Thread 82129871

Horny off weed edition
>thread dead on the weekend

erowid
psychonaut
bluelight
tripsit
etc etc

10mg of edibles kicking in now im sitting here bricked up

>>82129871 (OP)
10 whole milligrams? Take it easy there, cowboy.

So will shrooms or acid help treat depression? I got low motivation and dron't feel immersed in my day to day activitys. i've even devloped this sensitvity to caffine where I get anxiety and feel on auto pilot just from a little tea or a soda.

>>82129871 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UHRYkQLjKJU

>>82130371
yes nigga originally

>>82130395
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhq-4OEDjMY

200 mg of meth (all there was left) and 300 mg of speed. Tweaking slightly rn. Feeling good.

>>82130371
Shrooms can treat depression in clinical setting. Acid and shrooms can give you a great experience or a bad one. If you're in a bad place in life maybe wait a bit. Also if you're that susceptible to psychoactives like caffeine or tea, maybe start with a small dose and work up from there. Those drugs will NOT fix your life. Best case senario you'll have a good trip and feel kinda good for a week. Worst case senario you'll have to deal with anxiety and your depression and end up worse then you started. It's good if you know how to self soothe and have a trip-killer on hand (like a benzo or APs).

>>82130371
>I got low motivation and dron't feel immersed in my day to day activitys.
Have you tried modafinil?

>>82130655
>Acid and shrooms can give you a great experience or a bad one.
I find that acid combos extremely well with 4-HO-MiPT

>>82130552
That's a shit ton of meth, you only need like 10 mgs to get high. You're not gonna be sleeping for the next day.

>>82130395
>>82130460
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2xFUPOhdh5c

>>82130655
Ecstasy, Shrooms, and Ketamine
Would make a love potion.

>>82129871 (OP)
I don't even get high on the 90% weed concentrate anymore, purely chiefing it for the love of the game

>>82130726
Only thing that sucks about crack is getting the crack lung.
I want to do crack with hunter biden and that mayor from canada that got caught doing it with a prostitute casually. I would learn the craziest shit about government.

>>82129871 (OP)
>>82130798
i vape thc 24/7 and i can't feel it anymore. really need to find a source of lsd in this stupid city.

>>82130371
shrooms sort of restart your brain so if you're in a mental rut it can help, but if you have serious unsolvable problems in life it might send you down a bad path. ive cried a lot on shrooms before.

>>82130759
LSD + MDMA definitely

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OIe0KOiRKuU
https://qualiacomputing.com/2023/08/21/candy-flipping-optimized-why-lsd-mdma-points-to-blissful-nondual-awareness-and-how-to-maximize-it/

>>82130707
>4-HO-MiPT
Never heared about it.
>>82130759
>Ecstasy, Shrooms, and Ketamine
Sounds like quite a trip idk if I could pass it.

Low dose of rat poison and hallucigenic angel dust and heroin off of foil.
Me with the neighborhood cat.

>>82130826
>Never heared about it.
There are a ton of good psychedelic RCs that Alexander Shulgin invented that are still technically legal you can get on the clearnet. 4-HO-MET is another good psychedelic tryptamine. 4-HO-MET is like a less serious version of shrooms that has brighter colors and makes everything funny. 4-HO-MiPT is like a less emotional, more alien version of shrooms that has more auditory hallucinations and has sexual effects for some people.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/TiHKAL

>>82130718
>That's a shit ton of meth
My tolerance is high. I took 800 mg (50 mg a dose every 30mins-2 hours) yesterday and didn't sleep even with benzos.
>You're not gonna be sleeping for the next day
Tonight it's more chill and I'll stop redoseing before bedtime so no worries!
I know it's a lot, I intend to have a tolerance break for a couple of weeks and a break from meth in general. So far no w/ds so I'm optimistic.

>>82130906
>4-HO-MiPT
Seems like the drug to take to get alien astral entities to interact with. I take 5-htp before bed and get hallucigenic sleep paralysis where I am interacting with tryptamine beings. A float tank and 4-HO-MiPT would probably be the trippiest thing a person could do. Just hallucinating in the dark with entities touching you while you listen to them talk.

>>82130906
Interesting. Thanks for the info.
>has more auditory hallucinations
I already have that without drugs :p
I tend to gravitate toward visuals more. Did a lot of acid but never shrooms, let alone RCs.

>>82130947
>4-HO-MiPT
>Seems like the drug to take to get alien astral entities to interact with.
This actually happened to be once. Right after I started experiencing ego death, I encountered a Buddha-like being with auditory "OM" hallucinations.

Is there a drug that will make me feel permanently less jaded in general

>>82131347
SSRIs maybe? A lot of people say they destroy their empathy.

Mexico has no government.
Many independent nations have emerged.

