Thread 82399923

Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual support

silksong release day edition! don't expect a lot of replies from me today. :p

hii!
>How are you doing today?
>Any plans for today?
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
>Why did you hurt yourself?
>Is there anything bothering you right now?

and as always
Here's a bunch of helpful links

> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

>a first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

> wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

>a bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c

> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

Helloo everyone !!

>>82399923 (OP)
heya
thanks for the thread :>
hope you've had a nice day and have fun gaming!!

>>82400132
hey fren! how was your beach day?

>thanks for the thread :>
anytime. ^^

>hope you've had a nice day and have fun gaming!!
today was a bit rough, but nothing out of the ordinary. just went to work and now it's time to play some games.

>have fun gaming!!
thank you. i just started, but i'm enjoying it so far.

>>82400198
>how was your beach day?
pretty good :3
I went to the beach, then walked around and found a place to rent some bikes, later I got some fish, then went to rest and after that I visited the beach again and got a little pizza and now I'm at our place laying in bed
>was a bit rough
:<
at least it's friday tomorrow so soon you'll have a lot of time to play game
>started, but i'm enjoying it so far
that's good
are you a fan of the old game?

>>82399923 (OP)
Sometimes i look at my wrists and i still want to cut them and bleed more. i dont as i dont want anyone to see them or catch me. but does that mean i actually dont want to cut or just not want to be seen doing it. i dont really know.
Anyways suicide boy is fire and have a good evening

>>82400250
>I went to the beach
did you like it?

>found a place to rent some bikes
ah, it wouldn't be a certified catbro adventure without a bike, would it? ;D

>I got some fish, then went to rest and after that I visited the beach again and got a little pizza
what was better? the fish or the pizza?

>now I'm at our place laying in bed.
hope it's comfy. what are you up to? watching some vids?

>at least it's friday tomorrow so soon you'll have a lot of time to play game
true. i hope work goes well.

>are you a fan of the old game?
it was one of my favorites. that's why i've been looking forward to it so much let's hope this one is at least as good as it's predecessor.

>>82400630
hi anon! (^-^)

>i still want to cut them and bleed more. i dont as i dont want anyone to see them or catch me. but does that mean i actually dont want to cut or just not want to be seen doing it.
our brains are weird sometimes. on the one had it's a coping mechanism, on the other it can become an addiction. neither of which is good, so i'd say your doing the right thing.

>i dont really know.
it's ok to be lost at times.

>Anyways suicide boy is fire and have a good evening
word. have a nice one yourself! :>

>>82400630
hello anon
you can still want to do something and have the control no to do it
Either way, It's good you're not hurting yourself
how's your day been btw?

>>82400705
>did you like it?
yeah, not many people at this time of year
but not super fun, it's okay but stuff like hiking is more fun
>wouldn't be a certified catbro adventure without a bike
I guess so x3
>the fish or the pizza?
hmmm bith good
though I like fishe more
and how was your day, did you go anywhere or want to go and what did you eat?
>watching some vids?
ye, chilling ^^
>hope work goes well.
best of luck!
>was one of my favorite
woa, then I'm glad you have something nice to play
btw I may go sleep in a moment

bjump bump c:

>>82401032
>not many people at this time of year but not super fun, it's okay but stuff like hiking is more fun
i think so, too. it's nice to see the sea once in a while, though.

>though I like fishe more
D: i guess i shouldn't be surprised, you being a cat and all that...

>and how was your day, did you go anywhere or want to go and what did you eat?
nothing special. just went to work, went home and that's it. really boring. i ate some leftover spareribs and chicken drumsticks with some fries. had two cookies while at work. double chocolate and a walnut one (also with chocolate).

>ye, chilling ^^
sounds like a good idea. i'm tired.

>I'm glad you have something nice to play btw I may go sleep in a moment
thank you and sleep well if you do!

>>82399923 (OP)
hi yu
>silksong release day edition!
I don't know what that is but I'm glad your're exited. have fun gaming.
>on't expect a lot of replies from me today. :p
that ok
>How are you doing today?
pretty good
>Any plans for today?
I put my two weeks in at my job. Gonna take a big pay out of overtime in my last week.
>Is there anything bothering you right now?
I don't quite have a job for the next few months, but at least I have holidays.
>>82400132
hi cat
>later I got some fish
ooo what kind of fish? I personally like salmon fishing.

>>82401731
>I don't know what that is but I'm glad your're exited.
it the sequel to hollow knight (pretty big indie metroidvania) that took them 6 years to make. pretty good so far.

>pretty good
lets gooo! :D why tho?

>Gonna take a big pay out of overtime in my last week.
nice. :> any plans how to spend the money?

>I don't quite have a job for the next few months, but at least I have holidays.
you probably already worked more than enough in advance. enjoy your holidays and try to relax a bit. you deserve it.

>>82401980
>any plans how to spend the money?
yeah, I've been thinking of redoing a tattoo. It's an anime girl head that hasn't aged well, so I want to do a full character anime girl over it.
>you probably already worked more than enough in advance.
yeah i did the math on this one. It'll keep the lights on.

>>82399923 (OP)
Cutting because I'm gay again.

>>82402179
>It's an anime girl head that hasn't aged well, so I want to do a full character anime girl over it.
that's a good idea. same character again, better execution or a completely different one?

>i did the math on this one. It'll keep the lights on.
goos job! d(^-^)

>>82402200
hey, anon! what's up?

hey everyone, didn't pop up today cus was busy. in fact only got home about an hour ago. I was hanging out with friends mainly, I got gifted space marine 2 by one of them so i'll prolly go check that out. I got frustrated by medieval 2 anyways. i was actually doing really well in a battle where i was outnumbered and barely had any cavalry, but just when i sniped the enemy general and caused a rout my own general died and my entire force just decided to commit sudoku. feels bad man but atleast i'll get to kill some tyranids in a bit

>>82402558
good evening, chev! :>

>in fact only got home about an hour ago. I was hanging out with friends
must have been a nice evening. did you have a good time?

>I got gifted space marine 2
that's cool. :0 it's on my list as well, but i've got other stuff to play for a while, i think.

>got frustrated by medieval 2 anyways.
dang. snatched defeat from the jaws of victory. :/

>atleast i'll get to kill some tyranids in a bit
nothing better to relief some anger than smashing a few bugs.

>>82402402
>same character again, better execution or a completely different one?
same character, better execution. It's weird that I got this thinking simplest would age better and my detailed tattoos have aged the best.
>goos job! d(^-^)
I did just realize that I can apply to a haunted trail for seasonal work and that should cover the spare months.
>>82402558
hi chevalier
>I got gifted space marine 2 by one of them so i'll prolly go check that out.
let us know how it is