Thread 82209131

Saturday night hallucinations edition

Post your favorite psychedelic tryptamines and dissociatives

Getting stoned and reading horror manga, maximum comfy

>>82209131 (OP)
>tfw spent over 1500 on drugs this month already

>>82209272
What horror manga do you read and recommend?

>>82209296
If it's in dollars it's a stupid amount to spend on drugs. Most of it must be to counter tolerance too.

>>82209482
I recently got into it and so I've only read a few. So far I've read and enjoyed
>Uzumaki
>Parasyte
>Homunculus
>Inugami
Uzumaki is a classic by junji ito, I would describe it as almost lovecraftian horror. Parasyte is a classic from the 80's and is a psychological thriller. Homunculus is about a guy getting trepanation and being able to see things that others can't, and inugami is about a god dog creature that is trying to understand the world and fight for its own survival. I'm still reading the latter two but I really like them so far. They all have psychologically explorative themes and kind of ask "what is a man"

>>82209482
Have you read Berserk?

>>82209647
I second the Homunculus recommendation, it takes you on a wild ride as long as you're on board with often edgy psychological shit. The ending especially will leave you thinking. I also recommend Ultra Heaven in the same vein, even though it isn't horror it strikes a lot of the same uncanny and surreal beats.

was supposed to finally try some metocin today but I didnt get the chance. chilling on kratom and the pen rn, lowkey need an upper of some sort. also thinking of tripping on ket soon

>>82209131 (OP)
Sonic Sez drugs are no good and you're not gonna make it!

>take my 1mg of Xanax of the week
>100% CALM
>100% DEPRESSED
I've noticed this happens when I'm already having a bad day. It doubles down on the sad and as a result the calm becomes lethargy. I guess it's similar to alcohol where drinking is best when you're already in a good mood. Should be more careful next time.

>>82209296
>he thinks 1500 dollars a month on drugs is a lot
Wait until you become addicted to coke

I wish there was a substance that could lower your tolerance for ritalin / ritalin analogues. That would be so much aura

>>82211338
Alcohol (small amounts, like 4 drinks) and weed do help.

>>82211216
How do you get addicted to ritalin lite that costs gorillions and as soon as you develop significant tolerance you unironically have to cram tea spoon amounts of it up your nose

>>82211573
Yeah never got it except for nights out. Small amounts are great.

Ah yes, drugfeel generals. The shitty rc's shills and faggots-ass "legal high" drug dealers larping as clients from the DN advertising new types of getting getting a mental illness. These threads are here to stay.

Sure I love getting fucked up. I have a mental illness too. May the lord keep me away from drugs until one day it's prudent to get high again.
for me it's weed and dxm

Let's keep the thread alive. I just wanna tell everybody go eat some HBWR seeds, it takes less seeds to get high than morning glory seeds.

Also, I know most of you are larping.
You live at home with your parents don't you, terminally online people ? It's a wild guess perhaps. For those who do live with parents: how do you do it? I'm curious to know your mhmm your buying drugs off the internet routine. I'll never had the balls to get a package sent at home and keep my mouth shout. Questions will be asked and I am not gonna lie to literally the only persons who give shit about me

Want a good horror manga? Try the Fuan no Tane/Seeds of Anxiety series.

anyone got info on snorting lyrica? I'm about to do 150mg I met a street kid from greece in jail and he kept yapping about it

>>82212259
It's dumb.
The bioavailability of pregabalin via the oral RoA is already like 90%
https://m.psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Pregabalin

Even if the bioavailability was more than that through snorting it would only marginally be so, so you'll be damaging your nose for almost no gain whatsoever.

>>82212464
I know about the bioavailability but I hoped for a faster peak but nah nothing happened. It didn't even burn or feel bad though but it's really useless I guess the otc pills they get in Greece are extended release or something and that's why they crush them. I got the indiamart capsules where the crystalline form is just inside so it was easy to try
I wonder though if the indiamart pregabalin isn't just gabapentin since judging from the chemical structure of pregabalin it would need some kind of stabilizers and wouldn't just be capsuled like that but pressed into a tab

>>82211573
Is ritalin really sorta like coke? I know its all stimulants but what are the differences?
And how strong is the difference per gram?

>>82212617
Honestly it's very similar in the way they achieve their psychoactive effects, cocaine has just a way faster onset and higher affinity to dopamine transporters
It also has a noticeable affinity for serotonin transporters which gives that unique glow that some people feel but others like me don't so idk
On the other hand it's metabolized way faster than ritalin so the redosing addiction potential is very high Ig
Personally I felt almost nothing because the disgusting numbing drip from it blocking sodium channels makes me gag

>>82212661
so its faster acting, short lasting, and more euphoric than ritalin or am i understanding incorrectly?

>>82212675
yes but some people don't feel the euphoria at all, it's weird
It get's portrayed as this super duper addictive substance but I don't know a single person in my circle that got hooked on it

>>82212688
Yeah its very weird then. My country is a main producer of methylphenidate but people are taking more and more coke.
I think you can snort most pills to actually.

>>82209131 (OP)
Good morning, /drugfeel/.
I hope there are plenty of good posts in this edition.

>>82209647
>Parasyte
>Homunculus
I also recommend those. Parasyte is very good imo.

I did mdma last night, im generally a really sober guy I dont really drink, and havnt smoked weed in like a month, and the only drug I did in the last year was 2cb. I am recovering from a concussion and get symptoms from most stimulation. I had a pounding headache and when the mdma hit the headache was fully gone. Does anyone have any explanation, this is very unusual when even most days I will get a headache.

Two day weekend bander is over. Time for a break. I wish I could keep using without repercussions but I have to stick to the plan T_T

Being on ritalin makes me see how retarded and pathetic i am sober, shit i want to kms now.

I never had anxiety in my life and still managed to get dependent on benzos
last night I was 32 hours without and could not fall asleep because I kept getting brain zaps
fml now I'm actually scared of running out

>>82215160
>still managed to get dependent on benzos
I take 1mg clonazapam a night to fall asleep for 2 months now and afraid I'll get w/s if I stop but can't stop cus I need sleep. I'll try to taper down to 0.5mg a night, then stop and see if I am dependent. Heard the w/s are hellish.
>could not fall asleep because I kept getting brain zaps
I'm sorry you're going through that. Were there any other side effects to stopping that you experienced?

