Thread 82381099

I think what's really demoralizing is that I have to try to be normal. Most people don't have to try. They just are. They don't have to actively force themselves to enjoy normal hobbies, they just find them interesting naturally. They don't have to go through hell and high water for the mere chance of talking to a girl who may or may not date them. They just date girl after girl as they come and go until they find wife material. They don't have to make an effort to go out more often, they just end up going out all the time because they have friends. They don't have to try to make people like them. People just like them.
The fact that I have to make an effort to be normal means it truly was over before it began. Almost 22 years on this earth with nothing to show for it.
This post is me giving up. It's my acceptance that I'm going to die alone. I'm not going to kill myself or anyone else, because that's what the world expects of me and that will be the one thing I will not give it. I am simply stating that I have accepted that it's over for me.

>>82381099 (OP)
I just got too blackpilled and started hating normies.
Its only getting worse with everyone being online now.

>>82381099 (OP)
The worst part is when you do actually try and put in the effort, these normies sniff you out almost immediately and make sure everyone else know you aren't like them. Whatever chances you had are taken away by one person saying something like "hey this guy's weird" or some foid casually uttering "he's a creep". What gets me the most is they don't even think about it, they unconsciously have the compulsion to ostracize you and feel no remorse when they send you back to your hole of isolation.

>>82381139
I don't hate normies. I envy them. I wish I could just exist and have everything go right for me. I wish I didn't have to put in an effort to do things that come naturally to normies.

>>82381177
>The worst part is when you do actually try and put in the effort, these normies sniff you out almost immediately and make sure everyone else know you aren't like them.
Again, this is because 95% of people do not need to try to be normal. They just exist. And when they see someone putting in an effort to be like them, they become confused that someone would have to put in an effort to do what they can do just by existing.

>>82381099 (OP)
I don't know if I'd call myself an incel. I don't think women owe me sex and I don't believe that all women are only attracted to the top 5% of chads or whatever.
I've accepted that women simply do not like me, and that's okay. I can stop trying to appeal to them now that I've realized 95% of people don't have to try to appeal to women

>>82381180
Envy becomes hate with enough time.

>>82381282
In a way I guess this makes me an anti-incel. Incels believe that all men have to put in a ton of effort to attract women, while I believe that the majority of men can attract women with zero effort and I just happen to be someone that women don't find attractive

It's important to note that I don't hate women it's not their fault I'm unattractive and I have no doubt they're much better off with a man who doesn't have to make an effort to be normal.

Is OP right bros? Do most men effortlessly have women gravitate towards them by just existing?

>>82381099 (OP)
This is such a liberating realization. Life is so much better when you stop trying to be normal. I know that sounds like a message you'd get from a Disney Channel sitcom, but it's true.

Being a normie must be awesome. It's probably like being high 24/7 while experiencing a constant stream of orgasms. Just a neverending supply of dopamine, feeling no distress other than at the thought of people who aren't like them. Living life on autopilot.

>>82382289
Yeah, until you bee ur pedo self around some kids or sth sketch like that and end up on the sex offender registry.

>>82382387
I don't think anything about my personality would land me in the sex offender registry

>>82382626
Look at the average faggot stuck on /r9k/ nowadays. We're actually getting """ironic""" pedos that seek out IRL loli and get busted since they're too stupid to use a VPN or hell, not have demented urges. Their faggot selves are the last thing they should be.

>>82382331
Normies have their own problems. They eventually get bored of sex with their partner, extremely bored of their bodies even. They literally prefer to masturbate. They also have to work, not many guys will keep a girl without a source of income. Neet sucks too, this world just sucks unless youre chad. So chad doesnt get bored because he has lots of girls. A man needs at minimum of 3 girls to not get bored. And, infinite free money from his rich parents. Being a normie is definitely better than being incel though, incels have actual medical problems which is why they dont fuck.

