can get away with it.

>>81959705
i have to leave soon because the mall is closing and i'm gonna try sleeping on the lake beach because it's so warm outside but i want to say i understand what you are saying but it is exactly what is making me not wanna live like that you know?
Because if i just cope and settle i will always know inside that i'm just pretending. So instead of it i will be starring down middle age leading some guy around pretending like i love him when in reality i'm hiding depression because i'm not pursuing the actual love of my life and just settling and coping. And that is so much worse. For him too, it's so unfair.
What if i get pregnant. Now i'm in a relationship that is fake and i'm a mom to a kid i don't want because it's not with the person i want to be with and have kids with so i will probably just blow up the relationship or off myself then except then i will cause a lot more harm than now. You see what i mean? Every option feels worse than just swallowing my fear and injecting myself with the morphine. I really feel like dying now is the least damaging option to everyone around me compared to the absolute havoc i would unleash if i just went down this "pretend to be normal" route. Because one day it will surely blow up when i can't take it anymore except the blow up will be a lot worse
And honestly i don't know if i even want to try.
>help your brother find a wife who makes him happy
i want to be a wife who makes him happy. The idea that i'm instead actively helping some girl take him away from me and have him all for herself while i just waste away in sadness is horrible. Is this what i look forward to? 40 years of crying to a therapist that i hate my life and my lover got stolen from me and i helped the woman take him away from me? I hate this i hate all of this, this is all so fucking awful.

>>81959914
It gets easier eventually, at least if you aren't locking yourself away from the world like I was. Dying would just break your family and make them blame themselves. You don't have to force yourself to be with someone you don't love but it can't hurt to at least try. Might meet someone great that way. Or you could wait around and hope for a legal/societal shift in opinion. There are even places within America where it's legal to have sex with a relative if his mind changes down the line, if you'd rather wait for him.

>>81959914
Please just go back home now and talk to them. Or to at least better prepare and leave with a plan.
You're just in a dangerous situation now.

>>81959914
Literally, just keep your bro as a long-time affair partner while pretending to love your husband

>>81959914
You said your brother was very caring and not a psychopath. What makes you think he's not panicking about your whereabouts right now? There's nothing worse than losing a loved one, he's probably blaming himself for telling your mom and worried sick about whether you're alive or not.
Be careful out there

>>81960004
I'm sorry i'm european so, that information likely is of no use to me. Still, good for some people i guess
>>81960089
i would literally even be down for that, well i don't like the idea of cheating on an unsuspecting guy because he doesn't deserve that, so let's maybe cut that out, but even if my brother wanted to just keep me as a secret affair partner, i would be so down for that and i would love it. But i tried to make sexual advances on him, and when i confessed love to him it wasn't just saying i love you, i also told him that i want to give him my first time and want him to make love to me like he would to a girl and he just ran off and told our mom instead so i don't think he wants to do anything with me and that hurts so much because i'm a girl like any other why isn't he attracted to me at all i tried so hard to be pretty and sexy for him and like look and dress the way girls he likes do
>>81960110
i hope he isn't worried but i don't want to go back if he is just going to hate me and cut me out of his life...
>>81960065
i don't think i'm in any real danger yet. I'm not really starving or anything. I just hope it won't rain at night

ok i have to go the mall guard is standing next to me saying i have to leave. I will come to this mall tomorrow and i will maybe check my emails or discord to see if my family even tried to contact me

>>81960231
>I'm sorry i'm european so, that information likely is of no use to me
That works too. Pretty sure it's legal in France, and I know it's only illegal in Italy if it causes "public scandal", so it would have to be some actual messed up stuff for them to bother.
>i would literally even be down for that, well i don't like the idea of cheating on an unsuspecting guy because he doesn't deserve that
Always a possibility you meet someone who's actually into being "cheated on" that way, weird as it is to say. Or just being the secret partner if you think you can handle seeing him however rarely that ends up being.

>>81912169
Who is this woman?!?! I'd really appreciate any info you can find. Jesus christ...