>>82215257
I first took them irregularly to get the edge off when I was on meth at work but then I stopped with meth and realized how my miserable days pass like seconds when on benzos so I took more and more regularly
I used to take 4-6mg bromazolam in the morning, sometimes for a whole week without withdrawal, the final mistake was going for longer acting benzos that make you forget that you're still on them a day later. It only took two weeks to get to this point and I didn't even take them daily

>>82215411
>when I was on meth at work
Ooh I would never do that, I try to be reponsible with my meth use (once a week, tho dose 500mg a day with tolerance) and never mix it with work. What dosages did you take?
>then I stopped with meth
Huh, what made you stop?
>going for longer acting benzos that make you forget that you're still on them a day later.
Such as?
>It only took two weeks to get to this point
What symptoms do you have?

>>82215895
>What dosages did you take?
highest I got to was like 150mg per day snorted although I just got nothing out of it anymore at some point so I dropped it altogether
Such as?
Mainly diazepam but also clonazepam. biggest mistake ever
What symptoms do you have?
well I'm on a slight dose again but I had this aura feeling and tinnitus. Also randomly a short burst in my ear that sounded like a broken radio combined with brain zaps that feel like electrical impulses traveling from neck to the brain in an instant, you get used to it but it's an uneasy feeling. I have no clue how close to a seizure I am, probably still far away but I can't judge it which makes it scary

>>82213950
>Parasyte
Satomi should've fucking died god she was an annoying bitch.

>>82209131 (OP)
in a couple days i'm going to do 3-OH-PCP after a tolerance break. it's very similar to 3-MeO-PCP and PCP, but softer and less manic. 3-FL-PCP on the other hand is incredibly manic but doesn't get you deeply dissed like the others.

but they all last way too long. i wish we still had MXE. it lasts the perfect amount of time. K is too short, and PCP/PCE analogs last too long.

>>82216369
>Satomi should've fucking died god she was an annoying bitch
She was a useless non-character but made Shinichi face the changes he went through (like with the dead dog iirc)

>>82216225
>I just got nothing out of it anymore at some point so I dropped it altogether
Yeah, tolerance is a bitch. Ig it's good you dropped it, though.
>Mainly diazepam but also clonazepam
As I said, I take clonazepam every night. Did you abused them? What dosages did you take? Also, did you have scripts for 'em or got it on the street? (Sorry if I ask too many questions)
>short burst in my ear that sounded like a broken radio combined with brain zaps that feel like electrical impulses traveling from neck to the brain in an instant
Sounds uncomfortable.
>I have no clue how close to a seizure I am
Hope you will be able to kick the habbit easily and without seizures.

>>82216835
They fall from heaven into my mailbox for ridiculously cheap prices and when I took it I took 40mg and later in the evening 20mg, everything just really irregularly and not planned out, days pass like seconds even though I never really had memory problems else I would have noticed at work
I think I will now just take like 10mg consistently for a while because the aura is gone but I still get zaps but not as ofter and then quit cold turkey for a while. The aura feeling is really fucking scary it's like when something jumpscares you your whole brain buzzes or when you try to space out it seems to overtake you so you need to constantly do something as a distraction

When I'm sober I'm ashamed of existing and I can't do anything productive
When I'm on opiates I'm happy, sociable, and actually have motivation to do shit, even if I'm nauseous throughout the day
Why are drugs bad again?

>>82217167
>They fall from heaven into my mailbox for ridiculously cheap prices
I'm too paranoid to order online :/ had a friend that got cught and imprisoned (but he ordered weed which is hearder to stealth).
>I took it I took 40mg and later in the evening 20mg
Oh, that's a lot, man. Mean abuse.
>days pass like seconds
I know what you mean.
>I never really had memory problems
Yeah, benzos can fuck up your brain like that.
>I think I will now just take like 10mg consistently for a while
>and then quit cold turkey for a while
Goodluck.
>The aura feeling is really fucking scary it's like when something jumpscares you
Sounds like anxiety.
Stay safe, anon!

>>82217454
if you order from domestic to domestic it's bulletproof here
>Mean abuse.
just tolerance, even when I wasn't dependent I just had a massive tolerance, there was a time I had to take 10mg bromazolam to feel like it was the first time when I took 1.5mg
>Sounds like anxiety.
Idk I'm really not an anxious person it feels more like a buzzing helmet on your head that slowly gets smaller if you space out
I think this will be fine since I don't have anxiety problems, I heard the hardest part is the rebound anxiety for benzo users

new opioid RC just dropped, nortilidine
i put in an order and i'm so fucking excited to try it

it's got a REALLY interesting binding profile!
it does shit with opioid receptors, ndma receptors, and dopamine receptors!
fucking fascinating, i'm hyped!

>>82217741
nmda receptors* im plastered i cant type lmao

basically it's kinda dissociative like ket cuz nmda, sorta stimmy (but the fun dopamine kind, not the shit norepinephrine kind) cuz dopamine, and ofc it's sedative like opioids

AWESOME!

>>82217454
weed is literally the hardest substance to stealth, with tabs and powders you're gonna be fine, don't be a paranoid retard, just get some monero and learn pgp and you'll be just fine ordering off DNMs

>>82217549
>if you order from domestic to domestic it's bulletproof here
I guess, but I'll stick to telegram for now.
>just tolerance, even when I wasn't dependent I just had a massive tolerance
When your tolerance gets that high (like needing 40mg for a buzz) it's a sign to stop and take a break, I always say (or risk becoming a junkie). I take 7 days break between my meth use so my tolerance is halfed by the next time I take it (still indulge and go through 500mg a session, over like, 12 hours or so) but I like the weaker effect the tolerance brings. I don't wanna go out of my mind on meth.
>I heard the hardest part is the rebound anxiety
Yeah, that's what I thought it was, but if you say it's something else, idk...

