>>215635810
>After a few Octobers, really good movies get more and more rare
Always chasing that high. The hunt continues, October or not.
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I finally managed to beat my anorexia, and now suddenly my ex comes to me acting all nice and shit.
Suddenly people don't look at me like some drug addicted freak in the streets because of the pale skin, boney features and sunken eyes.
People seemed more than happy to throw me to the wolves during that time.
I cannot deny now that all of women's value is placed on their appearances. But I fucking hate it. I want the fuck out but I cant get out.
People were more than happy to want me to die when I wasnt pretty and now Im expected to act like that shit never happened?
Suddenly people don't look at me like some drug addicted freak in the streets because of the pale skin, boney features and sunken eyes.
People seemed more than happy to throw me to the wolves during that time.
I cannot deny now that all of women's value is placed on their appearances. But I fucking hate it. I want the fuck out but I cant get out.
People were more than happy to want me to die when I wasnt pretty and now Im expected to act like that shit never happened?
Waarom is de nakoemse helderheid zo'n onbestemd gevoel
Misschien is het God die zijn afkeur en teleurstelling laat blijken?
Misschien is het God die zijn afkeur en teleurstelling laat blijken?
Just stopping by to say curse you relentless 390 chamelion tranny. Uhh, reddit, stale, 40%, fag, bake, leaf, ALL ANONS WELCOME etc you know the drill
>>61097992
I think of suicide daily. Not much hope.
I think of suicide daily. Not much hope.
Well Ive lost everything to being trans, and Ive spent years of my life on it and I still feel crippling dysphoria but Ive still decided Im going to detransition.
There's no point. If I dont pass I dont pass. A fat Italian mobster and a twink are both men, and I dont care what variety of man I want to be a woman but because of my hulking hon body I can't be.
Ive lost everything for no reason. I lost my family, my inheritence, my housing, what was going to be my college education, even the side of the damn country I lived on. I came out at 8 and trooned at 18 and my body was already too destroyed to be salvaged. Fuck my life. Fuck testosterone.
There's no point. If I dont pass I dont pass. A fat Italian mobster and a twink are both men, and I dont care what variety of man I want to be a woman but because of my hulking hon body I can't be.
Ive lost everything for no reason. I lost my family, my inheritence, my housing, what was going to be my college education, even the side of the damn country I lived on. I came out at 8 and trooned at 18 and my body was already too destroyed to be salvaged. Fuck my life. Fuck testosterone.
im fucked for life
>be me
>dumbass kid built like a shitty ps2 rpg npc
>end up messing with some girls at 18 and lose my virginity with one of them at a party
>it leads to nothing and we both move on
>years pass, im 20 now
>im failing my studies so what better way of using my time that go out and date some ppl
>meet some girl orline and start dating a couple of weeks later
>we stay together for a month but again it goes nowhere and we break up soon after starting
>a year passes, im 21
>i begin to work at a shitty mall to make some money to pay my rent since i am a certified fuckup now
>a girl i work with invites me to go out with some of her friends and end up at her house with them
>one of the friends is a tranny (her voice gives her out)
>we end up talking about dumb shit to get angry at and end up connecting
>im a bit scared of going out with a tranny but she seems to be comfortable around me (somehow)
>we end up meeting more frequently for the next 2 months and i finally admit to myself i like her and propose a date
>she says yes
>we end up on a relationship for the next year and a half and i share with her some of the best moments of my life
>im still a fuckup tho, and im struggling to finish my studies while she finishes and finds a job short after
>we end up in a bad state of mind because of that and we end up breaking up
>years pass, im 25
>i try to date more cis women but its the same shit, i cannot conect with them at all
>i miss my tranny gf
its never been more over for me, im doomed and there is no way out
>dumbass kid built like a shitty ps2 rpg npc
>end up messing with some girls at 18 and lose my virginity with one of them at a party
>it leads to nothing and we both move on
>years pass, im 20 now
>im failing my studies so what better way of using my time that go out and date some ppl
>meet some girl orline and start dating a couple of weeks later
>we stay together for a month but again it goes nowhere and we break up soon after starting
>a year passes, im 21
>i begin to work at a shitty mall to make some money to pay my rent since i am a certified fuckup now
>a girl i work with invites me to go out with some of her friends and end up at her house with them
>one of the friends is a tranny (her voice gives her out)
>we end up talking about dumb shit to get angry at and end up connecting
>im a bit scared of going out with a tranny but she seems to be comfortable around me (somehow)
>we end up meeting more frequently for the next 2 months and i finally admit to myself i like her and propose a date
>she says yes
>we end up on a relationship for the next year and a half and i share with her some of the best moments of my life
>im still a fuckup tho, and im struggling to finish my studies while she finishes and finds a job short after
>we end up in a bad state of mind because of that and we end up breaking up
>years pass, im 25
>i try to date more cis women but its the same shit, i cannot conect with them at all
>i miss my tranny gf
its never been more over for me, im doomed and there is no way out
疲れた
I'm seeking advice from people who are in a similar situation to me. How do I get rid of the tranny thoughts. I've been having them since I was 14 and I'm 21 now, when will they stop. How do I make them stop.
