>>82385616 (OP)
You wanna stop the tranny thoughts? Realize how nothing in this world stands alone when it comes into existence. Absolutely nothing. Whatever it was that made you this way needed to have to right conditions to obscure your worldview but its been a very long time since that happened and your not trans your just trying to live without this obscuration. The good thing is it depends on you to live. Now you just need to let it fall.