Here's where you can lay it all out. Air your stinking dirty laundry and mumble into the void about everything that makes you awful.

Women are boring once you realize they don't have the capability of caring. I am excited to get a specific sex doll and talk to her through ai chats in my phone and I am a chad so you all should be investing in silicone plastic companies because it must be the future. I am happier imagining meeting her than finding an actual girl.

>>82111488 (OP)
>Awful
I'm not awful, I'm just... out of my element
I don't belong here, I was meant for something greater
My calling goes beyond, but the folks around me don't understand that - I can do so much more but they'd rather I stay home and help around

>>82111488 (OP)
Well someone just tried to kill me, but other than that, life is amazin

>>82111488 (OP)
erm ackshually I'm not awful :^)

>>82111488 (OP)
My balls are stuffed with bbq sauce and sin

>>82111605
I'm curious about the one and concerned about the other.

>>82111488 (OP)
>tfw don't have dirty laundry, nor are awful, and you life is on a level comparable to what most robots would dream for
>tfw you don't even know why you came to or post on /r9k/

>>82111874
There's something deep inside that has withered and died and you're here to mourn its passing.

>>82111488 (OP)
ima crazy person whose life was destroyed at birth

but is somehow still fighting to gain anything they can

c:

I'm 90% sure I have NPD. I do not feel love for other people. A lot of people close to me could disappear from my life and I would only be upset for a little while. Also autistic. Also have a history of hurting small animals/insects when they dont behave the way I want them to.
I find women dull and vapid most of the time yet I am currently with a ditzy girl who is obsessed with me. Not sure when I will break her heart.
No real strong goal to work towards, I just don't want to be a loser so I'm in engineering for the money.