>things i just realised 6 hours in to playing the game
>sliding lets you shoot infinitely without needing to reload
>do NOT follow the default builds, use online builds instead
>items actually have passive abilities that encourage you to play differently, not just stat blocks with flavour text like I previously thought
I can't get used to sliding though, feels uncomfortable to have to do it so often, any keybind reccomendations?
>sliding lets you shoot infinitely without needing to reload
>do NOT follow the default builds, use online builds instead
>items actually have passive abilities that encourage you to play differently, not just stat blocks with flavour text like I previously thought
I can't get used to sliding though, feels uncomfortable to have to do it so often, any keybind reccomendations?
>>214139214
I'm 1.70cm and no one takes me seriously when having arguments or fights.
I'm 1.70cm and no one takes me seriously when having arguments or fights.
>>82245300
God I just want a cute gf with a nice big arse. That's literally all I want in life, nothing else. Fuck me I guess, right?
God I just want a cute gf with a nice big arse. That's literally all I want in life, nothing else. Fuck me I guess, right?
>over 3 hour layover in Heathrow
I wish I had just had the courage to talk to her sooner.
I look at her now and can't help but feel responsible.
Before all the bitterness.
She was so beautiful just the way she was, but I didn't have the nerve to tell her that in time.
I imagine what could have been.
She was so beautiful.
Now we're both ugly.
I look at her now and can't help but feel responsible.
Before all the bitterness.
She was so beautiful just the way she was, but I didn't have the nerve to tell her that in time.
I imagine what could have been.
She was so beautiful.
Now we're both ugly.
i need over $1000 for rent today or my landlord says they might file for eviction tomorrow. how do i ask my mom who i havent spoken to in 2 months
How do I cope with the fact that I've never been desired or seduced by a woman, lads? Not *REALLY*. I've had sex and it's been... fine. But it's clear that they weren't really craving me, you know? No woman has ever tried to be sexy for me. I get the sense that their thought process was more like
>Hmm, do I wanna shag tonight? Well sure yeah I guess. Him? Meh, he'll do...
>Hmm, do I wanna shag tonight? Well sure yeah I guess. Him? Meh, he'll do...
Give me the final redpill bros.
Are high MMR and high stats the only thing that matters so you get better queues?
Like should you just make a new account and play for stats and ignore playing for the team? (No deaths, High KD, KP, Dmg, towers, etc)
Is losers queue/"games that are designed to be a loss" real?
Do you ever get the feeling that when you lose a suspected force loss, the enemy team isn't good, your team is just worse?
Like you think it would be
>oh were going to test you now, now we're going to put you in a game where the 5 enemies are good, and your team is also good
But it feels like
>oh were going to test you now, now we're going to put you in a game where the 5 enemies are good/average, and your team is beyond shit
And I feel like if you fuck up and have too much fun and ACTUALLY play to win, your stats will just be shit, then the account is basically done for, cursed, after a certain amount of games, and it keeps you at the 50% winrate, making progress nearly impossible
Are high MMR and high stats the only thing that matters so you get better queues?
Like should you just make a new account and play for stats and ignore playing for the team? (No deaths, High KD, KP, Dmg, towers, etc)
Is losers queue/"games that are designed to be a loss" real?
Do you ever get the feeling that when you lose a suspected force loss, the enemy team isn't good, your team is just worse?
