Thread 82400821

why are you unable to quit 4chan... why do you always relapse. You KNOW this place isn't good for you.

were else would I go if Im not playing vidya or watching YouTube I'm here this is basically the only place I'm somewhat welcome

>>82400821 (OP)
>this place isn't good for you.
The 'real' world is even worse for me

>>82400821 (OP)
You guy's make me horny :3

>>82400975
Fine I WILL JERK OFF

>>82400821 (OP)
This place is my only social interaction. I dont care if im becoming radical or whatever.

i like making random amwf posts into the void

>>82400821 (OP)
As the board continues to get worse, I've found myself visiting less and less. Once I go through the effort of hiding low quality and/or bait threads, there's usually nothing interesting left, and that's after filters too.
I generally only come here when I'm very bored and don't have any other immediately available ways of social interaction. It's kinda like shouting into a void that will occasionally give you (You)s

Honestly, if I didn't have kuroba on my phone I would probably stop coming here altogether. My home boards are all pretty much dead. /k/ is long gone, the threads I liked on /g/ don't pop up anymore and it's basically just endless consoomerism, and /wsg/ is still cool but very slow.
>>82400975
porn is le bad for you THOUGH

>>82400821 (OP)
because I know how to 4chinz. check this out:

# page >>>/r9k/catalog
Page saved to catalog

# links catalog
Extracted 30 links. Saved to links.txt.

# cat links.txt
http://blag.xkcd.com/2008/01/14/robot9000-and-xkcd-signal-attacking-noise-in-chat/
https://app.prodia.com/#/art-ai
https://bing.com/create
https://fitness-n-health.com/you-can-fit-how-many-raccoons-in-your-bum.html
https://hailuoai.video/
https://huggingface.co/spaces/black-forest-labs/FLUX.1-schnell
https://leonardo.ai/
https://perchance.org/ai-text-to-image-generator
https://pixai.art/
https://rentry.co/waifu-local-guide
https://stablediffusion.fr/webui
https://stablediffusionweb.com/DeepFloyd-IF#demo
https://www.bittorrent.org/beps/bep_0015.html
https://www.unstability.ai/
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/pjQx8b6FGj0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IacgoGWOi5M
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iQJ1A5kWkYA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrzKT-dFUjE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xOa-uxn8BKk

>>82400821 (OP)
I have nowhere else to socialize and don't have anyone IRL to talk to or internet friends. I just shitpost until I don't feel like socializing anymore and then go away.

>>82400821 (OP)
Because it's better than twitter in the sense that its a slower place so I don't get my dopamine receptors burned + I can steal a lot of nice images

>>82400821 (OP)
Using it helps with my bpd :3

>>82400821 (OP)
youre exactly right. i tried to quit. i thought i was better than this website.

>>82400821 (OP)
I first came here in 2010 on my ps3 and I use occasionally when my depersonalization stops me from thinking straight :3

when I stopped going to /pol/ my mental health improved significantly. this board is probably next on the chopping block

>>82402129
We have the same start date but I used my PC like a normal person. We even both depersonalize isn't that neat anon? We're made for each other anon. It's in the stars you are my fated one.

>>82402147
oh I would've been bullied so bad if people knew i was posting from a ps3 back then. Much better times on the internet and not many posters even remember what it was like back then. I've had chronic depersonalization since 2013 when I smoked weed and its probably got worse since then. Trying to tell myself not to fight the feelings, apparently that is meant to help

>>82402215
Remember how much shit phoneposters got? Good times.
My depersonalization is from trauma, got all the dissociative stuff going on it's great. I actually enjoy it and yeah the trick is to just accept it. It's all an experience you know? Like taking psychedelics and watching the lights go down as the movie in your head starts. I'll just observe myself walking around, it's really calming.

>>82402235
But I heard that's meant to make it stop. Once you accept it, its meant to go away, right? Have you ever been sat in your room and looked around and realised it looks like this? I have lol

>>82402215
this is my female (XX) girlfriend's house.

>>82402276
Oh it doesn't really go away for me until the stressors are gone. If you accept it then maybe you'll be less anxious and then it will go away sooner. It's an anxiety response usually I think.
The only reason my room doesn't look like that is because I only have a bed and a computer in it lol. For me I mostly just forget to eat or lose track of time which isn't too awful.

>>82400821 (OP)
>You KNOW this place isn't good for you
There are no good places for you when you're sub5, and I can be honest about my thoughts here.
>>82400975
Lol.

>>82401109
Make an amwf thread

in this community discord there's this girl, i never really talked to her directly. how do i know if she's giving me signs? i strongly think that she does it's driving me crazy. it would be so horrible if it was just a coincidence, and i might be susceptible to making connections in my head that aren't actual reality. at the same time it feels ridiculous, the timing of these things, to be coincidences, like i would be the most unlucky guy if they really were just that. it's driving me nuts

>>82402303
I guess I should try the whole "wooww I feel funny heheeheh" attitude towards it maybe that will help, it normally scares the shit out of me

>>82400929
True as fuck
>>82400975
ROPE TRANNY
>>82400821 (OP)
This is the only online space where I can consistently find posters I actually personally relate to. Maybe autism, maybe some other type of weirdness, but on this site I can see posts and go "yeah, this person is running on the same OS as me". That is very difficult to find, generally

>>82402416
I just treat it like I'm on drugs, makes it a lot easier. Why does it scare you? I don't think it's dangerous at all, maybe it would help if you remind yourself of that. I think there's grounding exercises you can do too. Paying extra attention to yourself and your surroundings can make the depersonalization recede a little, but I don't know the specifics on that.

>>82402452
I should try thinking I'm on drugs, tried all the grounding exercises, didn't work, tried online courses, meditation, Xanax, I think my main problem is I just want it gone so bad and I am mentally fighting with it all the time.

It's fucked up how smoking weed can do this much damage to you and most people don't even know.

>>82400821 (OP)
It's my first place back on this board after like 5 year and it's really changed

>>82402516
Yeah it sounds like fighting it is probably the issue, I hope you can find a way around it.
I think most drugs are more dangerous than people realize. I'm not antidrug or anything but it is really crazy that people will say weed has no lasting side effects. I don't really regret any of the drugs I've done but I lucked out and never got any major lasting effects.

I used 4chan every day for the past 19 years

>>82402573
>not taking hermit breaks to recoup from socializing with all these people

>>82400821 (OP)
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>>82402669
Just go rape a virgins sphincter, stop crying about what you have to do to be happy. Just DO it.

>>82402669
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>>82400821 (OP)
>why are you unable to quit 4chan
Because I don't want to leave us alone

>>82403301
i love my forchan frens

>>82400821 (OP)
because sometimes i like feeling bad will cutting

>>82400821 (OP)
>why are you unable to quit 4chan.
why would I want to? I like it here. If I got 15-20 minutes to spare I'll hit up my usual boards and see what stupid shit you fags are posting. Not every board is pol you know

>>82400821 (OP)
1) I can freely write all my thoughts here, no censorship of any kind, no worrying about algorithms or friends bothering me. What happens here stays here
2) It's constantly updating and doesn't become stale like other sites with absolutely no genuine activity, just shills shilling things to buy.

>>82401110
I feel you, but it's stupid on other sites too. Internet has become a nightmare and we need to encourage less phone browsing and more PC based use because that increased creativity and content driving behaviors. Not the endless normie-tries-get-rich-from-clicks that rules the rest of the internet.