Thread 82322161

>in kitchen
>brain randomly thinks about the psychological processes of children
>begin arguing with myself out loud about optimal material conditions for childhood development
>come back to my senses
>look at the clock
>2.5 hours have passed
This is happening more frequently. I don't like it.

Wow so le random. Go post this fag shit on reddit, retard.

No you should like it. That's how you form opinions and learn. You form opinions by writing a thesis and an antithesis. And you learn through repetition.
If you don't do that you're gonna be a much more boring person. It's much better than reading retarded posts here and polluting your mind. Just don't get mad with the imaginary person to not attract bad things happening to you if manifestationmaxxers end up being correct.

>>82322208
Shut up faggot I'm a joke expert and this obviously wasn't a joke, if you're autistic you shouldn't be talking about things that are beyond your understanding. You're at best a psycopath trying to fit in. But let me tell you lizard man that you will never be human. Actually you're not even a lizard at best you're a bug who's trying to be one. You will forever remain in your pod and be content with it

>>82322161 (OP)
Go to reddit and post about how you just heckin thoooooonk sometimes and poooooonder about childhood development. Kwab

>>82322208
>>82322242
Samefag autism
>>82322233
Of course, it's just that it's starting to impede my life somewhat. I'll find myself doing it and my body goes on autopilot. I was at a store to pick up batteries today and I found myself acting as if I had a romantic partner and I was whispering funny things to myself as if I was talking to them. Didn't even realize until I found the batteries.

>>82322332
I used to be kind of like that except I wouldn't be having conversations but imagining random scenarios like in The Life Walter Mitty (never finished it, kind of a shitty movie, paused at the elevator fight and then said fuck it I kinda don't want to watch it), and let me tell you I kinda miss it. I remember my teachers being worried about me and calling my parents because on sports day I could seat on a bench for 3 hours and stay completely still (on break too in-between class... and even in class to some extent) while nowadays, everytime I don't have my phone on me I'd feel extremely bored and I was thinking about trying to force this kind of thing to happen again.
So if it impedes your life you probably should try to stop it if you need to work on something important, but if you're not planning on doing shit and actually find it FUN (I used to find it fun) then I recommend at best to try and put these things onto paper during these days to make some sort of nice story. Many adults would kill for that kind of imagination. But then again idk how your life is so if you want to kill it completely and be a bugman and sure maybe it's better to do so with what you've got to deal with.
Was that too much text? Idk maybe

>>82322161 (OP)
Wow, amazing story anon

fargoth mode

>>82322439
/r9k/ was made for posts like OP, so invalid opinion newfag

>>82322332

You're trying too hard to be your favorite slice of life anime protagonist.

>>82322402
Nah, it's good text and you're right. Also you're the only one in this thread who doesn't have brainworms. I quite enjoy my imagination, but since I haven't had social contact in over a year now I guess my brain is coping by doing it more aggressively. I had been writing my thoughts down years ago, but it hit me that all I'm doing is writing it down for no other purpose than to cope with reality so I kind of stopped. I usually try to think of interesting stories/games/comics/anime/manga/animations that I can experiment with, as if I'm trying to challenge myself artistically even though I can't draw for shit.
The story I'm working on right now is some atompunk western action-romance thing with some characters I thought up 8 years ago. I only have fun making these if I can find interesting ways to tell the story.
Right now I'm challenging myself by developing an fictional planet (eventually an entire solar system) but in a way that adheres to real sciences. I'm currently planning out the formation of the planet, the billions of years of evolution and different species and how they evolved over time. I plan for some low-magic elements, where magic is more like a natural resource that civilizations adapt and manipulate over thousands of years. Autism, I know, but I'm bored.

>>82322609
Hey the Serbian namefag also seemed to not have that many brainworms for this particular thread only. And yeah I understand, though if your current situation is shit I think you'd find it's better to cope with such things than with most form of personal entertainment. Remember that there are plenty of mangakas who got by having someone who's good at drawing but terrible at writing stories draw for them. Also I'm sure plenty of people would like simply reading books, even the ones into mangas and anime as light novels are popular for a reason. Though if you find that that's a cope I understand, but I still think that it's pretty neat and that there's a way to make at least tiny amount of money out of it by publishing these at some point.
And yeah holy shit Anon that's galactic Autism. You're like the Tesla of loremaxxing. I'm honestly happy for you because I'd be much happier if I a sizeable chunk of my free time being creative like you are instead of rotting away. Overall I hope it doesn't stop you from doing actually anything important in your life, if not, I think that's generally a way for you to stand out amongst friends and lovers alike.