Like you think it would be
>oh were going to test you now, now we're going to put you in a game where the 5 enemies are good, and your team is also good
But it feels like
>oh were going to test you now, now we're going to put you in a game where the 5 enemies are good/average, and your team is beyond shit
And I feel like if you fuck up and have too much fun and ACTUALLY play to win, your stats will just be shit, then the account is basically done for, cursed, after a certain amount of games, and it keeps you at the 50% winrate, making progress nearly impossible
>>40785733
This I can mostly see. I was invol committed to an inpatient psychiatric hospital.
At night, one of the guards would do bed checks every hour to make sure you weren't killing yourself.
The way they did this, was to jam their keys into the switch on the outside of the room which would turn on the light.
She purposefully made it as loud as possible, nobody could really get a good nights sleep.
I left my lights on so she wouldn't have to jam her keys in there, she still did it, and shut my light off.
One of the other guys said in group that when he hears people laughing, he thinks they're laughing at him, and was crying about it.
That weekend, the guards had a video party for all the service people in the common room, and were laughing extremely loudly all night long.
I swear to god those people are evil as fuck. I never shared in groups/or people there because I knew it was going to be used against me to make me even crazier.
You find some of the same types in Religious settings to, people that are active at church, or a faith based program, they'll use it as a cover or guise to deceive others of their wrong doings.
Shit like this is really common, I don't really trust anyone because of it.
This I can mostly see. I was invol committed to an inpatient psychiatric hospital.
At night, one of the guards would do bed checks every hour to make sure you weren't killing yourself.
The way they did this, was to jam their keys into the switch on the outside of the room which would turn on the light.
She purposefully made it as loud as possible, nobody could really get a good nights sleep.
I left my lights on so she wouldn't have to jam her keys in there, she still did it, and shut my light off.
One of the other guys said in group that when he hears people laughing, he thinks they're laughing at him, and was crying about it.
That weekend, the guards had a video party for all the service people in the common room, and were laughing extremely loudly all night long.
I swear to god those people are evil as fuck. I never shared in groups/or people there because I knew it was going to be used against me to make me even crazier.
You find some of the same types in Religious settings to, people that are active at church, or a faith based program, they'll use it as a cover or guise to deceive others of their wrong doings.
Shit like this is really common, I don't really trust anyone because of it.
i can't go back
>date a tranny for 2 years
>we split up (life is complicated)
>stay a year without dates to fix my studies
>finally finish college and can rest
>meet some girl at a sumer party
>we start talking and it feels like im speaking to an alien
>meet some other women online and they are just fucking unbearable cold cunts
>face the truth
>depression
i can't go back to dating cis women anymore, i am trapped and will never escape. it has never been so over in my life
>we split up (life is complicated)
>stay a year without dates to fix my studies
>finally finish college and can rest
>meet some girl at a sumer party
>we start talking and it feels like im speaking to an alien
>meet some other women online and they are just fucking unbearable cold cunts
>face the truth
>depression
i can't go back to dating cis women anymore, i am trapped and will never escape. it has never been so over in my life
>if you work for the NHS for 5 years you are entitled to 6 months off a year at full pay due to 'stress' or 'anxiety'
Fucking hell lads.
Fucking hell lads.
So the Taliban had the 'leaked dataset' the whole time anyway and weren't going around performing mass executions, so it literally didn't even matter from the beginning.
So the resettled people can all go back, right?... Right?... And we're not going to keep bringing the next scheduled batches of them, right?... Right?...
So the resettled people can all go back, right?... Right?... And we're not going to keep bringing the next scheduled batches of them, right?... Right?...
diagnosed schizo 2020
>put on podcast
>silent hill ambience background music
>zone out in turtle wow
it's mindless but it's very cathartic
>put on podcast
>silent hill ambience background music
>zone out in turtle wow
it's mindless but it's very cathartic
wanted to make orange chocolate cake but the grocery store was all out of oranges
>>40740908
I don't believe in this though, I think if I went to a priest it'd just be a placebo effect, if it worked.
How do you know they're demons?
I don't believe in this though, I think if I went to a priest it'd just be a placebo effect, if it worked.
How do you know they're demons?
I can't fall asleep.
>>81586684
this is on >>>/soc/duo so i don't expect to meet anyone. pretty sure i would get zero matches on any tinder type app. i'd be happy just with a conversation, that's how bad things are.
this is on >>>/soc/duo so i don't expect to meet anyone. pretty sure i would get zero matches on any tinder type app. i'd be happy just with a conversation, that's how bad things are.