>>82130690
Caffiene already makes me kinda anxious and gives me this weird auto pilot feeling that makes it hard to focus I don't think another stim would help
>>82130655
>>82130819
The caffiene sensitivty just started this past year and seems to conenside with the depression so it makes me wonder if it's some physical thing with neurotransmitters or whatever the fuck goes on in there. I don't consume that often though so it's not addiction or withdrawls

>>82131838
It's like >>82130819 said. Take a look at your life and make a decision taking your mental state and place in life into account and you'll kinda know what kind of trip it'll be.
As for the caffeine, soda and tea, idk what is going on there. Could be cus of depression (had a similar auto pilot thing when I was depressed but not cus of tea or coffee) but I'm no expert.

Is there any safe way/amount of to take shrooms if you're an actual schizo (schizoaffective bipolar)? Going on a trip with friends to see a concert and one of them is bringing some but don't know if it's fine for me even microdosed, or what amount that would even be

>>82133256
With mental disorders the caution is amplified. Specifically with psychotic disorders, it's difficult to say any amount is safe. Technically you might be able to get away with it, but you'd need to be extra careful (dose low af and learn how they effect you over the course of months of sobriety in between to compare against).
>don't know if it's fine for me even microdosed
Arguably not. You could always just vibe with alcohol or something else non-hallucinogenic, fwiw.

>>82133390
Fair enough I'll just chug a bunch of Lyrica or get drunk then I guess (both? Idk how that feels), even weed makes me schizo out and I don't wanna embarass myself in a large group

>>82133256
>Is there any safe way/amount of to take shrooms if you're an actual schizo
Schizo here (just plain schizophrenia). Only done acid but the voices go quiet and I don't have intrusive thoughts (apart for acid thoughts) when I trip and I am able to enjoy the trip. Take it with a grain of salt tho, your mileage may vary. And amplified, drug induced psychosis is not fun (had that with weed). Goodluck and be safe.

>>82133488
>Lyrica or get drunk then I guess (both?
Comboing GABAergics can be nice, especially if you want to avoid the disgusting taste (and acetaldehyde) of alcohol. Just don't OD (aka dose both low and slowly increase).

>>82129871 (OP)
Picrel reminded me of this line of dialogue.

>>82129871 (OP)
I love how it feels to be horny on weed. I am getting high too 25mg

got nothing in my system and it feels so bad. Drinking and smoking every night has been so depressing though. I dont wanna be a drunk. I dont want to live out my grandma's shadow, I'm drowning and idk how to escape myself.

>>82134281
I feel like I can relate to that sooner vibe bro. Let us hit the gym and become more physically fit! Reformation now!

>>82129871 (OP)
What does it mean if I never have that post MDMA depression everyone is talking about

>>82130371
It can, if you do it properly and enact the lessons that you took from the experience.
Just "taking the drug" doesn't magically fix everything.

Follow the MAPS protocol for psilocybin.
https://odysee.com/@Psych:2/MagicMedicine:8

>>82131455
I love our local schizos.

>>82134370
The "MDMA blues" only happens if you do MDMA incorrectly.
If you're not a retard that overdoses, overheats, or overexerts during MDMA you're fine.

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/34894842/

That's why it simply never happens in clinical trials of MDMA. Only uninformed people have MDMA depression.

>>82134718
MDMA will never get clinically approved because it gets metabolized to epoxides
Not like that'd really be a problem at therapeutic doses if it wasn't for the fact that big pharma can't patent it so they won't lobby for it
They're all working on an analog that they can patent and that they can sell for 10 bucks per dose

>>82133591
>>82133488
How does Lyrica/pregabalin compare to gabapentin?

>>82133256
If you're on lithium, stop taking it. Lithium interacts badly with psychedelics and will cause psychosis/seizures.

>>82129871 (OP)
Why does weed make me feel so horny. Is that normal

>>82135000
It will get clinically approved because the VA really want it for soldier PTSD treatment. The Israeli army thinks the same.
And while they can't patent the drug they intend on making money on patenting the treatment protocol.

It's already all laid out, that's why MDMA is in stage 3 of trials for medical approval in the US. Read the MAPS website to learn more.

>>82135000
See this documentary for clinical trials of MDMA in Israel for PTSD treatment, it's moving along fine for approval.
https://odysee.com/@Psych:2/TripOfCompassion:b

>>82130690
super im curious about modafanil, how would you say it compares to something like adderall

I pushed my drug friend away by being a drug loser

>>82135839
I showed a friend meth
He instantly got addicted, redosed until he passed out after 3 days
Was kinda shocked how retarded he was
Ghosted him because can't have people with 0 impulse control around me

>>82135867
Yeah I don't like those that can't control themselves and their use.
It's giving druggies and meth users in particular a bad name.

>>82135867
Did your friend even use drugs before you showed him meth?

Might get some cheap cocaine next week, it isn't as fun and entertaining as I expected to be but cocaine where I live is cheap as shit and it's the only stim I can get good at good price, I like the ritual of having my lines chopped up and the time up to be geeked for a good while, nose dripping and all, half a gram make my days less grim yknow, you guys will see... i'm fucking desperate for that bit of heat

>>82136074
Is a "druggie" a user or an addict? I hear it thrown around to describe addicts.

