Thread 82560606

My first kiss will be their fiftieth. My first date will be just another day out. My treasured memories with them will diffuse into the background noise in their heads. My first time will be their hundredth. Where I attach myself to formative experiences, they brush them off with the aloofness of a spendthrift. And while I cling to them for being my special person, they will always have me at arm's length, because they just do not feel that same intensity.

And there's nothing I can do about it.

>>82560606 (OP)
I need a Christian wife

>>82560606 (OP)
You sound like you're on the verge of tears

Yes, it's very Black Pilling. This is why I don't believe in love. Fuck apps ruined everything for non-Chads.
I just want 'my turn'. Though as an incel that's pushing middle age, it is obvious that I will never get even that.

>>82560606 (OP)
That's why I will only go for a virgin with no prior romantic relationships. Pretty easy to find if you know where to look. Haven't found the one yet, considering my high standards, but most I passed on would be good enough for the incels here.

>>82560637
Those are "born-again virgins" now

>>82560606 (OP)
thats why you should treat non-virgin girls like the whores they are. you dont get too attached etc. also you can cheat on them because they already had sex with multiple guys in the past, its basically the same thing

>>82560606 (OP)
You are telling yourself these awful stories to torture yourself. Why do this? Does this way of thinking make you happy?

>My first time will be their hundredth
Are you talking about sex? There is a zero percent chance that you'll be their hundredth. Assuming she's had even a single bf before you and a bellcurve normal amount of partner (so we're low balling), you're talking about four digit counts at least. I had probs had sex over ten thousand times before I was 20. And that's with only a couple of partners and some lays here and there.

More importantly, why the heck does this matter to you?

>>82560606 (OP)
>And there's nothing I can do about it.
You can be a good man and make it work anyway.

>>82561013
the past is the past, they are basically the same as other virgins

>>82561046
I ain't no cuck

>>82560606 (OP)
maybe go after nerdy singles not the hot 10s

>>82561032
OP, people post things like this to fuck with you. You have to remember that this is an anonymous forum. This could be a man for all you know, or one of those fat girls with a mental illness (both likely, given the board). Dont worry about it. Go for a run.

>>82561066
There's nothing "cucked" about guiding a remorseful woman to a better life outcome.

>>82560745
>Though as an incel that's pushing middle age, it is obvious that I will never get even that.
Truth nuke, as an incel who's also pushing middle age (18), I don't think there's any hope for me, although you fags wanna say I'm a defeatist and that there's hope for me. If you saw me, you'd know that wouldn't be true. Besides, I'm mentally ill with trust issues, and no woman would want to deal with that. I'm Christian but either way, that doesn't work for my benefit as I doubt I'd be able to bond with them, and I wouldn't even know how I'd meet her in the first place

>>82561094
Women can never be remorseful it is not part of their dna.

>>82561055
>im a trad christian
roasties who say that are guaranteed to have a gigaslut past

>>82561112
I don't even want to imagine what women my age are currently doing, meanwhile I'm sitting at home waiting for some salvation like an unkempt prophecy. It's truly over, I'm the chuddiest man alive. While I'm also the meekest man alive. I don't believe women can be true Christians, they don't even understand what that means, they'll only just twist whatever they believe and project it onto their religion like their idolatry for the LGBT, where fags have more of a say towards Christianity than what's written in the Bible. Justifying their hedonistic platitudes, spitting in the face of God, all the while teaching you to be more meek and accepting.

>>82561112
Anon, I am 21 years older than you. Middle age is typically 40-59.
It is so sad that younger generations of non-Chads are basically born Black Pilled now.

Skill issue. I met my imaginary gf upon her conception (brought about by my well trained mind), and she is pure and infinitely loyal by design. Must really suck to still be chasing roasties in the year of our lord 202X.

>>82560637
Christian girls have loads of premarital sex too

>>82560606 (OP)
you could leave the internet and not let it turn you into such a perma-online brain-rotted moron who is completely incapable of introspection

or you could continue down this path of ego and ignorance, and become even more unhappy than you have already chosen to become

>>82561032
>10k times before 20
say you started having sex at 15
10000 / (5 * 365) = 5.47
you had to have had sex over 5 times every day for 5 years. More realistic numbers next time anon.
Even 2000 times is still over 1 time every single day, but is more relistic.

>>82561140
You should write a story and aurafarm at a park until a girl notices you and then ask her to read it to her or a part of it. Just make conversation with no expectations. Turn having the conversation at all into a win, not getting anything from her.
Jk its over

>>82561092
Huh? You're very clearly of low IQ. Please, don't reply more, idiot.

>>82561374
>started having sex at 15
Oh wow, it's almost like your calculations are ass. Are you an incel or an idiot?

>>82561124
>evpsych junk
Read the Bible.

>>82560606 (OP)
This is the thing women who have been ran through don't get. Any experiences you have with them won't actually matter. Normal people bond over shared experiences, and when someone's that jaded it becomes impossible for you to form a meaningful connection with them

>>82561464
OK Mr sex haver, you started at 11, still 3 times per day every day for 9 years, this is not possible.

>>82561112
You still have uni or college ahead of you, which are your last chances to get the ball rolling, it's game over when you enter the workforce your average co worker will be 30+ and depending on the job there will be either zero women or a few old women. I personally made my peace after entering the workforce and just started fucking hookers just like a true loser.

>>82561078
hot stacies have less bodycount that "femcels"

because she's a bitch and he's not tall enough, why else would jews invent analogies?

>>82561694
How do you motivate yourself to spend hundreds of bucks on whores? Im desperate for pussy but i still wouldnt be willing to pay a whore more than 25.

>>82561971
Lucky enough to be born in Europe even though in my country it's illegal it's still relatively cheap, also I have no social life so I just focused on my career to get my money up

>>82561055
This is even more disgusting than doing OnlyFans.
Why do born again Christian girls LOVE talking about how they used to be prostitutes???
>I'm such a good little Christian girl now. I get down on my knees and open my pretty little lips wide, sticking out my tongue, to exalt Jesus. Back in the past I was so very naughty, I was a bad, bad girl. I did dirty things with my tight little body. I know you're imagining it. Naught boy!
She's literally wearing the tradwife woah jack dress. If she were truly repentant, she would feel great shame in her past, but she doesn't. Her entire identity revolves around talking about how much of a slut she used to be and now she's a good Christian girl (of course, with her cleavage visible through the front of her dress). I bet there are thousands of boomers who masturbate to videos like this before telling their sons to go and marry born-again strippers. They may be DISGUSTING USED-UP WHORES, but they can also make your peepee feel EXTRA good! Oh my sex!

>>82561112
You are a literal infant, nonny.

>>82560745
>if you cant beat them join them
Lmfao

>>82560649
What's the problem with that? Sounds like you're a normalfag

>>82561686
>this is what incels really believe

>>82561995
You wouldn't happen to be Czech?