>>81960231
map for reference

mommy bumps

>>81960231
You are going to go home. You are going to tell your mother you had a breakdown because you were lonely and not feeling well. You are going to apologize to your brother.

If you want to get over him you need to find a guy who is not him to obsess over. The first step toward this will not be easy but once you find that guy you will forget about your brother.
You think you wont. Trust me you will.
You do not know how fickle the heart really is.
Enroll in a university. Your mom will very likely help you to get you out of the house for a while.

This is good advice. If you are larping I will come over there and throw you in a river.

>>81960369
In the Islamic world, it is only legal to marry your cousins, If you think otherwise, your head will be cut off

Giving mom her morning ass smack

>>81960231
Not in any real danger?
You are a cute 18 year old virgin girl with nowhere to go, no phone, defenslessly sleeping on public trains or random beaches, with a backpack full of perscription drugs who is likely presumed dead because she left a suicide note. You are literally the biggest jackpot any creep, weirdo or kidnapper that sees you can wish for. Please for the love of god be careful

On other hand, holy fuck your brother is a fucking retard. You literally changed your appearance, body and hair only for him, you adjusted yourself to be as much to his liking as possible. I cant name a single person, guy or girl, that i know who has done that much effort for a significant other. The best, most loyal, most beautiful girl your brother can wish for, who btw saved her virginity for him, is doing all this and when she confesses love your brother ruins your life instead of just accepting?
Fucking insane. If my mom or sister did any of that i could die the happiest man ever. Your brother is a fucking dipshit

bommy mump

Playing melee pg 10 bump

>>81960231
>i hope he isn't worried but i don't want to go back if he is just going to hate me and cut me out of his life...
If you aren't willing to go home, can you at least contact your brother and ask to meet him alone so you can hash this stuff out with him?

>>81960369
It's odd how half the population is completely legal, yet no 'proven' incest porn.
Hell, even fake incest porn where they don't call each other "step" is rare

>>81963838
Blame the payment processors and advertisers for that one, they won't let people make money without calling each other "step".

>>81963838
There are some sets of alleged twins who do stuff together but all of them I've seen are same-sex pairs, and it's usually stuff like masturbating together and maybe kissing. Plus there's always the obvious "they probably are not really twins" but I think there's a pair of sisters in Australia at least

>>81960369
I assume this only applies to cousins. From what I gather, mother/son incest is frowned upon everywhere (I would love to be wrong, though).

>>81965057
That map is straight up fucking any relative including parent-child and siblings

>>81965057
Nope. It's all legal in France and Italy IIRC. It's all legal in Rhode Island and New Jersey, and parent/child is specifically banned in Ohio but stuff like siblings is legal there.

>>81965057
Culturally frowned upon doesn't equal illegal.

>>81963838
>>81964831
Manyvids has been a pain recently since all incest-related vids have had their titles modified with a "Step" prefix. Now you can't easily filter between step-fantasy and real-fantasy content. You have silly shit like "Fucking my biological step-mom".
On that note, who the hell actually wants premium "Step" content? That prefix ruins everything.

>>81908229
As someone who is younger I had success with hags by telling them that they arent feminist and boring. What does work on younger women?

>>81965544
The opposite, start singing songs from High School Musical
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=08NXKsXK7XU

>>81965767
That sounds just gay and as someone who is younger myself I know that's like from like 2016

>>81965780
Skill issue, Bet On It gets the zoomette panties dropping
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MfXMy5jzaEQ

>>81965815
especially if it's the trisha paytas version

So a) anyone knows first hand of a recent cousin marriage in the US? How did the family reacted?
B) how common are male to male cousin messing around with?
An older cousin and I sucked each other since i was a tween for a few years

How can I get rid of this fetish?

>>81966469
Be rich
You can either pay the thousands upon thousands of dollars for therapy and be sure its 100 confidential
Or
Have enough money to pick and chiose women that look like your family and pay them to pretend to be them

>>81966530
>You can either pay the thousands upon thousands of dollars for therapy and be sure its 100 confidential
I would choose this route honestly. Do you think one can be cured of a sexual fetish? I thought they were permanent

>>81966551
No but you get a "professional" to tell you no in a convincing way once a week for the rest of your life until your siblings/parents die or you become so old your lust dies too

>>81966581
Fuck. Is there no way to deal with this? I cannot get hard enough to have sex. Momcest porn really ruined me. Is this really all there is?

