Thread 82085206

Where do you find non normie asocial or socially anxious/awkward girls when they aren't in their rooms?
Inb4: "they don't go outside" or "at chad's place"
They go places sometimes.

Good question. I'm gonna bump this.

>>82085206 (OP)
>Where do I find women who want to be left alone so I can harass them

>>82085342
It doesn't mean they want to be left alone. I am not gonna harass them.
Why do you take it that way??

>>82085206 (OP)
you find them at Starbucks. if you see a chick with a strawberry acai lemonade drink, come say hi

>>82085384
The only women who are asocial are that way by choice. Shy/awkward girls easily have friends.

>>82085342
You know my first reaction to this is usually to say some mean shit. Today I'm going to try something different.

Are you okay, Anon?

>>82085400
>Starbucks
Starbucks is so fuckin gross though

>>82085422
so true anon shy/awkward bitches are the worst type of people though. I knew this Turkish girl who went to my high school, knew no English at all. was really cute and shit, looked similar to me in appearance. I was treated like a faggot by her and her new friends because I was asocial and autistic. I hope they burn in hell honestly she's a disgusting rat and she has a whole instagram too

>>82085423
>Starbucks is so fuckin gross
do you want chicks or not anon.

>>82085384
Dude theres so much competition for every girl who is under the age of 21. Becuz, old women r ugly with very smelly butts. Yeah dude its really bad in this matrix. Dude its almost bad enough to kill urself like if even one thing goes wrong ur done for here. Lol imagine u cant lick becuz it tastes so bad? Tat is the reality. It is not that good, even tho we r superior to same aged women. Becuz we have like thousands of guys dude who all want a vagina that hasnt been touched by cum. Becuz thats essentially gay. U eat guys cum before from a hole.

>>82085429
Dude they all do the sex with big penises. U cant even imagine how big the guys penis is compared to urs. U r a genetically inferior being. Tats how u ended up here. All the dnacels come here by law.

you gotta start breaking into houses and meeting them on their home turf

Good fortune

>>82085458
nigga I don't have a penis what now

>>82085432
Not one that wants a $9 coffee every morning

>>82085481
Want 2 lick my bum clean? I have pooped a lot, and it needs to be licked.

>>82085206 (OP)
Anime conventions are their primary gathering place

>>82085489
Bc you aint rich and wealthy nigga. I come from a wealthy family that gets me shit whenever I want. but sadly I'm hidden away in the shadows because I have Aspergers and Im not the best looking like my sister so I became the rotten and forgotten child they have to look after either way

>>82085400
only normgroids go to starbucks

>>82085502
I would consider myself norm in appearance, you are right. I'm ugly, but not to a certain point ugly if you see what I'm getting at

>>82085508
being a normgroid is a personality and mind thing

>>82085517
I know that but what I'm saying is that mentally I'm not, in appearance I am. you see me down the street it's just another semi ugly chick.

>>82085508
Lol fuck u roastie. I m not going to do battle for ur used up pussy. I sent u the offer to clean my bum with licking already thru the email.

>>82085206 (OP)
earthy anxious/awkward girls -> pottery classes, book clubs, online (not here)
conservative tradwife types -> church, living with their parents usually.
>>82085400
do not do this. this is creepy. any time someone is in a location that is for utility or non-social pleasure, don't feel free to approach them. ex: on the train, they are not on the train to meet people. in a chain restaurant, they are not there to meet people. at a bar? sure. at a party? sure. at the park? sure.

>>82085527
right that's fair enough

>>82085534
Dude u sound like u have a tiny dick n balls that u jack off to gay porn

>>82085534
>(not here)
wrong and i'm tired of people pushing that meme

>>82085500
Came here to say this. Your future wife is at an anime convention

>>82085501
What kind of stuff do you get your parents to buy you? I've been buying shoes that cost quite a lot with my own money, but nobody I know irl knows much about high quality shoes.

