>>82414594
Lol it horrified you to feel for it a little bit after having all that shit? Try 12 years of it never going for 1 second, it's completely ruined my life and it scares me how little I care because none of it feels real, sometimes I look about the room and realize I haven't washed in days and the room is piled with trash but I never noticed. I went on e621 once in school because I forgot I was in the classroom lol. I tried getting a job but my mind is just a mess and couldn't think or talk to anyone so they got rid of me.

More people should know that they risk this disorder from weed, it's devastating.

>>82402303
I guess I should try the whole "wooww I feel funny heheeheh" attitude towards it maybe that will help, it normally scares the shit out of me

>>81804472
Get a forklift job anon, plenty of adhd losers like us working there, you'll fit in fine. I'm 27 and been drawing since I was 19 and been supporting myself with warehouse jobs but gonna try be a full time artist now

>>81710622
because i was a socially awkward 15 year old stinky weeb loser in 2013 just like her

>>81621968
I'm schizoid, have ADHD and depersonalization. I can't imagine why people need "love" or care about any of this shit, I just like to draw art and play retro games, still managed to be a non virgin by 16 but if I was it wouldn't bother me at all.

>>81571065
Self improvement is boring normie shit, I want to be stinky and live in filth and goon

I remember listening to emo furry music, watching lain, dying my hair black and cutting myself when i was 13 (in 2011) then realising how deep is was and it wasn't gonna heal for like a month and people at my school saw it. Don't do it lil bros