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Anonymous No.82317809 >>82317846 >>82317941 >>82317973 >>82318072 >>82318098 >>82319010 >>82319020 >>82320519 >>82320814 >>82324913 >>82324944
I am 29 and I have become obsessed with lost youth, a closing window for authentic sex with young girls (aka NOT sugardaddying), and the general feeling that i'll never have any fun stories with friends.
I wish I was 20 again and moving to a new city. I wish I got in a band and played live shows. I wish I got drunk multiple nights a week and tried to sleep with as many girls as possible. Young girl. 19 year old artsy girls with piercings and soft round asses. I hate that im basically in my 30s. I dont want to be what i am. It is killing me.
Anonymous No.82317846
>>82317809 (OP)
Sex with 20 year olds isn't authentic either anon
The moment a woman figures out she has a pussypass that makes life unfathomably easier, relationships are no longer authentic

To be a man to these women is to be an accessory, a conditional attachment whom they will dispose of when they get bored
Anonymous No.82317883 >>82317941 >>82318016 >>82324404
The idea of lost youth is currently destroying me. I've been so used to being in the age of the zeitgeist that I just let life pass me by. I'm not even mad at the fact I won't sleep with young women, I'm mad that I was locked out of all the normie bonding activities. I was never invited to parties, never offered drugs, no one messaged me after I added them, no one invited me to the bar or the club or anything. Now everyone my age is in deep relationships, and here I am as a KHHV
Anonymous No.82317941 >>82318009 >>82318018 >>82318123 >>82323968
>>82317809 (OP)
>>82317883
It's because you are TRASH!!!!!!!!!!

NOBODY want's you!!! :)

you should just disappear, kill yourself, worthless waste of space! <3
allot of girl's feel creeped out when they see you... stop being a nuisance and just die~
Anonymous No.82317973
>>82317809 (OP)
Hey, are you me?
Are you approaching wizardhood? If not, you have it a little better than me, but I'm in a similar boat, except already a few years older.
I'm not even sure if this feeling is due to missing out on things I wanted all along, or purely because the window of opportunity for them is closing now. Sure, who doesn't wanna fuck young girls, but if I had really wanted it that badly, shouldn't I have tried harder? Not just that, but making other memories that last a lifetime and all that, as well.
Either way, the fact that I haven't and likely am not going to is kind of killing me, too. I'd like to tell myself that, if the best time to be living my life was then, the second best time is now. Yet, I can't let go of lost time, and having missed out on so much just makes it harder to even catch up and get the things I now yearn for more than ever.
Anonymous No.82318009 >>82322305
>>82317941
We rape women
Anonymous No.82318016 >>82318076
>>82317883
That's what you get for waiting around expecting everybody else to make life happen for you as a man.
Anonymous No.82318018
>>82317941
I agree, but why do you write in such strange fashion.
Anonymous No.82318072 >>82318250 >>82318523
>>82317809 (OP)
You're a mentalcel. I'm mid 30s and I still fuck girls in the 18-25 range (not sugar daddy stuff). Most girls have daddy issues now and you're getting old enough to take advantage of that, so lean into it.
Anonymous No.82318076
>>82318016
I mean, I did the basics. I finished high school, went to uni, got a job. I talked to people and went outside, yet no one wanted to get to know me outside of contact hours. I can't blame them though, befriending a subhuman can hurt ones social score.
Anonymous No.82318098
>>82317809 (OP)
All of this can still happen.

I'm 28 and only started living your described youth life in the last 2-3 years.
Anonymous No.82318123
>>82317941
Sorry. I'm gonna persevere and approach every single one of you, just to creep you out.
Anonymous No.82318250 >>82318866
>>82318072
by the time they're 18yo they already have been run through doe
Anonymous No.82318523
>>82318072
It must be so awesome to be tall and not balding
Anonymous No.82318866 >>82318942
>>82318250
Incels are right about a lot but this is pretty much just a cope.
Anonymous No.82318942 >>82320900
>>82318866
Girls start getting horny when they hit puberty, they start giving blowjobs when they're like 13 to older dudes.