>>82085534
Awww only fat old women go to those places. I am not going to do battle with chad for a fat old woman with stanky pussy disease.

>>82085528
I hate this anon
>>82085544
that's what I'm sayinggggg reeeee glad we understand
>>82085566
steam game money, pc stuff, desk decoration, skin care and makeup, plushies and labubus. only a 2 for now but I'm building it up. high quality shoes are the best btw. my sister is a basic bitch that buys Lululemon and air forces so there you go.

>>82085591
>labubus
wait you literally are a normie nigga stop larping

>>82085501
>you aint rich and wealthy nigga
True, I'm frugal. I have my own house because I know not to be loose with my money. And no, you don't need to be spending that kind of money every day. If you want coffee made by a faggot you can make it at home.

>Aspergers
What kind of sperg are we talking about? Can you speak to someone for a few minutes without them catching it or does everyone know right away?

>>82085601
nigga I'm being so fr right now. I'm like a ex norm, don't shit on me. I aint lapping if I was I wouldn't be on here to begin with. I've failed my family tree, I'm not right in the head, and I wasted so much medical money too. my parents are fed up with me that they buy me anything to keep me on the low

>>82085607
>And no, you don't need to be spending that kind of money everyday
nigga I have enough money to buy Starbucks for a good year from now. you aint stopping me or the other youngshits. we love starbies reeeeeee
>What kind of sperg
the sperg that makes you think labubus are godly and people are pests that annoy you. I have some cry moments too. on a real note I was medically diagnosed recently

>>82085591
U r a beautiful woman deserving of licking my poopy asshole clean. Look at how beautiful u r. U r my number 1 choice foid. Trust me lots of guys want u to lick their ass for 30 mins. U will find another guy who wants it easily. Just go up to a stranger at the mall who u r attracted 2 n ask to lick his bum. See wat he does. U need to take the initiative to make ur dreams cum into a reality.

>>82085613
have you ever heard of failed normies? ah, whatever, i'm sure op would be fine with one.

>>82085643
'r u crashing out because a blaqq BVLL GRQYPED u n' now ur asking for more bibisi' ahh post

>>82085632
>you aint stopping me or the other youngshits. we love starbies
Gay as hell dawg. Just get a Keurig or something.

>>82085632
>labubus
Never heard of these before just now. They look like any other plush

>have some cry moments too
Kinda wish I could cry. I haven't cried in four years. Something is wrong.

>medically diagnosed recently
I've only been diagnosed with depression but I'm 90% sure I have low grade autism

>>82085643
nigga I can't type as much as you do
>>82085647
yeah I have. I should've used that term earlier but I got distracted eating Rice Krispies for breakfast
>>82085656
nigga I think you are too reee

>>82085656
Honestly I would smack u across ur fucking face if u said tat to me. Just lick my ass u r a bottom cleaner. Get ur tongue in there deep n taste my colon.

>>82085668
>eating Rice Krispies
You better be using chocolate milk you double nigger

>>82085677
i didn't say that thankfully. it's just something you would totally, 100% type out.

>>82085666
>Keurig
holy KEKKK you're fucking gross
>Never heard of these before just now
youre doomed from the start sweet boy reee
>Something is wrong
anon its obvious. you need to cry sometime soon. if you don't water from your eyes will leak to your ass

>>82085686
REEEEEEEE I need to get some chocolate milk sir

>>82085690
>you're fucking gross
Says the Starbucks fag.

>doomed from the start
Indeed. Hence my deep desire to die in a gunfight.

>you need to cry sometime soon
I think I have needed to cry for a while. Can't though. Don't know why. Maybe it has something to do with the divorce, iuhno

>>82085591
>steam game money, pc stuff, desk decoration, skin care and makeup, plushies and labubus.
Lucky you. My parents never bought me much stuff but I never wanted that much either. What games do you play? I had to look up what a labubu was. I'm old.
>only a 2 for now but I'm building it up.
You mean appearance wise? Did you not have good habits so you need to fix your fitness and skin quality?
>high quality shoes are the best btw
I know. They look good, feel comfortable, and last long because I can resole them a few times and high quality leather is just durable.
>my sister is a basic bitch that buys Lululemon and air forces so there you go.
That's the thing I don't like about certain rich people. You have all the money but you don't put it to good use.

