I feel bad. I told my therapist I wanted to work on the misogynistic feelings that I have and I was. I was getting better but I've just completely fallen off. I can't seem to stop wallowing in self pity and bitterness. I don't know how to get out of this. I just really hate women. I don't know. Staying away from here didn't even help. I guess because I'm just incapable of relating to or getting along with women. I just want to give up on trying to change anything. It never works. I'm always just me.