Thread 82247221

I need to throw away all my journal entries so my family doesn't find them after I'm dead. But I can't seem to bring myself to get rid of them.

Why do you care if you're dead? Also you should matryr yourself instead of being a suicidal bitch

die for r9k in the battle for incels against chadsexual foids and trannies!

I got rid of my writings too.

>>82247221 (OP)
Probably because you're unsure of the "after i'm dead" part.

>>82247284
Maybe. I'll probably end up killing myself but more worried about my health at the moment. I just don't want my siblings to see all the awful, miserable things I have to say about myself and my life. But my memory is so shit. I have almost no memories. So it feels like I'd be getting rid of all I have left of my past.

>>82247441
If you're depressed then the shitty memory is very much expected, it's not pernament however.

>>82247503
Nah, there's just something wrong with my brain. I've always been like this. Like I can remember facts and information just fine but there's years between actually memories for me. Most of my life is non-existent, I just have vague impressions to go off of.

>>82247536
So you weren't depressed for most of your life?

>>82247607
There were a few years I know I was happy but I don't remember much from them either. I think my brain just doesn't work right.