Have you also looked into high end bedding? That's another rabbit hole to dive into lol.

>>82085714
can you guys seriously stop complaining and head to Starbucks? trust me, if you fags actually leave your home, you'll understand that starbies is the best policy.
>divorce
you had a wife anon? you have kids too?

>>82085720
>Lucky you
yeah I am
>What games do you play
I play visual novels like nekopara, ffxiv, ultra kill, hat in time, etc and more stuff. I play league.
>You mean appearance wise?
no I meant labubu collection wise, I only have 2. I have good skin habits and such to fix myself
>Im old
yeah you didn't know what a fucking labubu was
>You have all the money but you don't put it to good use
some uses are better than others. if I can buy a hundred labubus, I would.

>>82085720
high end bedding is a myth. you just need a good mattress. I got my bedding from Pottery Barn

>>82085758
>can you guys seriously stop complaining and head to Starbucks
I refuse to, on principle

>you had a wife anon? you have kids too?
I married my high-school sweetie. First love, lost our virginities to one another, all that fun. Then she shot me a text while I was on deployment and said she wanted to split.

Real 10/Good, now I'm a single dad and I resent the only romance I ever had or will have. And yeah, I have a son.

>>82085701
>need to get some chocolate milk
There's only some things chocolate milk goes good with, but it goes REAL fuckin good with those things. Rice Krispies is one

>>82085758
>nekopara
>league
Yuck. I'm revoking your chocolate milk rights.

Also, how much does one of your weird plushies cost?

>>82085758
>play visual novels like nekopara, ffxiv, ultra kill, hat in time, etc and more stuff. I play league.
That's quite varied. Do you play games that you can spend a lot of money on? I usually play games that involve slashing, stabbing, or shooting. Inb4 dangerous inkwell.
>I have good skin habits and such to fix myself
Do you actually need much? I just moisturise my skin and eat healthily and my skin is great, even as a guy. Or am I just lucky?
>if I can buy a hundred labubus, I would.
If I had money, I would buy a lot things like that too. Pre-Disney Star Wars stuff mostly, and sports equipment.
>high end bedding is a myth
For sheets and pillowcases, yeah. But a good pillow is a big difference maker. I have a mid range pure down pillow and I haven't found a synthetic one that is nearly as comfy. It's just so soft and supportive at the same time, which is usually contradictory. My mattress is shit though because I rent and I just sleep on whatever is provided.

>>82085206 (OP)
Here. I'm lurking all the time.

>>82086534
>Here. I'm lurking all the time.
Hi, how's your day going?

>>82086534
No you aren't, you can't fool me

>>82086594
Sure thing, buddy. Believe whatever, lol.

>>82086574
Good, good
How's yours?

>>82086741
>Good, good
Good to hear. What did you do today?
>How's yours?
Decent as well. Not too busy as I was working from home, then I played some piano just now.

>>82085206 (OP)
Look for adult women going out with their moms. Socially awkward women aren't likely to go out completely alone either.

>>82086701
>Believe whatever
I'll believe whatever, except you. You aren't here and you never have been. None of you are.

>>82085797
that's the problem with people on this fucking website. they refuse to do anything that is new to them. I've been on here for too long.
>she wanted to split
yikes. I'm sorry anon, she made a shitty move
>single dad
oh hell yeah. get off 4chan and be with your son.
>some things chocolate milk goes good with
ill have to try it out next time. im at a internship, but I took a nap. ill get more food later

>>82085804
why don't you guys like nekopara? does nobody play good games anymore? I don't play much eroge but I did buy the admins of the lewd scenes for the first two volumes of the game. and I watched the anime when I was a weeb back then. not so much now.
>how much does one of your weird plushies cost?
online on the official pop mart website, if you're lucky and beat all the asian chinks and white girls, maybe like $25 for a mystery box I think. 30+ definitely if you just want a normal one where you can see what you're getting. some originals go up to hundreds I believe. especially the little brown labubus. I got 2 from my local mall, and they are authentic thankfully. they had a whole section and stuff where they sold plushies and toys.