Is the anon who got hard listening to his girlfriend's sob story about her brother fucking her here?

>>81966598
Anyone? Please I can't live like this

>>81966792
How old are you? Its probably just an autistic phase

>>81966792
do you get hard for your mommy?

>>81966825
25, I'm too old for this

>>81966873
Like with any addiction, you can replace it with something less destructive, or abstain and reduce its crippling effect.
Its not easy either way.

>>81966904
Thank you Anon, will this cure my fetish or am I going to be impotent my whole life without it?

>>81960231
You really aren't going to feel this bad forever. You have to push through the suckiness of the current situation but whatever happens you'll have happy times again, even if things as bad as you can imagine happen in the short term. You'll be surprised how much better things will get and look back on right now very glad you kept going. You gotta get home asap though, and push through the pain that brings - you have to remember it's entirely temporary

nomi-chan, how's your day going?

>>81966939
NTA, but it is possible to starve fetishes to death. The problem is that you need enough self-control to abstain for a long, long period of time and not indulge in it, which gets extremely difficult at times.

>>81903230 (OP)
I'm unsure how reliable it is but hypnotherapy revealed what I can only guess are repressed memories of my mom drunkenly molesting me when I was about 5 or 6. I don't know how to feel about it, my mom and I have always been extremely close and I always thought I was the one with inappropriate feelings towards her that I internalized as extreme guilt over everything I did that could have possibly hurt her or disappointed her.
It strangely doesn't really change how I feel about her, it actually seems to make a lot of sense in the context of our relationship. A lot of little things suddenly clicked.
I don't even know why I'm posting this, there's not a soul I could talk to about this and adv is absolute trash but I felt like sharing.

>>81967979
I don't really trust hypnotherapy for anything besides gaslighting yourself into believing something
But I also don't know what is your current and past relationship with your mom

I went down a wild rabbit hole and found a naked picture of my mom online, along with posts about her sexual fantasies. I'm too scared to post the pic since it could be very, very easily reverse image searched, and I know one of you would out me to her. For the lulz
I know there wasn't really any point of saying any of that without actually posting it, but I literally have no one else to tell, and I don't know how to feel in general. I'm actually shaking from nervousness. Like I found something I really wasn't supposed to, and now the feds are going to be knocking on my door. It's dumb, but idk.

>>81968848
What were her fantasies?

>>81968848
Anon, you could speak to a professional about it, I think they'd be far better equipped than a chantard.

Personally I've felt similar things. I just jerk off, and often feel bad. But I leave it at that. It's hard for me to let go of something like that. Ideally, I get bored of it eventually and I focus on better things in life.

I'm curious about what you found though. I do think you're right about someone outing you if they could.

>>81967849
I honestly don't think that works. I've tried with one (rapekink) and after like 7 years of not looking at it I still relapsed, hard.

>>81968888
>>81968901
In her posts, she was saying that she recently got heavy into BDSM stuff and wanted to experiment with bisexual fantasies. Specifically, she wants a dom to "force her" to have sex with other women.
And it's all strange to me because she's always been a prude christian conservative.

>>81969203
>always been a prude christian conservative.
Just a facade, anon. She's flesh and blood.

>>81968901
And to add to this >>81969203
Suddenly, this kink isn't as fun for me anymore lmao
Like, yeah, I get it; like >>81969218 said, she's human, with sexual fantasies, but something about it upsets me to the point of stomach churning. Not in a "I'm mad at my mom for being a human" kind of way, but more like a "I just found out Santa isn't real" kind of way.

>>81969203
>into BDSM stuff
tell her momcest is a superior fetish

>>81968848
>and I know one of you would out me to her. For the lulz
Anon I understand your need for safety and agree, but just know there is not a single anon in this thread who would do that to you. Destroying a man's chance at enjoying his mother's flesh is the antithesis of what we want.

