>>82386605
>How do you find the strength to do that? I cant take more burden
School has always been pretty easy for me, even in college I don't struggle except with maybe 1 class a semester. The actual education provided to you by college has diminished (at least in the U.S.) because it's now essentially an incredibly inefficient jobs training program, and students who pay tens of thousands of dollars expect a degree in 4 years regardless of whether or not they really understand the material. This is the case regardless of how prestigious the school is (look up Harvard grade inflation).
If you choose to go to higher education, I would suggest taking the route of least resistance. Go to a local school or community college, take a manageable amount of hours per semester, and take a class or two each summer so that there isn't so much pressure on you during the regular school year.
>If shes gonna live in your 1st world country, she will hate you. Would you consider saving up all that money to retire in a poor country like Philippines and just living with your wife there?
Yeah probably. I hope that if I am kind enough to her she will learn to love me. I have completely given up on dating so this is the only way I can see myself overcoming my EBFICMSBBKHHV status.