>>82085885
>Do you play games that you can spend a lot of money on?
I actually spend money actively on two games; league of legends and ffxiv due to subscription. if I want to buy an item from the little store and login website via final fantasy 14 whatever, ill get an item or two but they usually are kinda mid. do you know the spirit blossom skins on league? last season I bought the battle pass for around I think it was 60, all because I wanted the prestige spirit blossom lux, I honestly couldn't care less for the mythic shards because I don't have interest in prestige skins, only older ones that are locked and open on events. I have kitty cat Katerina for example and she is my favorite.

>>82085885
>Do you actually need much?
I don't have a lot. I have a cleanser, moisturizer, and lip mask. Sometimes I use my moms retinol. I have lip gloss I apply everyday so my lips look like to ulzzang Korean girls.
>Or am I just lucky?
robots are all lucky. they were born lucky and just complain. nobody is born lucky except a few people. I knew this one chick I got along really well with, I met her in January. she was from New York and was Romanian, she lived back at her home country and in New York for her parents inventory in real estate stuff. she was really into me, and I was too but she had horrible bpd meltdowns and I didn't want to have a lesbian bpd chick on me. she was rich, but so was I, maybe not exactly at her level that was international but we could support a family for a couple generations. we are both failures, she was a bit older than me and it was kinda cute. but idk how to feel about lesbian sex. sorry this is a lot,
>Pre-Disney Star Wars stuff mostly, and sports equipment.
hahah this is funny. my dad has a whole collection in his childhood room back home
>But a good pillow is a big difference maker
It actually is. Get a nice pillowcase but not too warm. The material of the pillow can't be cheap because it must be cold and warms up later on. I have a very nice mattress and I want a squishier one because I have quite a lot of stress from everyone. I was a drug addict on the streets, the police came to my house, I was taken to rehab and the mental hospital, I lived away from family with a guy, smoked some weed, and now I'm here. a lot of lore.

>>82086900
>refuse to do anything that is new to them
Nigga I been to Starbucks. It blows.

>made a shitty move
It's my fault. Shouldn't have married a girl with blue hair. But young dumb and full of cum, I convinced myself things would be alright if I just kept pressing forward.

>get off 4chan and be with your son.
Got 50/50, he ain't at my place today. And I'm stuck at work right now.

>why don't you guys like nekopara?
>eroge
I don't like jerking off, it makes me feel fucking disgusting. As such, playing something that had the explicit goal of an extended goon session does not jive with me. Also I hate their voices. Also also, you a lesbian or some shit?

>watched the anime when I was a weeb
I can't get into much anime. I have been informed that I have an excessively notmie taste in regards to it, which is strange because I thought the normies all liked Naruto and One Piece and I hate both

>you're lucky and beat all the asian chinks and white girls
Sometimes I wish I wasn't into Asians a d white chicks. They're into the dumbest shit. Not that it matters, I guess.

Also, what's up with the authenticity of a plush? Is this some new Beanie Baby kind of shit?

>>82085206 (OP)
you can find them in niche discords but they will probably get your interaction out of the way and then ignore you forever