>vape store clerk gave me one of these as a sample
>Took the whole thing because usually legal shroom products don't work too well
>...
>One hour later and I've NEVER tripped so hard in my life
These things are actually so based, shroom lovers have gotta try em.

>>82211216
I think that's a lot for only being halfway through the month. and even better it was crack

>>82217861
>with tabs and powders you're gonna be fine
He did get some LSD tabs once and it was the best acid I have ever taken (super mellow and had RB 3D and static visuals; just felt pure). Nothing local compares (aggressive headspace and melting visuals). And I took a lot of local acid to be able to compare.
>don't be a paranoid retard
I can't help it. I can't imagaine waiting weeks for drugs to (maybe) come in the mail and risk them getting cught in customs and being raided. A lot of my friends got raided (for DNMs, growing weed etc.) And had their lifes got ruined for a while.
>just get some monero and learn pgp and you'll be just fine ordering off DNMs
Probably, but I have a regular local plug that gets to me in 30 minutes and has passable and relatively cheap products (he also gives gifts like a free tab and has discounts on certain days); so I'm not in a hurry to look for other ways to get drugs (I only do speed and meth and the occational tab. For the rest, I got scripts).

I think that as I get older, I'll give less shits and go for the DNM meme eventually. But not any time soon.

>>82218006
>Doesn't specify any chemical
>Vague, "feel good" branding
No words do justice for the hate I feel towards this practice. I bet it includes the phrase "Proprietary Blend" on the back too. I hope all such manufacturers (and those who support them) suffer immensely.

Additionally, this kind of product selects for the type of person to do drugs without intent. They are also the sort of person to eyeball their drug doses and have never used a scale. They are the bottom percentile of society; absolute dregs.

One question folks. Did you notice any changes in your personality or life outlook after doing cocaine or some other stimulants? I'm really a chill guy. Like you have it easier to get laid after cocaine? Asking because as we all know cocaine is THE drug for chads, maybe we have different cerebral wiring.

>>82217890
You take a 7 day break and your tolerance is halfed?!? wtf.
When I got out of jail I didn't take any for 6 months and the first line felt amazing but not even a couple of hours in all the motivation and euphoria where gone
Idk about how fast that with the benzos will go but it seems to work for now

>>82211749
>For those who do live with parents: how do you do it? I'm curious to know your mhmm your buying drugs off the internet routine. I'll never had the balls to get a package sent at home and keep my mouth shout. Questions will be asked and I am not gonna lie to literally the only persons who give shit about me
I might have just gotten lucky, but my parents pretty much never ask questions. Also RC vendors generally ship their products in discreet envelopes.

>>82217741
>i put in an order
gib sauce

>>82219204
What kind of rc's are there even still around that haven't been banned? I've heard of some ketamine analogs that produce hallucinogenic effects but also have a afinity to the mu receptor

>>82215160
>>82215257
>>82215411
F

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QBe_0UIBylY

>>82213974
Vasoconstriction and increased blood pressure from the amphetamine.
Your headache was most likely a pressure headache. It's not surprising.

>>82219238
Most psychedelic tryptamines and lysergamides are still available if you're American. Can't get any dissociatives though since only EU vendors sell them and all of them stopped shipping to the US.

>>82214423
Methylphenidate doesn't make you smarter.

>>82212609
>I wonder though if the indiamart pregabalin isn't just gabapentin
How does pregabalin compare to gabapentin? I've only tried gabapentin from highstreetpharma and have never tried pregabalin.

>>82219023
Cocaine isn't a Chad drug, it's a status drug because it's very expensive compared to all other drugs.
If you're a loser without cocaine you'll be a loser on cocaine as well. The drug isn't the key.

Cocaine is a shit drug honestly. People want it just because it has status, like some brands of luxury cars are actually shit.

>>82219241
Honestly humans react very different to different drugs, I don't object the video but I think it's going to be easier for me since I don't have anxiety and don't need it to treat anything, it was just a time skipper for me

>>82219267
Interesting, I didn't know that
>>82219316
I think they do the exact same thing but gabapentin is wayyy easier to make and cheaper but half as potent

>>82219132
>You take a 7 day break and your tolerance is halfed?!?
That's what psychonautwiki says.
>but not even a couple of hours in all the motivation and euphoria where gone
Not happening to me. The euphoria is low cus of tolerance but my focus is high, everything is interesting and I get a rush that lasts for 12 hours and an afterglow the next day. And I don't take meth for the euphoria so it's all good in my book.
>Idk about how fast that with the benzos will go but it seems to work for now
From anecdotal experience, benzo tolerance comes slower then stims, for example.

>>82219386
Yeah meth is just not for me IG my brain kind of got used to it. If I wanna stay awake and be attentive I'll take amphetamine sulfate
It's funny, during the 1-2 months I took it basically bidaily at work I was so obsessed I made so much but I recently just disposed of it since it pisses me off and I'm in the middle of a trial

>>82219241
I've watched the first few minutes; not gonna watch a 20min lecture about the dangers of benzos, I am aware of the down sides and risks.
I take 1mg clonazepam a night for sleep, don't abuse it and the tolerance didn't catch up to me yet. I think I'll be fine tapering down and quitting if needed, apart for a difficulty sleeping for a few nights (which I have anyway without the drug). If the withdrawls become more severe, it'll be a lesson for me to stay away from benzos or find a valid way to take 'em (though I doubt it'll be as bad as the anon that abused it and took 40mg for a high to pass the days). As I said, when tolerance gets too high, it's a sign to stop; and I go by that rule with all drugs.
Thank you for your concern though, fr.

>>82219639
why take such a long acting benzo for sleep? the NPC doc would just prescribe alprazolam

any experiences with mixing weed and xanax and how many mgs

>>82219416
>Yeah meth is just not for me IG my brain kind of got used to it.
Meth has a lot of down sides so ig it's good you've dropped it.
>If I wanna stay awake and be attentive I'll take amphetamine sulfate
I take speed, too. It's just a bit different then meth.
>I took it basically bidaily at work
Using it that frequently is a big mistake.
>but I recently just disposed of it since it pisses me off and I'm in the middle of a trial
Good idea.