>>81969419
We get some outer /r9k/ tourists that lurk here, while the regulars wouldn't do so posting anything that could be linked back is risky desu.

>>81969471
>We get some outer /r9k/ tourists that lurk here
Yeah, like me

>>81969203
No wonder you feel so shaken, you realize she's not who you thought she is. People are allowed to be flawed and contradictory, it's how most people are. Her silly interest in BDSM is obviously colored by her being this "upstanding christian girl", I'll promise you she wouldn't be if she was brought up in a more permissive religion. Also, she's clearly suppressing both feelings of inferiority towards other women and feelings of attraction towards them.

nomi-chan waiting room

>>81969707
I also think it might be kind of like a mid-life crisis thing too. She never had a "hoe phase," as disgusting sluts call it, before, so she might be feeling "old" now.
She did always take care of herself though, so she's still very attractive. If she does go down this path, I really hope she's careful. I've heard horror stories about women that get into BDSM stuff.

>>81969974
you know this is a very unreliable thing to wait for because i still don't expect to be alive a week from now on
>>81967645
hi, very very bad. My whole body hurts like i was trampled by a horse or something. I miss my bed and my plushies. I slept on the lake beach but it started to rain during the night and the storm lasted until like 15:00 so i did not get any sleep and i think i might have caught a cold because i feel very weak and also my nose is full and my throat hurts a lot. I didn't eat anything today except some bread i bought for my last bit of change. I cried a lot today. Very bad day i hate my life so much
>>81967421
>>81961661
i can't go home anymore. I don't think it's an option anymore. I was gone for too long now. I stole from a restaurant. They have my face on camera or something for sure and probably called the police. So if i go home i will just be arrested or get in a lot of trouble. Everyday feels like i'm making my situation worse but at the same time i know i'm not welcome home anymore because of what i did and now i'm a criminal too. I doubt my mom would even let me back in the house if i showed up. She would probably just beat me and then tell me to get lost anyway. I don't think my family wants me anymore.
I opened my discord account and i have like 200 new messages from my brother telling me he is sorry and that he wants me to come back home and that he is not angry at me and then saying that he loves me and that we can be a secret couple if i just come back home and stuff like that. I know he is lying... the sad thing is i actually feel almost happy reading those things because i wish they were real and he would really feel like this. But i know he is lying, he is just saying it to make me come back or get a response to see if i'm still alive or something. It's all lost i don't have any family or future anymore. I should stop being a coward and just fucking do it i don't even know why i'm holding onto life anymore

>>81970963
Maybe he's liyng a bit, but that's because he's desperate and worried sick and they just want to back home.
Please just go home, they're not mad at you and don't hate you. They are your family and will always love you.

>>81970963
Just discord or email too? Did he mention your mother in the messages?

>>81970963
You really need to go home Nomi. Or maybe ask to meet up with your brother somewhere so you can talk.
You've barely been gone and the stealing is not as big of a deal as you think.
I thought you liked your brother and thought he was a good person. Why are you acting like he's only doing this to manipulate you? Can't you call him on Discord and talk to him?
If you kill yourself you will actually ruin his life forever and yours too (obviously)
Do you mind sharing what country you are in?

>>81970963
Nomi please go home, your brother cares about you and it's completely possible you'd get the relationship with him you want. Stealing from a restaurant is a petty crime that you'd only get a slap on the wrist for, you wouldn't get put in prison. If you still are hellbent on not going home at least go to a hospital or homeless shelter.

>>81970963
Please go home, nomi. There's a comfy bed and plushies and plenty of good... Your brother misses you.

I've been on a spiritual no-fap streak for nearly a month but jesus christ if momcest stuff doesn't make me want to nut so fucking bad. I shouldn't have even gotten on r9k but it's weird that all of my fetishes except momcest have left since I stopped watching any pornography at all and stopped masturbating.