>>82086973
>It blows.
nigga you are the issue here
>Young dumb
I understand, I made dumb decisions. I was an addict and everything, fucked guys and stayed at their place.
>stuck at work
me too, someone woke me up because they catered bbq stuff. I was scared they'd yell at me
>I hate their voices
anon its the best part..
>you a lesbian or some shit?
no not at all. ill be honest I'm not bisexual or whatever. I just say I'm a faggot. because id fall for anyone. I fucked a guy for hours and weeks, they ran the streets. I don't know how I can even make this sound real anon, but I've been through a lot and this is kind of therapeutic. I have a complicated life. I was alternative in style actually too; now I'm a plain Jane reeee. I just dress very plainly, I don't do much these days now. I only fell in love with girls twice. one was the New York chick, and another was a dear friend of mine I pushed away. she was tall, model like, had rapunzel hair, she was gorgeous. but at that time I was breaking up with an ex, and it was bad, bad, bad. and I pushed her away, and never talked to her after yelling at her for leaving me alone. I thought about getting her flowers and chocolates for valentines day, but I pussied out. I was depressed but I moved on. I'm not a big fan of heterosexual sex, but I don't want to fuck a lesbo.

I had another friend who was a tranny and I fell in love with her too, before and after. it's all weird you know? I'm actually more attracted to transbians recently because of it. there was this super pretty trans chick and I have photos from her from archives, long ago board lore I believe. she was perfect. I can show a picrel if you'd like.

>anime
yeah its so norm now. and all the new shows are the same you see. its all so stupid. I feel your complaints..

>>82086973
>Labubu authenticity
Labubus are in a lottery format I believe. if you don't pick up the latest labubu on their website or from a trustworthy reseller, you're shamed. reeeeeeeee
no I am kidding. labubus are really desired still, so on their website its all sold out. if you really want say the brown original labubus, remember to expect to pay a lot. you'll have to verify the authenticity too. its all a gamble. think of it like Pokemon cards

>>82086900
>do you know the spirit blossom skins on league?
Sadly no, never played that kind of game. I kind of want to but never had the chance, because nobody played those with me. I don't like the concept of having to buy skins though, especially at those prices.
>kitty cat Katerina
She does look quite cute...
>robots are all lucky. they were born lucky and just complain.
More of a cyborg, but I do agree for the most part. It's why I don't make many threads here. I feel people just don't apply themselves enough. I'm quite lonely but I also got lucky in other ways. I'm doing better these days. I have a couple of irl friends, although still no gf even though I'm getting older.
>I knew this one chick I got along really well with
How did you meet her?
>horrible bpd meltdowns
Sorry to hear that, but yeah, that was an unfortunate good decision. I lost a friend to bpd too.
>my dad has a whole collection in his childhood room back home
Based. Does he have the helmets?
>Get a nice pillowcase but not too warm.
Yeah, I always get percale. I'm a hot person.
>The material of the pillow can't be cheap because it must be cold and warms up later on
You like latex or memory foam then?
>because I have quite a lot of stress from everyone.
Yeah, sometimes you just want to plop down. I'm guessing you still don't have the best relationship with your family even though you're doing better these days?
>a lot of lore
Sure sounds like it. How did you get better from that? Mine is a lot tamer, more of a mental journey. My life was shaped by a dream I had one night lol.

>>82087040
>you are the issue here
X to doubt

>was an addict and everything, fucked guys and stayed at their place
Oh yeah, terrible life choices club, whattup.

>was scared they'd yell at me
I spent a solid 3.5 years getting yelled at every day by divorced alcoholics. Then I BECAME THE DIVORCED ALCOHOLIC. Getting yelled at doesn't phase me any more.

>its the best part..
Oh my God you need help

>not a big fan of heterosexual sex, but I don't want to fuck a lesbo
Absolutely unclear but I can understand having a warped pathology after having a rough go of it. I'm fucked up in my own ways, but mine's less psychosexual and more of an everyday thoughts and feelings kinda way.

>can show a picrel if you'd like.
Absolutely not, thanks. I don't like gay people and I really don't like trannies.

>yeah its so norm now.
For real. Seems like everyone I know has seen at least a few.

>think of it like Pokemon cards
I have never understood the appeal, truth be told.

>>82087112
I understand. Honestly I always played league alone, I don't play with anyone not because I don't have people, its just that I don't wanna play with anyone. I focus better on my own, but the skins are expensive. So I understand you. Keep making the tfw threads anon, maybe you'll magically spawn someone like me.