>>82219724
I've heard other anons describe it as peanut butter and chocolate. Haven't tried it myself however, so ymmv.
>mgs
I assume a low amount of both, as with any combo, at least when trying it for the first time.

>>82219724
Feels good but you'll pass out

>>82219724
I know someone that smoked a huge blunt after taking valium and he blacked out for over a day

>>82219721
>why take such a long acting benzo for sleep?
It's all I got rn (well, I got lorazepam, too, but it's very weak and I'll just abuse it to get a night's sleep from it. It's good for general anxiety, not sleep). I usually take 0.5mg-0.75mg brotizolam for sleep, but ran out(I get 30 tablets a month, which lasts me for about 15 days or so); so until the next script refill, I am stuck with clonazepam (and have been for a month and a half on and off). I know it's not optimal but it is what it is and I try to minimize the risks.

Man I miss DXM although it made me retarded. First and second plateau are god-tier. The bathroom smells awfully like medicine after a couple times of pissing tho. Right now I'd choose DXM over weed (which would usually sent into a nightmarish reality of paranoid delusions). I'd rather feel numb and dumb not bothering for anybody's existence.

>>82219227
not gonna give you a link, it was some rc webstore where i had to pay in crypto, that's all i will say

>>82219743
I have 0 discipline, I can only thank my brain for adapting to it and making it worthless for me, on the other hand I really wish I could feel that motivation of the first ties again

>>82219950
>I can only thank my brain for adapting to it and making it worthless for me
Tolerance is a bitch, but can be a blessing.
>I really wish I could feel that motivation of the first ties again
A lot of people fall for the trap of chasing the feeling of the first high. It's good you stopped before that happened.

>>82219922
You can't narrow it down even slightly or give a hint at all?

>>82209131 (OP)
Does dph count?

man I love oxy and weed together
is adding pregabalin into the mix a good idea?

>>82220711
>Oxy and Pregabalin

A good way to OD, anon

ok so i wanna get to try more drugs but afraid of them being laced what do

>>82220088
You don't get it, it's not my mental fortitude. I have zero discipline my body at some point just rejected it, I thought my stuff was contaminated from storage or something buit is

my first real order on a marketplace
the thing i bought is overpriced but im just trying it out at this point

stop trying right now and use some common sense like maybe not fully disclosing your darknetactivities on the clearnet and even including the order ID

>>82221386
stop being paranoid

>>82221285
Just get a reagent test kit.
It's a $20 kit that you can use on drugs to find out if they're positive for this or that substance.

Also order on a DNM, reputable sellers are trustworthy to some extent.

>>82221315
What's a wedding cake?

>>82221499
its a strain of weed

>>82221672
I see. Sounds gay.
I don't like cannabis but if I had to smoke some I would want some SATAN NIGGER RAPE strain, not the fluffy homosexual rainbow strain.

>>82219354
what? That's not how this works.

quick doodle off the gabs and a ton of weed.
what do you think, anons?
SOVL or pointless schizodrivel?

>>82221770
Neuroplasticity can vary immensely between humans

>>82221856
I have no idea what I'm looking at, so I'm leaning towards the latter.

2nd day off trams. I'm so cold.
I'm starting to miss her again.
I wanna text her, even though I broke up over a week ago.
I just don't wanna feel like this anymore.
Going to the sauna later, hope it helps me feel less like shit.

>>82221939
ty for the honesty, anon. The gabs got me manic but the trazodone is making me retarded.
I'm probably going to re-do this. I've been manically creating art recently. I want to create my world where no one can harm me and where I can harm no one. The walls are as much a cage as they are protection. I believe we all need to love ourselves and i love you, anon. YOu are special. this isn't directed to you just anyone. I'm talking to you from the sky above but you're not ready to understand that amen
() WHY DO WE HURT THE PEOPLE WE LOVE? ()

Ma'am, your dog just died, why are you looking at me like that?
I need something to fill my holes.

sebastian, if you're seeing this, which I doubt you are.
I'm sorry I broke your heart. I try not to be this way but I can't help myself. I wish I could love you the way you love me.


I'm trying to turn this mental prison to a maze but its hard. The stairs scare me. I see stars too sometimes

>>82221856
It has character and i like the dude in the bottom right.
Always imagined drawings on weed to look different.

>>82222692
nice numbers.
I think the weed makes you care less about the techniqe that goes into it and u just draw stuff

>>82220132
are you even in eu? cuz:

>WE DO NOT SHIP TO:

>South Asian countries

>The USA or US citizens

>The UK

>Middle Eastern countries


but anyway since you're a retard i will at least explain this:
use fucking duckduckgo and literally just search "buy [substance]" and then check out like 10 links, investigate each link to see which one looks legit, usually if a shop says stuff about reship policies and which regions they don't send to those are signs it could be legit, and if it has a limited selection that's another good sign (a real store can only get so many chemicals, fake scam shops can list everything cuz they got nothing anyway), and if the prices are not too good to be true that's another good sign

have fun with your addiction

>>82220132
Just use a darknet market like everyone else instead of hunting for niche RC websites that are too expensive and sometimes don't even accept Monero (red flag).
Browse r/darknet to learn how it works, it's simple and once you know, you're set for life.

>>82224007
the place i got nortilidine at does accept monero, but RC webstores don't really need to use monero cuz that's kind of overkill when you're in the grey area of the law, DNMs need to use monero cuz that's illegal shit, i've even used direct banking with my main RC source for years and it has never gone wrong

having said that, you get your shit wayyyy cheaper if you get it from DNMs and you can at least do real drugs

but nortilidine is fascinating, it is to tilididin what o-dsmt is to tramadol, and nortilidine is supposed to have dissociative properties and it's a dopamine reuptake inhibitor

How gradual should I taper caffeine? Currently at 255mg a day split across 2 doses. I'm using diet coke to taper. Should I quit once I reach 50mg or lower?

>>82217741
>>82217770
Are you retarded? You just take random untested unstudied chinese chemicals for fun? Your brain is probably too far-gone at this point to recognise how stupid this is

>>82224110
I had issues quitting until I realized the ritual was as important as the caffeine itself.
So I switched to non caffeinated coffee for a while then stopped it altogether.