>>81970963
>I opened my discord account and i have like 200 new messages from my brother telling me he is sorry and that he wants me to come back home and that he is not angry at me and then saying that he loves me and that we can be a secret couple if i just come back home and stuff like that. I know he is lying
Nomi. Go talk to your brother. I don't care if it's back home or at a coffee shop or whatever, go fucking talk to him. Don't put it off, don't make excuses, get to the goddamn bottom of this and hash things out with him. You owe him that much at least, it would be exceptionally unfair of you to just up and kill yourself without at least letting your brother explain his thoughts and feelings.

sorry i heard a conductor get on the train i was on, so i had to get off and i'm in the waiting station now. Gonna board another long distance train when one comes.
>>81971048
just discord. He did indirectly like he said we all want you to come back we are all worried. I feel really bad and im so sorry for all of this but i know i cant go back because i will be in so much trouble like i can never recover from this
>>81971053
I don't think i can ask my brother to meet up. If i wanted to meet up they would just catch me there and i would be sent home or be arrested or something. He told our mom when i confessed to him so i'm sure if i told him where i am he would tell mom too and like even if he said mom don't come i want to meet her alone she would still come for sure and i would be in so much trouble.
I do still like by brother and i do think he is a good person. I don't think he is manipulating me because he is evil but i can tell he is just lying and saying things i want to hear to get me to come back. But he doesn't want me to come back to be his girlfriend or a lover or something he just wants me back for like family sake or something you know what i mean, like sympathy.
i don't think i will ruin his life if i die tho. Its not like he will lose a love of his life. Just a girl he never ended up falling in love with. Like a classmate. One of my classmates killed herself when i was like 14 and yeah we were all sad about it for a bit but it didn't really ruin our life. I feel like he will get over it quick because he will just get another girlfriend
sverige
>>81971067
why do you think i would get the relationship i want? he didn't love me before when i was trying to be as tailored to his preferences as possible and was like... normal or whatever. Now i'm just a lunatic who ran from home and stuff. If he didn't want me as a girl before i can't imagine he would want me now when i just got a lot worse...

>>81971491
You should at least try and talk to him about why he told your mom. Right now all you're doing is speculating how he's feeling.
And I don't understand how you can even remotely compare losing a sibling or a family member that you truly loved to a classmate. Every single person I know who has lost a sibling or parent unexpectedly through suicide or an accident has never gotten over it. They always blamed themselves (even if it was an accident) and they still have mental breakdowns over it a decade later.
You talk like you're just some random girl to him but you're not. Your his sister first and foremost which will always make you more precious to him, just in a different way. And from what you say it sounds like there's still a chance to be his lover.

>>81971491
>why do you think i would get the relationship i want
He not just saying the things he's saying to placate you Nomi. He never considered you as a partner before because such a relationship is looked down upon by society. Your confession shocked him and he didn't know how to process it and made some mistakes. Now that he's had time to think about it and realizes you actually are an option he would choose you.

>>81971491
>i don't think i will ruin his life if i die tho. Its not like he will lose a love of his life. Just a girl he never ended up falling in love with. Like a classmate.
No, Nomi. No. You pay attention right now, because I have been in the position of your brother before. Twelve years ago, my youngest brother committed suicide. He and I were not exactly the closest, but his death still hurt me so deeply that I am still reeling from it to this day. Do things get easier? Sure, a little. But if I could, I would do anything to bring my brother back, to let him know how much I cared about him and to be there for him when he needed. The bonds of family are not inconsequential, Nomi. You are hurting right now so it feels like he'd just move on, but speaking from experience I can tell you that he won't. Do not leave him behind. Do not go where he can't follow. Because if you do, you will leave a hole in his heart that will never, ever, ever heal.

just want nomi to go home and sleep in her bed with her plushies ;_;

Ok i got on a new train, i have never even heard about this place it's going to.
i'm so cold and tired. Where do other homeless people get all these clothes. I should have packed some long pants or a rain coat. But i didn't really plan need anything. like ever again.
>>81971454
>>81971622
ok maybe you are right, i love my brother and i want to talk to him because i miss talking to him. I can't even remember when was the last time i didn't talk to him for this long it sucks.
So let's say i call him on discord, what do i even say? He will probably be so angry at me and he will ask me where i am and like what do i do then...