This board has changed a lot, it's up and down. I am not usually on here, this is my first few times I'll be very honest. Im on the Pokemon board a lot actually, or music. I am lonely too, but I don't know how to reach out and communicate with people in person. Online, absolutely I can do that. that's why I'm here.
>how did you meet her?
I met her through a overwatch 2 round and we added each other on discord. it was young fun, it would never last
>I lost a friend to bpd too
Its sad but I don't put shame on myself anymore, and you shouldn't either.
>Latex or Memory Foam?
Memory foam for sure
>Family relationship
I have an okay relationship. my dad and I get along somewhat. not the best, but it's alright. I had homicidal tendencies towards him before I went to the hospital and I had an episode. I don't know what I smoked, but it was synthetic marijuana and it was a different one causing a really rare psychotic episode. I resent my dad to this day
>How did you get better from that?
I'll be honest fren, I don't know how I am here typing this to you. Sometimes I wish I had a better outlet, but on this website I've bene on for a long time is very worthwhile to just talk to someone who can understand you and not see you as a number or patient. Im sorry you went through many things on your mental journey too. Sure, it could be tamer, but there's no competition.

>>82087135
>X to doubt
I haven't heard this is a while
>life choices
I don't know what went wrong. his dad was pissed because another bitch stayed, and I thought I was a bit better. I fucked up big time. I live in a shitty ass small town too
>divorced alcoholic
I loved alcohol. I would buy big ass smoothie cups at some smoke shop and get drunk from their vodka drink and other actually flavored stuff. I don't settle for beer. I get fucked up real fast.

>do I need help?
no I don't.

>Less psychosexual
yeah I can agree I am a really confused in who I want to date and how. It's weird Id never thought it would happen to me honestly.

>trannies and gays
I swear fren, she passes stupidly well, she looks like a doll. but I understand. trannies kinda suck but I like them kind of

>pokemon appeal
its a big thing anon. I love Pokemon. have you at least watched the anime from the original? indigo league?

>>82085481
Where did it go?
>>82085534
>living with their parents usually.
What chance do you have to meet them then?

as you can see I can properly position the green text and I have spelling errors, another intern nap time....

>>82087218
>haven't heard this is a while
Luv me boomer memes, simple as.

>don't know what went wrong.
Honestly, having sex at all was probably it. I kinda hate sex, conceptually at this point. Still have a sex drive though which makes me want to drive off of a cliff.

>don't settle for beer
So I haven't been a real boy alcoholic for a couple years. Had a six month stint where I would drink a half twelve pack before first formation, come home on lunch and drink a glass of whiskey, then once I was released I would come home and drink myself to sleep. Believe it or not that's bad for you.

These days I still do beer and whiskey but it's been a couple months because last time I really drank I blacked out and woke up in the woods covered in mud and having apparently stolen someone's tent.

Johnny Bootleggers are real good. I like the blue ones.

>never thought it would happen to me honestly.
See that's the fun part about trauma - it can hit you in ways that seem entirely disconnected and make you fall into compulsions you never figured you'd have.

>trannies kinda suck but I like them kind of
The whole scene is demonic. I don't mean that as an attack, I mean these people desperately need help but instead are indulged in constantly with a terrible and depraved hedonistic crab-bucket mentality. But I guess it's easier to be an "ally" than to tell someone the horrible truth about what they are doing to themselves. I wonder how long it will be before we begin having heroin user solidarity groups, reclassifying addiction as being an enthusiast...

>you at least watched the anime from the original?
Couldn't get into as a kid. Don't rightly know why. I'm sure it was a fine show.

>>82085206 (OP)
>any place that has horses
>any place that has cats
>any place that has books
>any place that has small boats, especially wooden boats
>any place that has a variety of flowers growing or interesting trees

>>82085206 (OP)
I don't think you want a socially inept woman. I see how disgusted my supposed 'friend' is when I talk incoherently.