Caffeine addiction really sneaks up on you and at that point it doesn't provide many benefits.

>>82212609
>I wonder though if the indiamart pregabalin isn't just gabapentin since judging from the chemical structure of pregabalin it would need some kind of stabilizers and wouldn't just be capsuled like that but pressed into a tab

Are you saying you think Indian pregabalin is fake because it's in capsules? All of the UK pharma pregabalin is in capsules too. And I've used both, pretty much identical effects, indian pregabalin is definitely real.

>>82224122
real retards take garbage cut-to-oblivion drugs straight and untested from street dealers, the shit i get is purer than that stuff
i actually get my shit tested and it's uncut and the only impurities it's gonna have is just some inactive synthesis byproducts (which street drugs and DNM drugs also contain btw, all chemicals need to be produced and unless you're getting it from a doctor it's gonna be dirty)

unstudied WOULD be correct IF i was talking about taking a drug that's not nortilidine because, and sit the fuck down for this you absolute retard desu :3, NORTILIDINE IS THE ACTIVE METABOLITE OF TILIDIN AND TILIDIN IS A REAL MEDICATION WITH A TON OF RESEARCH BEHIND IT

most drug users are retarded and don't do any fucking research into what they're taking but i do extensive research and actually respect harm reduction so tell me again how my brain is probably too far gone while i boof awesome chems up my ass while you are all too afraid and stick to doing dirty fent-ridden crap with caffeine mixed in and some dirt and sweat for good measure thinking you're better than the RC crowd

Man rather than doing drugs I think I'll go to that massage place I've been eyeing for a while.
I haven't gone because it feels like cheating, my wife has always been the one to massage me but she neglects me so much nowadays that I just want someone to take care of me for an hour.

I wonder if there's a good drug to do while getting a professional massage. Not something that would be obvious of course, so no MDMA etc, but maybe a low dose pregabalin or GHB would be very nice.

Man I do feel bad about going there, it really feels like cheating.
Maybe I'll ask for a male masseur.

>>82223112
>makes you care less about the techniqe that goes into it and u just draw stuff
Is there something like this that isn't weed?
Im too self critical and stop when something is off so i basically don't draw but i want to.
I did have a situation once where i sorta drew pretty well and nice while experiencing a ritalin crash but i couldn't replicate it.

Is kratom like this? I mean everybody always seems happy on opoides and its legel in my place. Does it have a similar effect during drawing?

I know pregabalin would make me feel better but for some reason I really don't want to take it.

>>82224872
what you need to do is get used to just drawing shitty things, get over yourself and draw bullshit, if you need a drug for that then it's basically over

to answer your question maybe try kava or lyrica

>>82224909
No i do doodle without anything too but it just turns out better when i draw like i don't care.
Dunno how to fix wanting to draw well. Im a perfectionist in life sadly.

>>82224909
+1 on lyrica being an amazing art drug.
the sketches I make on it are peak, bit of a shame it wears off as I do lineart and I lose interest in the drawing.

>>82224928
just something to let it flow more u know. During the crash my mind was barely focused on the task but i still wanted to draw and it looks so different from all other doodles i do. An entirely different style drawn with knowledge i don't seem to have now.

>>82224188
Not the capsules but the crystals inside where weirdly large, usually you'd have a powder with some stabilizers but whatever if it wasn't real people would have noticed by now

Lets's settele this once and for all: how many of you really use DNMs as your main method of buying drugs?

>>82225226
i'm about to be forced to cuz NL just banned my main source of RCs (you will be missed Stefan P. en Jord van W.) so i just learnt how to get my hands on monero for my next order

Anyone here takes or has taken lithium. I'm not bipolar but doctor recommended it

>>82225524
You can get psychosis or seizures if you combine it with psychedelics.

Woke up sick just got right so we good for a little longer ig. Package coming on Wednesday hopefully. This is becoming a endless cycle. Snake eating it's tail. Week at a time. Beautiful day. Summer is ending. Fall is always so melancholic. I love it.

>>82226052
Damn really? Is it safe with stims?

I could not bear it any longer.
I took Kratom to deal with the tram withdrawal symptoms.
I don't feel any high but the symptoms are gone for now.
I hope it stops soon altogether.

>>82211749
>For those who do live with parents: how do you do it?
You probably shouldn't do drugs if you can't figure this out

>>82226232
Ye they will anon. Nothing wrong with using kratom to get through the w/ds. I actually highly recommend doing so. There's practically no downsides to it as long as you stick to plain leaf. Only negative is the taste and how gross kratom feels in general. But yeah, it's what I used to get through odsmt w/ds many times, and that's the exact same as tramadol essentially. You'll be good by day 4 or 5. And then you can easily just stop taking kratom after that, or taper off but that's easier to taper from.

Drugs are no good and you're not gonna make it!

>>82226591
Thanks, Sonic sez

>>82226584
I put the Kratom in empty pills so I didnt have to bear the taste, but they are gone now. I still have a big bag half full. Just gonna have to mix it with sparkling water as I usually do. It is actually not that bad.

I really miss not feeling hungry on trams, on Kratom this isn't really the case but oh well.

The reason I stopped trams in the first place was because 600mg didn't get me high anymore, I only took trams for about 2-3 weeks. I read about another anon's experience of experiencing highs for a year on the same dose.

How long do you reckon will it take for me to reset my tolerance? Tramadol might be my favorite drug because it makes me feel good, helps me with my backpain and doesn't make me overeat.

>>82226723
>How long do you reckon will it take for me to reset my tolerance?
Maybe 2 - 4 weeks. But the more times you go through this cycle the longer it takes to reset tolerance and the faster it comes back. You're chasing the dragon which I totally relate to, but you eventually have to accept those highs will be few and far apart if you're using with any semblance of regularity. Anyways I highly recommend you look into acquiring o-dsmt. It's about 4-5x stronger per mg in my experience, and also has a much better safety profile (doesn't carry the risk of seizures that tramadol does). It's literally the same thing, just tram gets converted into o-dsmt by your liver when you take tramadol.

