Thread 82126772

i dont have a bf or friends or family or anyone, no one wants to be around me
i want to kill people like kira in jojo

Your suffering, it sustains me so.
This world is truly imperfect and wicked full of injustice, some are born poor, others are born with missing limbs, some die in car accidents for no reason.
But the one piece of righteous karma that still exists in this world, is that lonely losers like you meet the suffering they deserve, truly it brings me such joy.

You will never find love, you will die lonely, and I relish it so.

>>82126778
fuck it then
i will kill people and that will bring worth to my life
when i get aroudn to it...

>>82126772 (OP)
No family? Not even cousins?

>>82126778
Don't listen to the lonely tranny who never leaves their basement, OP. You will never have as much of a shitty, empty life as they do, and you should be thankful for that.

>>82126797
lol my cousins bullied me when i was forced to be around them
>>82126800
>lonely faggot who never leaves his basement
me?
i have a shittier life than you could ever imagine

>>82126791
You will not, one of the reasons you lonely losers neither kill nor rape nor off yourself is because all those require an ability to actually take action, you will indeed never get to it. Your are lonely due to your own psychology of refusing to get up and fix your shit, not to mention acknowledge that you are the problem.
And that you are met with such justice, it brings me such joy. You have received exactly the fate you deserve, the last bastion of justice in this wicked world unfolding before my eyes, it is truly a sight to behold in these dark days of misery.

>>82126800
Your tears, your joyous tears of copium.
They taste ever so sweet.

>>82126821
i am the problem, i have physical health issues let alone Mental ones, if i didnt have the physical issues i would be a normie
>you deserve your physical health problems that you didnt deside to have
fuck. you.

>>82126821
You will never have a soul, I'm sorry you were born of the poop colored race.
>>82126813
I said tranny, not faggot, faggot.

>>82126830
Just remember that there is always a bigger loser than you, and you just responded to them. Imagine how lowly of a worthless narcissistic puffed up douchebag you have to be to punch down at people (well supposedly punching down at people is impossible for them considering they're at the very bottom of the barrel.)

>>82126831
thanks for defending me even though hes right even though hes not cos he thinks im a lazy nigger but i have physical health problems that no one is willing to look past and are permanent fixtures of my being
>>82126836
i dont understand, i never punched down at anyone, idk what youre saying anymore

>>82126830
No anon, you literally want to kill other innocents.
That alone makes you deserve it. Seething jealousy at those better than you; it's all excuses.

There was literally someone who was paralysed in a wheelchair at my university and people talked to him, most likely because they could not instantly smell that he was out to kill others to cope with his fate. You are the cause of your own undoing, and it is joyous to behold indeed.

>>82126953
i wanna kill people yes but i never done anything harmful i even let out tiny bugs the tiniest of bugs because i get scared of karma being real and that i would suffer if i hurt an ant
i was scared of being nice to weird people in school because i didnt wanna be bullied more than i already was
>YOU ARE THE CAUSE
i feel this way cause of my permanent physical health problems that fuck me up more than you can believe
if i didnt have it you can bet your fucking ass i wouldnt be posting this

>>82126846
I'm talking about them, not you.

>>82126975
Cope, all of you have some externalizing defeat attitude going on about how something other than your utterly boring uninteresting personality is to blame.

That's really one of the things that unifies you lonely losers, constantly externalizing defeat.
Anon, your disability apparently doesn't stop you form making posts on 4chan so why don't you at least have some e-friends or people who want to talk to you over the internet?

>>82127000
i swear im not fucking coping
my body is fucked up, permanently, i cant help it, i cant work out or shower to fix it
i would if i could
my personality is... whatever? i know its not great but people have loved me before, broken people, but people nonetheless
i never told them the truth about my body, they would never be ok with it
>you losers
the average poster here is a normie straggot, this doesnt describe me at all
>making posts on 4chan
i could be paralyzed and make posts on 4chan, fuck does that have to do with anything
i dont have e-friends cos everyone ghosts or blocks me
>YOU HAVENT TRIED
kys, fucking kys, ive tried, i have spent more days and energy trying than you can believe, normies dont need to try this hard, fuck

>>82126778
you are not an anime villain you fucking dork ass bitch you are a retard typing at a computer

>>82127047
>the average poster here is a normie straggot, this doesnt describe me at all
Never said everyone here was, I'm purely talking about the losers here.

