I want a gf but I don't talk to anyone, I'm boring and tired, I get nervous going out in public, I'm avoidant, don't trust easily, think no one likes me, don't like most people and basically have nothing in my life.

Crying in bed again kind of night

I still don't know if my ldr from the internet gf is alive or not. I can't imagine having to live with this feeling for the rest of my life. I think she either succeeded in suicide or is in a psych ward

Is it ever possible to become not lonely if you are lonely?

I KNOW there are at least some girls on here, I just need to figure out a way to extract one for myself.

Why don't femanons just give lonely adult virgin men a chance?

How do I find a 4chan girl that will love me? Is that even possible?

How do I get over my Discord gf? I am an old loser and it was my first one. She said she would always love me unconditionally, I knew better but I still got caught up and now I am way lonelier than before. I don't know if I will ever get love again.

Should I tell my mom that I need help? I don't think she can do or say anything to help, I don't have a single other person in the world.

I have barely posted the last couple weeks for the first time and now the board feels dead. Hopefully it picks up later

I wish I could be someone's fantasy

I tried DXM once more and this time wasn't very good either. I only took 30mg than the good time but it never got really good. I didn't get sick but my stomach was pretty shaky for a good bit, I don't know if more or less food would solve that. Darn it, I was so excited that I found a drug but it was too good to be true.

There are 12 posters on /r9k/

I have been watching Spanish streamers to try and pick up on the language so I can get a latina gf but it all still just sounds like high pitched jabbering

I wish I had one single person I could vent to about my current specific issue

>>508828010
what the fuck bros. is this real? i've been listening to him for over a decade

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>>81566055
I have tried I am just not good with language

>be me
>have insomnia, difficulty understanding, parenting issues, supposed depression, always at home; never going out, traumas, supposed ADHD, anger issues (calmer nowadays), a completely fucked up memory, etc.
i still can't get into uni due to my difficulties, half the things that go wrong in my life are due to my difficulties. i'm honestly tired of looking and forcing myself to tell people that i'm fine, when i never am, i've tried to warn them several times but they never take any notice, i don't cut myself and i haven't attempted suicide yet, but i'm close to. no questions like:
>why don't YOU seek help?
i can't help it myself, i'm fucked mentally and in my personal life, i don't know if i have to depend on something (like someone) to solve my problems. i don't think i have any hope at all, maybe i'm cynical.