Don't be naive, I was once a teenager too.
Anonymous No.82318969
>19 year old artsy girls with piercings and soft round asses.
these girls have issues and like drugs. do with what you will with that info
Anonymous No.82319010
>>82317809 (OP)
Jesus Christ, anon-kun, girls start being sluts around 12 these days. Like the other anon said, they're sucking dicks in middle school and definitely getting their cherry busted by the time they enter high school. A 19-20 year old is already a jaded, run-through slut. Genuine love with them is gone by their first or second Chad heartbreak.
Women are at best tolerable fuck-dolls best kept out of your business if you're not fucking them. Forget "being in love" with them, they'll never "be in love" with you.
Anonymous No.82319020 >>82319328
>>82317809 (OP)
I am also 29 but I just want to fuck peoples moms now.
Anonymous No.82319328 >>82320672
>>82319020
>I just want to fuck peoples moms now.
enjoy your single moms bro and I'm sure you'd make a great step-dad to Tyrone one day
Anonymous No.82319762 >>82319904
google returned 0 results for that onlyfans name
Anonymous No.82319904 >>82319933
>>82319762
She retired long long ago
Anonymous No.82319933
>>82319904
Do you have a bunch of her stuff saved?
Anonymous No.82320472 >>82320760
>19 year old artsy girls with piercings and soft round asses
I did date a 19 year old chubby emo I'd that counts but we never had sex, but fuck me the kinda girls you're picturing must be heavenly
Anonymous No.82320519 >>82323641
>>82317809 (OP)
this is perfectly fine behavior as long as these girls are 18+, you're prime age to take advantage of some girl's daddy issues
Anonymous No.82320672
>>82319328
You wont be allowed to talk to me like that after I fuck your mom.
Anonymous No.82320760
>>82320472
>chubby
does not count
Anonymous No.82320814
>>82317809 (OP)
I'm also 29 and I've accepted the unc status. There's no escaping virginity for guys like me, it's just how things are because of how we interact with the world. I don't look forward to being reminded of my age by everyone around me but that seems like a continuous thing throughout my life.
Anonymous No.82320900 >>82321202
>>82318942
What's your solution anon?
Anonymous No.82321202 >>82321706
>>82320900
there isn't really, for some things you have to have a certain age to enjoy them or even accomplish them. For example being a professional athlete, the older you get the less athletic you become that's why you gotta start young, if you didn't then you missed your chance, nothing you can do about it.
Anonymous No.82321706 >>82321833
>>82321202
Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. I dont know how to move on. How do you move on from fucking up the best years? Old people just coast on the memories
Anonymous No.82321833 >>82322280
>>82321706
Old people are retards. Who cares what they do? You'll be different.
Anonymous No.82322280
>>82321833
I just cant forsee what could be a valuable experience the last 40-50 decades of life
Anonymous No.82322305
>>82318009
I was raised better than that.
Anonymous No.82322321 >>82322890
i'm 31 and i got carded today by a young chick. lmao at all the "young" zoomers who look like they're 40 and pay child-support
Anonymous No.82322890
>>82322321
They have to card for legal reasons dipshit
Anonymous No.82323641 >>82324929
>>82320519
You realize the whole young alt girl with "daddy issues" who fucks older men is like just a Hollywood trope in movies right? These girls have no interest in older men irl
Anonymous No.82323968
>>82317941
I dunno if anyone's told you this, but you type like a tranny. Not just any kind of tranny, but the kind of tranny that subsists on these boards and on Twitter. A hollow shell of a human being who has been gutted out by the world.

I have hope for you yet... Despite everything you've done.
Anonymous No.82324404
>>82317883
There is something so painful about not being the focus of the world anymore.
Anonymous No.82324913
>>82317809 (OP)
All of that sounds really degenerate anon, you basically just want to be a manwhore on drugs. You should find something more meaningful to do but of course you won't because you're a barely sentient animal that has no concept of finding such purpose beyond hedonistic primal instincts.
Anonymous No.82324929
>>82323641
>is like just a Hollywood trope in movies right?
The alt girls I've fucked disagree. Obviously not all of them are but there is a huge correlation between daddy issue girls with trauma who are hypersexual, and alt subculture
Anonymous No.82324944
>>82317809 (OP)
Sex with 18 year old girls is way hotter when you're a middle aged man than when you're a teenager yourself. When you're a teenager they're just your peers, when you're middle aged they feel much younger, prettier, and more youthful, and making them orgasm riding your dick is way, way better.

Go out and get some young pussy.