>i could be paralyzed and make posts on 4chan, fuck does that have to do with anything
My point is that there is apparently nothing stopping you from making e-friends.
>i dont have e-friends cos everyone ghosts or blocks me
Here you go, it's your personality not your body.

Your health issue isn't the cause they all ghost or block you; there's evidently something wrong with your personality. It always turns out with you lonely losers here that you're the cause yourself.

>>82127061
Hmm, your tears.
Your sweet everlasting tears.
Never will you find happiness.

>>82127047
Why are you wasting your time with this bitch? It's like you're willingly giving your energy to a vampire. Just call her an ugly black anorexic Toronto-living mutt e-girl cunt and move on.

>>82127069
Just remember OP, you'll never be this much of a loser. Be grateful you never sunk this low.

>>82127069
im a loser sure but not *that* loser
i try to make friends, there was an indian guy who talked to me for months, he stopped at some point, idk why , he just wouldnt respond to my messages anymore
my personality is coloured by my body
i know extremely few people would accept my physical problems
i wont open up to it itt cause its embarrassing but its fucked, i cant have sex
you say i deserrve it and its my fault
what the fuck
>>82127070
what?
i dont understand, theyre talking to me

>>82127069
you are so cringe, even for r9k's dogshit subpar standards. i cant even be mad, im just sorry for you, im not sure whether youre aspergers or autism or something but i really hope you are able to change for the better. best wishes.

>>82127094
Yeah see, here the excuses and externalizing defeat come in, it's supposedly your body that made your personality that way even though so many crippled people didn't turn out that way.

No anon, there's just something wrong with your personality that makes people stop liking you and I could identify from how you post from the start of this thread that you were. That's the thing, I can smell loser virgins on this board from the way they type alone without seeing what they look like that they are lonely losers. There's something utterly unpleasant about the way they type alone. For instance "an Indian guy" instead of just "to someone". Word choices like that alone put many people off. It shows you think of him as "Indian" before a person.

>>82127112
Sipping on delicious tears.
High quality rage you have going on there. Do you offer free refills?

>>82127094
I know and you're feeding the troll. This person is a garbage human. Just stop responding to them and they'll go pester someone else. The only reason they continue to talk at you is because you're giving them the attention their parents never did, and they're so desperate for your attention and approval.

>>82127147
Wholly ironic because nobody likes you at all. More projection today?

Dangerously low IQ readings in this thread

>>82127147
i can make friends...
...
i never allow closeness, my body is broken, i dont want anyone to know...
>u r le lonely loser
dont care, this doesnt connect with me at all
sorry for calling him indian
he was a good person
im sorry
im only mad since he stopped talking to me like everyone else
>>82127149
i dont get your post
>>82127160
are you serious? my iq is high on tests but i dont believe them at all

>>82126778
>>82126821
>>82126953
>>82127069
>>82127147
Holy cringe. Please never post again.

>>82127156
And yet I have friends, both real life and e-friends and am not whining on 4chan on how lonely I am. Just like everyone else anon.
You're the problem, it's not your appearance, your physical disabilities, that you're short or whatever. There's something wrong with your personality that just makes people not want to be friends with you and your constant weak "no u"-type attacks when people point this out to you is in no small part one of it. You people are so constantly full of an externalizing defeat mentality, lashing out at everyone who tells you the blunt truth that it's all your own fault, which it is.

If you can make posts on 4chan, no matter what physical disability you have, you can still get e-friends, if everyone online blocks or ghosts you after a while, consider that there is something wrong with your personality.

>>82127180
Sorry doesn't change it. There's evidently something that put him off about you and apart from calling him an "an indian guy", maybe it was just your constant self-misery whining. I don't know, maybe you vent your problems a bit too much on total strangers on the internet and never have a fun conversation so they just get tired of it. If you want that kind of outlet pay for a therapist and sure, people listen to each other's problems once in a while but I gain the distinct impression that it's quite likely that every single little conversation just ended up being you being miserable and whining so people just ghost after a while.