Call it gas station garbage all you want. I love these things.

>>82226835
>I highly recommend you look into acquiring o-dsmt.
Just did, it's legal here. WINRAR.
I am a poorfag albeit, the trams I had were more or less a gift I got by asking someone with a presc., maybe I will get a few more and then switch to what you recommended.

How often do you go on breaks to ensure you don't end up depending on opis?

>>82227092
>it's legal here
Ye. Best kept secret. Don't tell anyone. I'm pretty sure it only remains legal because it isn't very widely known. And I prefer to keep it that way. If the masses knew this stuff existed it'd get scheduled extremely fast.
>then switch to what you recommended
Good luck, it's very fucking hard to source these days unfortunately. It might be legal but it is not very easy to find a legal source. In my experience have to either rely on sketchy Grey market vendors who may or may not scam you, buy directly from Chinese chemists (which takes a very long time to arrive, has to go through customs, and they only sell in bulk which means prohibitively expensive), or else dnms which even there is rare. Last I checked there were less than 3 vendors offering odsmt. And all of them had horrible reviews and were openly selective camming people.
>How often do you go on breaks to ensure you don't end up depending on opis?
You won't like the answer. To avoid dependence you have to use probably less than twice a week, and even then still be taking gaps where you don't dose at all for 7 - 14ish days. My current strategy varies between binging very hard for 2 - 3 weeks and then taking a month or two break. Or else just going fuck it and dosing every single day without fail, multiple times a day. Although it isn't sustainable in the long term. Becomes too expensive, your tolerance gets too high, and eventually you hit this really horrible situation where you will literally start going into withdrawals within a few hours of dosing, even taking amounts that would literally be fatal for an opi naive person. Then you're having to wake up in the night and dosing just to be able to fall back asleep. At that point the positive effects have completely vanished, you're just dosing to keep the hellish withdrawals at bay, constantly. You become a complete slave to the addiction at that point.

Honestly anon, the truth is opis are best left as a very infrequent treat.

Whenever I'm high on lyrica I'm straight up a bitch in heat and find everything fuckable.
Is anyone else like this on pregabalin?

>>82227325
I think that's a personal issue.

>>82227339
So I got some genetics shit that makes me horny on it?
Coolio.

>>82227280
>Best kept secret.
Will do senpai. So far it seems they do not possess the SNRI element, do they? I really like that about trams.
Vendors here want 99$+ for 1g. Is that common? Since it's a lot stronger than trams it makes sense that I will have to use a lot less, though it does seem expensive nonetheless.

Dosing will also prove itself to be difficult. I found one vendor selling what seems to be drops, which would make things easier.

Thanks for all the knowledge, anon-san!

>the truth is opis are best left as a very infrequent treat
More or less forced to treat it that way. Never paid for them but that also means I get it very infrequently. (No I'm not blowing someone off and I do not have a hole, just a lucky source)

>>82227434
>Is that common?
Ugh, sadly yes it has become common. It's a TOTAL ripoff however. Literally less than 5yrs ago you could easily get like 3 - 5grams for under $250. It used to go for around $40/g with better prices for larger orders. Idk if there's any real economic factors involved in how expensive it is now, or just a sort of unspoken arrangement vendors have come to to inflate the fuck out of the price. But even recently I was seeing a few people who were selling it still at those original prices, sadly those sellers all disappeared in the last 3 to 4 months. But yeah, it's normal even if imo it's entirely unwarranted. Just greed.

>>82227092
o-dsmt is literally just superior tramadol, o-dsmt is the active metabolite of tramadol but the difference is that
1. tramadol itself is not active until your body metabolises it (some people literally lack the necessary enzyme to metabolise it and therefore can't get high from trams), and
2. tramadol gets metabolised into more, different metabolites than just o-dsmt and those different metabolites are the reason that tramadol comes with a seizure risk when you dose too high

o-dsmt is better than tramadol in every possible way

Ordered 25 Datura Stramonium seeds. Never done any drugs before, nor do I smoke, take caffeine, or drink alcohol. I'm thinking of starting low since I've read a trip report after someone ingested only 3 seeds. Besides the inability to pee, delirium, and violent thirst, are there any other things I should prepare for in advance?

>>82220151
If you take enough to trip

>>82227882
Your in for a bad time. A deliriant high is your body being poisoned and Im not refering to it as a poison like you would alcohol, it will wreck your shit. Do you even know why your taking them? If you goal is to have fun or expierment a little there's better highs. At best you'll feel like your sick and at worst you'll feel like your dying.
Read this: https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Datura
if you want legal high try Morning Glory/Hawaiian Baby Woodrose. They have LSA a compound thats related and similar to LSD
https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/LSA
Take some seeds and watch a movie or go for a walk you'd have a much better time

>>82227325
>Whenever I'm high on lyrica I'm straight up a bitch in heat and find everything fuckable.
This but weed

>>82227666
Demonic trips. Checked.
I just wish it wasn't so expensive.

Managed to start nodding from tapentadol without any euphoria or good feeling lol this drug is so ass to abuse

>>82213628
Why would you make a bad post?

>>82227882
Boof them

lets hope i didnt mispell the address

Discord drugfeel link pls ploxx

>>82228783
Tell us how to pls

>>82228848
how to order from darkweb you mean?
sure, i can write a short guide if you want

>>82228861
Yea that'd be appreciated anon thanks

>>82228861
I bump this. Write a guide!

>>82228808
>fedcord
There isn't one

>>82228848
what are you, stupid? it's so easy. just go on any of the currently active darknet markets (there are at least 2 good ones still working, and 2 more that are sketchy but probably still work). you can just google the onion addresses for them. make an account. put your bitcoins in your account on the site, then make a purchase, and then you'll move the money from your account to the escrowe. when the vendor sees your money in the escrowe, they'll mail you the drugs, and then you mark your order as received when you get them. if you fail to do this, it will mark your account as unreliable, but whatever.

