>>82328548 (OP)
>>82328575
it's useful to deaden your nerves against future women. 3 or 4 more of these types of relationships online and you'll actually start treating them like humans instead of gods when you talk to them. but women will fucking hate it instantly.
the only thing you can do is have a fund started before you even find someone of travel money so you can meet up with them within maybe a 3 month max period. tons of bpd women can only last that long with just emotional and intellectual stimulation that comes with an online relationship. you need to activate the subconscious part of their brains which ostensibly is the more active part of women's brains. physical contact, smell, sounds, pheromones even. they all trick women into deciding to treat you like a human being and then after that maybe even someone they have feelings for way more than any promises you can type/say in a call and any thing you can buy them or take a pic of while online.