I can't say for sure that that was the cause, but I can say there is some cause out there.

>>82127203
i only wrote that cos im on 4chan
he was my world for a while
i never vented to him i know thats not right
i have a therapist
i think he just disliked me like everyone does

>>82127180
>are you serious?
Yes, you are by far the dumbest person in the thread

>>82127217
Yes, everyone dislikes you. Even online people.
So there's nothing really about your illness that causes it. I can only speculate to what the cause is but evidently there is something.

>>82127230
i dont care
i dont believe you, i think im mildly intelligent, but whatever
i just feel empty

>>82127234
i should just kill people
idk what else i can do

>>82127203
>And yet I have friends, both real life and e-friends
Haha sure you do, that's why you spend your time harassing people. I'm sure you have so many friends. Is that more projection about your shitty personality and being unable to have any real connections? It must be difficult surrounding yourself with soulless people such as yourself, but I guess you wouldn't be able to tell the difference anyway.

>>82127230
>>82127234
Man, the narcissistic projection and self loathing goes so hard.

>>82127386
Hope she sees this bro, you're definitely not a mouth breathing retard either

>>82127380
>>82127386
Hmm, extravirgin vintage internet rage is truly delicious isn't it.
You wouldn't... be mad because you deep down inside realize the truth that you're lonely due to your own fault would you?

>>82127094
What is this mysterious physical problem that you have? No one cares if it's embarrassing and you're posting anonymously.

>>82127538
i cant have penetrative sex, i wont go into detail but its the main problem
also im ugly and socially retarded
just not a good situation
im drinking myself to death atm

>>82127572
If it's vaginismus that can be treated. Or just find some dude with a micropenis.

Plenty of dudes would be happy with hot dogging you and getting bjs.

>>82127597
lol i dont have a vagina

>>82127611
You fucking nigger retard. Just find some other faggot to fuck you in the ass. It'll take 3 seconds on grindr

>>82127620
you fucking retard, actually read my fucking posts retard

>>82127488
>Projection
Hope *who* sees this? OP? I assumed they were just a gay dude.
>>82127521
>Projection
I'm engaged, I'm sorry you're lonely but it's probably because you're a dumb narcissistic asshole.

>>82127620
Lmao rage baby getting upset he wasn't harassing a woman this entire time, this is a huge win for you dude, did you wet your diaper?

>>82127629
I see nothing stopping you from inviting some fag over to pack some fudge.

>>82127642
That was a different guy, my first comment was the vaginismus one.

>>82127648
>just fuck my ass Even tough my ass will bleed out lmao
i cant, i cant even take a shit without problems you retard you just dont get it

>>82127661
Then suck their cock or jerk them off with a Fleshlight or something. It's not rocket science.

>>82127667
just find a guy who is comfortable with never having sex lmao
would you ever be ok with that with a girl?
would a FAGGOT, EVER be okay with thst with an Guy
i dont think so

>>82127677
If she was willing to give me bjs and jerk me off and had a valid reason for not being able to fuck I would absolutely be fine with that.

>>82127698
ok cool if i was a girl i would date you then
unfortunately im not and i have never encounterered a fag who feels that way
so wtf
i wanna kill people, as many as i can, its the only way i can make up for my shitty life

>>82127721
Go on Grindr and tell them upfront that you can't get your bussy blown out and they have to be happy with a blowjob and I guarantee that you'll find someone to fuck within a week. Probably within an hour. Gays will fuck anything.

>>82127657
shieeeet my bad my nigger
>>82127488
Unless this is you in which case tongue OP's leaky anus

>>82127746
if i wasnt a laughably ugly fag that might work you fucking nigger
guh
the world is spinning
im gonna black out soon
>>82127755
neither of those are me (op)

>>82127635
Lol, sure anon. Everyone insults everyone on 4chan for the most minor reasons and no one cares, but you all jump over each other to defend people who are insulted for being lonely losers and react like you feel very personally offended for whatever reason.
Yeah, I believe you, that doesn't at all feel like you somehow find it all very personally relatable in some way and somehow have some personal stake in it.