>>82228920
>>82228921
i will try my best

step 1: download the needed software. youll need a pgp client (https://gpg4win.org/), a monero wallet (https://featherwallet.org/download/), and the tor browser
step 2: acquire the monero. its more efficient to buy monero directly, but i usually buy bitcoin and then convert it to monero with https://noscript.trocador.app/en/ in the tor browser
step 3: get the market link. open tor browser in the safest mode and go to https://daunt.link/ (official dread link directory). choose a market, darkmatter or drughub is the 2 biggest and most trustworthy ones rn
step 4: import the markets pgp. go to [market link].onion/pgp.txt, do ctrl+a and paste it into the kleopatra notepad (picrel). then click on import notepad
step 5: make an account and order. make an account on the market, then click on what you want to order. open the vendors profile in a new tab, go to the pgp section and import the vendors pgp key like you did with the markets. empty the notepad and put your address in there. then go to the recipients tab and uncheck every box except for the encrypt for others box, and select the vendors key. then go back to the notepad, double check your address and encrypt. then click on the order button, click i agree, and put your encrypted adress into the message field and click order. now your on your order screen, where you will get a signed message by the market. verify it in the notepad and paste the monero address into the market for confirmation. then youll be prompted amount of monero and monero address to send to the market. once you send, it will be marked as paid and the vendor will ship your order. when the package arrives finalize the order and you can leave a review and a rating

Does lsd and shrooms affect your smell sense?

>>82229180
about getting monero: you can also just buy any cheap crypto and convert it into monero and then send that to your wallet
the difference between bitcoin and monero is: you can follow the journey each bitcoin takes, but you can't do so with monero, so for that reason it doesn't matter how you get your monero, once you have monero your money is untraceable
i personally don't get bitcoin cuz it's so expensive to move from wallet to wallet, i just pick any random crypto with cheap transfer fee and convert that to monero
this is very useful in certain regions as sometimes it's not that simple to get monero directly or even bitcoin, but it might be easier to get some other crypto that you can convert to/trade to monero?
just smth to keep in mind

>>82229279
true true
yeah ur right, next time im gonna do it like that. reason i used bitcoin is because i wanna hold the keys myself, but i also dont want to install 10000 different wallets

>>82229180
Thanks b. What can you order from there? Any drug? Do you ever get nervous waiting for an order kn the mail? Tips for not getting vanned?

>>82229319
>What can you order from there?
basically anything except for fent
>Do you ever get nervous waiting for an order kn the mail?
one time i got scammed out of 30 bucks because i ordered from an obscure vendor because it was cheaper. but from popular vendors with good reviews it has always arrived.
>Tips for not getting vanned?
as a buyer its almost impossible to get caught, except if someone diliberatly reports you. if you are worried you can enable bitlocker/full disk encrpytion for plausible deniability if you get raided, just make sure to lock your screen when the door gets bust open

>>82229350
Why no fent?

>>82229392
if you allow fent on your market law enforcment will prioritize you, its not worth the risk
also if you want your market to be on good terms with dread you cant allow fent i think

>>82229180
The pgp part sounds complex. Am I just an idiot?

>>82229400
its way easier than what it sounds like
theres ton of pgp tutorials on youtube, and theres a subdread for it
https://dreadytofatroptsdj6io7l3xptbet6onoyno2yv7jicoxknyazubrad.onion/post/e317dc0e6856dc137144

>>82229213
I heard an anectode about one person that could sniff out mushrooms better after tripping on magic shrooms.
So probably yes.

Drugs are retarded, put in work in something you care about and get high off of the rewards of your labor.

>>82229852
thats for normalfags

>>82229438
Don't have tor rn. Saved for later. Thanks!

>>82229868
Most normalfags sedate themselves eith digital drugs (tv, YouTube, porn) and shit tier actual drugs like alcohol and cigarettes (if you smoke cigarettes you are literally agreeing that a 5 minute relief from an itch to smoke is worth ruining the health of exactly every part of your body, inside and out)

>>82229852
>put in work in something you care about
I care about drugs, nigga.

>>82229962
>if you smoke cigarettes you are literally agreeing that a 5 minute relief from an itch to smoke is worth ruining the health of exactly every part of your body, inside and out
its so frustrating. my mom isnt retarded (not smart tho) but every time i tell her to stop smoking she loses all logic and tells me its her choice and that i should go away

>>82229852
Are you going to assert that no leisure is ever acceptable? Probably not, so what do you consider the dividing line in acceptable forms of leisure/pleasure? I at least appreciate the thread engagement.
>>82229982
It sounds like she either has a preferred ROA and doesn't want to bother with the hassle of changing it, or she doesn't want to go through the work of withdrawal. Reading stuff like this about older people makes me hope that it's just a skill issue on their part (like being lazy) and not a biological feature that will inevitably come to me with age.

>>82224899
I don't know for you but pregabalin never makes me feel better, only less bad.
Phenibut does make me feel better. Like there's sunshine in my brain.

>>82225226
Anyone that's a serious user or has been using for a long time does.
It's the conclusion you come to after a while.
It's cheaper and safer than anything else.

>>82225485
To buy Monero you can just do it in Cake Wallet with a credit card, it's easy.

>>82227325
You're probably just a horndog, pregabalin never increased my libido.
What dosage do you take?

>>82229852
I tried that for 18 years and all life gave me was relentless bullying, fucked up betrayals, and a chronic illness that forced me to drop out of highschool
I will snort the pain medicine I get prescribed because it's the only thing that makes me happy and feel like life is worthwhile
fuck you, fuck you fuck you, I hope you get hit by a bus.

>>82228808
There is none. Discord is for feds and trannypedos.

>>82229180
Your post will most likely get deleted and you will get banned 30 days. Jannytrannies hate when you name markets.

>>82229852
if meth wasn't so addictive you could probably consistently rape life easily

>>82230982
Somewhere around 150-200 mg.
It just makes people look more hot, kinda like alcohol for normies.

>>82228848
>>82228921
Guides here can never be precise because you get banned a month for sourcing.