>>82382289
>I know that sounds like a message you'd get from a Disney Channel sitcom
Most of those are directed at normie kids. It's telling them that by being themselves they'll fit in and have life just happen to them like any other normie

>>82381099 (OP)
I see guys with girlfriends all the time. I used to wonder what they were doing to be able to get girlfriends, but now I realize it's just that they were born attractive and there's nothing I can do about my own situation.

>>82383050
Trvke. For most guys, getting a girlfriend isn't a quest. It's just something that happens.

>>82382744
>>82383050
>>82383181
hire a hooker and you'll realize sex is just masturbation but with another person, its overhyped. also you'll stop caring about foids, no need to agonize over something you cant get

>>82383308
I don't care about sex. It's love and intimacy that I want.
But I just wasn't born as someone who can get that, and that's okay.

>>82383308
>Hire a hooker
I'm not interested in spending hundreds of dollars to get a mediocre blowjob (and probably chlamydia) from a drug addict who was abused as a child.

>>82381197
>95% of people do not need to try to be normal
Nigga do you have any idea how many people are on psychoactive medications?

>>82381099 (OP)
Just become an alcoholic. That's what I did when I got a job. Instead of being the weird guy, I was the shift alcoholic.

>>82382190
When I was in high school I had a group of girls attracted to me. It was literally like something out of an anime.
And of course I never actually went out with any of them because I was a fucking retard.

>>82384039
I'd argue being an alcoholic is worse than being the weird guy.

>>82384381
At this point it's a question of "Would you rather die from:"
>liver failure/drunk driving
>red flag raid?
Pick your poison, I guess.

>>82381099 (OP)
You are born with nothing, and you'll die with nothing.
This is true for everyone. Chad and Stacy are gonna get wrinkles, chads dick will stop working one day, his test will naturally fall until he's a pushover old man, Stacy will go into menopause. They will lose their looks and keep the bland personality that was propped up by them.
When I'm a prune, I won't have known the genuine loving smile of a woman, what it was like to win, or have a family knowing I'll have to say goodbye. I will die with nothing and lose nothing, having not committed the ultimate sin of dragging another soul kicking and screaming into this world.

>>82384413
But I want to have kids. I've accepted at this point that not a single woman in the world wants to have mine.

>>82384529
I don't.
I don't want to watch someone with manlet genes try to make it in an even more height-centric world than I grew up in, no less schizophrenic and whatever else I have but don't realize. No less the insanity plaguing whatever woman would be crazy enough to consider me a good mate.
I'll take the L and realize I was made for no reason. Hell, chad was made for no reason either. How far down the line do you think his bloodline will end? He thinks it'll last forever, all winners do.
Mine were obviously considered chad-tier for quite a while before I came along.

>>82384626
I wish I could have kids but no woman will have mine. Meaning I won't have to worry about passing on bad genes.

>>82382190
99% of men have sex and relationships at some point. trucels are very rare

>>82381099 (OP)
I agree. All my attempts to be normal are immediately sniffed out. Maybe I am ignorant, but it seems as if everyone around me is compelled to hate me.
It has given me lifelong self-hatred, paranoia and has caused me to develop an internal split personality to soothe the loneliness.
>>82385166
agreed, truecels are rare. There are very few people who are so irreversibly fucked that they will never reach anything resembling a life worth living.

>>82382190
yes unironically, women like masculine men, i am not masculine ergo women are not interested.

>>82385166
Yes, that was my point (I'm OP). I'm in that small remainder who will never be in a relationship. I've accepted that and I don't blame anyone for it.

>>82383181
It's so confusing and disorienting to me. For me, getting a single date with a woman is a long uphill battle riddled with failure after failure. I was genuinely shocked to learn that most guys just... get girlfriends.

>>82381099 (OP)
Stop trying to mask. It's too exhausting. Yeah, normalfags will think you're weird, but chances are they already do at least a little. Accept the fact that you will never have a good job, stable family, or large friend group. Unironically just give up.

>>82385839
Did you not read the post? The whole point of it is that OP is giving up on being normal

>>82385851
Oh, no I didn't read the end of it. Whoops. I'm slightly retarded, sorry.