>>82322161 (OP)
I waste so much time debating myself. Usually I do it out loud these days. I think it's just some coping mechanism for isolation. I sometimes talk to myself while grocery shopping and strangers get confused and join my personal conversations.

>>82322736
>Hey the Serbian namefag also seemed to not have that many brainworms for this particular thread only.

I think all I've posted for the past few days has all revolved around Serbia or hating Bosnia in some way (besides one offs)

>>82322609
Look up the language construction kit by Rosenthal or Rosenblum or something like that. It's a great whirlwind intro to conlangs. Language first world building is based and fun.

>>82322789
Yes and you also groomed Snorpu into becoming a chetnik

>>82322834
It was his choice I don't know what to tell you

>>82322856
Wrong, Snorpu was barely a day old. He can't think nor consent. But these fellas look amicable so I'm sure he'll be alright.

>>82322161 (OP)
>zoomer takes his first break from nonstop consumption to experience introspection and is frightened by what he finds

>>82322875
I once met a Serb in person inside a thrift store.

I didn't know he was a Serb but we were talking about those like porcelain statues of trad women (picrel) and I eventually realized he had an accent to which I asked him where he was from, to which he said Serbia. I asked him why he was in the US and he said something like:
>I first moved to the US in 1996, then the rest of my family came to the US

He never elaborated on why he came to the US alone. Nice guy though

>>82322987
Yeah there's a lot of Serbian diaspora everywhere around the world because of the Yugoslav war. There are even some in Japan

>>82323044
>There are even some in Japan

>>82323157
Cute Serbian waifu, would marry

>>82323170
She is supposed to be a Serbian war heroine

>she captured 23 Bulgarian soldiers single-handedly.
I wish I was one of those Bulgarians

>>82323207
Damn based Joan of Arc Serbian waifu. Imagine the femdom she put those Bulgarians through. Anyways I'm supposed to not have brainworms, the only Serbian war hero I know is Mihailovic and it's only because he's the most popular and because he got killed by Tito and it's the only thing Serbs still seethe about in regards to their favorite ruler

>>82322793
Thank you. Language and linguistics is something I can't wait to tackle for this. I've always loved it

>>82322736
>Remember that there are plenty of mangakas who got by having someone who's good at drawing but terrible at writing stories draw for them
You're completely right, I forgot about that. That might actually give me the motivation to continue documenting my ideas so they have some actually use. Thank you. And yeah, my planet idea my autism manifested. I want it to be so realistic and detailed that the average American will read it and think there's actually an active coup in some nation called "Gomu," orchestrated by an fringe group of a religious sect who are being funded by other larger imperialist nations. I intend for this particular project to never be finished, just something I'll continually work on for possibly decades. I have an entire folder of unfinished projects and universes and OCs that I've made for the past 10 years. I need to get around to finishing them.

>>82323308
Kek and damn that's a huge scope. If you ever decide to post your autism online I'm sure you'll find some fans. Warhammer is really famous for being turbo autism and being free of use by basically anybody, and although I'm not that familiar with it I think a huge portion of its lore also came from others and a lot of it is (if not most) is outside of the lore and doesn't necessarily always respect it, so I would it'd be okay if you never fully finish it.
But anyways, whatever you're trying to do with it in the future I wish you all the best. There's a lot of people who like to spend their time reading fanfics on places like /lit/ so I'm sure this would be a good start if in the future you're trying to market your story (book or manga). You could also release it when you die for the mysterious aspect.

>>82323244
>Serbia: pioneering female war criminals and femdom

>>82323390
It's not war crimes if the victims consent. They understood that very early

>>82323399
>It's not war crimes if the victims consent
Or if they're Bosniaks

>>82323421
True the victims need to be humans