>>81971860
Just tell him how you feel and let him respond. Do not end the call abruptly even if you want to, talk the situation out completely. He won't be angry he's your brother and he loves you, always remember that.

>>81971860
>He will probably be so angry at me
Wrong. He just wants to know you're alive and safe. Just call and say 'hey....', listen to what he says.

>>81971860
Just tell him you're on a train, you don't need to be specific right away. After that, just be honest about how you're feeling, everything you've told us and everything you're worried about. Odds are good that he will want to meet you somewhere in person because he'll want to actually see that you're safe - it's up to you if you're comfortable with that, but if you are worried about him involving your mother you can just ask to meet him privately, just the two of you - in a situation like this, he would absolutely agree for the sake of not losing you again.

>>81971860
Listen to what he says and talk to him about why he snitched, tell him your worries about your situation right now. About whar you fear will happen in the future, about how lost and betrayed you felt when he went to your mom. Maybe you can meet somewhere in public where they can't just drag you away in case your mom comes too and you don't want to leave with them. They can't force you to do that anyway. But make sure to tell him that if you meet up, and your mom's there he's completely broken your trust

>>81971860
A sibling is for life, nomi, from beginning to the end. Thats not a loss you could ever wave away. Talk to your brother.

>>81972034
>>81971979
ok that actually sounds really nice. I'm glad there is drinkable water in the toilets on the trains because i was so thirsty but fuck my throat hurts and scratches a lot.
I think i will call him in the morning. I can't really ask him if he wants to meet because i have no clue where i'm so i wouldn't even know how to get anywhere plus like, i don't really want him to see me like this. I spent years trying to be as attractive as i can to him and changing my looks according to what i heard he finds attractive. I don't want him to see me like this. My hair sucks, i haven't properly showered in days just bathed in a lake once, i probably smell like shit and i don't even have any lip gloss or anything cute i really don't want him to think i'm ugly or like regret changing his mind if he really does like you guys suggest

>>81972630
Good night, nomi-chan and stay safe <3.
Please talk to him in the morning and update us.

>>81972630
You need to figure out where you are so that you can be safe. Also don't think you need to be perfect for him all the time. You tried that already, right? I believe him seeing you vulnerable like that could both show him how much he hurt you and give him the opportunity to be your protector, which can also seem attractive in his eyes. You said he's a good man and took care of you in the past this is no different.
I think a lot of men actually like having the opportunity to play saviour. But for now just focus on talking to him, so you you can see how he really is doing and reassure him that you're alive.

>>81972630
>my throat hurts and scratches a lot.
You need to go to a hospital or start asking strangers for help Nomi. You have no food, inadequate clothing and no money. How you look doesn't matter your brother need you to be healthy and alive no matter what.

>>81972630
The harshest storms always seem unending when you are in the middle of them, always seems like thats the new normal, but they WILL go away and the good days come back once again.
Nomi, the moment your brother sees you back and alive, in that moment you will be the most beautiful woman in the world to him.
Just ask for some help or at least pointers to where the closest hospital is. It is gonna be fine, it is always darkest before dawn.
Life is never over, we just get overwhelmed and that is understandable, it is fine.
It is gonna be fine.

