My mentality has changed form being constantly seething about not getting sex to enjoying the voyeurism of comfy celibacy aided by porn, anyone else feel the same?

I turned gay.

I never understood why some guys get so worked up about not having sex. Not having love or romance or companionship I get feeling bad over, but I never really cared at all that I was a virgin, never felt ashamed about it or anything

I have a dream of owning a starpery sex doll and talking to her with a local ai as her soul and i need to save money for that so it makes me more productive

>>82137638 (OP)
yeah i love stroking my dick alone to an array of LEDs while other people actually have sex in real life
i love being a cuck beta faggot

>>82137647
Its the opposite for me. Idc about love i want sex

>>82137647
trying to be normal and getting genetically stonewalled is different than just not ever really having the interest to pursue normality in the first place

>>82137668
why would you want to pursue normality in the first place, normalfaggots are insufferable

I coomed to Raven...it's just some secret thing I can't really embrace being a coomer. I fell back into a bit and am hooked though. It's just a fun escape but very forbidden.

>>82137682
ok but imagine being able to inflict that insufferability onto everyone around you
an enviable power for a lifelong hater

>>82137638 (OP)
You put it perfectly. I think the average poster here (mostly due to being underage) completely lacks the neuroplasticity required for this kind of epiphany. It's also the issue of not being capable of seperating sex and socialization, the latter being neccessary (unless you are some kind of monk or autist) to not go insane. Ironically, they do exactly that, they go crazy, ER style.
Modded Free Cities and good 3D porn is really all you need. I feel bad for guys who think sex will fix them.

>>82137908
this place is such a funny hell

>>82137835
I don't want to inflict that upon anyone, how needlessly cruel, the only people who would be affected by it are non normalfaggots, normalfaggots wouldn't care because they're normalfaggots

>>82137918
The bread has yet to show but circus we have plenty.

>>82137919
on the contrary, normalfags seethe about perceived inadequacy near constantly
its basically the only thing they do, all the social posturing is for one purpose: to drag your nuts across someone elses forehead and watch them kick sand over it
so the real way to make them suffer is to be better than them
but then this creates more normalfags and the cycle continues

>>82138020
but to be better than normalfaggots, one ceases to be a normalfaggot, thus one was never pursuing normiedom in the first place, but rather a higher ideal, which makes the normalfaggot seethe as to be a normalfaggot one must be content with the way things are

>>82138073
>normalfaggot one must be content with the way things are
Wtf? Normies are always whinning and crying about politics or whatever. They arent content.
Meanwhile ive been on neetbux for years and its really awesome. Yea it could be even better but still, i dont really have much to complain, i dont envy the normgroids