>>82127572
>That I can't have sex is the main problem I have no friends, this is the medical condition I was talking about all this time.
No you fucking loser, holy shit. You can't be making this up. I thought you were actually in a wheelchair or something and that this was the reason.
No, that you can't make friends at all is not because you can't have sex. Again, all your online contacts ghost you, your family has apparently abandoned you as well, it's not because of sex; there's some shit wrong with your personality.

>>82127832
ok cool
yeah, i wonder if i might have bdp
anyone who talks to me becomes my life
idk
fuck what do you want me to do, i just want to kill and eat someone

>>82127815
I am a laughably ugly balding obese khhv and I've been randomly approached on the street by gays multiple times. Homos will fuck ANYTHING.

Your problem is that you refuse to put in the 2 minutes of effort it would take to make a Grindr account. Or to do anything at all besides whine.

>>82127867
lmOoo i am ugliee than you cool
i had my ass grabbed once in high school? fuck you
you're a fuckign normie
I HAVE MADE A GRINDR ACCOUNT DICKASS PICREL
i cannot have sex
you fuckkgn priceleged bitch
fuck...

>>82127854
Aha, we're making progress.
That is the first step.

And to reward you for making the first step and recognizing it's not the disability but some other stuff. I shall provide you with some guidance to the best of my abilities.

So, let's walk through this. I don't really know your life but like anyone you talk to you become obsessed with or something you mean because you're lonely? THat can get kind of off-putting to people I guess, they notice it and it can come across as desperate but it's also hard to just fix and a bit of the chicken or the egg problem I guess.

Have you tried public chat channels rather than one on one communication? May be a dumb question and you may have but it stops you perhaps from displaying that kind of behavior or did it go wrong there too?

>>82127915
i been chronically online for 7 years, i tried posting art and using forums / discord / boards but it never amounted to anything
i had friends in school but they stripped talking to me when we became a neet

>>82127996
So what goes wrong in the discord servers? Like do people ignore you when you talk there or what?

Or does it just not solve the loneliness issue when you talk in a group?

>>82128014
oh i get ignored, if i try to post something to not get ignored i might get attention for 10 seconds then i get banned
if anyone adds me they pretend to be nice then ignore me or block me and i feel like ive been killed
i had 2 friends the past 7 years but one of them was too young (he told me after months and i had to stop talking to have after that) and the other was a woman (she told me after months as well)

>>82128026
Hmm, so do you usually bring up new things or comment on what others say in the channel?
Or do you find it hard to come up with something meaningful to comment to.

I think the issue that I noticed with this is that most people sort of have a natural drive to comment on things they find interesting, not necessarily because they want to deal with loneliness because they want to say what they want to say and then people respond again in the same way so it's less forced. At least, in your case, are you thinking about what you have to say in order to say something, or does the drive to comment on stuff just come naturally?

>>82128059
uh yeah? i try to be a interesting person?
yes its really hard
anything i naturally have to say isnt something people want to hear lol, im a leftist dont get me wrong
but im very bitter? id, my thoughts are very angry

>>82128094
It's not really clear what part you're answering to what I asked though. As in what I want to know is whether you are wondering what to say as in you want to say something, but the "what" is something you have to think about, or whether you say something because "what you want to say" came first and you just want to empty the thought that came up in your head?

>>82128120
sorry
the worst of both?
idk
my body is destroyed is the worst part and no one wantd anything to do with that

>>82126772 (OP)
i dont think u cant have connections due to inability to be assfucked
what are ur interests?
do you filter people?
are you scared of people?

>>82127821
>More projection
You are grating and nobody likes you.
>>82127815
Carry on then lad

>>82128204
Hmm "projection" "projection".
Tell me anon, why is it that you magically only come to the defence on people insulted for being lonely losers on 4chan?
I'm sure you have a very good reason for that you'd like to share?

>>82126772 (OP)
You should do it just kill people

>>82126821
>Your are
typo, anime villain monologue overruled, you are indian saar