>>82245019 (OP)
As an autistic guy, I dislike women more than men. Guys have always been much kinder to me. Yes, there are bullies, but usually, they're well-meaning and easy to please.
>you won't find here is any criticism how guys treat each other.
Because guys aren't in control of the narrative, except when it's bootstraps. Don't get me wrong, "mysogyny" is stupid and abusive towards men, but it is abusive in a way that also comes off as praise while it puts you down.
>at best they'll see you not doing well and look at you in apathy being happy that this didn't happened to them and that there's less competition now.
It's better than the sheer resentment and disgust women have. I don't wanna be assumed a rapist when I don't make eye contact, make too much of it, or do some other ick. Guys don't see me as a threat immediately and actually treat me human.
>at worse they are the ones making sure that you're miserable pushing you down from their better position or dragging you down with them making sure no one has it better than them.
No, that's women. Guys mostly just fuck off. If you piss off a bpdemon, your rep is ruined. Doesn't matter what actually happened.
>camaraderie is dead or maybe was never even a thing in the first place
Lol. What? Why were you expecting comradery? Is that a woman thing? You type without capitalizing your sentences, so I have to assume you're trans.
Being around women feels like cushy landmines. Being around men feels like rocky scrambles.
Don't get me wrong, I love women when it works out. I'm not a misanthrope and have a lot of women in my life who are great to me after years of me learning their attack patterns by trial and error, mostly family. Lesbians are also great, but mostly online, where they don't feel threatened by my aura. It's just generally much easier to screw up with women, whereas most men can tank my autism and not have a fit, and we can get on with the fun activity or work without anxiety.