Thread 82206898

I work at a place with old men, youngest being 27, oldest around 61. I don't have any friends & don't talk to anyone outside of work. I'm turning into an old man
>Wake up
>Brew a cup of coffee
>Sit on my balcony, staring at traffic & the sunrise
>Water my flowers
>Take a shower
>Make some food
>Go to work
>Jog back home
>Workout
>Long hot shower
>Lay in bed, or maybe sit on my porch a while
>Go look at news, 4chan or youtube
>Maybe a videogame
>Sleep
>Repeat
I don't really do anything with my life, I'm very apathetic to existing. I'm about to turn 20

>>82206898 (OP)
>turning into an old man
>19
please wait 10 years and come back to repost this. youre a fucking infant

>>82206898 (OP)
Go to gym.
Do Stronglifts 5x5.
Figure out what else you want to do from there

>>82206933
My age wasn't why I consider myself an old man, but instead my lifestyle. I think young people should have energy & do things with their lives. And yet I have none, I do nothing, I live like an elderly man, like my father.

I am so young, yet I feel so old.

>>82207009
I already do workout, I have things I want to do. But that's just getting a solitary house, and then building my sanctuary there.

>>82207035
Sorry I'm retarded and illiterate

>>82206898 (OP)
>im about to turn 20
>old man
lol, lmao even. you a child to me.

>>82207021
In theory you could change that tomorrow.
A girl walks up to you and says "let's go on a date!" and then you do and you're suddenly acting "young".
It's 100% a choice, you're just living with blinders on.
As another anon said wait 10 years and then you'll realize the truth of the old man.

>>82206898 (OP)
I go to estate sales. People (figuratively) get stuck in time loops living the same day over and over until they die. I've been in houses that were basically time capsules from the 1950s (other then new food). In other words the guy got up did is usually daily routine and went to bed, every day, day after day for decades, living THE SAME DAY THOUSANDS UPON THOUSANDS OF TIMES and then dying.
Do you wanna end up like that?

>>82206933
>>82207152
>>82207243
Depends if he is a khhv like me. I am about to turn 23 and I feel like my life is already wasted. I just go to work during the week and thats it. No friends, w*men always get disgusted by me (and I dont even approach or stuff that would make them think I believe I have a chance with them). I am only 23 but I feel like a 60 years old. Its so over for me. If this is the way things have progressed until now, then it makes sense to think that its probably going to be more of the same, regardless of what you do. Normies dont even have to try and everything gets handed to them by default

>>82206898 (OP)
I'm in a similar situation (but more pathetic). You seem cool

>>82206898 (OP)
Welcome to being an adult. It's all downhill from here. Unless, of course, you joined the military or whatever.

>>82206898 (OP)
>nigga doesn't know that this peace is what all true warriors strive for

It's a lot easier to lay the foundations for a life that truly brings you joy from a position of stability than one of excited distraction. Chances are you'd still have the same underlying issues causing this sense of malaise if you were living the lifestyle you thought you 'should' be living, only it would ultimately fester because said lifestyle would only do enough to distract you from it for 15 years max, and when you come out the other side and reality hits you'd end up in the same position you are now only worse and 15 years older (not that 34 is old mind you).

I'm worried I'm starting to sound like a normie but it's a false economy to worry about the passage of time like you currently are. Not saying 'just b urself' and things will get better but don't be impatient about the changes you want to implement taking a while to come to fruition.