>>82087190
>I focus better on my own
Oh, so you're competitive in these games?
>So I understand you
Just wanted to clarify, it's not so much the price, but the principle. Either you allow customisation or provide great character design or not at all. It's just too much of a blatant money grab in my opinion.
>Keep making the tfw threads anon, maybe you'll magically spawn someone like me.
What if you're the magical spawn? :0
>I am not usually on here, this is my first few times I'll be very honest
How old are you if you don't mind telling me? I've only been back for two months or so after being away for 2 years. The board has improved somewhat. Not comparable to 2015-16 though of course.
>Im on the Pokemon board a lot actually, or music.
I can't really find any joy in other boards lol. /sp/ used to be porn and meme spams, and people in /mu/ who listen to the same genre are so stubborn. As in, anything they don't listen to is automatically trash, not even shitposting/banter.
>but I don't know how to reach out and communicate with people in person
To be honest, I don't think I'm great at either. But I guess with my friends irl, there is now an implicit understanding. I just started off with them being acquaintances at a hobby group, until they invited me for a Christmas gathering. You will need to teach this old person how to communicate online lol.
>I met her through a overwatch 2 round
Maybe I should open osrs and this time I will get my rs gf.
>Its sad but I don't put shame on myself anymore, and you shouldn't either.
It's got nothing to do with me at all lol. I was like the more distant friend of the trio. Funnily enough, the friend was also a Romanian girl.
>I resent my dad to this day
Was it like rich parent stuff your dad did to you? To be honest, I wouldn't know what it'd be like. I knew one mega rich kid and he seemed alright. Met him a few months ago and he hasn't changed much. His family was a complete mess though.

>>82087190
>>82087557
>fren
Kek, I remember when people used to hate this word. I always thought it was endearing. The way you type and describe yourself reminds me of Jane from Breaking Bad. The way she initially presented herself at least.
>Sometimes I wish I had a better outlet
Have you found a better one these days? I mean other than posting on 4chan.
>someone who can understand you and not see you as a number or patient
I try my best to do this. It's somewhat therapeutic to myself too. Somehow, I still haven't met someone who truly understands me.
>Im sorry you went through many things on your mental journey too
Eh, I wouldn't be sorry. It was very much necessary, and although it was rough to me, it was mostly bizarre. Best part about that dream was that I knew someone who had the same dream from another perspective. But it really messed up my head, or fixed it perhaps.

>>82087556
I don't care if you aren't a smoother talker.
That can be cute.

>>82085206 (OP)
just because she's aspie doesnt mean she'll fuck you bro. ALL women are chadsexual. ALL of them. doesnt matter how old, ugly, fat, awkward or crazy. ALL women are chadsexual. If you cant attract one, you cant attract any

Bump hoping new fren will come back

>>82085206 (OP)
Online dating. They're still Chad only.

>>82089112
What if I am Chad then, huh? What then you stupid faggot?

hello frens sorry i slept the whole day after work. let me actually read what you all said

>>82087376
>boomer memes
i say reeeee a lot, is that consider boomer? its just pepe sounds, im always angry
>I kinda hate sex
me too, when i lost my virginity two weeks ago to some dude i was staying at his home for a roof, he fucked me and it was horrible. it felt like i was being surgically invaded while i was awake. its something that really isnt pleasurable for women like me.
>alcohol lore
i just quit all addictions i had a week ago. 1 week sober, no weed, (synthetic madew me psychotic, they put something else in it for sure when i smoked the pen), cocaine, and drinking and obviously nicotine. i should not being doing stuff like this.
and stealing someones tent is a bad thing, dont do it again.
> it can hit you in ways that seem entirely disconnected and make you fall into compulsions you never figured you'd have.
i agree because its a random jumpscare when itll hit you. i woke up at 5am to get ready for work, but i couldnt keep my mind off of things that hurt me, so i go on kpop gens, fish tank gens, and whatever is on here or other boards. i am not on weeb boards anymore. i stopped being a weeb on jan this year.
>The whole scene is demonic. I don't mean that as an attack,
its okay i posted a help gen on lgbt to try to help these people and they just all insulted me so honestly fuck trannies only faggots fuck them so they can get ladycock with no emotional ties. thats why theyre all fucked up emotionally.
>Couldn't get into as a kid. Don't rightly know why. I'm sure it was a fine show.
at the mental hospital i watched the original series with this old veteran dude. he was a black negro but was very wholesome and we would watch it before bedtime. was very clearly ptsd and filled with war trauma, but i tried to make him happy with some pokemon because he liked it as much as i did. even if its a kids show, its relaxing and interesting actually

