Thread 82161177

you know what man, i've had enough of this shit.
havent had a good relationship with parents ever, half my family is estranged.
i havent had friends for 5 years, and havent had a best friend ever. ive had a girlfriend in the past, but i was never honest with her.
i was viciously bullied in childhood

i think i've finally had enough, man, ive been thinking about it daily for nearly a decade now, and it hasn't gotten better, ever.

'just get therapy' - i cant afford that shit, and if i could, how would having it documented help me?
'just talk to someone' - there is no someone
'just go to clubs' - i've fucking given up, man

>>82161177 (OP)
well you have 2 choices, commit suicide or live out of spite

doesn't seem very predictable mate

>>82161177 (OP)
The creator of this world basically, he constructs reality in such a way that all your decisions have been planned out. Basically, you only have so many choices. So he traps souls into bodies and lets them loose. And, it doesnt matter what choice they make out of the couple options they have. It will always benefit his plan. Its a pretty clever scam I guess. We also do the same thing with wild animals, which is how I noticed it. We intentionally breed crows and skunks because all they do is clean our garbage up for us. They literally hate their lives but they either clean up garbage or they commit suicide. You will work for food. You wont marry a girl unless youre in the top 20 percent of men. Or you will commit suicide. Its hard to believe somebody would ever make that type of decision for a human life.

>>82161195
you know man, i thought like that for a long ass time. i dont know how long it can go on like this for, though. its psychological torture, and i want it to fuckin end, man. i've slipped through the cracks. i'd say i need a cigarette, but i've already quit, but for what?