>>82136461
A druggie is a drug user.

>>82136430
>cocaine is cheap
It's not cocaine.

>>82136403
he has prescribed adhd meds he kind of abused but not to feel good or anything

>nodded out in the bathroom and at my cubicle at work again award
Feels good making $30/hr to do hard drugs in an office. On Saturdays it's so empty and so slow that no one actually notices or cares that I'm barely conscious for several hours of the shift.

Absolutely horrendous OP image btw. You're gross.

>>82135867
You probably just ruined that dudes life. I've done meth before (and every hard drug) but I wouldn't even dream of introducing someone who isn't already initiated into this world. You should be ashamed of yourself. Why drag other people down?

>>82137387
Do I regret it: yes
Will I ever do this again: no
Do I think it was my fault: no
I've always experimented with hard drugs completely on my own and to be frank I was very careful but I would never have thought it could catch people like this from not even smoking just snorting it

Is is worth it to pay the extra money for express tracked international shipping on non controlled substances like dutasteride or should I just go with standard?

>>82137368
>ADHD meds
Why use euphemism? It's amphetamines.

>>82138132
Nah just go standard.

>>82134281
>got nothing in my system
Same. It's not that bad.
>Drinking and smoking every night has been so depressing
I don't know your situation but I can give some general advice.
Use drugs to enhance life, not escape it. Having nothing in your system is good; take a break, it'll feel better with time as your body adjusts. Make a change, go for a walk, go to the gym, meet people maybe. Find a pleasent pastime activity to take your mind away from your troubles and cravings (maybe play some chill vidya like Stardew Valley or read books, that passes the time real good). Drink a lot of water. Take care, anon. You've got this.

>>82134370
>What does it mean if I never have that post MDMA depression
Either low dosage or you're young enough to tank the hangover. I remember taking MDMA at 18, I could do 50-80mg and feel fine the next day. Once I took it 3 days in a row and still nothing. Later in life I got hangover (like my mind was fried) but it could have been the dosage.

>>82135159
>Is that normal
It effects everyone differently, I suppose.

>>82135867
I stopped tripping with people since they can't handle their shit (crying, freaking out, etc.) and I have to tripsit them and it ruined my high. Cut some people off for being complete retards, but never cut off close friends no matter the hardship; I was there for them even if they sperged out.
>He instantly got addicted, redosed until he passed out after 3 days
When I first used meth, I had a 4 day bander (with sleep) and went through a few grams until I got urinary retention (which indicates OD) and stopped. Now I take it once every few weeks and not addicted (no craving or physical w/ds) but have high tolerance since using speed and ritalin. So I take heavy doses when I do do it.
>Ghosted him because can't have people with 0 impulse control around me
Was not a close friend, then?
I get controlling your social life with an iron fist, but maybe it's a bit harsh to cut him off. Or idk, maybe he's a real retard and it was a good decision.

>>82135839
>I pushed my drug friend away by being a drug loser
Get your shit together and taper down use. Then try to reconnect maybe? At least you won't be a drug loser anymore. Easier said then done, but possible.

>>82137377
>at my cubicle at work
Damn. I did hash and MDMA on my off time in my base when I was in service. No one noticed. I could have gone to military prison (like my friends that got caught) for a some time (my friends got 4-6 months and an unhonorable discharge). At some point I stopped but it was fun while it lasted. Got my honorable discharge.
>Feels good making $30/hr to do hard drugs in an office
I never mix drugs and work and it sounds risky. What is your job, anon? (If you don't mind sharing)

>>82140276
>Got my honorable discharge
Noice that's some seriously high risk stuff. I've heard of people getting dishonorable discharges even for using just kratom which is so insane. It's not even illegal but they decided its a drug so not allowed. I wonder if anyone ever tried to penalize drinking coffee or energy drinks, since caffeine is a drug. Would be funny just to prove a point
>what's your job
Just generic office drone shit for generic mega corporation. They have a lot of international clients and at least for what we are doing they can't outsource, so they need people to be there overnight/24 hours mostly for when the international clients call in. However it's often completely dead and nothing to do. Also there's only a very small number of us working Saturday nights, and it's a huge office. So it's easy to just sit in a corner and pass out listening to music for hours at a time.

>>82140375
>some seriously high risk stuff
I agree. Military prison sucks ass from what I've heard. I missed mandatory morning meetings (happen at 7am, I was waking up at 12-1pm sometimes) and had non-regulation haircut but I was messing around with the disciplinary officer so she was lenient with me and I had wiggle room for getting out of some trouble. I also worked in an office, but I had work to do (did it well, too) and it was always bustling with people, even at night (it's also was a 24/7 opporation). Had to go to the roof or a hiding spot to smoke.
>So it's easy to just sit in a corner and pass out listening to music for hours at a time.
I'm glad it's fun and workes for you, but to me it sounds kinda junkie to nodd at work imho, no offense.
Have fun and be safe, anon.

>>82135159
makes me horny and gives me rock hard boners and helps me last longer in bed. its the perfect sex drug.