>>82087557
>Oh, so you're competitive in these games?
i very much am, especially on rainbow six siege. i played it on playstation, now on pc with a xbox controller
>It's just too much of a blatant money grab in my opinion.
its kind of like anime figures, rather anime figures take up real world space. i used to collect these for hundreds and hundreds of dollars until they collected dust and broke. im not a weeb anymore and i dont like the culture
>What if you're the magical spawn? :0
hahaha anon sometimes youll have to wait for the next best thing.
>How old are you if you don't mind telling me? I've only been back for two months or so after being away for 2 years. The board has improved somewhat. Not comparable to 2015-16 though of course.
youngshit only 18. ive been staring at a screen since i was maybe 13, i would go on other forums and just lurk including here. i was a autistic little girl and no parental supervisiton. i was a naughty shithead on every spectrum of the internet and including r*ddit. i actually met up with 2 people off of here. back in november i believe, never saw them again but they were good friends. i wasnt in the right mind, ill probably never see them again even if they lurk on here and happen to see these messages. im only on this and other boards anyways, im not active on this site since maybe march, i kind of just quit.
>you will need to teach this old person how to communicate online lol.
we are doing it right now!
>Maybe I should open osrs and this time I will get my rs gf.
i dont play osrs, i never liked the mechanics or the visuals. i was into mabinogi for a time if that counts and some other game i cant remember, it wasnt maple story.
>Funnily enough, the friend was also a Romanian girl.
romanians are kind of insane..
>Was it like rich parent stuff your dad did to you?
he came up to the boy i was sleeping with and threatened to kill him fren hahah

>>82085342
this is the simple truth
asocial women don't want to talk to random people

>>82087617
i dont watch breaking bad, so i wouldnt know. i didnt think i would get caught up in this convos with everyone. i am not a perfect person to talk too, i have some shitty things about me. youll surely find someone a bit wiser
>Have you found a better one these days? I mean other than posting on 4chan.
no, not at all. ill tell the truth i have to go to an outpatient program soon and im scared as hell. i dont want to be abused again and taken blood and injected again. they left bruises which doesnt happen during blood tests, they did it while i was sleeping too and made me sign shit. i lived through it all.
>I try my best to do this. It's somewhat therapeutic to myself too. Somehow, I still haven't met someone who truly understands me.
me neither. its hard. i wanted to fit in but i was left out at the end. people accused me of being obsessed with this one guy i was sleeping with, and accused me of stalking him. i ended up in another nearby city for 5 weeks for suicide attempt because of that, and they still accuse me to this day probably. i cut all my socials. i cut from the real world. i dont know what aboput me truly speaks envy in people to harass and judge me. im very lonely because of that and my whole life is a mess.
>Eh, I wouldn't be sorry. It was very much necessary, and although it was rough to me, it was mostly bizarre
felt that
>Best part about that dream was that I knew someone who had the same dream from another perspective.
we all need another half to understand us from a different perspective than our own. i have a insecuirty of my appearance. im good looking, but everyone treats me like shit because of it. i live in a horrible city, and people are fat fucks that make fun of me for being clean and okay looking.

i was thinking about making a youtube video spilling my troubles, but i dont wanna get famous out of a retarded video. youtube algorthim is sketchy

nighty night. sleep tight. dont let the buggies bite