>>82222395 (OP)
>he doesnt know how the hivemind works
>thinks he has a chance despite all life experiences pointing towards the opposite
Let me shed some light on what is really going on. The hivemind needs all scrotes to slave away for the beehive, there is monoatomic gold coarsing through your body and the only way a cuntoid gets it is through your energy and especially semen. They either cash out on you through material gibs, social approval or your semen. Each woman has an interconnected subconscious mind tied directly to every other woman on the planet. Some phenomenon you might encounter that point to this is all women having the same exact approach towards you as if they are all the same person. For instance, if you emotionally hurt one woman, all the others you encounter that day will treat you as if you hurt them but they have to hide it. Its also one of the reasons why semen retention yields attention across the board when paired with energy retention and mental focus. All women are just flesh sensors for the demiurge, they recon and harvest souls. This world is not what you think it is. I guarantee you that the second you give in to the thought of having a shot, the second you form and follow that belief, all of those women will do a 180 almost instantly and treat you like you dont exist. Its all a sick game for the demiurge. They are not a reward, they are wardens of a flesh prison animated by a hungry ghost. A clone with no soul. This life is a test and only 15 000 people across all of human history (past, present and future) will pass it with barely acceptable marks.
>the women like me, i couldve been something
This is the very first mistake that leads to your downfall. They are mindless flesh drones with rudimentary senses, their opinions are nothing but a demonstration of how their primitive senses function. They are mindless and dumb, their opinion reflects no tangible value besides a temporary EMOTIONS. DO NOT LET THEM FOOL YOU.