>>81972814
thank you. I try but i don't know why this train is much colder than it was yesterday. It just doesn't feel warm i only feel cold and shivery. Maybe they turn off the heating for night rides i don't know
>>81972815
i mean it's not THAT bad i can always just google maps my position and find out where i am i'm just saying i'm not sure how to get anywhere. I would have to find trains that go there and then hope that i don't get thrown off those trains by conductors if they come to check for tickets.
And yes he is a very good man he is the best that's why i love him because he really cared about me before and stuff. I'm just very sad he doesn't find me attractive or pretty or sexy or anything i'm just invisible to him no matter how much i try to show off somehow or get him to notice me. But you say that guys like playing saviour. Is this a situation like that? A crazy girl who runs away from home and becomes homeless? you guys find this attractive? that sounds crazy to me i'm sorry
>>81972846
i don't know if strangers would be help me. If some random girl or guy just stopped you in middle of the street and was like please give me money, would you? i think they would just tell me to get lost or something
And don't worry it's not that bad that i need to go to a hospital or something. I think i just caught a cold because of the rain and me having to be in drenched clothes for most of the day until the sun finally came up and dried me off. But i had a cold before you can't really die from a cold i will just feel like shit and sniffle for like 3 or 4 days and lie a lot and feel tired and then i will get better. I just need to rest i think, my legs feel very tired and cold i wish i took some long pants. I think this train i boarded must have weaker heating or they don't turn the clima on for the night because i swear the one i was on days before felt a lot warmer than i do now

>>81973159
>But you say that guys like playing saviour. Is this a situation like that? A crazy girl who runs away from home and becomes homeless? you guys find this attractive? that sounds crazy to me i'm sorry
No worries, on the outside it does sound crazy. But most men have fantasies of being able to save someone they love, whether it's tackling a would-be rapist or using the power of their love to bring the one they care about most home. It's the most visceral way to show someone we care, it makes us feel powerful and manly. I'm not saying you should constantly run away to keep him happy, but he will, deep down, feel pride in the knowledge that he was the one to save you.

>>81973159
>I don't know if stranger will help me
Well everyone in this thread is a stranger to you, and we're trying to help you. The random lady that gave you $20 was also a stranger. But yes use your best judgement when approaching strangers, and go to a hospital or other public building for help before approaching randoms.

>>81973159
I think you should probably ask him to come to you.
I just believe men like feeling needed. When you love someone a lot the first thing you think when seeing them in a bad state is not "god they look ugly" but "oh god how can i make this better and help them". Even if it's just family love.
and be careful with asking strangers. also remember a cold can turn into something more serious if you don't get proper rest (you're always on the move, cold, lacking sleep)

>>81973283
that's true and like thank you all it's nice having somewhere to talk about this while i'm self destructing my life. Yeah the woman was really nice but i didn't ask her for anything she just did that. I would feel really weird just walking up to people and saying like hey, i haven't eaten today, give me some money please.
>>81973275
i guess that kinda makes sense to me. It's like a hero play. Like i guess it's a guy thing where you just enjoy feeling like a hero. I mean, of course i want my brother to be my hero. The idea of him just showing up out of nowhere on this train and just like picking me up and saving me from this is amazing and like a dream but the thing is i hate even thinking about this but it hurt me a lot that he told our mom and rejected me but i also feel like i hurt him by loving him because i think he just wanted a normal sister who is like a friend or something but i don't want him to see me like that i want him to see me as a girl he can talk to and flirt with and like ask out on a date and stuff and i'm scared that i hurt him and now he wouldn't see me like that even if he was to rescue me he would just think like he is rescuing his sister not his princess or something that feels cringe to say but you get what i'm trying to say i hope i don't know i have a terrible headache and it feels hard to think

I really want to sleep because i feel so tired but i can't i feel so uncomfortable and i'm sweating a lot but i'm not even warm the oposite really i'm cold as fuck, having the laptop on my thighs feels nice because it's warm but i can't sleep with it here it will just fall down and break if i do. These train seats aren't really big it's hard to sleep on these but they are better than nothing

>>81973508
try and get some sleeps

>>81973508
Wishing you the best, Nomi. Talk with your brother tomorrow :)

Damn /mcg/ is depressing today
No felix wholesome momlove updates because he is busy job hunting and vacationing with mom
A guy talking about his crippling momcest addiction that gave him erectile disfunction
And finally a 18 year old girl who ran away from home and is basically blogging and documenting her death journey ans going homeless, sleeping on public trains, starving or having to resort to stealing and all kinds of other shit. And as if it wasnt enough she is now sick with no access to meds or a safe enviroment to get healthy. She is gonna wake up the next day and probably feel a lot worse. I hope she calls her family before she actually just dies