Here's the best I can do without having my post deleted:
- Get Monero, (crypto used for DNMs) with the guide a few posts above, it's easy.
- Get Tor, it's a web browser that allows you to go on Onion websites.
- Find the address of a DNM, I recommend looking for what market is the most popular at the moment on Dread (darknet reddit), the link to dread can easily be found on Google, it's not illegal.
- Go on the market, register, find the drug you want, preferably from a seller in your country, send monero and give your home address
- Wait for the package to arrive

>>82229852
I do both.
Not all drug users are addicts that only do drugs all day.
For some it's just a hobby you do once or twice a week (and are productive while on it)

>>82231074
You might be mistaking the empathogenic effect with sexual arousal. It makes you want to talk to people and like them.
Sometimes on pregabalin I talk with the cashier that looks kinda cute even though when I'm sober I don't and she doesn't look cute.
Nothing sexual about it.

>>82229852
You must simultaneously use drugs as a tool and view drug users as loser retards. It makes no sense, but it works.

>>82231173
Smartest post I've seen in a while. You're correct.

>>82229982
>she loses all logic and tells me its her choice and that i should go away
It IS her choise and you probably SHOULD go away.

how can i use weed as a way to eat less food

>>82231133
I think it's sexual arousal tho, I have to stay the fuck off grindr when I'm on preg because I set up dick appointments that I have to get out of once sober.
>>82231202
You should probably do stims or opiates instead of weed, or do them with weed.

>>82231173
You must look at most people as losers and yourself as superior.

>>82231202
You don't, cannabis makes most people overeat.
Try ozempic, amphetamines, or discipline.

>>82231226
Oh I didn't know you were a homosexual. Normal rules don't apply to your twisted brain.

>>82231292
fair enough ://
oriorioriorioriori

any good onion links to buy pcp discreetely?

ok so i've only ever tried lsd, experimented with it heavily when i was 15 up to when i was 19, after that i took it very rarely and weed. what's the next step? oh xanax too

>>82231652
We can't give market links here without getting banned.
Find the biggest DNM with Dread, I'm certain you'll find PCP there.

>>82232009
There are no steps in drugs, you do what you want and are interested in.
What do you want to delve more into? Psychedelics? Stimulants? Empathogens? Depressants? Dissociatives?

Choose the category you're interested in, then try the most popular substances in said category.

>>82232051
yea of course theres no steps i was just asking whats the usual way people go

weedtop

I LOVE Xanax withdrawal

>>82232200
People usually go alcohol then weed.
They try a psychedelic like mushrooms or acid. Some people get addicted to opiates, others become alcoholics, potheads or junkies.
But most people kind of just try drugs in college then get a job which doesn't let them take drugs or a family which doesn't let them do drugs. Some people keep their vices in check. Some people's drug use is enabled by their job. Like line cooks and dishwashers smoking weed. Bartenders snorting cocaine
If you want a step removed from what you already tried, taking magic mushrooms with 2 or 3 close friends is something I enjoyed doing in college. And there's the Machine Elves you still haven't met

What's regular methamphetamine like compared to MDMA, 4-FMA, or 3-MMC?
They're all so close chemically and pharmacologically speaking.

>>82207846
I overestimated the amount I take it, being a neet fucks with my perception of time
>literally how did you fall asleep on 300ug
weighted blanked + pulling an all nighter + asmr

>>82233374
>being a neet fucks with my perception of time
Time stretches and constricts to it's liking.
A day feels like an eternity, but on the other hand you blink and it's been 3 months already.

how do i make coke more enjoyable

>>82233561
>Option 1
Do more
>Option 2
Mix it with a substance that synergizes well with it.

>>82233561
You don't, coke isn't a very good drug. It's only popular because it's a status drug because of the price and movies making it look cool.

>>82233703
You never tried pure coke then.
It numbs you too good to the point where you want to do it again and again.

>>82233703
Every retard who says this is probably some DXM abuser whos never touched real drugs kek

>>82233728
coke is such a shit tier stimulant, i'd rather abuse bupropion than snort coke. its such a status drug that it's annoying at this point.

>>82233757
Fairly clear the only drug you've ever abused is bupriopon

>>82233759
i've done probably half a dozen stims, quite a few hallucinogenics, the occasional downer, mainly kpins, as well as ketamine. coke is probably one of my least favourite drugs out of all of them unless you're an incredibly social normalfag and do it at parties.

>>82229180
>to https://daunt.link
Whatever happened to dark fail and Tor Taxi?

>>82229852
>Drugs are retarded
Yet Hitler used them and so did his soldiers, as well as the population.
Maybe you are retarded for not knowing anything about the ideology you pretend to follow.
GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEG

>>82234053
>Yet Hitler used them and so did his soldiers, as well as the population.
And it ended really well for them, didn't it

>>82231202
Mix it with psychedelics, last time I had weed with 2C-E, I felt no hunger at all for 20 hours afterwards.

>>82234234
>them
uh-huh, druggies had fun skullcapping malnourished churkas and slavs

>>82234472
Druggies lost and were raped into selfhating pussies who are actively destroying their own nation.

>>82231652
https://daunt.link/view/DarkMatter

>>82234039
dark fail is still operational
i think something happened to tor taxi tho im not sure, but the point of daunt is that its operated by dread itsself, so the links on there are verified by dread

>>82234654
Map is fake, rapes weren't nearly as high to cause such a spread. Also Nazis are winning again in the West. Elon Musk saluted to Hitler while on Ketamine. We won.

>>82230737
why do ameritards think everyone has a credit card? if i had a credit card it would be so much easier, instead i'm doing this >>82229279 just buying whatever crypto i can easily get with bank transfer and then converting that to monero

>>82234746
It's written credit/debit.
Pretty much everyone has a debit card. You can get one from revolut in five minutes for free.

Drinking booze in the middle of severe benzo WD is like sipping on the fountain of life

>>82232875
Entactogens are different from stims in that they have emotionally psychedelic effects. Stims differ from each other in terms of fiendish-ness that they inspire. They all differ in terms of cardio/neuro toxicity.

Successfully tapered dwon clonazepam use from 1mg to 0.5mg with no bad effects.

3rd day tram w/d contemplating to smoke weed to get over emotional symptoms.
Physical effects are still there but slowly vanishing